let autumn

Gao Yu has been suffering from insomnia recently.

Since entering university, everything seems to be going wrong in her life: the male god she pursued for a long time is finally with her, but it turns out to be a nameless one, and the relationship between the two is not like an ordinary couple at all; she is under a lot of academic pressure, and she learns that she doesn't like it My major and professional courses are very difficult; not long ago, my boyfriend finally broke up, saying that he didn't want to continue to force it.

Gao Yu felt that she had really failed.

Friends around Gao Yu thought that Gao Yu fell in love with him because of Wen Shuqiu's help on New Year's Day in the third year of high school. In fact, Gao Yu had been secretly in love with Wen Shuqiu for a year before that.

That day was the first time Gao Yu mustered up the courage to take the initiative to talk to Wen Shuqiu.

When Wen Shuqiu sang the song for Su Rang, Gao Yu was quietly watching.She saw many girls from other classes screaming frantically in the back row of the classroom, and she saw Wen Shuqiu bowing his head and singing with half-closed eyes smiling very gently.Wen Shuqiu is so pretty, especially those eyes, with high browbones and deep eye sockets, thick long eyelashes cast deep shadows, and the eyeballs are as black as ink. When the eyes open, they seem to be smiling but not smiling. trap.

Gao Yu later joked with Wen Shuqiu, you don't have to be afraid of being disfigured, as long as your eyes are good, you are not afraid of being destroyed.

Later they were together and made it known to the world without any shyness.

In fact, it was Gao Yu who was ecstatic and announced to the world alone, Wen Shuqiu was not enthusiastic about these things.When they were together for more than a month, Gao Yu would still stare blankly at Wen Shuqiu beside him from time to time, unable to believe that all this was true.He, she, they are together, not just her fantasy.

Once after watching a movie, on the way Wen Shuqiu sent Gao Yu back to the dormitory, Gao Yu lightly touched Wen Shuqiu's left hand with his right hand.It was a very romantic love movie, and Gao Yu was very emotional watching it, even though Wen Shuqiu fell asleep in the second half.Gao Yu hopes to use the atmosphere of the movie to further their relationship - there is no couple who have established a relationship and haven't held hands for two months.

Then Wen Shuqiu put his hands in his pockets calmly, as if he didn't feel anything.

Gao Yu's friend told her that if a girl chases a boy, if she takes this step, she will lose.Gao Yu didn't believe it, she believed that Wen Shuqiu had such a personality, not only her, Wen Shuqiu was also polite and alienated to other girls.

She said to Wen Shuqiu, I can wait for you as long as you want.

But Wen Shuqiu didn't want her to wait.

In winter, Gao Yu remembered very clearly that when Wen Shuqiu went to pour water that day, she saw the screen of Wen Shuqiu's phone light up, and picked up the phone by accident. It was a WeChat message from Su Rang.

Just when she picked up the phone, Wen Shuqiu came back and looked at her blankly.

Gao Yu really hoped that the expression on Wen Shuqiu's face was angry and flustered, but it didn't.Wen Shuqiu took the phone over indifferently, bowed his head to type a few words, and then put the phone face down on the table.

"Gao Yu, let's break up."

"I can barely go on."

"During this time, you have been under a lot of pressure and worked hard, and I have worked hard too. Let's not embarrass each other."

Gao Yu is a person with strong self-esteem, and her dignity does not allow her to cry, or humbly beg Wen Shuqiu to change her mind.

"Is it because I looked at your phone? I didn't mean to..."

"No, I wanted to say it a long time ago," Wen Shuqiu didn't wait for her to finish, "That's it, I wish you all the best."

Wen Shuqiu has always been a very gentle person, he has never said such a thing so bluntly and coldly.

"That's it, we'll be friends from now on." Gao Yu forced himself to smile, but still didn't raise his head.She was afraid of seeing Wen Shuqiu's eyes, no longer bright, but as quiet as stagnant water.She was afraid that if she looked at him again, she would immediately lose her pride and lose her last dignity.

"I have something to go."

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

"Gao Yu, I think you should see a psychiatrist."