[Comprehensive] You see, this pot is big and round
Chapter 36 It's My Fault
"Now, you know everything."
Hiruko looked at Suzuka, the one eye that was left seemed to be about to shed tears.
What is it crying for?This is an unsolvable question, and Suzuka is unwilling to seek the answer.Now she can't do that anymore.
The brain is throbbing, which is the pain caused by the unprecedented huge amount of information pouring into the brain.Her hands and feet were numb from the pain, and her consciousness was also confused. Only by breathing hard could she feel alive.
The heavy breathing sounds like the roar of a beast.Even breathing is painful now.She curled up into a ball and hugged herself tightly, but she only felt an unprecedented coldness.
Even the tears are cold.
"No...not..." She shook her head vigorously, slapping her cheeks with the tip of her hair, as if she slapped herself a few times, "This is not me... this must not be me..."
Such a heavy fate was actually what she had to bear.Whether out of shock or pain, she couldn't take it.
But she also knew in her heart that it was all true.
It was she who was killed by Onmyoji, and she was also expelled by Gao Tianyuan.
"Gao Tianyuan's running dog, now, what is your decision?" Zhi Ziming ignored her pain, and pressed his condensed claws against her heart. With just a little force, she would die, "This may be my last chance. If I can't kill you this time..."
The intuition in Zhi Ziming's heart kept clamoring, if he couldn't kill Suzuka here, it would be the one that would disappear.Maybe it can escape into another era again, but without the assistance of the right eye, it is just a stupid stubborn resistance.
So, be sure to...
"So, why do we have to stand in this opposing situation..."
Sobbing, she said.
She straightened up slowly, still crying, looking at Zhi Ziming with red eyes, as if she was in despair, but Zhi Ziming knew that she was not yet in despair.
"You know exactly who took your life. You understand. It took mine too."
The faint sound was almost lost in the wind.Her tears stopped, and what seemed to be an uglier emotion took their place.
Hiruko's movements froze.Of course it understood what Suzuka said.
It has always understood.
There is a bright mirror in the heart, but it is deep in the fog.
It saw Suzuka move its lips.How he wished Suzuka would not tell the answer.
"Don't say..."
"The one who killed you was neither the future me nor the present me, but Gao Tianyuan..."
"Shut up!"
Zhi Ziming snorted sharply, but the final sound of the roar stopped abruptly.Suzuka saw a silvery white light emerge from the middle of its body.
Zhi Ziming was divided into two.
After that, more silver light wove into a fine net, crushing it to pieces.The living god who was standing in front of Suzuka just a second ago collapsed suddenly, and its huge body turned into black mud, then turned into water, and finally disappeared without a trace, and its left eye fell to the ground.
It's dead.
Suzuka knelt on the ground, the unfinished words were still between her lips and teeth, but the person who should listen to these words died before her eyes.
Look farther away, and farther away.The fiery red god standing nearby put away his big sword.It was this silver-white knife that cut off Zhi Ziming's life from this world.
With flying eyebrows and haughty expression, there are hunting flames under his feet, as if stepping on fire.The firelight also coated the artifact Odachi with the same bright color.
Suzuka knew the name of this artifact, her name was Sakine.
The artifact Chengqing announced the death penalty, and the artifact Sakine picked up the butcher's knife.
"Hey, little girl over there!" He called to her, "It's all right!"
Suzuka also knew his name.
"Fire... according to... fate..."
Every word she uttered was tearing her brain apart.Nerves were trembling, and the poison called hatred poured into the veins.
ah...yes...yes...
It was Sakine who killed her artifact.
It was Huo who proposed to expel her as ordered.
"Huh? Are you my believer?" Huo Zhaoming raised his eyebrows, staring at the place where Zhi Ziming was killed, he didn't notice anything unusual, and said to himself, "Although the dangerous elements have been expelled, but It's not very peaceful here, so go back quickly."
dangerous elements.What a sharp word.
Was the past self also a dangerous element in his eyes?That's why I wanted to let the word "expulsion" fall on her.
"why……"
No reply came.Huo Zhaoming had already left, and she was alone here.Only her own question echoed in the empty street.
Zhi Ziming's left eye was still quietly placed on the ground, reflecting the light of the street lamp, and he was unwilling to rot together with his body.Suzuka's faith trembled slightly, dragged his stiff body, approached Hiruko Ming's left eye little by little, and held it tightly in his palm.
Originally, it was supposed to have a peaceful exchange with Zhi Ziming, and then return the right eye to it, but now it has been killed...
Die right in front of her eyes.
The hand that once pushed her to death killed Hiruko.
No... In the glimpsed future, Huo Zhaoming should not have the ability to kill Hiruko Ming, otherwise he would not have sent a commission to her, who was a professional hero at the time, to become an executioner...
Is it because she said something that distracted Hiruko?Is it because she made Zhi Ziming uneasy, so she gave Huo Zhaoming an opportunity?
So, it's her...
If you think about it, you can easily realize that all the pain in the past happened because of her...
Like a blow to the head, Suzuka couldn't continue thinking.Her mind went blank, and she knelt on the spot in a daze, the circle of light cast by the street lamp made her dizzy for a while.
The edge of the shadow gradually became blurred, but suddenly became clear again at a certain second.This seems to be proof that she is still alive, but she already feels that she is dead.
She really deserved to die long ago.What the beating heart at this moment maintains are only two lingering lives, and neither of them has been redeemed.
The sound of hurried footsteps came from the end of the street, approaching a little bit.
Otakemaru saw the figure under the street lamp, kneeling on the ground, with his head lowered, the ends of his hair almost touching the ground.The familiar school uniform, he knew who it was, but suddenly felt that this was not like the person he was familiar with.
There's only her here.Maybe someone else had been there, he thought.
He turned back when he heard a strange movement, but now it was deathly silent.Otake Maru slowed down, the terrifying atmosphere surging in the air made him subconsciously hold his breath.He quietly walked to Suzuka's side.
"Are you okay?" Da Yuemaru asked her, patting her shoulder lightly, "What happened?"
Hearing his voice, Suzuka trembled violently, looking at him with red eyes.She had already shed all the tears, but when she saw his clear eyes, she cried uncontrollably.She shook off Otakemaru's hand, curled up into a ball, and backed away screaming.
"I'm sorry...Otake Maru, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
"in the end……"
Dayake Maru suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.He shook his head, trying to wake himself up.
"What happened? Did Zhi Ziming show up?" he asked.
Suzuka didn't answer his question, just shook his head, and then continued to cry.There was only one sentence that she kept repeating in her mouth.
"It's my fault...it's all my fault..."
Yes, it was indeed her fault.
"I killed you. I broke the promise I made with you. I listened to Sakaue Tamura Maro's temptation... I should also be blamed for Yuyi's death. I broke the bracelet, so the Onmyoji found out. Our home, that's why Yuromo was killed by them...it's my fault..." She held Otakemaru's hand tightly, her distorted joints turned a sickly purple color, "and Chiwashiro... There are them... I said I would protect them, but they lost their lives because of me. It was because of me..."
"Yagi...Yagi!"
Otakemaru shook her shoulders forcefully, pulling her out of her self-hatred.He could not understand much of Suzuka's words, not even a single word.But he knew very well that once she fell into such self-blame, no matter whether it was really her fault or not, it would be difficult for her to wake up again.
He carefully wiped away Suzuka's tears, held her chin, and softly called her name until she looked at him.
"It's okay, okay? It's okay. It won't be your fault." After a pause, he said, "Can you tell me what happened?"
She lowered her eyes, and her messy hair blocked her expression at the moment.
"You didn't find the wrong person..."
The hoarse voice was trembling, and the despair in it made Otakemaru's heart tremble.
Suzuka took a deep breath, stabilized his voice, and repeated word by word: "You never found the wrong person for revenge from the beginning. I should be killed by you."
After struggling to finish these few words, she couldn't hold it anymore, crying and shouting hysterically, and said everything as if to vent, the broken words in the choked voice pieced together the cruel reality.
After everything was said, they fell into silence, and even the sound of each other's breathing could no longer be heard.
The old filament inside the street lamp made a faint sound of electric current, which was the expected silence.
Suzuka could feel Otake Maru's fingertips losing temperature little by little, colder than the reefs by the sea.
What will his expression look like?Suzuka didn't know, and didn't dare to know, but let's guess, it was probably gnashing of teeth, eyes full of hatred.
That's right, it's quite normal for him to have this kind of reaction, after all, she also loathes and hates herself.
Many deaths, including her own, were all due to her fault...
"But it has nothing to do with me!"
A roar that broke the silence.
Suzuka was stunned.She could understand this sentence, but she couldn't understand the meaning of it.He wanted to see Otake Maru's expression, but he didn't dare to look up because of fear.
The hanging hair covered all the light, how she wished she could hide herself deeper in the darkness.
"It has nothing to do with you."
A pair of gentle hands clumsily brushed her loose long hair behind her ears, and dim light broke into the field of vision.She seemed to see Dayuemaru smiling, but when she thought about it carefully, how could he be able to smile at this time?
He must be very angry... must be...
"I know you, Yagi Suzuka."
Otake Maru's voice was flat, but it hit Suzuka's heart.
"It's not Suzuka Gozen, and it's not Aika, it's just Yagi Suzuka." He paused, as if choked up for a moment, and then he couldn't hear anything unusual. "And Suzuka Yagi didn't do anything wrong... nothing wrong! Got it?"
Suzuka didn't answer, but gently rested his head on his shoulder.The soft long hair fell on Otakemaru's chest. He originally wanted Suzuka to give him an answer, but he also gave up this idea at the moment.
Just let her rest...
And the fox tail hidden behind the tree has already disappeared.
Hiruko looked at Suzuka, the one eye that was left seemed to be about to shed tears.
What is it crying for?This is an unsolvable question, and Suzuka is unwilling to seek the answer.Now she can't do that anymore.
The brain is throbbing, which is the pain caused by the unprecedented huge amount of information pouring into the brain.Her hands and feet were numb from the pain, and her consciousness was also confused. Only by breathing hard could she feel alive.
The heavy breathing sounds like the roar of a beast.Even breathing is painful now.She curled up into a ball and hugged herself tightly, but she only felt an unprecedented coldness.
Even the tears are cold.
"No...not..." She shook her head vigorously, slapping her cheeks with the tip of her hair, as if she slapped herself a few times, "This is not me... this must not be me..."
Such a heavy fate was actually what she had to bear.Whether out of shock or pain, she couldn't take it.
But she also knew in her heart that it was all true.
It was she who was killed by Onmyoji, and she was also expelled by Gao Tianyuan.
"Gao Tianyuan's running dog, now, what is your decision?" Zhi Ziming ignored her pain, and pressed his condensed claws against her heart. With just a little force, she would die, "This may be my last chance. If I can't kill you this time..."
The intuition in Zhi Ziming's heart kept clamoring, if he couldn't kill Suzuka here, it would be the one that would disappear.Maybe it can escape into another era again, but without the assistance of the right eye, it is just a stupid stubborn resistance.
So, be sure to...
"So, why do we have to stand in this opposing situation..."
Sobbing, she said.
She straightened up slowly, still crying, looking at Zhi Ziming with red eyes, as if she was in despair, but Zhi Ziming knew that she was not yet in despair.
"You know exactly who took your life. You understand. It took mine too."
The faint sound was almost lost in the wind.Her tears stopped, and what seemed to be an uglier emotion took their place.
Hiruko's movements froze.Of course it understood what Suzuka said.
It has always understood.
There is a bright mirror in the heart, but it is deep in the fog.
It saw Suzuka move its lips.How he wished Suzuka would not tell the answer.
"Don't say..."
"The one who killed you was neither the future me nor the present me, but Gao Tianyuan..."
"Shut up!"
Zhi Ziming snorted sharply, but the final sound of the roar stopped abruptly.Suzuka saw a silvery white light emerge from the middle of its body.
Zhi Ziming was divided into two.
After that, more silver light wove into a fine net, crushing it to pieces.The living god who was standing in front of Suzuka just a second ago collapsed suddenly, and its huge body turned into black mud, then turned into water, and finally disappeared without a trace, and its left eye fell to the ground.
It's dead.
Suzuka knelt on the ground, the unfinished words were still between her lips and teeth, but the person who should listen to these words died before her eyes.
Look farther away, and farther away.The fiery red god standing nearby put away his big sword.It was this silver-white knife that cut off Zhi Ziming's life from this world.
With flying eyebrows and haughty expression, there are hunting flames under his feet, as if stepping on fire.The firelight also coated the artifact Odachi with the same bright color.
Suzuka knew the name of this artifact, her name was Sakine.
The artifact Chengqing announced the death penalty, and the artifact Sakine picked up the butcher's knife.
"Hey, little girl over there!" He called to her, "It's all right!"
Suzuka also knew his name.
"Fire... according to... fate..."
Every word she uttered was tearing her brain apart.Nerves were trembling, and the poison called hatred poured into the veins.
ah...yes...yes...
It was Sakine who killed her artifact.
It was Huo who proposed to expel her as ordered.
"Huh? Are you my believer?" Huo Zhaoming raised his eyebrows, staring at the place where Zhi Ziming was killed, he didn't notice anything unusual, and said to himself, "Although the dangerous elements have been expelled, but It's not very peaceful here, so go back quickly."
dangerous elements.What a sharp word.
Was the past self also a dangerous element in his eyes?That's why I wanted to let the word "expulsion" fall on her.
"why……"
No reply came.Huo Zhaoming had already left, and she was alone here.Only her own question echoed in the empty street.
Zhi Ziming's left eye was still quietly placed on the ground, reflecting the light of the street lamp, and he was unwilling to rot together with his body.Suzuka's faith trembled slightly, dragged his stiff body, approached Hiruko Ming's left eye little by little, and held it tightly in his palm.
Originally, it was supposed to have a peaceful exchange with Zhi Ziming, and then return the right eye to it, but now it has been killed...
Die right in front of her eyes.
The hand that once pushed her to death killed Hiruko.
No... In the glimpsed future, Huo Zhaoming should not have the ability to kill Hiruko Ming, otherwise he would not have sent a commission to her, who was a professional hero at the time, to become an executioner...
Is it because she said something that distracted Hiruko?Is it because she made Zhi Ziming uneasy, so she gave Huo Zhaoming an opportunity?
So, it's her...
If you think about it, you can easily realize that all the pain in the past happened because of her...
Like a blow to the head, Suzuka couldn't continue thinking.Her mind went blank, and she knelt on the spot in a daze, the circle of light cast by the street lamp made her dizzy for a while.
The edge of the shadow gradually became blurred, but suddenly became clear again at a certain second.This seems to be proof that she is still alive, but she already feels that she is dead.
She really deserved to die long ago.What the beating heart at this moment maintains are only two lingering lives, and neither of them has been redeemed.
The sound of hurried footsteps came from the end of the street, approaching a little bit.
Otakemaru saw the figure under the street lamp, kneeling on the ground, with his head lowered, the ends of his hair almost touching the ground.The familiar school uniform, he knew who it was, but suddenly felt that this was not like the person he was familiar with.
There's only her here.Maybe someone else had been there, he thought.
He turned back when he heard a strange movement, but now it was deathly silent.Otake Maru slowed down, the terrifying atmosphere surging in the air made him subconsciously hold his breath.He quietly walked to Suzuka's side.
"Are you okay?" Da Yuemaru asked her, patting her shoulder lightly, "What happened?"
Hearing his voice, Suzuka trembled violently, looking at him with red eyes.She had already shed all the tears, but when she saw his clear eyes, she cried uncontrollably.She shook off Otakemaru's hand, curled up into a ball, and backed away screaming.
"I'm sorry...Otake Maru, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
"in the end……"
Dayake Maru suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.He shook his head, trying to wake himself up.
"What happened? Did Zhi Ziming show up?" he asked.
Suzuka didn't answer his question, just shook his head, and then continued to cry.There was only one sentence that she kept repeating in her mouth.
"It's my fault...it's all my fault..."
Yes, it was indeed her fault.
"I killed you. I broke the promise I made with you. I listened to Sakaue Tamura Maro's temptation... I should also be blamed for Yuyi's death. I broke the bracelet, so the Onmyoji found out. Our home, that's why Yuromo was killed by them...it's my fault..." She held Otakemaru's hand tightly, her distorted joints turned a sickly purple color, "and Chiwashiro... There are them... I said I would protect them, but they lost their lives because of me. It was because of me..."
"Yagi...Yagi!"
Otakemaru shook her shoulders forcefully, pulling her out of her self-hatred.He could not understand much of Suzuka's words, not even a single word.But he knew very well that once she fell into such self-blame, no matter whether it was really her fault or not, it would be difficult for her to wake up again.
He carefully wiped away Suzuka's tears, held her chin, and softly called her name until she looked at him.
"It's okay, okay? It's okay. It won't be your fault." After a pause, he said, "Can you tell me what happened?"
She lowered her eyes, and her messy hair blocked her expression at the moment.
"You didn't find the wrong person..."
The hoarse voice was trembling, and the despair in it made Otakemaru's heart tremble.
Suzuka took a deep breath, stabilized his voice, and repeated word by word: "You never found the wrong person for revenge from the beginning. I should be killed by you."
After struggling to finish these few words, she couldn't hold it anymore, crying and shouting hysterically, and said everything as if to vent, the broken words in the choked voice pieced together the cruel reality.
After everything was said, they fell into silence, and even the sound of each other's breathing could no longer be heard.
The old filament inside the street lamp made a faint sound of electric current, which was the expected silence.
Suzuka could feel Otake Maru's fingertips losing temperature little by little, colder than the reefs by the sea.
What will his expression look like?Suzuka didn't know, and didn't dare to know, but let's guess, it was probably gnashing of teeth, eyes full of hatred.
That's right, it's quite normal for him to have this kind of reaction, after all, she also loathes and hates herself.
Many deaths, including her own, were all due to her fault...
"But it has nothing to do with me!"
A roar that broke the silence.
Suzuka was stunned.She could understand this sentence, but she couldn't understand the meaning of it.He wanted to see Otake Maru's expression, but he didn't dare to look up because of fear.
The hanging hair covered all the light, how she wished she could hide herself deeper in the darkness.
"It has nothing to do with you."
A pair of gentle hands clumsily brushed her loose long hair behind her ears, and dim light broke into the field of vision.She seemed to see Dayuemaru smiling, but when she thought about it carefully, how could he be able to smile at this time?
He must be very angry... must be...
"I know you, Yagi Suzuka."
Otake Maru's voice was flat, but it hit Suzuka's heart.
"It's not Suzuka Gozen, and it's not Aika, it's just Yagi Suzuka." He paused, as if choked up for a moment, and then he couldn't hear anything unusual. "And Suzuka Yagi didn't do anything wrong... nothing wrong! Got it?"
Suzuka didn't answer, but gently rested his head on his shoulder.The soft long hair fell on Otakemaru's chest. He originally wanted Suzuka to give him an answer, but he also gave up this idea at the moment.
Just let her rest...
And the fox tail hidden behind the tree has already disappeared.
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