Actor, is it a joke?

Xu Chengdu almost didn't even think about it, he refused simply and neatly, "No, I have something to do later. I have an appointment with someone."

Baige didn't speak, and let go.

Xu Chengdu turned his body sideways, but found that Baige showed no sign of turning around and leaving.

He stood on the first step of the overpass for a while, so Xu Chengdu had to stand with him.

The wind in the morning is more lucid than at other times of the day.

After the drunken incident last night, the atmosphere between the two has undergone a subtle change. This change is inexplicable but real. It probably caught them by surprise. Xu Chengdu noticed it, and Bai Ge had no reason to pretend to be stupid. Leng.

"I hope that when we meet again on Monday, you won't avoid me." Baige stared into Xu Chengdu's eyes, looking into them deeply, trying to stir up the vortex inside, "Some things are difficult to explain clearly at present. There is always an inexplicable magnetic field among people, before you figure it out, don't rush to avoid me."

Think clearly?Xu Chengdu slowly closed his hand holding the orange in his coat pocket, thinking, nothing could be clearer than this.

Like this kind of thing, even if you cover your mouth, it will still be reflected in the eyes, the body, and the smallest details. This is clear from the moment he saw Baige last night.

"Although I don't know what you're talking about, but it seems quite serious, um..." Xu Chengdu pretended to take a few steps on the spot, and smiled angrily, "But why should I avoid you? Like everyone else, it's too late for me to curry favor with you."

"You're lying." Baige took a deep breath and didn't let it out, "Don't do that."

"What lie? What about me?"

"You know? People who live with lies every day sometimes really have the ability to see through lies."

"so……"

"So, I don't agree with your current choice."

Disapproved... did he guess what my choice was?

Bai Ge's serious expression has been floating in Xu Chengdu's mind for a whole day. The next day, on Sunday afternoon, he went to the motorcycle repair shop jointly run by the hook and big lobster brothers to help.

This group of people were all street gangsters back then, and they were all five or six years older than Xu Chengdu. Now, to put it mildly, they are the veterans of the motorcycle clan. At that time, they were all pure prodigal sons.For the hobby of burning money, I really couldn't get a penny from my family, so I partnered up to set up a car repair shop.Not to mention being able to work with the car every day, and earn a little money, it looks like a serious business on the surface. In this way, these unemployed dropouts have accidentally entered the mainstream of society.

Xu Chengdu propped his greasy hands, squinted his eyes and sat on the big tire at the door, smoking a cigarette, with a desolate look that hurts the spring and autumn.

Hook slid out of a modern motorcycle refitted from head to toe, twisted the screw and glanced at him, couldn't help it, waved the wrench in his hand, "Xiaodu, hey! Look here! What's wrong? Such a sad, boring high school life knocked you over?"

Xu Chengdu held a cigarette in his mouth, maintained his vicissitudes of life posture, and hesitated to speak.

Hook tutted his head and shook his head, "Looks like I'm trapped by love, trapped by love, it's nice to be young... I think back when I was in school, there was a long queue of girls chasing me, but I didn't have eyes for a little girl, alas, I was abused It’s called a heart, liver, spleen, lung, and kidney damage. Listen to my advice from someone who has been here, Xiaodu, those who are beautiful are all clouds in the sky, and a good personality is a must-have choice for home! Look at the temper of my current girlfriend, big brother , well, that's one in a million..."

Xu Chengdu took a deep puff of his cigarette, and the ash fell to the ground, where a thin layer of its kind had already accumulated.With his left ear listening to Hook's long lecture on life philosophy, and his right ear listening to the noisy voices and sirens on the street, Xu Chengdu thought to himself: forget it.

"Xiazi has also been suffering from love recently. The other party is a female college student. She is very hypocritical. At the beginning, she hesitated to make up her mind. After a while, she agreed, but later she regretted it. She boiled the human shrimp into a braised prawn... ..."

"Hook, do you still remember the medicine jar?" Xu Chengdu interjected.

"Pharmaceutical jar? Remember, that thin, weak, soft-spoken child who used to always hang behind your ass. Then what did you say? It was only later that I found out that the female college student actually had a boyfriend! We talked for three years Long-distance relationship! That boyfriend came back earlier, looking for someone to beat Xiazi..."

"He's not small, just as big as me. Even though he's physically weak, he's soaked in traditional Chinese medicine all day long, so he won't grow tall."

"Oh... I remember that you two were tired of being together all day long, why did he disappear later? This shrimp is in trouble, isn't our brother going to support the scene? The scenes on both sides were set up, and the woman jumped out and slapped her Her boyfriend slapped her, admitting that she had empathized with Xia Zi, and made that man give up. Now you think we Xia finally got the best of our hardships and embraced the beauty back, right? Hey...there is a big twist in the matter .”

"Then he disappeared because his family sent him to a mental hospital."

"Huh? So it's a psycho..." Hook's endlessly wonderful narration came to an abrupt end, he poked his head out, with a black smear of gasoline on his nose, "What? The kid...is sick here?"

He freed his hand and pointed to his head.

Xu Chengdu shook his head, "The last time I saw him, he said that his brain is not sick, it's here."

Xu Chengdu pointed to his heart.

"What's wrong?" Hook was lying on his back on the ground. When he looked at Xu Chengdu, he felt that his chin was so sharp that it could poke a hole in his chest when he touched it.

"Lovesickness." The expression on Xu Chengdu's face couldn't tell whether it was ridicule or pity, "I also thought he was crazy at the time, but I couldn't tell. When he told me seriously that men may also like men. I I also sincerely advised him that he must listen to the doctor's words when he enters the hospital, and strive to return to normal as soon as possible. Really, I have never been so sincere in my life."

Hook's complexion became complicated for a while, and after five seconds of silence, he laughed loudly, "My God, Yao Ke'er was sent to a mental hospital by his family because he liked men? My God, why are you so feudal and pedantic? Dude, he Although it is different from us normal people, it does not mean that he is sick! This is a matter of orientation, otherwise, what do those duck male prostitutes and cowherds rely on for food? There is a demand for a market!"

Hook had been abroad for a while before, so it is not surprising that he has seen a lot, and his views are always different, but those three gray terms still made Xu Chengdu feel uncomfortable from the bottom of his heart, and muttered: "It's okay to like any man, pretty So many women."

Hook also looked thoughtful, "I don't know, maybe the experience of the butt is different, you know, rich people like to change their ways to seek excitement..."

The more he said the more outrageous, Xu Chengdu stubbed out the cigarette butt, lay back and continued to repair the motorcycle, "What did you say was reversed later?"

"Reverse?"

"The big lobster thing."

"Oh oh oh." Hook picked up the topic again, and continued to dance with joy, "Why don't we say that Xiazi is a different kind of firework? The man cried when he was broken up, and the woman's concubine refused to look back. The man Just counting the kindness he has been to her for so many years, but he didn't move that woman and moved us. Guess what? He promised the man face to face that he would not take over his ex-girlfriend, and even invited the man to drink. People fell in love with each other at first sight, and became good brothers. That female student was completely confused... Hahahahahaha... Do you think it's funny? Life is so fucking exciting!"

Xu Chengdu dragged the oil pump cable and sighed: Life is so fucking fucked up.

As promised before, Xu Chengdu did not hide from Baige.

Running errands and eating meals is on duty, everything is business as usual. In the eyes of others, they are still a pair of close friends.And some nuances are only known to the parties involved.

For example, the habitual shoulder-to-shoulder hooks are gone, and the vulgar jokes are gone. Xu Chengdu even tried every means to avoid any occasions when he was alone and make eye contact. The whole person was so awkward that he was about to twist into a marijuana flower.He wanted to talk to Xu Chengdu, but every time he met that heartless smiling face, frivolous, constricted and always unserious, he was stuck in his heart, unable to utter a single word.

In this way, one still deserts in class and sleeps after class; the other is still busy with passive socializing.

After the midterm exam, Bai Ge was surprised to find that, except for some necessary daily conversations, he and Xu Chengdu could communicate almost without obstacles.

What made him even more uneasy was that Xu Chengdu's scandal with a girl in the next class was rampant and intensified.

That girl is called Chu Wei, the only daughter of the famous jeweler Chu Yuan.Baige saw the other party's friends call Xu Chengdu out of the classroom several times, and every time he came back, Xu Chengdu would have some fresh and unique gifts in his hand.

During recess, in the corner, a group of gossip girls with Shi Xiaochan at the center gathered together to exchange information.

"Chu Hua seems to have managed to catch up with Xu Chengdu, but I don't know if it's true."

"Really, I saw the two of them chatting on the lawn in the playground before. Lang has concubines and concubines, ah——the sour smell of love."

"What? Is it Xu Chengdu that Chu Wei is chasing? This is completely different from the cold and low-key family girl I imagined, okay?"

"This is love. It's nothing to change a person. Aren't girls all soft, cute, infatuated and coquettish when they fall in love? Why is Chu Wei different? What I don't understand is why she fell in love with Xu Chengdu ?”

"handsome."

"Hehe, handsome can be eaten as a meal? Haven't you heard that he has poor character? Don't talk about being a gangster, I heard that he betrayed his friends."

"Rumors, rumors, if Xu Chengdu is really like that, can our Baige get along well with him?" Shi Xiaochan immediately jumped out.

"Since when did Baige become your family?" A group of girls attacked together.

"Hey, regardless of his background and character, I think he's a good match. You guys, don't say that grapes are sour..."

With a "click", the wooden pencil in Baige's hand was folded in half. Xu Chengdu raised his head from the crook of his arm when he heard the strange breaking sound, and looked towards the source of the sound with his ears open. He saw Baige's black sheet. s face.

Then subconsciously, his eyes wandered away, and he dodged first.

"I have something to ask you." Bai Ge didn't intend to continue the damn cold war this time, he threw down the pencil in his hand, closed the notebook in front of him, and said to Xu Chengdu, "Come out with me."

"Class is about to start." Xu Chengdu turned his head and pointed the back of his head at him, "If you have any questions, just ask here."

"Pricking", the sound of the bench rubbing against the ground, and then Xu Chengdu heard a clear voice close at hand, almost biting his earlobe and saying: "Come out with me. Now."

The ambiguous breath sprayed all over his sensitive neck, Xu Chengdu trembled all over, covered his ears, pushed away the white grid that was bent over him, stalemate for a minute, he resignedly pulled his chair away, and left the classroom.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Xu Chengdu found a vacant chemical laboratory, straight to the point, with undisguised impatience all over his face.

Baige didn't speak, just looked at him blindly.

But Xu Chengdu felt that those eyes contained a thousand words, which made him breathless, so he turned around and wanted to walk to the window to breathe fresh air, but before he could take a step, his wrist was grabbed.

It was almost as if he was about to shake off some deadly poisonous snake, he took a big step, but Baige immediately took a big step closer without hesitation, and refused to take a little distance away.

"You still say you won't hide from me?" Baige said with a sneer in his tone, "This is how you don't hide from me? Huh?"

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to touch Xu Chengdu's chin, and looked straight into those dodging eyes, "Look at me. Give me a reason to snub me."

The thorns all over Xu Chengdu's body were ready to go at this moment. With a sullen face, he opened Baige's hand one by one, "Reason? Can there be any reason? Sometimes it's like this between friends. See Spending time together if you like it, and parting ways if you don’t like it, it’s all fate. I’ve never seen you so ignorant that you insisted on asking to understand.”

"Because of that Chuhua?" Baige's hand was pulled away, and a hurt emotion flashed in his eyes, "Do you like her?"

"What does this have to do with you?" Xu Chengdu stared at the third button of the other's white shirt, rubbed his forehead, "Whether I like her or not, it has nothing to do with keeping you away from me."

"I said yes." Baige's usual warm brows and eyes were as sharp as a poisoned dagger at the moment, "You alienate me, the only reason I can understand and accept is..."

He clenched his fists, his palms oozing sweat in late autumn, "You don't like me anymore, you fell in love with someone else."

One sentence, with imperceptible grievances and tenderness, made Xu Chengdu's ears ringing and dizzy. He suspected that there was something serious wrong with his hearing, so he moved his gaze upwards and fell into those deceptive peach blossom eyes. "What did you say?"

"You fell in love with someone else."

"No, no, I said the previous sentence."

"You don't like me anymore."

Xu Chengdu was speechless for a while, and his voice trembled when he spoke again, "Baige, you bastard, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Isn't it?" Bai Ge said everything bluntly, but his eyes were nervously watching all Xu Chengdu's reactions, "Or, do you still like me now?"

Xu Chengdu gritted his teeth tightly, two masseter muscles bulged out on both sides of his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth pressed down.

"Don't lie in front of me, A'Du, maybe you are a high-level pretender in front of other people, but in front of me, the lies you tell are very poor. I just want to hear your true thoughts." Bai Ge's gentle voice seduces , like a skilled hunter squatting outside the cave to coax the fox with fresh chicken drumsticks.

The emotions that had been carefully planned to be concealed were revealed openly and honestly. Xu Chengdu, the fox, became furious, flicked his tail, and was about to go out, "Go away, madman."

"Well, I'm indeed a lunatic. Is there something wrong with a lunatic and a liar?" Baige persisted.

"No! It's not right anywhere!" Xu Chengdu's eyes were red with anger, he suddenly turned around and grabbed Bai Ge's ironed collar, poked his chest and said every word, "You are a fucking man! No Female! And I'm also a male! Do you understand? Two men, what do you like or not? It's a fart! I smoke, drink, lie, and I advocate violence. I have all the bad habits, but I don't want to get involved I like the problem of men, I don't want to be regarded as crazy!"

Baige let him poke him, motionless like a steel plate, and when he finished venting, he stretched out his hands unexpectedly, wrapped his arms around his waist, and gently rested his chin on the hollow of his shoulder.

When Xu Chengdu was pressed the pause button, he stopped all his movements and froze upright.

"I smoke, I'm a liar, I'm a showman, I'm jealous, I love to hold grudges, I love to stab people in the back, I have all my bad habits." Baige stroked his back gently from top to bottom, " It's broken, so it doesn't matter if you have another bad habit of liking Xu Chengdu."