But unwilling to see the scenery

Jiang Nuo stood on the stage.

The lights were glare, and he couldn't see the other audience clearly, but he could hear the accompaniment of "Reminiscence" in his ears, and a brand-new voice came out of his body like dripping water. He mentioned Ping Xiang, he and Jiang The place where goodness was born.

At the same time, Yan Ruoyu followed Jose to the parking lot.The two kept a distance of five or six meters. After Jose got into the car, Yan Ruoyu circled around his Mercedes, and then stood in front of the headlights, playing with a knife in his hand.

Jose thought that Yan Ruoyu had scratched the paint on the car with a knife, and was shocked. He hurriedly got out of the car and took a closer look. Joking, he's just a bit tolerant.

When he got out of the car, Yan Ruoyu stepped forward and slammed Jose against the car door, raised his other hand, and stuck his forearm at the other's throat provocatively.

Jose choked and coughed, the driver hurriedly got out of the car, and held up his mobile phone to videotape evidence: "I beat someone, I beat someone!"

"I know it's wrong to beat people," Yan Ruoyu told the man to stop yelling, looked at Jose again, and said slowly, "but today I beat animals."

Jose no longer pretended to cough, and looked directly at Yan Ruoyu.

According to his routine all along, he should pretend to be innocent now, after all, it was Yan Ruoyu who made the first move.

But if Yan Ruoyu dared to act first, it showed that he was not afraid of Jose and the resources behind him.Jose's biggest capital is Lao Zhangren's Xin Chuan Entertainment. This is a brokerage company that has become popular in recent years. It does not have many film and television variety show resources, but it has firmly established itself in the talent show. Its artists are all first- and second-tier traffic Fresh meat really made a fortune.

The boss has only one daughter on the surface, and that girl is not a few years older than Yan Ruoyu. She is a frequent visitor to the "North American Bai Fumei Tucao Secret bot", and Yan Ruoyu has also seen her in other people's bureaus.Although she went abroad in high school, the girl was looking for a gunman to write a thesis when she was about to graduate from university. She didn't go to class during the day, indulged in bars and nightclubs at night, and wore heavy makeup and Internet celebrity makeup.

It’s not that she has no merits. A boy from Yan Ruoyu’s major who went abroad with a scholarship took her thesis list, saying that she gave a lot of money and was straightforward. Child, beautiful little fool.So after Jose met her, he kept asking her about her care, providing a mature man with a sense of security. As smart as Eileen Chang, she was able to remit 30 yuan in royalties to Hu Lancheng during the Anti-Japanese War.

"Don't slap your face, I have to accompany my lover to see the wedding dress tomorrow." Jose said provocatively, but turned his face provocatively, and Yan Ruoyu's forearm touched his Adam's apple again, whispering Warning: "Don't appear in front of Jiang Nuo again."

"...It turns out that you are really behind him these days." Jose smiled vaguely, strangely, "Is he so comfortable? Oh, yes, uncomfortable... Jiang Shan will not fight with others for him. Bureau."

Yan Ruoyu couldn't hear him humiliating Jiang Nuo so much, and almost couldn't hold back his fist. Jose continued to provoke him: "Your grandfather will have more than one cooperation project with the government in the future. In the eyes of those people, homosexuality is a sex scandal. You and Jiang Nuo If Nuo's business can't be taken care of, do you think you are still qualified to take this class?"

Yan Ruoyu's anger was calmed down by his aggressive approach. Yan Ruoyu let go of his hands, dusted his clothes dirty, and said, "That's it?"

Jose didn't know why.Yan Ruoyu sees that his structure is so limited, he can only see the gains and losses of personal interests, and suddenly feels that he is also quite pitiful.

Yan Ruoyu didn't want to waste any more words: "Take care of your own one-acre three-point field, I won't play with you anymore, uncle."

After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the livehouse.Looking at his crisp back, Jose suddenly felt a sense of frustration that he was being bullied and insulted.

What Jiang Nuo said is right, no one can beat Jose’s logic, he can justify himself and pack himself as a victim, because he is self-made, and Yan Ruoyu has a big tree behind him, so he is arrogant Perverse.

But he did suffer a new kind of shock that he had never had before.He lowered the brim of his hat and entered the scene from another entrance, hiding in the crowd to listen to Jiang Nuo singing the song "Remembrance".

It was once written by Jiang Shan to Jiang Nuo, and Jiang Nuo wrote another song in memory of Jiang Shan with the same song and the same name.Jose was able to get to where he is today because of his keenness and suspicion. He was never afraid to use the worst maliciousness to speculate on others. When Lin Zhe told him that Jiang Nuo chose a song related to Jiang Shan, his first instinct was Jiang Shan. Nuo always weighs pennies and pennies, and wants to settle old scores with him.

His heart was already dark, and he didn't believe it or imagine it. Jiang Nuo just wanted to sing a song for Jiang Shan and give himself an explanation simply and sincerely.

It was a ballad song, without any showmanship, it just described what happened in the month after Jiang Shan's death with a line drawing technique.

They returned to Pingxiang with their ashes. When the eastern coast was thriving and full of vitality, Pingxiang was like a forgotten child, lifeless.All the men, women and children in the village went out to work as long as they could walk. Only the wild vegetation kept growing, and vines even climbed the walls of the abandoned temples.

There are only two periods in a year when this kind of village is populated, one is during the Chinese New Year, and the other is when someone dies.As long as a family in the village dies and needs to be buried on the mountain, no matter where other families are scattered to work, they must send a strong man back to help.

This customary custom may be the last adherence to the humanistic tradition in the underdeveloped mountainous areas of the central and western regions. The family members of the deceased will hold the funeral, and the band banquet is indispensable.After sending the ashes up the mountain, Jiang Nuo squatted at the foot of the mountain to smoke, but unexpectedly found that even in the corner of the mountain where the dead are buried, there is a notice board that reads "Never forget your original intention, you will never forget it".

He also has a lyric about friends who haven’t seen each other for a long time walking on the deserted street together, one of them played “Second-hand Motorcycle” in his earphones, and “My Motherland and Me” came from the only small restaurant that opened, And when everyone returns from their hometown to the place where they work, the tall buildings and small individuals are the biggest differences...

Jose hid in the dark crowd, his eyes glowing with excitement and greed.He knew how to make a comeback.This kind of lyrics is immersed in personal destiny, and with a little hint, he can lead the audience to smack other flavors.Jiang Shan died of cancer, and he was not killed by those eight characters. Jiang Nuo just wanted to mention that he saw "never forget the original heart" at the foot of the mountain. He must have ulterior motives and blamed his personal suffering on the times progress.

His brain was running fast, and he thanked Jiang Nuo for giving him the handle.Migrant workers like Jiang Shan are still living in resettlement housing like the people in "Second-hand Motorcycles". It's not the fault of "My Motherland and Me". .

He was on the verge of moving, proud of his height and status, and couldn't help but label Jiang Nuo as "hating the country", suppressing him forever, and ending up with the former Jiang Shan, when he suddenly heard Jiang Nuo standing in front of him The boy in front said to his girlfriend helplessly, "Why are you crying?"

Jiang Nuo just sang the chorus, the girl heard the gentle melody, broke down in tears, and said, "He is very sincere."

As long as you are sincere enough, you can impress people.

The boy was dressed in trendy clothes, and he was a young man from a wealthy family. He didn't have such strong empathy, his lips moved, and he comforted him cautiously: "Did you... think of your brother?"

Jose didn't know that the girl had an older brother who had passed away. We had never met each other, and those comforting words were not for helping the girl, but more like a kind of cheap self-impression.

One person said: "It's just a game. Jose played the patriotic card, and Jiang Nuo just played another card. Everything is a variety show effect, fake."

Another said: "He just wants to make you cry, don't be so sincere."

Someone else said: "Jiang Nuo's political consciousness is too low. If he touches Jose with this song, he should be scolded as a yin and yang after the broadcast."

"Fuck you! Someone died in your family. Would you beat the gongs and drums and say it's a good card, and then get weird?!" The girl wiped away her tears, and pulled those passers-by off their high ground, "A When one person dies in the family, the sky is falling, falling!"

Those people were speechless for a moment, their original composure collapsed in an instant, they retreated as if looking for a place to hide, and just stood beside Jose.Even though Jose was wearing a hat, he still cowered and lowered his head. No one recognized Jose in the crowd, but he couldn't hide from those eyes.

"You are what you are, what you hear and see is what you hear. If your stomach is full of calculations and business, no matter how much you put benevolence and morality in your mouth, you will reveal your truth one day."

"...Yes, I also think he sings very well." The girl's boyfriend chimed in and voted for Jiang Nuo.Without Jiang Nuo's song, he would almost have forgotten that the seeds of hip-hop come from slums and streets, not fashion. Hiphop represents the bottom and poverty. It is difficult for people to hear the life and status quo of this group of people from other music genres. Hiphop is their carrier, and they complement each other. They bring hiphop to the stage and sing for the world to see.

And they didn't resent the injustice of the world, they just lived tenaciously and struggling, confessing their past and telling their existence.They may be the group of people who "do not forget their original aspirations". None of them wanted to be heroes.

The girl also voted for Jiang Nuo, and the next words were not addressed to Jose, but every word and every word seemed to be specifically addressed to Jose. The words from the heart were like the sword of Damocles, and fell on the head. down -

"It's fine if you treat yourself as a bipolar tube, and you think everyone else is like you. Pooh, I treat myself as a human being!"

Jose was horrified, and looked up at the screen on the right side of the stage. Jiang Nuo had already surpassed him by a small margin.

The sky has changed... His rhetoric is about to fail.

He was terrified and fled without seeing the light, while Jiang Nuo stood fearlessly under the daylight.

The lights on the stage were too bright, so that Jiang Nuo couldn't see anyone in the audience clearly, but when he closed his eyes and held the microphone tightly, he knew that Jiang Shan must exist, and he heard him say after the accompaniment ended:

"As you wish, you will sleep forever in Pingxiang's mountains and fields, and forget to return

Don't worry, those who love you will no longer cry

Thousands of people recall your name tonight

Forever 27 years old, Kang Sun"

Dry ice and foam were sprayed on both sides of the stage again. There were thunderous applause and cheers in Jiang Nuo's ears. He slowly opened his eyes and accurately found Jiang Shan in the crowd.

He didn't applaud, but stood quietly, smiling and looking into Jiang Nuo's eyes on the stage.

Then his lips opened and closed, Jiang Nuo couldn't hear what he said, but he could see it clearly, because it was what Jiang Shan often said.

To live, Jiang Shan said, to love life.

Jiang Shan disappeared into the crowd like those bubbles without a trace, Jiang Nuo knew that he would never see Jiang Shan again, he saw Yan Ruoyu in the same place.

Also in the crowd, Yan Ruoyu cheered and applauded, the light hit his face, and tears reflected the light.

"I don't see who dares to say that you charge money!" Yan Ruoyu's voice was drowned out in the crowd, and Jiang Nuo stared at him from a distance, laughing uncontrollably.He used to think he had nothing to lose, but now he has something to protect.

He couldn't wait for Lin Zhe to come on stage to announce the result, so he left the stage, Yan Ruoyu also withdrew from the audience.The two of them didn't say a word, they came to the third floor of Xiaobai building successively based on the tacit understanding in their hearts.

Yan Ruoyu chased after him, telling Jiang Nuo to slow down, Jiang Nuo laughed while panting, ran to the window a few seconds earlier, turned back, almost crashed into Yan Ruoyu's chest, and sent himself lips.

Yan Ruoyu held Jiang Nuo's face in his hands, closed his eyes, and deepened this entrusting kiss.

The city light that never goes out all night leaks in from the window, stretching their intertwined figures very long.The vastness of time and space ushered in another night when the treetops on the moon and the stars were sinking. Repeatedly, they found the meaning and dignity of individual existence in the kiss.

They are contending with the immutable laws of the universe.

They are also reconciling themselves.