How to turn back my best friend who covets me [Rebirth]

Wen Zhiqing has been in a trance recently, and his haggard appearance makes outsiders think he just finished the college entrance examination.

The reason he gave to his family and friends was insomnia. In fact, after returning from Chengnan Mountain Villa, the feeling of fear had not passed, and he could not fall asleep because of tossing and turning, and his mind was in a mess.

Master Qi's reaction to this was that he should eat and drink, as usual, at most, when he slept on the same bed at night, he would donate a wrist for him to hold.

Wen Zhiqing covered his head a few times, feeling the swelling and pain, Master Qi rubbed his temples for him, and responded slowly, he had too many things in his mind, which made him prone to headaches.

Wen Zhiqing smiled wryly and said nothing, not all rebirths are benefits, and sometimes a good memory is a kind of torture, a large number of memories are intertwined, and the load on the brain is heavy, only he can understand the pain.

Those painful and sad past events that he didn't want to recall had always been buried deep in his mind, and because of Huo Qi's appearance, they were revealed again.

But he is Wen Zhiqing, the strong-minded Wen Zhiqing, he only needs a little time to digest, and he will become that beautiful and gentle person again.

Master Qi is waiting for him, giving him time to adjust his state.

Two or three days after the end of the college entrance examination, the school entrance banquet and various graduation ceremonies and graduation trips took place.

The class that Wen Zhiqing used to belong to invited him to the party, and there were teachers at the party, which was a disguised thank you banquet.

Master Qi also had to go back to Jiying Middle School for the grand graduation ceremony that day, and he might not be able to come back at night, so Wen Zhiqing had to have dinner alone without waiting for him.

Before going out, Master Qi's expression was flat, and he looked at him unclearly, "I'm leaving."

"Well, have fun." Wen Zhiqing sent him away with a smile, packed up his things and set off.

Meet up with Wen Xinrou first, and bring Wen Xiaoya along to join in the fun. The meeting place is in a mid-range restaurant, Nan Jin Yunding's large private room.

They ate and drank at the banquet, and Chi Li also made a speech, which made the girls' eyes wet. After this lunch, the group of them will be completely separated, and they don't know when they will get together again.

There is a small KTV service in the private room, and the students who have dinner can go to sing. Nan Jinyun sent them a letter page one by one, asking them to write down their goals or plans for the next ten years. Send it back to them.

Pang Junjie bit his pen, "Didn't we say something like this in Master Qi's villa during the Laba Festival last year? The ideal goal in ten years or something."

Nan Jinyun held the tin box to collect it, "Hey, that time is not counted, there is no evidence left, how can I laugh at you ten years later."

"Hey——" Pang Junjie, Huang Jiajia, and Xu Bowen all booed Nan Jinyun, but obediently wrote it and handed it to him.Nan Jinyun collected them all and handed them over to Chi Li to keep them on their behalf for ten years.

"An'an, what's yours?"

Wen Zhiqing was sitting on the sofa in the corner. After receiving the pen and paper, he didn't know how to write for a long time. Looking at the people next to him in high spirits, full of expectations and hopes for the future, he felt a little bit lost. They were still young, but he was already old. up.

The pen moved freely, and the chaotic and mixed thoughts of the past few days poured out through the tip of the pen like flowing water. It was a letter that he had not sent in his previous life.

Nan Jinyun glanced curiously, "An An, you are writing a long essay here, so many words."

"I remembered some things that I shouldn't have thought about, and I wrote so much before I knew it." Wen Zhiqing smiled wryly, folded the letter in half and handed it over. A slapstick classmate accidentally bumped into him, but Nan Jinyun didn't catch it.

He bent down to pick it up, glanced at it inevitably, and then pretended to be deep on his face, "Don't, An'an, that is also a precious memory. Without previous experience, how can you be who you are now. I think, your letter The letter shouldn't be sealed in dust, besides, what I put in this box is everyone's hope, I don't accept such sad things like you."

Wen Zhiqing took back the letter page he handed back, and sighed for a long time, "Yes."

Under Nan Jinyun's urging, Wen Zhiqing began to rewrite it, and the background sound was the emotional song "Farewell" sung by the students.

"At the end of the sky and the corner of the earth, half of the friends are scattered

A jug of turbid wine to enjoy the rest of the day, don't dream about the cold tonight..."

Nan Jinyun stepped on the stool and waved a pair of chopsticks to direct his classmates to sing. He turned his head to look at the corner and found that Wen Zhiqing had finished writing and put it neatly into the iron box, and he was gone.

He recalled what he saw with a quick glance just now. Although he didn't understand why, he was still a little saddened by Wen Zhiqing's words, and he directed his classmates to sing more vigorously.

To my young master friend:

See words like meeting.

For the time being, this is the last letter I wrote to you. In the next few months, I will be invited to go to a closed archaeological site and decide to concentrate on the research of ancient characters.Before I close my pen, I want to finish writing this last article, which can be regarded as an explanation to myself.

Master Shao, since you left, I have written countless articles, reviewing the details of our 12 years of friendship, unconsciously, there is your shadow between the lines in all articles.

Mr. Qin criticized me for not putting the focus of life and creation on a person who has long since died. My literary creation is limited to small love and love, which is really out of place.

To convey the Tao, the text should set up the heart for the heaven and the earth, establish the life for the living and the people, inherit the unique knowledge for the past saints, and open up peace for all generations.

And all my words miss you, this is not a writer's proper creative attitude.

I can express my wishes and express my feelings in my heart. What is wrong with me?

In the past, Cangjie wrote books, but the sky rained millet, and ghosts cried at night; because of writing, people can convey their hearts and carry civilization, but many emotions cannot be expressed in words. The book is short and long, and the words are shallow and deep.

Just like my feelings for you, whether it is friendship or love, but I love you, you can love anyone, it is a true friend and a true love.

Mr. Qin shook his head and sighed, and asked me to go back to my hometown to recuperate for a few months and adjust my mentality. Lying on the rocks lasted all afternoon.

I also often stare at the magnolia tree in ecstasy, and often think of a sentence said by the ancients, there is a loquat tree in the garden, which was planted by my wife when she died, and now it is as graceful as a cover.The heart always hurts.

I still remember that you entrusted me to take care of a potted plant, hoping that I would not be so tired, and I could look at some green to relax my eyes after working at my desk, but it died.

The ancients could at least wait until the loquat tree grows up, but I don't even have a thought.

Young Master, even though you hear the flowers bloom, but you don’t see your return, the pain is hard to hide, the injury is unbearable, and the suffering is...unspeakable.

I waited season after season for the warm spring flowers to bloom, but I couldn’t wait for you. In the end, I had a dream. I had you in the dream, and you were not dead. Although it took eight years to meet each other, I finally had something to look forward to. When a person dies, he really loses everything. When he misses you, he doesn't know where to go to see you.

People in the world often say that time can erase all traces. Under this long day, any thoughts and sorrows can fade away, and gradually turn into a little bit of apex, which is neither painful nor itchy. Big problem.

But my longing became deeper and deeper, and my grief became more and more intense, and I couldn't sleep at night.

You are so radiant, the world forgets you, just like ignoring me, I can't force them to remember you, I have to hide you in my heart, engraving an eternal and immortal trace.

My heart, with the residual temperature of your fingertips, continues to live.

I don't think death is terrible. If life is satisfied, dying at the right time is a gift from the Creator to human beings.

But if there are many regrets left, there are many unfinished things that have not been done, and many people who should be loved have not been loved, and such a life suddenly passes away, how sad and deeply painful it is.

I can never let it go.

I am not a greedy person, young master, but I have extravagant hopes for you.

I hope that time can go back, and I would like to ask God to have mercy once, and let me see you again.

I thought it would be enough to have a confidant in life.Now, you buried the spring and buried your bones in mud, and I sent the world full of snow, but I always thought:

May the river flow back and meet you again.

May the pines and cypresses be evergreen, but it is difficult to repay your kindness.

This business is difficult.

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The letter pages on the table were spread out, Wen Zhiqing stared in a daze, and suddenly remembered that when the flash flood in the ruins erupted, he had a chance to escape, but he chose to stay and wait for death.

Now he is extremely thankful for his cowardice towards Sheng at that time, God has pity him for once.

Wen Zhiqing sat on the carpet for a while, then got up to get some food. He didn't eat anything for lunch.

Because Master Qi didn't come back for dinner, he wanted to have a casual meal and cooked a pack of instant noodles in the pot.

Bring it over and sit down at the coffee table, and hear a mellow and magnetic man's voice——

"Wen Zhiqing? Wen Zhiqing, don't take care of three meals a day anymore. What can you do if you leave the work at hand for a while? It's up to you if you damage your body."

"It doesn't matter to me, you come here so late, have you eaten yet? I don't have to cook for you, oh no, I forgot that I have eaten all the things in the refrigerator these days, and I haven't had time to replenish them."

"Don't be so busy. I'll come over to have a look and you'll leave. You can keep these food. You don't have enough food to go out and buy it yourself. I'll check it when I come back from a business trip." The hurried man put on his overcoat, opened the door, and was covered in wind and snow. gradually go away.

"Remember, Wen Zhiqing, take care of yourself and take care of yourself. I'll come back for a checkup."

"Okay, you too." Wen Zhiqing's voice choked up, and his eyes were moist.

This is an illusion, the sun is shining outside, not a snowy day.

Wen Zhiqing poured out the pot of instant noodles, turned on the gas stove, and the flames raged, and the letter pages burned up in an instant.

His mind suddenly went blank, Wen Zhiqing felt relieved, everything was over, and he should have let go of everything in the past long ago.

On the campus of Jiying Middle School, jacarandas fell all over the ground, and the petals of light purple and dark blue have a dreamlike feeling.

Wen Zhiqing stepped into this beautiful campus again, and met Master Qi again at the big stairs of the teaching building.

Surrounded by Chu Feng, Mi Zixia and Lu Jiuyang, Master Qi walked down the stairs talking and laughing, and when they saw him, they all disappeared, feeling that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

"Master." Wen Zhiqing greeted with a smile.

Master Qi turned around and let Chu Feng and the others go first, and walked towards Wen Zhiqing by himself.

The two wandered around the campus silently, and stopped under a jacaranda tree. Master Qi suddenly mentioned those fairy tales about repaying kindness thousands of years ago.

"At the ceremony, there was a class performing the stage play of The Legend of the White Snake. The White Lady wanted to thank Xu Xian who had saved her thousands of years ago, but Xu Xian had already been reincarnated and lost the memory of several lifetimes. So Xu Xian is still the one who saved her? Is there any meaning to her gratitude?"

Some things cannot be said, only felt.

Wen Zhiqing thought for a long time, "I can't understand the proposition of repaying gratitude in this kind of fairy tale, but we can assume the future. If I travel back from the future, assuming it is 12 years later, we should be good friends by then."

"Well, I'm listening."

"You are the older Master Qi, and I have memories of the next 12 years. Since I understand your affection for me, I will only cherish you and love you even more when I travel back; you are the young Master Qi. You are in love with each other, I am destined to fall in love with you, it is only a matter of time.

And our meeting again is to save our past regrets and misses, and to make up for the feelings I owe you.

Because Master Shao, you have always been you, never changed, and I only love that man named Master Qi. "

Master Qi stared into Wen Zhiqing's eyes, "You don't owe me anything."

Wen Zhiqing looked back at the past, "Sometimes I really wish I could split myself into two, each of whom loves you desperately, now I can only repay it with time, let myself love you more every day than yesterday, and hope that one day, I will love you You love me more than you do."

"Okay, I believe you, let time prove whether your words are true or not." Master Qi chuckled, waved his hands, turned and walked forward.

Wen Zhiqing froze in place.

Young master Qi was displeased, "Are you a guy who can only speak nice words? You have no proof of action, so you still haven't followed up."

Wen Zhiqing immediately bent her eyes and smiled, "Okay, wait for me, Master."

The two went home talking and laughing, as if that inexplicable conversation had never happened.

In the blink of an eye, a summer vacation was spent traveling. In the golden autumn of September, the university that Master Qi applied for started. Wen Zhiqing came to welcome him as a freshman. Although the two of them majored in law and literature, they couldn't match each other.

Wen Zhiqing was obviously very popular with the schoolgirls, so they flocked over and pushed Shaoshi Qi's genuine boyfriend aside.

Master Qi was not annoyed either, he casually looked at a girl who claimed to be Wen Zhiqing's girlfriend, and enthusiastically instructed the junior girls where to sign up, silently declaring his sovereignty over Wen Zhiqing with every word and deed.

Master Qi snorted lightly, ignoring another senior sister who asked him shyly and timidly if he needed help, and went straight to the law school to sign up.

Wen Zhiqing wiped off her sweat, and when she turned her head to find that Master Qi was gone, she secretly said something was wrong.

Sure enough, when he went to the law school, Master Qi would not come out to see him at all, so Wen Zhiqing could only explain when he went back to the place where they lived at night.

In the room at night, Master Qi half-lyed on the bed after washing, covering his eyes with his arms, and his expression did not change.

Since Wen Zhiqing entered the door, he called him a few times without responding.

Smart people don't explain things when others are angry.Wen Zhiqing took the nail scissors and sat at the end of the bed without saying a word to trim Master Qi's toenails.

Master Qi couldn't help curling up his toes, and quickly relaxed. Ren Wen Zhiqing moved a knife on his feet, and took a book by the way, pretending to be reading.

Wen Zhiqing was worried when she saw it, "Don't lie down and read, Master, it's easy to be short-sighted."

Young Master Qi snorted softly and ignored him.

Wen Zhiqing laughed at him mockingly, "I didn't even know, so the young master is such a narrow-minded person." He was very jealous.

Master Qi also didn't explain that I was narrow-minded because I only pretended to be alone in my heart, and didn't retort that you didn't know that I was too narrow-minded.

Instead, he climbed up smoothly, "Since you know that I am stingy, you should obediently guard yourself like a jade, and refrain from messing with flowers and grass outside. How about enjoying the blessings of all your seniors and juniors?"

"Okay, just listen to our baby Qi, and I'll just ignore them from now on."

"Wen Zhiqing!" Master Qi sat up immediately, and slapped a book over, "Warning you, don't treat me like a child!"

"Hey, be careful with the scissors!" Wen Zhiqing didn't care about the book that was photographed, removed the nail scissors in time, and squeezed the soles of Young Master Qi's feet as a reminder.

Master Qi kicked him again.

"You really wronged me. If I really treated you like a child, how dare I do this kind of thing to you..."

While speaking, Wen Zhiqing got closer and closer, and put his slightly cold hand into Master Qi's clothes, wrapped around his thin waist, and then kissed the back of Master Qi's neck with his head tilted. This is his sensitive part, so tender Quickly spread throughout the body like an electric current...

At the critical moment, Master Qi suddenly said, "Wen Zhiqing, didn't you wash your hands!"

Wen Zhiqing was helpless, "Master, you even despise yourself."

"I even despise you, believe it or not?" Qi Shaoshi glanced at him, and pushed him with his knee, "One size is one size, go wash your hands."

Wen Zhiqing raised her hands and knelt up from the bed, "Okay, sorry, I forgot just now, I'll go now."

"Wait, let's go together!" Master Qi jumped from the bed onto Wen Zhiqing's back.

Wen Zhiqing carried him on his back and went to the bathroom together.

The water was rushing, and after Wen Zhiqing finished washing his hands, he lowered his head to wash Master Qi carefully, trying to satisfy Master Qi's cleanliness.

Master Qi stepped on Wen Zhiqing's instep, leaned his waist on the sink, stretched out one left hand for him to wash, and changed the other hand after washing.

Master Qi didn't wear shoes, and Wen Zhiqing wanted to put him on the sink at first.

Then Master Qi glanced at him with an unclear expression, "What's the matter with you?"

This Wen Zhiqing was wronged even more, the bed affairs were always dominated by Qi Shaoshi, there was no room for him to speak, how could he compare to Qi Shaoshi in terms of bad taste.

But he could only pinch his nose and admit the crime obediently.

Master Qi was impatient with Wen Zhiqing's rubbing, so he pressed down a little hand sanitizer and spread it evenly on Wen Zhiqing's slender fingers, not sparing even the crevices, dipped in a little water, and the white foam immediately wrapped his hands, fingers intertwined and intertwined.

He washed much cleaner than Wen Zhiqing.

As soon as his cheeks were cold, Wen Zhiqing turned his head in a daze, and then there was a little coolness on his lips, it was Master Qi who was kissing him.

Master Qi held his waist and leaned on his shoulder, whispering to him, "Thank you, Wen Zhiqing."

He has a lot to thank Wen Zhiqing for.

Wen Zhiqing kissed his hair, "You're welcome, Young Master, I thank you too."

Thank you for always loving me and never changing.

Master Qi laughed out loud.He finally sat on the sink, in his words, to satisfy Wen Zhiqing's evil taste.

After taking a new bath, it was still early, the two of them were reading on the sofa in the living room, Master Qi lay on Wen Zhiqing's lap, lazily and comfortably, he looked and yawned tiredly.

Wen Zhiqing moved his eyes from the book to his face from time to time, looking at the pale and delicate face with a slightly stern look, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that it was not enough, he couldn't believe that he was his lover, and he wanted to live with him forever Long.

Every day with this person in front of him is a gift from heaven to Wen Zhiqing. He is grateful, excited, and will love this person more and more every day.

His lover, Shaoshi Qi, his best friend and love forever.

Wen Zhiqing hugged Master Qi and went back to the room. The room was full of tenderness.

Finish.

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Very good, finally finished the text, (>ω