But unwilling to see the scenery

At six o'clock in the evening, the photographer team of the program team followed Tang Yanguan and his party into the box of the Zhou mansion.

After the team members are determined, the promotional song of the sponsors of the program group is also put on the agenda.Tang Yanguan was given a medium-priced brand of makeup line. He was very considerate of the sponsor’s father. He discussed how to distribute the lyrics while eating. Sentence: "Does your makeup artist usually use these brands for you?"

He spoke calmly, but it really embarrassed Tang Yanguan for a while.The photographer who was switching to a new angle was about to set up the camera next to Yan Ruoyu, Yan Ruoyu stared at the camera as if he was looking at the photographer, and said, "Don't shoot me."

Tang Yanguan took a deep breath, pulled out from the role of equal friends, and said in the tone of a mentor: "There are not only five of us, the program team has sent photographers to all the mentors, and today's meal will be included in the highlights , and hope you cooperate."

Yan Ruoyu didn't speak, just looked at Tang Yanguan silently, within a few seconds, Tang Yanguan lost his momentum.

Seeing that the dinner was getting less and less love and peace, Yan Ruoyu finally opened his mouth and explained: "The program team just wants to watch me make trouble. If I am obedient, what's the point of this program."

Tang Yanguan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled along with his words, Yan Ruoyu stood up wearily, saying that he was going out to smoke a cigarette.

Tang Yanguan knew that he might not come back, so he stood up and wanted to keep him. Yan Ruoyu saw through his thoughts and said coldly: "You know exactly which mentor I want to choose."

Tang Yanguan remained motionless, watching Yan Ruoyu go out of the box.Yan Ruoyu had no pockets on his body, and put the cigarettes in the car. After leaving the gate of the mansion, he went straight to the open-air parking lot. After sitting in the driver's seat, he looked in the armrest box to find the cigarettes. The hand that was about to get the cigarettes stopped in midair.

Then that hand slowly lowered, holding the bag of white sand in the palm of his hand.

The ambient light in the car gradually dimmed, Yan Ruoyu put his hands on the steering wheel, and could not help but smile as he recognized the cigarette case in his hand through the light and moonlight outside the window.

This is not the first time, he and Jiang Nuo often take the wrong cigarette, and then change it back as if nothing happened, or don’t change it, even if the taste of the two cigarettes is completely different, he smoked it for the first time He choked for a long time, and was surprised that Jiang Nuo actually liked the strong smell of cigarettes, which was not at all like his own temperament.

This thought made Yan Ruoyu suddenly stuck, and suddenly didn't know how to describe Jiang Nuo's temperament.

That kind of distant and unreal sense of emptiness hit his face again, scratching his heart, making him panic and fearful, trying his best to catch the wispy smoke after the cigarette was lit, and then let it go, it was nothing but nothing.

Then he lit another cigarette, didn't smoke, just held it between his fingers to watch the little sparks after the shredded tobacco burned, and breathed and smelled gently.

He used to be so sensitive to smells. Now he trapped himself in an off-road vehicle with no windows, greedily inhaling the smoke of Baisha, and the image of the two of them finishing the first song gradually appeared in the smoke. Standing together on the balcony, Jiang Nuo was smoking a cigarette, tilting his head to his side.

They used to be so natural, so innocent.They had known each other for eight months, so Wang Zhaodi suddenly appeared eight days ago.

Yan Ruoyu pushed back her hair, trying not to think about that name.He knew that the opposite sex couldn't be blamed for all this, it was because he didn't find the right time to be too impulsive, and didn't directly make hints from the beginning of the temptation.

He comforted himself not to panic or mess up, he couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry, at worst, he would be thick-skinned like Lin Huai, and explained that he threw the spoon into the teacup casually, and there was no other meaning. He maintains the status quo of the past.

But he can't.

He didn't know what to do, but he knew that he didn't want to stop being friends with Jiang Nuo, Jiang Nuo's voice asked in his ear again: "Do you know what you are doing?"

Yan Ruoyu was confused like never before.

what do i wanthe asked himself.

He came to a conclusion and knew that he didn't want to just be friends with Jiang Nuo, but he couldn't give a clear answer to what exactly he wanted.

Fortunately, he had the courage and executive power to find them, so he privately chatted with Lin Huai and asked where they were having sex.Lin Huai sent a location, and sent a live link, inviting him to hang out on the way.

Yan Ruoyu has been to that place before, and it only takes about ten minutes to drive there.Yan Ruoyu didn't need navigation, and after opening the live broadcast link, he threw the phone to the co-pilot's seat.

Their group chat was much more real than that of Tang Yanguan. The sponsor they were allocated was a martial arts mobile game. The seven of them discussed which elements in the mobile game to use as an entry point, and what name to give their group. .

Liang Zhen said to be more serious and called it "Song of the Seven Sons", Lin Huai said to be more domineering and called it "Seven Wolves"; It's called "The Seven Deadly Sins"; East said it should be nostalgic, and it's called "The Legend of the Seven Heroes of the Rainbow Cat and Blue Rabbit"; Wang Zhaodi almost spit out water, and asked East: "Then why don't you say the joyous seven fairies..."

Yan Ruoyu also laughed, and glanced at the phone screen while waiting for the green light, and saw Lin Huai pointing the camera at Jiang Nuo, hoping that he would express his opinion, Jiang Nuo blinked, and the Buddha said: "I won't say it. "

"Woo—" Lin Huai booed, thinking that Jiang Nuo was boring, but if there were any new topics afterwards, he would cue Jiang Nuo and force him to answer.There were also people asking questions in the comment area. Lin Huai asked everyone who didn't involve too much privacy, such as the most clichéd question: What is your dream?Why do you come to this show?

The person who asked the question might want to hear some stories about chasing dreams and innocent hearts, but unfortunately he asked the wrong person. He asked a group of rappers, and Lin Huai finally took the opportunity to ask Liang Zhen: "I have been wondering for a long time, why do you suddenly want to Come to be a teacher?"

Lin Huai almost asked Liang Zhen directly how much the program team gave him for milk powder. Liang Zhen said nonsense seriously: "I'm here to make Chinese hiphop great Again."

The audience burst into laughter. After being euphemistic for a while, they couldn't listen anymore. With Sun Qixing as the representative, they said really: "Give more money to your favorite rappers on the popularity list, and our dream will come true."

They don't shy away from talking about money. Although Sun Qixing is the most like a bastard, he was the first to receive the performance after the show was broadcast. The company's annual meeting likes to ask him to sing "SpongeBob SquarePants" the most, and the performance fee is also higher than before. several times.

For Sun Qixing, rap is no longer a hobby of his, but can really bring economic benefits.He thought about resigning, and asked Wang Zhaodi, who also had a job, if she had such an intention. Wang Zhaodi shook her head without hesitation, and said very self-aware: "I'm not a professional rapper, I only know how to talk freestyle."

After finishing speaking, she exchanged glances with Jiang Nuo who was sitting next to her.Jiang Nuo saw her real concerns. She didn't want to go back to her hometown, and wanted to have a room of her own in a big city. This kind of persistence gave her the ability to empathize with Vee. Dreams are beautiful, but most people will choose Sell ​​the dream in exchange for firewood, rice, oil and salt.

"What about Jiang Nuo?" It was Liang Zhen who asked, "What are your future plans?"

Liang Zhen thought that Jiang Nuo had finally come out to be a producer again, had a good relationship with the program group, and had good connections, so he would continue to do this job from now on, but Jiang Nuo gave him the opposite answer.

"I'll go back to Pingxiang after the end." Jiang Nuo said, "I'll go back to be a farmer."

Except for Yan Ruoyu off-screen, everyone was shocked by Jiang Nuo's understatement.East, who has not been beaten by the society, couldn't believe it, and asked, "Then what do you eat?"

Jiang Nuo replied: "Eat what you grow."

"No..." East scratched his head, trying to be tactful, "Then what do you earn?"

Jiang Nuo asked him back: "Your college entrance examination scores will come out by this time next year, will you choose a major for the purpose of making money?"

East is not a top student, so he was asked.Jiang Nuo lowered his head and said, "I was really worried about this kind of problem before, so after the college entrance examination, I chose a major I wasn't interested in, just because programming software is more profitable."

"But I didn't study hard, and I didn't make any friends. I ran to Jiang Shan's rented house every day." Jiang Nuo smiled slightly, "At that time, I thought... what kind of money would I make? I wanted to make music. Music is something we have to keep doing even if the sky falls.”

He didn't continue to talk about what happened, he paused for five or six seconds, and said incoherently: "There are some things that money can't buy."

Yan Ruoyu is about to arrive at his destination. While looking for a parking place, he picks up his mobile phone and reads the messages in the live broadcast room. Many people are swiping the abbreviation of "restinpeace", sending late wishes to Jiang Shan, until a yin and yang comment* *, Said that Wang Zhaodi was fake, she dropped the mic during the rehearsal, and came back to sing "mockingbird" with Vee to pretend to be a fake father-daughter relationship, and now she is here to chat and laugh with Vee, disgusting or not.

Wang Zhaodi was originally well-behaved, but she was so excited when she saw someone quarreled in the comments, she rolled up her sleeves and wanted to go back, and took the opportunity of this live broadcast to restore what happened on the day of the rehearsal.

"We didn't have a false business, we were too real, which caused Vee to get too involved in the drama and educate me like a daughter." She didn't say a word, and said to Vee: "Talk to the friends in the live broadcast room yourself, you Knowing that I am not married at the age of 27, what wise remarks have you made?"

Vee didn't have the nerve to say it, and sincerely apologized in front of tens of thousands of people in the live broadcast room: "I was wrong."

Wang Zhaodi was silent and didn't hold on to it. After all, Vee's daughter was probably watching the live broadcast.

But now that this matter was mentioned, she also had some words to say, and couldn't hold back: "Although many people scold me, I still don't regret participating in this show. I am also very fortunate to know the contemporary straight man Vee, a good man in China. , China is a good father, I eat a piece of bread every day for lunch, and I don’t let my daughter suffer a little materially. If my dad can be as good as Vee, I will not be Wang Gangjing but Wang Xiannv today, who I don't want to be a princess..."

"...All the disillusionment is very real. Such a good man would actually tell his daughter that you will not be happy if you don't get married. If you get married quickly, I will... huh?"

"Huh? Huh? Huh?" Wang Zhaodi's eyebrows were almost twitched together, "I always thought it was a war. Others urged me to get married and said I was not woman enough, so I went back and scolded back, because I was sure that I They are not the same kind of people, and those who hold this concept are my enemies."

"That's why I lived a very strong life, and I was very combative. Then suddenly, Vee told me, sincerely, that if you don't get married, you will not be happy."

Lin Huai understood a little bit: "The relationship between the enemy and ourselves is a bit vague."

"Yeah, have I been scolding my own people?" She looked at Lin Huai's camera, as if looking for answers from that eccentric user through the network cable, "I used to scold the keyboard man on the Internet, often Saying that they are so hot on the Internet must be very unsatisfactory in real life. I thought I was different from them, and they must be different from me, but..."

Her voice gradually trembled: "But we really... just lived like an isolated island."

"You are not an island." Jiang Nuo comforted her by stroking her shoulder, "You are definitely not alone in this team."

"Yes, you are not alone," Easter, who was sitting opposite Wang Zhaodi, raised his glass with tea instead of wine, "You are a fairy, and we are all seven fairies."

Lin Huai filled the glass with wine, stood up as well, and booed, "Do you want red, orange, yellow, green, blue, blue, and purple to line up in a row?"

"Then arrange them according to age." The straight man represents Vee who can enjoy both fun and drink, adding white to the glass.

After he stood up, Liang Zhen also filled the wine bottle, and seven glasses of different sizes collided directly above the dining table, which was the sound of a dream starting.

"I wish you all a bright future." Liang Zhen said in his speech, and after drinking it all, he sighed, "It's nice to be young."

Someone asked: "What about Mr. Liang's youth, what stories did you have when you were 20 years old?"

"Me?" Liang Zhen's eyes lingered on Lin Huai, as if he saw his former self, "I am in my golden age."

Yan Ruoyu who had parked the car let go of the finger holding the door handle, and Liang Zhen's words continued to come from another world: "I was the same age as you at that age, with infinite possibilities."

He was sitting in the car, less than ten meters away from the barbecue table, no one noticed him coming, only Jiang Nuo saw him, was stunned for a moment, then pretended he hadn't seen anything, and continued to listen to others in silence.

At that moment, Yan Ruoyu suddenly understood where the so-called distance between him and Jiang Nuo came from.

Before being hit by Liang Zhen's unintentional words, he naively thought that Jiang Nuo had no feelings for him at all, so he didn't give him a chance.

But the fact is just the opposite.

Everyone at that table has infinite possibilities, but he has only one destination.

Jiang Nuo knew this well before he met him.When Yan Songting was still Yan Ruoyu's age, Yanhe Group had already gone public, Yan Xuetao's shares had a market value of tens of billions, and Yanhe was essentially a private enterprise. How to let the second generation take over was a problem that had to be put on the table sooner or later.

Jiang Nuo still remembers to this day that he was lying in the rented room and was bored watching the gossip news on his mobile phone. One second, a certain richest man said that [-] million was a medium meaning, and the next second, Yan Xuetao's interview was posted on the timeline.

At that time, Yan Songting was still there, and he had a position in the group, but he was extremely keen on being Cheng Yingmeng's background wall. He even accompanied his wife for three to five months when she went to a remote area to film a movie.Many people are envious of Cheng Yingmeng because of this, but there are also people with discerning eyes who can see clearly that the love of a husband and wife does not care about the day and night. Yan Songting is so deaf to what is going on outside the window and only thinks about Cheng Yingmeng, he is simply avoiding succession.

And the Yan family's ancestral temper was very violent. When the reporter asked Yan Xuetao how he felt that the eldest son was unwilling to take over, the old man Yan went back directly: "What kind of son is he? He is my only son. If he doesn't take over, who will take over?"

The reporter was a little frightened, trembling and wanted to ask: "But Mr. Yan...it seems that his ambition is not here."

"This is my family business. You just know that Yanhe's surname is Yan." Yan Xuetao is a typical entrepreneur of that generation. He is skeptical of professional managers and wants people from his own family to join him.He looked at the reporter with a mentally retarded look, reluctantly answering this stupid question, "My son can't do his ideological work, and I have a grandson."

That was the first time Jiang Nuo heard Yan Ruoyu's name. When he saw the rich people spending thousands of dollars to buy Neverland's sneakers, Yan Ruoyu had already walked the show for Neverland's children's line in Paris and New York.

Before meeting Yan Ruoyu in real life, he knew clearly that if there was a class between him and those rich people, then there was a barrier between him and "Yan Ruoyu".

Novel dare not write that the two of them have an intersection.

But hiphop let them meet.

When he really met, he gradually realized that Yan Ruoyu was just a living ordinary person, he had all the joys, sorrows, joys, sorrows, and joys of eating, drinking, lazard, and joy. The difference from other ordinary people was that he had more money, enough money for him Has a bad temper, but also has a good heart.

But he is still feasting like a fool.Before his personal wishes, he still has family responsibilities.His father had spent his life running away from this responsibility, viewing marriage and love as rebellion.

Then he handed over the custody of his son to his father, and the sustenance of a cultural person continued on Yan Ruoyu after a generation.He bases his freedom on the dislocation of his son's identity. If he is still alive and knows all the floods after that, he doesn't know if he will feel guilty.

But all this has happened.

People cannot be resurrected after death, time cannot be turned back, and birth cannot be reincarnated. Yan Ruoyu has a destiny that he cannot escape. His attempt at hiphop is just a passing scenery, and he will eventually have his own way to go.

All the unhappiness of being human comes from not being able to find your own position and group. When Yan Ruoyu and Jiang Nuo looked at each other across the car window, road, greenery, and barbecue table, they didn't get out of the car, and then drove away silently. Nuo's hanging heart finally let go.

In the end, he went back to the room where Yan Ruoyu shared.After the barbecue, the group of them went to KTV, persuaded the underage East to go back to bed early, and then went to a bar that played hiphop music. They didn't feel happy until two o'clock in the morning, and went back to their respective homes.

And when Jiang Nuo stood in front of the door with his tired body supported, he realized the beating of his chest after a while.

That heart hung for too long, until it was empty before getting to know Yan Ruoyu, and because of Yan Ruoyu's departure, it filled his chest again.

And was he really that insensitive before?

He was still willing to come back. To put it bluntly, it was a fluke, hoping that Yan Ruoyu was just making a harmless joke.

Yan Ruoyu has always liked women, such as that jewelry designer, he is a very, very good boy, so good, it is worth waiting for another equally good opposite sex to accompany him through his life.

From then on, Jiang Nuo will become a... a bit special behind the scene.This is the best ending he and Yan Ruoyu can have, as long as they tacitly pretend nothing happened, they can still be friends.

He prepared himself mentally and opened the door carefully.The room was really dark, and there was no movement at all.He closed the door softly, stooped down and groped to the edge of his own bed. Even though his body was smelled of tobacco and alcohol, he managed to sleep first, lest the light and the sound of washing would wake up the other bed—

Jiang Nuo suddenly heard a dull impact, and then he was pushed down on the bed by the brutal external force.

The instinct to call for help was faster than panic and fear, but he was still half a beat behind, his mouth was tightly blocked, not his hands, but Yan Ruoyu's breath and lips.