How to fall in love with a scumbag

I opened my mouth to ask him how he lived in the past few years and whether he was bullied.But I just opened my mouth and didn't ask.The past is the past.I don't want to look at his scars, the key is what position do I ask?

Li Zhi stretched out his arms and hugged my waist tightly, "Yifan, I dreamed about you just now. You were in college, but you just appeared."

The me in college, the me in college is so ridiculous, I don't want to think about it at all.And this absurd proof is now lying in my arms, around my waist.I let out a long sigh, feeling that I have met too many old people today.

As expected, T City is not in harmony with my feng shui. As soon as I stepped onto the land of T City, I felt weak in my kidneys and heart, and I probably also had some symptoms of blood deficiency and Qi deficiency.Now I just want to sleep with my eyes darkened, instead of lying on the bed and recalling the past that made me feel uncomfortable everywhere.

"What are you doing now?" I quickly changed the subject.

"Me? I work as an accountant at Nanshang Technology." He buried his head in my chest and sniffed my scent contentedly, and replied casually.

"Nan Shang? Isn't that a branch of Han Chao's group?" I pushed him away in surprise.

"Well," he looked up at me, "I've been in prison, and I thought I wouldn't be able to work as an accountant, but this company was just established, and my former senior helped me submit a resume, so I went."

"Went as soon as he got out of prison?" I asked again.

"No, I worked a few jobs when I first came out, and I didn't work for a long time." His hand touched my body, "After I came here, it became stable. I have worked for several years."

I pressed his hand to signal him not to move any more. After a while, I just let go of his hand, and this guy touched my vitals again. "Li Zhi!" I stopped him.

He raised his head and looked at me with wet eyes.

I knew I was responsible for the crime, but I really had no place to go in the middle of the night, so I asked a little viciously: "Where is your daughter-in-law even if she didn't pass the door, you have to be responsible to her, right?"

Li Zhi sat up with tears in his eyes, "Xiaofan, I didn't expect you to come back. I've been waiting for you for a long time, but my father is not in good health. I hope I can get married. I..." A big man feels wronged like this It's all because of me.

I scratched my head irritably and turned around to stop looking at him.He also lay down on his side, his warm body pressed against mine.It made the irritability in my heart more and more vigorous.

I, Meng Yifan, have never been a good person.Why should I be a good person?

When I was 8 years old, I got sick and had a tumor in my stomach. In order to operate on me, my family raised money everywhere, but the operation almost failed.Because all the money raised was taken away by my mother, and she didn't leave me a word.

I remember when my mother left, she said she would go out and buy me peaches, and then she never came back.

I carried the big tumor for 11 months, and the tumor grew bigger and bigger. I often had a fever, and when I got confused, I screamed for my mother.

My father, who runs long distances, is not at home, and now he is running around on wheels to avoid sudden pain.In addition to taking care of me, my grandma just sat on my bedside and looked at me who was burning and confused and shed tears.

That accident seems to have changed each of us. For my dad, it was more silent, and then found another lover on the long-distance running; for my grandma, she cried all the tears for the rest of her life; for me As far as I am concerned, I am deeply aware that people are only real if they live for themselves.

Later, my father died in a car accident, and his pension was used to perform surgery on me.

My grandma used to say that we are trading one life for another.

I used to wonder if it was because I wanted to live so much that I always prayed silently on the hospital bed: no matter who dies, please don't let me die, please let me live.

Maybe I prayed too sincerely, so my wish came true, and my dad died.

From then on, I found another selfish reason for myself. I must live well, and I still have my father's life in me.

Thinking about it now, the variables in my life always happen in a day in late summer and early autumn.For example, the second year of high school in my memory, although Han Chao often came to my grandma's small courtyard with the cheek to enjoy the "royal treatment" after that time, but in school, he still treated me like air as always, and did not treat me in his Hupenggouyou canceled the "hunting" of me, and I can only rely on my relationship with Mao Danni to avoid those annoying abuses.

Mao Danni is very powerful. She never admits that she is my girlfriend, but she is always inseparable from me. In her words, "We must be friends first", but I think she may not like me very much. Anyway, she hangs on me first, so Someone will play with her, spend money on her, please her, and avoid the pressure of puppy love.

I also don't want to be left behind by the teacher after class, taught that puppy love is not desirable, or ordered to invite parents to school. Anyway, as long as those bastards don't bother me, it's easier for me to be friends.

In this way, I always hang out with Mao Danni and Liang Lingling during recess, and sometimes Li Zhi will come over to chat with us.After school, I would send them home first and then ride back by myself.

Only in the weekly swimming class, I was left alone, and I was always teased by the big guys in the first class.In the locker room, I was slapped for money, and another slap is a compulsory course. I can still bear it, but once I just turned on the shower, I was slapped on the ground, and five people surrounded me and kicked me hard. I finally Vividly experienced what is meant by ring kicking.I squatted down naked, covered my face, and suffered punches and kicks from all directions. I couldn't bear the shame and indignation.

What can I do if I can't bear it, I can only squat in the corner, shivering from the cold, obediently waiting for them to take a shower, change their clothes and go home before I can stand up.

When I walked out with stares in my eyes, Han Chao was sitting on the bench in the locker room and brushing his hair quietly, as peacefully and beautifully as if these troubles had nothing to do with him.

I bit my lip and looked in the mirror, but there was still a bruise under my eye socket, which was punched by the big guy who had a crush on Mao Danni.

I turned around and grabbed Han Chao's towel, "Is that enough? Is the fried pork with green peppers I made on Sunday not tasty? Can't you just say something?"

Han Chao sneered, "You are a waste, do you still blame me?"

"It's not because I offended you, why did they punish me?" I really wanted to slap his handsome face.

"I never let them clean you up. They like to clean you up. You can only blame yourself for being annoying." He reached out and grabbed the corner of his towel and pulled it back.

I grabbed him hard and refused to give him anything, "Don't they all listen to you? They all call you the boss, can't you tell them not to bully me anymore?"

"Do you need my help?" As soon as he let go, I fell back and slammed into the locker, and the locker made a coaxing sound. "I see that you are very familiar with Mao Danni, so it's not good to let a girl protect you."

"Fuck/Your uncle!" I said angrily, before I finished speaking, Han Chao stood up and grabbed my collar, pointing his nose to mine, "I want to eat fried pork with fungus this weekend."

His features were so close to mine that I almost saw them right.

He was dressed neatly, but I had nothing but the towel around my waist. Looking at each other, I felt a wave of Korean wave whizzing around me, which made me shiver, "Why?" ask.

"You like Liang Lingling." He replied nonchalantly.

"Actually, I don't like her as much as I like myself." I explained quite sincerely.

He laughed loudly, "I'm going to take the exam for M University, so you should take the exam too."

"Huh?" Our conversation almost entered metaphysical territory.

"After my several weeks of investigation, I think you are a good follower." He nodded, moved away from me, looked at me and said, "But I don't like my dog ​​running away by itself."

"A dog and a follower are not the same thing." I was so close to see a small mole on the tip of his nose.

He put one hand on my chest, "Since you are so cowardly and need someone to protect you, just be my follower. I will let them stop bullying you."

"What?" My brain short-circuited, "Is this servant long-term?"

He nodded, "Lifetime."

"Are you crazy?" I looked at him in disbelief.

His cold smile appeared on his face again, making me shiver from the cold.

"You only get one chance," he said as he walked outside.

I muttered a curse, turned my head to open my locker, and as soon as I opened the door, water flowed out of the locker, and my clothes and shoes were dripping with water.Fuck me!Wang Dayong has already left at this time, where can I find spare clothes.Just as he was thinking, the light in the locker room flickered twice and then went out.

I immediately fell into the darkness. The sound of ticking water in the bathroom was eerie. My hairs stood on end. I rushed to the door of the dressing room desperately, stuck my head out and shouted at the people in the aisle: "I Promise, I promise, don't leave me here alone."

The man turned his head and showed a wicked smile.I/Fuck! This evildoer!I cursed again in my heart.

Later, I watched a Japanese movie called "Angel's Love" with Mao Danni. In that movie, there was a story about a girl who was bullied and excluded by female gangsters at school. In the end, the popular heroine asked her He stretched out his hand and pulled her into their small circle.Ironically, the deep friendship advertised by several people turns out to be nothing more than a deliberate scheme by the heroine. The gangster turned out to be her lover, and was instructed by her to bully the girl.

Seeing this, the charming but black-bellied heroine actually overlapped with Han Chao's face.I suspect that the first time he saw me in the swimming pool, he planned to take me as a follower.

It may be because of the halo of the protagonist, the heroine of that movie, until the end, neither the insiders nor the outsiders could hate her.Just like I don't hate Han Chao either.In high school, we spent a lot of time together. With him, although it was a bit more troublesome, we did not feel lonely anymore.He was born out of nowhere, domineeringly wanting to play the leading role in this drama of my life.

It's just that after entering university, this drama began to develop in a strange direction.