How to fall in love with a scumbag

I barely slept that night.Bai Zihe is a scum, but he doesn't deserve to die.Li Zhi loves me but is repeatedly used by me.The people I owed kept appearing in front of my eyes, which made my conscience restless and I couldn't sleep.Maybe I should really go to prison, seven years or ten years, at least I won't be tortured by guilt.When it was almost dawn, I fell asleep, and the last thing that came to my mind was Han Chao's face.He was never mine and never will be, I'm really sad.

During the day, Yang Jingjing came to tell me that we are going to be engaged soon, and showed me an invitation card, which read: Miss Yang Jingjing and Mr. Meng Yifan's engagement banquet will be held on which day, welcome Han Chao Mr. is here.

For Miss Yang's eagerness to get engaged to me, not only me, but even Teacher Yang is a bit puzzled.However, as soon as she changed her lifeless performance, she became very excited, so no one dared to stop her.

I thought about Han Chao's surprised look, and smiled helplessly.

Li Zhi drank a little too much yesterday, and today he got up early and was dragged to the tea house for morning tea by Teacher Yang. It is said that he will go to the mountain to pay his respects in the afternoon.The itinerary is so dense that you can't see me at all.Facing the two siblings who are overly enthusiastic, we are both a little bit overwhelmed.

I stayed with Teacher Yang for another week, and was forced to write hundreds of invitations, and followed Yang Jingjing to be walked by Kris every day, and my life was quite regular.On this day, the Yang residence welcomed an unexpected guest.Liang Lingling, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, actually said she wanted to see me downstairs.

"Yifan," she turned around. Liang Lingling's appearance has not changed much from before, but her temperament has improved a lot, she looks a bit like a French woman.

"When did you come back?" I asked.

"It's been a while." She smiled and asked me, "Won't you invite me to sit?"

Yang Jingjing who was hanging on my shoulder suddenly let go of my hand, and said generously: "Sit whatever you want, Miss Liang is a classmate of my Darling, right?"

As soon as her words came out, I couldn't help shivering. Frankly speaking, Yang Jingjing usually wouldn't do such a petty gesture, let alone say such nasty words. I couldn't get used to her sudden behavior.

"This is your fiancée, right?" Liang Lingling turned her gaze to Yang Jingjing as she spoke.I didn't know how to answer, but I felt a pain in my armpit, and Yang Jingjing pinched me hard.

"Ah," I exclaimed, "yes, sort of."

Liang Lingling smiled and said, "Is it convenient for you to go out with me? I haven't seen you for a long time. I have something to tell you." I wondered if I could still regret the marriage if I could go out. Getting engaged is kind of crazy.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Liang, Darling and I have to try on dresses in the afternoon, so you can talk about it here, I can avoid it for a while." Yang Jingjing smiled innocently, turned her head and gave me another look.I sighed and sat down.

"Yifan," Liang Lingling was sitting on the sofa next to me, and called me softly, "Actually, I don't know what to tell you." She thought for a while and took out her wallet, opened it for me, " This is my husband." I thought I would see Han Chao's face, but it turned out not to be a very masculine foreigner.

"Are you married?" I asked in surprise.

"Well, we got married in Paris last year." When she mentioned this matter, she still looked pink and happy.

"What about Han Chao?" I asked in confusion.

"We broke up our engagement within three years, don't you even read newspapers?" She laughed at me.

I really don't read the newspapers, especially the local ones.

"Are you surprised?" she asked me.

I nodded.

"I've wanted to tell you something a long time ago, Yifan," Liang Lingling lowered her head and pondered for a while, "I thought that I was going to marry Han Chao when I grew up, although it was just an adult joke at first. But Later, it slowly became my belief. Even though I knew he didn't have that kind of affection for me. But we still have affection."

I listened quietly.

"Until he met you later, I found that he had changed. He always disappeared for a period of time inexplicably, and he didn't answer the phone. At that time, he was always with you." Liang Lingling smiled, "So I started to panic Come on, I can accept that he likes other women, but I can't accept that he loves a man. I'm ridiculous."

"No, he came to my place just to play games and take a nap." I wanted to defend myself.

Liang Lingling patted the back of my hand, "Okay, you are also an idiot. A person needs to stay by your side to relax. If he doesn't love you, what is it? I found that you don't seem to like anyone before, and you are a bit stupid in terms of feelings. Yes, dull and awkward. Han Chao is such a person who can't express himself."

Being evaluated by Liang Lingling like this, I blushed unconsciously.

"I just thought that no matter what I did, I couldn't lose to a man. So I approached you deliberately, and because of your stupidity, I agreed to date you naturally. For this matter, I It has stimulated Han Chao a lot, although in fact we have nothing, even holding hands is my initiative, but I added a lot of embellishments and tortured him." Liang Lingling looked out the window.

This part of the process turned out to be like this. I rubbed the back of my hand, but I couldn't tell what it felt like.

"Actually, my dad had some problems with his career at that time. He was afraid that something would happen to him, and I had no one to take care of him, so he hoped that we would get engaged as soon as possible, which made it feel like he was alone." Liang Lingling smiled wryly, "Grandpa Han is a very particular person." People, you won’t leave me alone, that’s why we got engaged at that time. Han Chao actually didn’t want to.”

I looked at Liang Lingling with wide eyes, not understanding what she meant.

Liang Lingling grabbed my hand, "Yifan, you have tortured him to death in the past few years since you disappeared. I have never seen him like this. You have him in your heart too, don't let him go, okay?"

"Lingling, I..." Just as I was about to say something, I heard coughing from behind.

"Ahem," Yang Jingjing coughed and came out from behind the door, "Miss Liang, are your hands cold? Why are you grabbing Meng Yifan?"

Liang Lingling let go of my hand in embarrassment, "Miss Yang, it's better to be happy with each other when it comes to relationships. Otherwise, everyone will suffer, and it will be meaningless."

"Whether it makes sense or not is up to you," Yang Jingjing said as she took out her hands behind her back, holding a red pig's heart in her hands, blood trickling down the floor.

Both Liang Lingling and I were taken aback.

"Miss Liang, stay for dinner at noon. Braised pork heart in soy sauce, pork heart soup with scallions, and dry-stir-fried pork heart are just for those who don't care." shudder.

Liang Lingling's face changed, "No need, I've finished what I have to say, I'm leaving."

Yang Jingjing hasn't gone crazy for a long time, but today she is very crazy.Although I didn't have the pig heart feast at noon, I was forced to drink a large bowl of pig heart soup. I wiped the pig blood on the ground for a long time in the morning, and I remembered that scene as soon as I drank the soup, and I felt sick to death.

Liang Lingling's words went back and forth in my mind, which made me want to see Han Chao more and more, and wanted to ask him what he thought.

Teacher Yang took Li Zhi on a short trip on the grounds of getting together with old friends from the past, and many of his subordinates also went together. Now there are not many people here, and it is not impossible to escape.I did what I said, at dusk, I ran downstairs and pretended to go to the conservatory to find Jingjing, and put the wooden ladder in the conservatory under the wall of the backyard when no one was paying attention. There were very few people here.I'll dig it out again at night when no one is paying attention.

Although the idea was very good, but after dinner, Yang Jingjing stayed in my room, showing me the wedding venue, letting me choose the color of the flowers, never going out.Seeing that it was almost time to go to bed, she was still looking at honeymoon places on the Internet, and asked me a few words from time to time.I have something on my mind, so I can only deal with it casually.

"Meng Yifan, if he really cared about you so much, he would have come to see you a long time ago, okay?" Yang Jingjing said suddenly, "He is my brother's partner now, and if he wants to come, we won't throw him out Right. But up to now, he doesn't even have a shadow. Don't be too sentimental, okay?"

Yang Jingjing's words surprised me, "You...what did you say?" I couldn't help but stutter.

She looked at me coldly, "Why, did it hit your mind?"

Seeing how frank she was, I decided to go all out, "Yang Jingjing, have you ever thought that I might be gay?"

"It's not possible, you are!" Yang Jingjing was more calm.

"Then you still want to marry me?" I asked in surprise.

"I'm not in good health. I can't do things between husband and wife, including having children. It's not easy for both of us to find a normal man. It's just right for you." She said without hesitation.

"I...I...I told you about my past last time, don't you think my character is not good?" I stammered again.

"I think so, so I want to destroy you on behalf of the moon!" She looked at the moon outside the window and made a gesture of Sailor Moon or someone else.

"Ah?" I was dumbfounded. To a madman, how do you explain your danger? Obviously, she is much more dangerous.

Finally, when Mama Zhang came over and called the eldest lady to go to sleep, I was already so sleepy that I was in a daze.In the middle of the night, the rain was violent and the wind was violent. Tree branches scraped against the windows, and gravel hit the glass with crackling noises.

I woke up rubbing my eyes, and heard a small stone hitting the glass again.

I opened the window, and a man in a black raincoat was standing under the window. He raised his head and smiled at me. It turned out to be Han Chao.My heart is like a bird about to jump out of my chest.

He pointed at me to the tree by the window, meaning to let me climb down from the tree.He threw another pair of rough cloth gloves up, I leaned over to catch them, turned my head and put on my sneakers and coat, put on the gloves, opened the screen window and stepped on the window sill.

The trunk of that tree was still some distance away from the window sill, so I could only grab the branches and carefully move it onto the trunk. It was still raining outside, but it has become much smaller now, and the trunk was very slippery. I just grabbed the branches, Step on the trunk with your foot, and the branch snapped.My hands were empty, and I couldn't use any strength on my feet, so I leaned back, "Ah!" I grabbed my hands in the air in fear, and suddenly felt a pair of hands supporting my back, and my body fell on Han Chao. body.The sound of the fall was so loud that the people on the first floor were startled, "Who is it!" A shout came from the room.

I got up and pulled Han Chao and ran back, all the way to the back of the kitchen, where there is a small door that is usually unlocked.I pushed Han Chao in and hid myself.Someone walked over outside, "Who is it?" The light of the flashlight swept back and forth,

I approached Han Chao nervously, and could feel his warm breath and the rain dripping from the raincoat.His eyes were bright even in the dark, which made my heart beat so hard that I couldn't breathe. Every time I breathed out, I was struggling, and the sound of breathing seemed particularly loud in the silence.I also want to control it, but I can't control it.

Han Chao suddenly came over, put his lips on my mouth, and gave me a light breath.We kissed quietly in the dark, the rain from the brim of his hat trickling down my cheeks and into my neck.The cold rain kept flowing through my heart, and I could feel it beating uncontrollably.

The author has something to say:

I couldn't surf the Internet when I got up in the morning, and I was so anxious.Fortunately, it is restored now.A little late, but still here.Hey, there used to be TV people, and now there are Internet people.Life without internet is really impossible.