But unwilling to see the scenery

East shut up obediently and continued to rock on the child seat.Sitting directly opposite Lin Huai, Jiang Nuo fiddled with the rice grains in the bowl with the tips of his chopsticks, and asked, "Aren't you going to go and have a look?"

Lin Huai spoke quickly: "What's so interesting, he is such a big man, he still won't get lost."

After a brief silence, Jiang Nuo continued to step down the steps for Lin Huai: "He looks very tired."

"None of my business." Lin Huai poked the bottom of the bowl with his chopsticks as if he was madly flattening Song Zhou, put the bowl and chopsticks down after poking his anger, picked up his belongings, stood up and left angrily.

East was at a loss: "What's wrong with him?"

"Go and find Song Zhou." Jiang Nuo made Yisi very worried. The leftover food should be taken as much as it can be eaten, so don't waste it.

After dinner they went to the gym together.The new recording site is in an indoor basketball court of more than 300 square meters in the gymnasium. The venue has been remodeled. The three instructors are sitting on a high place. There are three screens, and as long as one of the screens is not red after 60 seconds of singing, the contestant can advance, but if all three instructors press the fail button in their hands, the accompaniment music will stop and the contestant will be eliminated.

Next to the stage is the auditorium. When a rapper is performing on the stage, other contestants can sit there to observe, chat and express their opinions.

When the three came, there were many rappers who were scheduled to play tomorrow, auditioning.For rehearsals, it is enough to have the post-production team and the sound effects team, but they found Liang Zhen at the scene. Instead of sitting in the instructor's seat, they were busy with the staff, helping the players to make suggestions, and what can be improved For example, when East, who had no experience in live performances, went up, Liang Zhen emphasized several times to let him relax, and he had to perform more body movements with a sense of performance, and he couldn't just walk around the whole time.

Both Yan Ruoyu and Jiang Nuo were placed on the last day, so they went to the rehearsal now, watched for a few hours to see what level their opponents were, and then went back.

Before they left, they met Lin Huai rushing to the backstage. They were in a hurry, and they didn’t chat with them much. They only mentioned that he wanted to change the accompaniment temporarily. The 60-second song was no longer a comedy rap, but his debut song "Almost College Students".

Afterwards, Yan Ruoyu thought about Lin Huai's tone, and always felt that his attitude was exactly the same as the last time he came to Huxi Villa to record a song. He rushed to his wife and couldn't wait for a moment, so he asked Jiang Nuo: "You said Lin Huai changed the song temporarily?" Did you get provoked by Song Zhou?"

He was brushing his teeth, using an electric toothbrush, and his pronunciation was slurred, but Jiang Nuo next to him could hear him clearly, and after rinsing his mouth, he replied casually: "Maybe."

"Why are your gums bleeding?" Yan Ruoyu is now more and more promising, active and hard to concentrate. The last sentence was still talking about Lin Huai, and he focused on other things after a while.Jiang Nuo was not as bluffing as he was, and he was used to saying: "The toothbrush is too hot."

"Oh." Yan Ruoyu stopped talking. After washing, he changed into pajamas and played with his mobile phone under the bed shirtless. He first ordered an electric toothbrush with a soft brush head, and then acted as if nothing had happened. Jiang Nuo said: "I played the song outside."

Jiang Nuo was sitting at the table looking at the computer, when he heard Yan Ruoyu talking to him like this, he didn't object, and even took off his earphones.

Yan Ruoyu opened NetEase Cloud, searched for Lin Huai's name, slid down to find the song "Almost a College Student", and played it with Jiang Nuo to enjoy the song that Lin Huai composed during the summer vacation when he was admitted to university:

I wake up from a dorm that's pretty much

almost another day

Ask your parents for similar living expenses

Order a similar bowl of beef noodles in the cafeteria

Almost the same soup/floating with the same chopped green onion

Add a similar egg/noodles about the same length

The people in front of and behind me are all about the same as me

Look at the mobile phone/swipe Weibo/go to the classroom/learn at the desk

……

Yan Ruoyu laughed, never expecting: "Lin Huai is laughing and joking all day long, never thought that he would be so rebellious when he was young."

"He's only 19 now, and he's still young." Jiang Nuo put one hand on the back of the chair, paused, and asked Yan Ruoyu, "What about you, have you ever had such a period?"

Yan Ruoyu was stunned: "Sister, your threshold is too high, am I not rebellious enough? I feel that I am still in the rebellious stage, and all kinds of troubles are pestering you."

"That's not what I meant." Jiang Nuo struggled to organize his words, and said slowly, "It's one thing to be rebellious to attract the attention of others, but another thing to express dissatisfaction through anger."

Yan Ruoyu followed his train of thought, got out of bed and sat down, motioning Jiang Nuo to continue.

"The essence of the latter is to seek change. For example, when Lin Huai wrote this song, he definitely hoped that the people who heard it would not be like college students, at least he would not be like college students."

Yan Ruoyu nodded, and joked: "He is now a unique college student, and he is very popular in comedy and rap."

"Then do you think he is happy now?" Jiang Nuo asked, "Or, are you willing?"

Do you need to think about it, Yan Ruoyu almost blurted out, but was stopped by the second half of the question.

Yes, a rapper who can write "Almost College Students", if he sings "Long Pei Love" all his life, how can he be reconciled?

Many people saw it clearly and felt sorry for him, but only Song Zhou didn't hide it, and said bluntly that the songs he sang with his shoulders were rubbish.

"What about Song Zhou?" Yan Ruoyu recalled the scene when they met in Europe, and asked immediately, "He really doesn't look the same as before, he just feels... very tired and lacks energy."

He couldn't find the right description.Everyone has a background color. Lin Huai pays attention to the pursuit after compromise. He believes that there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain. He feels positive and optimistic. Song Zhou is just the opposite. He just came of age last month, so he should be the most hopeful. At his age, he came from afar, but he was light and powerless and full of sadness.

"I have to ask you," Jiang Nuo said, "I have never studied abroad."

"But Song Zhou didn't feel sympathetic because he went abroad, but he was always sympathetic." Yan Ruo smirked, and didn't think he had any similarities with Song Zhou, besides, he couldn't reconcile with himself before, so there was no need The time and energy to care about how bad the world is. "

And when he doesn't compete with himself, he won't think about these problems, because the world is not only bad, but it has never been better.

All one can do is to reconcile with oneself. The college student in Tsarist Russia described by Dostoevsky confesses at the knee of a prostitute, and he gets a new life from the arms of Jiang Nuo in the red light district of Amsterdam.

Yan Ruoyu asked, "What about you?"

Jiang Nuo lay down: "Me?"

"Well, you." Yan Ruoyu lay on the bed, looking at Jiang Nuo next to him, hesitant to speak, "You see that others are all right, and they can analyze clearly, why did you live so badly before."

"Is it bad? Many people's living conditions are worse than mine, and I'm already content." Jiang Nuo thought for a while, but still told the truth, "I'm making a lot of money in music now, but I don't know what to do."

Down and out, Jiang Nuo doesn’t think it’s necessary to cover up the past of wearing women’s clothing in KTV and nightclubs. He did do these things, but he didn’t steal or rob. He earned money through hard work. But he himself was not ashamed.

It's too easy to earn money by making music now, but it's inexplicably hot to carry in your pocket.

Yan Ruoyu gave Jiang Nuo a thumbs up: "Sister, you are really the person I have met who doesn't love money."

"Maybe it's because my world is too small, so I don't need so much." Jiang Nuo felt sleepy, lifted his head to cover his face, and muffled, "Stop dreaming that I'm a duck again!"

Yan Ruoyu turned off all the lights in the room without disturbing him.

But he couldn't fall asleep. In the dark, he looked sideways at Jiang Nuo's direction. After an unknown period of time, he finally couldn't hold back and called softly, "Sister!"

Jiang Nuo didn't respond, probably fell asleep.

"Sister!" Yan Ruoyu kept the original voice, "What's in your little world? Do you have a room?"

He said to himself in the dark: "Is there a car?"

Jiang Nuo: "..."

"Or do you feel that you have no idea about living with a house and a car, so you want to go back to Pingxiang to farm? Raise chickens and ducks?"

"..."

"Are you still making music?"

"..."

"Are there Jiang Zhi and his parents?"

"..."

Yan Ruoyu was completely self-defeating, he was supposed to be going to sleep, but he had an inexplicable urge to cry from distress, and asked, "If the dead can be brought back to life, is there Jiang Shan?"

Jiang Nuo remained motionless and did not give any response.Yan Ruoyu felt even worse, and felt sorry for Jiang Nuo, who cherished life so much, but couldn't live a good life for a while.

And he used to spend his life recklessly.

He is living, studying in a prestigious school, living in a high-rise building, and being brilliant, while some people are living, dropping out of school, living in the gutter, and suffering from cold eyes.

He used to disdain life and squander talent and material money, while some people have been desperately surviving from birth, doing everything they can, and even betting on their personal dignity.

This person is more responsible than him, stronger and braver than him, clear and transparent, but time treats him badly and takes away his best friend.His world is so small, without a Jiang Shan, there must be a big space.

So he was also tired and sad, carrying it alone, his eyes lost light, he took every step counting, and did not look forward to a better future.

But he is obviously so good.

So good, it's worth the little world being filled again, shining in the light, blooming, and drizzle with the spring breeze.

Yan Ruoyu asked Jiang Nuo: "Can I have you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly closed his eyes, blinked and opened them. Jiang Nuo, who had turned on the light, had messy hair, frowned and stared at him helplessly: "Are you going to sleep or not?"

Yan Ruoyu's lips were tightly pressed together, and there was a thin layer of water in his eyes, as if he was about to cry. Jiang Nuo was about to soften his voice to comfort him, when Yan Ruoyu gave a "puchi" and smiled.

Jiang Nuo clutched the quilt with both hands, almost going crazy, raised his head and let out a long sigh.

Yan Ruoyu took the opportunity to wipe away the little tears welling up to the corners of his eyes, and obediently retracted into the quilt with only his head exposed, asking for sugar, "Can you?"

Jiang Nuo's tiredness almost disappeared, and he was so annoyed: "What can I do?"

Yan Ruoyu said, "Add me to your future."

Jiang Nuo immediately said, "Didn't I agree a long time ago?"

Yan Ruoyu was at a loss: "When?"

"You don't have to talk about this kind of thing..." Jiang Nuo covered his ears and pretended to sleep, "Let's leave it at that, don't chat, we have to watch the game tomorrow!"

Yan Ruoyu was about to give chase, but Jiang Nuo said dryly and fiercely, "Good night!"

Yan Ruoyu obediently turned off the light.

Looking at Jiang Nuo's direction, my heart was warm and turbulent, the gushing joy was like throwing Mentos into a Coke can, and said the first sentence of my life just like Jiang Nuo yesterday:

"Good night."