How to fall in love with a scumbag

In this era, even if men and women have something, they don't necessarily have to get married.But with the brothers and sisters of the Yang family, it's hard to tell right from wrong.Although I would like to argue a few words, just because I hold an opened bottle of red wine does not mean that the person who opened it is me.Even if I'm holding a glass of red wine, it doesn't mean I've ever had a glass of wine.

But these brothers and sisters have their own thoughts, and I can only let them play with me according to their own thoughts.I'm a little frustrated that I shouldn't have messed with this mess in the first place.I am an ordinary person, and if I insist on hanging out among some strong people, the final result is that anyone can manipulate me, bully me, and slander me.

I was lying in the guest room of this small detached house, my body was covered with bruises and bruises, all of which were skin traumas.The lights in the room were not turned on, the dim moonlight came in from the window, and the shadows of the trees danced.There was a lot of people outside the door, they were drinking and fisting.Li Zhi wanted to come to be Teacher Yang's guest.

I don't know if Young Master Han will care about my whereabouts.But I and Teacher Yang cheated Han Chao. If Han Chao knew my current situation, he would definitely gloat.

I raised my hands and folded them behind my head, and the wound on my body made me hiss.At this moment, the door lock was opened, and a white figure flashed in with the sound of the door. Yang Jingjing carried a tray, and the refreshing smell of meat also pierced my nose.

I always know the current affairs, so I turned over and got out of bed, took the plate from her hand and sat on the small sofa to eat.Yang Jingjing watched me eat silently.

"Where's my phone?" I asked, holding out my hand.

She took her phone out of her pocket and placed it in front of me.I immediately put down the plate and picked up the phone to check. One of the answered calls belonged to Han Chao, "Did you answer my call?"

"Well," she nodded, "I said you were taking a shower."

I opened my eyes wide, "Girl, why are you talking so much nonsense?"

"I learned it from watching TV shows," she was quite proud of.

"No, don't you have a lover? Why do you have to pester me?" I said angrily, and then comforted her: "If you have any difficulties, tell me, and I can help you find a solution."

She smiled mischievously, "Do you think that I caused trouble with others and let you take the blame?"

"Isn't it?" I asked back.

"Of course not. The doctor was also afraid that I would arrange her badly, so he asked my brother to punish her, and he also took my money. I have already subdued her." Her eyes sparkled, "Actually, my brother also I know it's weird, but the person he likes likes you, and he always does what I want in everything, this kind of best of both worlds, he doesn't need to expose me."

"What about curly hair? He doesn't like you, so he will help you lie to your brother?" I was still unwilling to continue to break up with her.

"He, hahaha," she suddenly covered her mouth and laughed, "You're not jealous, are you?"

I'm going crazy with her logic.

"Actually, I've got a little trick on him." She plucked a hair on my shoulder. "It's better to cooperate with me than to lose my brother's trust."

Although this girl stays at home, she has a lot of scheming, making the few people around her around.

I watched her think about how to present the facts to her and make her realize that we don't know each other well, and once we understand each other better, I won't be able to choose me.I hurriedly stuffed the meat on the plate into my mouth in two bites.While chewing vigorously while poking his mouth, he was still organizing words in his mind.

I finally swallowed this morsel, and said, "Jingjing, you have to be cautious about marriage. People like me can only look decent, and my family is poor. So far, I don't even have a serious job, let alone a job." Say there is still a problem with my character." I said earnestly.

"Yeah, I can see it. Didn't you betray your old master?" She carelessly touched her fingers, "Don't worry, my brother's business won't involve you."

I vomited in my heart, suffocated, and then said: "I didn't mean that, I meant that I was irresponsible for my relationship."

"Oh? I don't know about this." She showed great interest, "Why are you irresponsible, tell me."

I sighed, and pointed to the door, "The man outside is my best friend. But I provoked him because of a ridiculous bet, and led him astray. He fell in love with the same man. Me. I'm a scum. I don't deserve love at all."

As soon as this sentence was finished, the sky where there was still the moon was suddenly covered by dark clouds, and the room suddenly became dark, and bright lightning pierced the darkness of the room again.Yang Jingjing sat on the sofa and looked at me motionlessly: "Speak up and listen, let me judge whether you are a scum or not."

The violent wind slapped the tree's ears, and it frantically ran back and forth between the sky and the earth.Thunder and lightning are so lively.Reminds me of that night long ago.

Before that, my pursuit of Liang Lingling was not completely fruitless. She got engaged to Han Chao one week after we became a couple. One week after their engagement, Liang Lingling flew to the other side of the ocean to continue her studies.

So whether I won or lost that bet, I can't tell.I asked Han Chao to draw a line with that coquettish school girl, and he did, but he didn't listen to me when I told him not to get engaged to Liang Lingling.He also said that I shouldn't be so naive, that Liang Lingling never wanted to be with me from the beginning to the end, if he hadn't ignored Liang Lingling, Liang Lingling would never have made such a fuss and became a so-called couple with me.

So I still lost, lost outright.

Liang Lingling said sorry to me, she was just curious about what kind of person I was, she said that Han Chao changed a lot after meeting me, and even said that she couldn't find Han Chao for a while, so she wondered if we eloped.She also said that she couldn't stay with Han Chao, if she wanted to be his last woman, she had to set him free, and when he figured it out, they were a perfect match, and she would come back to him.

I only smiled wryly at her, and I became their condiment again. To Liang Lingling, I humiliated myself, and I don't blame her.But I don’t know why, I’m very angry with Han Chao, it’s better than he bullied me when he was in high school, he pushed me into the swimming pool and almost suffocated me to teach me how to swim, and he knew I was going with Mao Danni Called me a son of a bitch when we opened the house.

Just because they got engaged, I felt like there was a hole in my heart that opened its mouth wide enough to eat me whole.I was angry, some with the woman, a lot with him, and more with myself.I don't know what's wrong, I want to strangle the woman standing next to him, the woman I thought was my first love, holding his hand with such a happy face, it makes me mad.In that moment I suddenly discovered the answer to all these outrageous questions: I don't love her, I love him.

At that moment I was scared and angry.Especially when Han Chao blocked me into the room and asked me if I would admit defeat. If I did, then go and seduce a man.He touched my face and said: "You can try to seduce me, I have never had much concentration."

At that moment, my anger reached its peak. I slapped his hand away, turned my head and walked out of the room in the hotel, out of the corridor, out of the hotel where they got engaged, and walked to the street. I ran unconsciously. When I got up, tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably.I fell in love with the person I shouldn't love the most.I'm in love with someone who will never take me seriously.Of course he likes me, even Liang Lingling can see it, there's no reason why I can't feel it, it's just that we've been playing dumb.Whether this bet was done unintentionally or deliberately, none of us want to care about it anymore.

Anyway, in the end, he would still get engaged and married to someone else, but he wanted to keep me around like a pet.I ran aimlessly for a long time, thunder roared in the sky, lightning flashed, but I had nowhere to go anymore, grandma’s small yard was full of memories of me and him, he looked innocent and harmless after he fell asleep He got into my bed and hugged my back in winter and said I was so warm, he pestered me to eat all kinds of home-cooked food, he spent the winter solstice and Dragon Boat Festival with him...he broke into my bed domineeringly Life gives me no time to pity myself, or even to resent others, although he always expresses his need for me in a ghostly way.Even on the day of his engagement, he was expressing his need for me in his own way. He hoped that I would seduce him, and then he would adopt the attitude of a benefactor and accept my feelings from above.My relationship with me will always live in his shadow, shameless, not even recognized, he will always say, you seduced me, what else do you want?

Some people say that you can hate as much as you love.I don't know how much I like him, but I know how much I hate him.

Finally, the bean-sized raindrops hit my face, I was sweating all over, and met the cool rain again. I was so dizzy that I could only run to the school dormitory, and I was so distraught that I forgot to take a bus.

When I ran to the dormitory, my hands were shaking so much that I couldn't even take out the key.I pounded on the door vigorously, and Li Zhi appeared inside the door. It was a weekend, he shouldn't be here, but he was there surprisingly.

He was shocked when he saw me: "Yifan, you're all wet."

He was shocked again when he touched my skin, "You are so hot! You have a high fever!"

He dragged me into the room and frantically helped me take off my wet clothes.I swayed, my upper and lower teeth touched together, I was exuding cold air from the inside out, at that moment I suddenly thought of the icy palm that Zhang Wuji was beaten.

Li Zhi stuffed me into the quilt, but I couldn't get warm anyway, I was still shivering under the quilt, my head was scalded like a stove, and my body was stiff and cold.Li Zhi brought all the quilts in the dormitory and covered me, but I still didn't feel warm at all.He started to take off his clothes, and finally got into my bed with nothing but a pair of underwear left.

He hugged me and said, "Meng Yifan, you are so scary! Why did you suddenly get sick, and it still came like a mountain?"

I put my arms around his back, and as soon as my cold hands touched his skin, he couldn't help shaking, and he couldn't help but let out an ahhh sound.

"It's too cold on you." Before he finished speaking, I hugged him whole, absorbing the heat from his body.I need warmth so badly, from the inside out.In the past, with Han Chao, I could still lie to myself that there are people in this world who need me, but in the future, he is never mine. I only realized today that I have been alone all this time, and I can only live in his normal life in the future. life outside.I've had enough. I'm the extra one at my uncle's house. Will I be the extra one in Han Chao's life in the future?

My skin stuck to Li Zhi's skin, my chest pressed against my chest, and my limbs were entangled, the uncontrollable shivering gradually subsided.

"Yifan," Li Zhi called me softly, "Your temperature has risen."

"Well," my head was still burning hot, dry skin stood up on my lips, my voice was hoarse, and the sound I made was like rubbing bark on a tire, "Li Zhi," I called him.

He was startled by my strange voice.

"Will you leave me too?" I asked in that hoarse voice.

"Are you stupid? We have been friends for so many years. We even went to college together. Where are you going to leave?" He patted me on the back, "What's wrong? Didn't you go to Han Chao's engagement banquet? Sad gone?"

I especially want to explain to him that I am not sad but angry, I am almost mad at myself, I agreed to use him to make my life easier, why did I fall in love with him; I agreed to just be his dog Legs, let yourself embark on the road of ascension to heaven, why do you feel uncomfortable and want to kill yourself?

I hugged him tightly without saying a word.

Li Zhi stroked my back repeatedly.

With this regular movement, my anger seemed to calm down a lot, and I closed my eyes comfortably.