I don't have a name, Si'er is just what they call me casually, it is said that I am the fourth child born in a brothel, the kind of child who was born without a mother.But I don't think so, everyone here is my mother, my sister and sister, so there is no difference between me and me.

The brothel where I was born and raised me has been replaced by a bustard. Many sisters, sisters and mothers have left. I have not left. I have nowhere to go. This is my home. I have nowhere to go here.

The new bustard is very beautiful, even more beautiful than the most popular girl in the building. I know she is not a woman from a normal family. Women from other families don't look like this, and women from other families don't look like this. Go to Wangcheng to open a brothel.

I called her mother, she smiled, and stroked my cheek with a fragrant handkerchief: "Just call me aunt, call me mother, it's too heavy, I can't bear it."

Since then, I have called her aunt, and I have another aunt.

I am used to welcoming and sending off in brothels, but I am not used to welcoming and sending off in Tangyinglou. My aunt doesn't seem to care so much about the guests. She gives the girls the greatest right to choose and the most freedom. Here it is more like It's like a big family, but I'm used to welcoming and sending off, so my aunt let me welcome guests and laugh.

do i like this lifeI don't know, it's just that I'm used to this kind of life, I'm used to heavy makeup, I'm used to playing songs every night, I'm used to being lingering with people with a smile on my face, I'm used to drinking a pot of wine alone in the middle of the night to sleep peacefully.

I also can't understand why there are always girls in the building who are trapped by love, and some even want to go out to be small for others even at the expense of others.The brothel background is an indelible imprint, who would treat you sincerely?

There are always a lot of strange people in this place. Looking at the young man who has been wandering around the door for a long time, I smiled. This is probably another young master who has not been deeply involved in the world, but I don’t know that after entering this dyeing workshop, he will change again. What does it look like.

"Yo, this is your first time here, how about sitting inside?" I smiled and won, but before I touched my hand, I was dodged. The vigilance on the face made me laugh.

If you can see him today, how can you be able to see him tomorrow?A walk in this happy place is always very addictive.

I pulled the collar on my chest, and when I was about to move forward again, I was pulled away. Although I was unwilling, I always listened to what my aunt said, that's all, little fat sheep, I can't eat it, It's good to see more.

Just looking at it, you can see the problem.My aunt told me that his name is Mu Ye, and he is a distinguished guest, but I think this distinguished guest is somewhat different, or not different, but somewhat similar, her body is similar to mine.

So, when she appeared in Tangyinglou in women's clothing that day, I was really not surprised at all. I don't know why she was, but I seemed to know a big secret, which was big enough to shock the government and the public , so that night after knowing this secret, I lost sleep all night.

When the next day dawned, I figured it out, even if I knew their secrets, so what, I'm just a whore in a brothel, that's none of my business, and I just have to keep welcoming and seeing them off.

And then her continuous invitations made me understand that all my guesses were correct, and I was a little emotional, so I tried my best to meet Mu Ye's requirements, because I know that even people all over the world think they are happy Happy, only I know, actually not, they are under great pressure and want to work hard to be together.

So, when I saw that person taking her away drunk with anger, I knew that she succeeded. She used the most vulgar way to make that person jealous, and I became their matchmaker. , really good.

I thought that life would continue like this, I would continue to take care of the brothel, maybe this one, maybe change another one, and when I get old and look bad, I might also become a procuress, raising a beautiful woman A girl without a name like me, she can call me mother, and the fate repeats itself like this.

But no, my fate changed as early as when I met her.

My aunt told me that Lord Mu sent a letter asking me to go to Lingnan to help her. I don't know why it was me, but I agreed.

And that was the turning point of my life.

I know what she's going to do, Lingnan is not big, so it's not hard to guess, I arrived at Zhulu City ahead of time, prepared everything she needed, and waited for her by guarding the city gate, I knew she would definitely come, she would Drag me out of the brothel, and I might actually start a new life, not a whore anymore.

Yes, I don't like the life in the brothel, I'm just used to it.

The sun was very good that day. I kept a high degree of vigilance during the days of escorting food and grass, and my body was dirty. I took a shower and changed into light clothes. Go back and rest. After all, there is no alcohol here, so I can't sleep well.

It's just that I didn't expect that just as I walked up the stairs, someone twisted my arm, and the severe pain made me cry immediately.I've been afraid of pain since I was a child. On the night when the buds opened, I cried for three whole days, so I couldn't stand even a little bit of pain, let alone a broken arm?

I recognize this person, his name is Shen Qi, I just met this morning, but obviously he doesn't remember me anymore, and it's still the kind of ignorance that he won't listen to me no matter how I explain.

An oolong ended with my broken arm, and a worry began with this.

The doctor said to set the bone. To be honest, I have never seen an imperial physician in my life, so I firmly believe in what the imperial physician said. After all, he is a doctor who came out of the palace. Naturally, what he said was the most effective.Even if it hurts to the point of death, I still feel that the only way to save my arm is to set the bone, and the person who set the bone is none other than Shen Qi.

It's not that Shen Qi knows how to set bones, it's just that he hurt me, so he should save me.It's just that, if I knew it would be the final ending, I would rather he didn't save me. There is a kind of pain, which is more painful than breaking an arm!

During those days when my arm was injured, I was always by Shen Qi's side, and I don't know when I could always see Shen Qi. I knew he felt guilty, and I knew he liked me.

But, I don't know, what kind of like that is.There are always many people who are trapped by love in this world, Shen Qi is not that kind of person, and neither am I.

The broken hairpin tossed and turned and finally returned to my hand, Shen Qi inlaid a circle of gold thread on it, it was very pretty, but I didn't wear it anymore, I knew what he wanted.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will be obsessed with this feeling, the feeling of being missed by others.

The destiny between me and him is an ending that cannot begin.

"Miss, would you like to follow me back to Wangcheng?" That night, he held my hand and asked me seriously if I could go with him.

Can I?I can not.

But I didn't say that I couldn't bear to let his will be changed, nor would I want to let him know my own.I know that at that moment, he broke into my heart and caused a ripple, and I want to remember this feeling.

There is a feeling of being alone in my heart.

I looked at the ecstasy in his eyes, and nodded shyly. That night, I tried my best to let him remember me and the joy of this night.

Looking at his sleeping face, I knew that this was the end.

He is the noble man in the royal city, the bright moon that I can only look up to. In this far away Lingnan, I can have a good time with him, but I can't follow him back to the royal city.

Wangcheng is the hometown I can't go back to, and he is the lover I can't touch.

I put the broken hairpin next to his pillow, if possible, just take it as a thought, maybe he will remember me, maybe he won't, but I hope in my heart that he can remember.

At daybreak, he will leave with the large army, return to the royal city, and continue his life, but this night, to him, will only be an afterimage in his dream.

The new emperor came to the throne, Mu Ye became the queen, and things became cheaper, and our silk and satin workshop became bigger and bigger. I became the shopkeeper, busy with the world, and I still fell asleep with a pot of wine at night when I couldn't sleep.

Yunniang always asked me if there was someone hiding in my heart, but I always smiled and didn't answer.

I am different from Yunniang, what is hidden in her heart is a bitterness, but what is in my heart is a bright moon.

I heard that he became the chief minister of the dynasty, with a position of less than one person and more than ten thousand people. He is the biggest official I have ever heard of. That's great, he deserves it, and he can do a good job.Just never heard if he married his wife, I don't know if he remembers me, or forgets me, but that's enough.

In Lingnan in the early spring, there are always a lot of catkins floating on my shoulders. I have lived here for five years. The five years are not long or short, but they are enough for me to get used to the new life.

And what happened in the past, all began to slowly disappear in my memory, looking at the face reflected in the lake, the familiar face, the face that should not appear here, the face that I thought I had forgotten but always remembered .

"Girl be careful."

The scorching temperature around my waist made me dazed for a moment, why is he here?

"Why are you crying? You lied to me that you would follow me to Wangcheng. I didn't blame you. Why are you still crying?" Shen Qi sighed and hugged me tightly: "If you don't come to me, change I'm here to find you, okay?"

Later, I got married. My husband is a local sheriff. He is very handsome, talented, and considerate. He has been waiting for me for five years. I will compensate him for a lifetime, which is enough.

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