amnesia

After being tender for a while, they let go of the hug, and no one said it was a greeting between friends. They looked at each other with a smile, and then took their own bowls to the living room to eat some mung bean powder that had already soaked.

After eating this New Year's Eve dinner, which was actually a supper, they watched the night vigil of the Spring Festival Gala recorded and broadcast on the Internet.After all, China is 7 hours faster than Milan. As early as five o'clock in the afternoon here, the New Year's Eve has already passed in China, and now the vigil is just a pursuit of a sense of ritual.

As soon as midnight on the clock came, the two rushed to each other and said, "Happy New Year." After finishing speaking, they both stared at each other blankly.

The party recorded and broadcast on the computer was still playing the song and dance program, Yan Wenxi could no longer hear it, and he could only look at Zhang Jingtang himself.At this moment, he was convinced that he really saw A Tang once again, who only had eyes for him.

"A Tang." Called out in a low voice, Yan Wenxi lowered his head and wanted to kiss him.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingtang put out his hand to cover his mouth, preventing him from kissing him.

Yan Wenxi suddenly felt his heart go cold, and quickly backed away, while apologizing hastily: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood..."

"No..." Zhang Jingtang also said in a panic, "My mouth smells like beef."

"Me too!" Yan Wenxi replied quickly.

The two were taken aback at the same time, and then laughed together.Zhang Jingtang blushed from laughing, Yan Wenxi felt itchy again.

Yan Wenxi approached slowly, Zhang Jingtang also smiled back, a little shy but still looking directly at him, when he got very close, Zhang Jingtang closed his eyes, as if a wordless invitation.

The fruit that I have been waiting for for a long time can finally be picked by myself at this moment.

Yan Wenxi felt that his hands were trembling, and supported the back of Zhang Jingtang's head with one hand, lowered his head slightly, and kissed the lips that made him miss him day and night.Zhang Jingtang opened his mouth, and he continued to drive straight in, lips and tongue intertwined.

It tastes like beef, so what?He waited for this kiss for almost two years, nothing could stop him, nothing!

He heard his breathing getting rough, and he just wanted more.Zhang Jingtang seemed to be emotional too, the hands holding his arms were soft and hot.

In between kisses, Yan Wenxi couldn't help pleading: "A Tang, I want you."

Zhang Jingtang didn't say any words of rejection aloud, nor did he push him away.

"You agree, Ah Tang, you agree."

Yan Wenxi spoke hurriedly in a low voice, dispelling the last uneasiness in his heart with affirmative words.

He supported Zhang Jingtang's head and back, and put him down on the sofa.Zhang Jingtang turned his head away, red from his ears to his neck, but his hand was still sticking to Yan Wenxi's arm, which was by no means a gesture of resistance.

Ah Tang was shy.

Finally calmed down, Yan Wenxi bent over and kissed the side of Zhang Jingtang's neck that was exposed because of tilting his head.Zhang Jingtang trembled, and the fingers on his arm couldn't help tightening by two points.

The running air conditioner keeps the room warm at 24 degrees Celsius, so Yan Wenxi doesn't have to worry about Zhang Jingtang catching cold when taking off his clothes.Yan Wenxi hugged his beloved, caressed his skin gently and carefully, let him relax gradually, and then used kisses and love words to ignite the passion under the warmth.

The program of the party was still playing on the computer, and the noisy voice covered up the murmur in the middle of the night.

In the end, Zhang Jingtang nestled in his arms, very sleepy, mumbling hoarsely that he needed to take a bath.Yan Wenxi kissed his half-closed eyelids, and took him to the bathroom with half hugs and half hugs.When warm water was sprinkled on the two of them, Zhang Jingtang woke up suddenly. He pushed Yan Wenxi's hand, refusing to let him clean it up for him.

"It's okay, let me come, you can rely on me when you're sleepy." Yan Wenxi coaxed him very gently.

Zhang Jingtang was indeed very tired. Seeing that he could not refuse, he obediently leaned on Yan Wenxi and let him clean and wash himself.

Afterwards, the two showered and brushed their hair, and fell asleep together on the double bed in the bedroom.

The first day of the new year, the first day of the new year, is indeed a beautiful thing.

When Yan Wenxi woke up after a good night's sleep, the sun was already shining outside the window, and the two ends of the shutters were shining with light, allowing him to see the face of the person in his arms clearly.Zhang Jingtang fell asleep peacefully, he was wrapped in his arms, his hands were also on his arms, and his breath was sprayed on his neck, which was a little itchy.

He just looked at it for a while, remembering that he was at Zhang Jingtang's hometown at Christmas the year before last, and he also peeked at Zhang Jingtang's sleeping face, but he didn't dare to get so close like now.At that time he knew that Zhang Jingtang cared about him, but now he can be sure that Zhang Jingtang really put himself in his heart.

He is very satisfied.

After a while, Zhang Jingtang also woke up. He opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Yan Wenxi.Then his eyes widened, as if he just remembered what happened last night, and the tips of his ears turned red.

Yan Wenxi just laughed at him: "A Tang, don't be shy."

Zhang Jingtang kept silent, pushed him, turned around by himself, and refused to look at him again.

Feeling sweet in his heart, Yan Wenxi couldn't help but leaned into his ear and said, "I'm so happy, Ah Tang, you finally accepted me."

Zhang Jingtang moved his head, as if he wanted to turn his head, but in the end he kept his back turned.

After listening to Yan Wenxi talking about how happy he was for a long time, he said, "I admit... I am indeed attracted to you. You are gentle and considerate, and you treat me wholeheartedly. How can you not be tempted?"

Before Yan Wenxi was proud of these few words of praise and happy for Zhang Jingtang's personal admission, he heard Zhang Jingtang's voice full of guilt.

"I'm sorry, but I'm still...not confident to start a stable relationship."

The excited mood was poured with cold water, and Yan Wenxi also calmed down.He looked at Zhang Jingtang, who had his back turned to him. He obviously couldn't see the other person's expression, but he felt that he saw the other person's guilty and sad face, so he also felt sad.

"Don't apologize to me, Ah Tang, it's not your fault."

Yan Wenxi's heart ached, not for himself, but for Zhang Jingtang.He stretched out his hand and circled the person again. Zhang Jingtang didn't refuse, but still refused to turn around and look at him.

It has been almost two years since the day Zhang Jingtang lost his memory, that is to say, for him now, it has been almost two years since that nightmare.Now that the bad guy has been executed, he still can't completely get rid of the influence of the nightmare.Yan Wenxi can completely understand, and it is precisely because of understanding that he feels more distressed about Zhang Jingtang.

"It doesn't matter to me. It's better to say that I am very satisfied to be able to get to this point." Yan Wenxi patiently comforted the person in his arms, "No matter where you want to put me, I am willing."

Zhang Jingtang moved, and he asked in a low voice, "Don't you feel tired like this?"

"To be honest, sometimes." Yan Wenxi said, and he noticed that Zhang Jingtang became nervous. He leaned over and kissed the back of the other's neck to comfort him, and then continued, "But thinking that it's because of you, I feel very sad." Happy."

"Strange idea."

Yan Wenxi smiled: "It's not surprising, because I love you."

After a moment of silence, Zhang Jingtang asked, "How can I deserve your love?"

This question made Yan Wenxi confirm the guess in his heart. It was not that Zhang Jingtang was unwilling to accept himself, but that he had never been able to completely eliminate the anxiety and inferiority in his heart.Even Yan Wenxi felt that in front of Zhang Jingtang, he was the one who should feel inferior.

After thinking about it carefully, he made his own answer.

"If you ask me to tell you what advantages you have, I can list a lot of them. You are kind, kind, strong and brave, serious about your work, and very persistent in doing things. Not only have you read a lot of books, but you are also very talented in design... ...It's too much. However, what makes me fall in love with you is that when you look at me, you only see me."

When Yan Wenxi said this, he patted Zhang Jingtang lightly: "Atang, I want to look at you and say the next thing."

After a while, Zhang Jingtang turned around slowly. He looked restless and nervous, and looked carefully at Yan Wenxi: "Go ahead."

"Before I told you that we met and fell in love in Linshui Town, but I didn't say anything specific. In fact, I was trying to get out of a failed relationship at that time, and I was not ready to start again. Although you You may think I'm thick-skinned, but at that time, you were the first to be tempted, and then I accidentally discovered it."

Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingtang nodded and muttered: "I guess so."

Yan Wenxi shook his head helplessly, and tightened his arms around him.

"In the beginning, it was indeed mostly gratitude and sympathy, but I really like you, so I want to treat you well and want you to live happily. Later, this feeling continued to ferment in getting along, and it was no longer that simple. By the time I realize it, my heart has been completely captured by you."

"One day, because of the surgery, we had a conversation, and you showed me how much you really loved me. You always feel like you are not good enough. I still remember when you Said, you want to give me the best of yourself, but because you have nothing, because I don’t need anything, so you can only give me your sincerity.”

"It was at that moment that I suddenly realized how arrogant and ridiculous my original thought was. You can say such handsome things, and I am emotionally like a child, am I really worthy of you? I also want to I'll give you the best, but besides things like money and power, what else can I give away?"

When Yan Wenxi said this, he couldn't help but feel a little sad. He met Zhang Jingtang's gaze and forced himself up.

"A Tang, I've had the best relationship with you, so I've recognized you. There's nothing worth it. If I lose your sincerity, I'll really have nothing."

After listening to him quietly, Zhang Jingtang spoke.

"Wenxi, I never thought that you would be like this. I always thought you were very powerful, even a little domineering. Now I know that behind those domineering, there is actually a timid you hidden."

After all, Zhang Jingtang smiled again.

"Looks like we're all the same."

"Yes." Yan Wenxi sighed, and said, "So don't worry, I will always wait for you no matter what."

"En." Zhang Jingtang stretched out his hand to hold Yan Wenxi's hand, and after holding it between his fingers, he placed it on his chest as if swearing, and said in a low voice, "I won't let you wait too long."

Yan Wenxi responded, approaching Zhang Jingtang's head and rubbed it affectionately.

He was not in a hurry, after experiencing the intimate contact last night, he knew that Zhang Jingtang had accepted himself physically and mentally, and the acceptance in name was really only a matter of time.

He thought that Zhang Jingtang was waiting for a suitable time for Zhang Jingtang to face his feelings with peace of mind.

It won't be too long.

The author has something to say:

Because the story in this chapter is connected to the previous chapter, Xiuxian continued to write after the update yesterday (touch my bald head

A Tang and Yan Wenxi are almost on the verge of achieving a positive result, and now they are only one step away!happy!

I tried spelling today, and found that forcing myself is still useful, and I will write a manuscript later, because I have to prepare a new article.

I said before that the new article is called "No Medicine Can Cure", but this name is too common, and I am planning to change it, and I am still thinking about it.

Thank you little angels for your clicks and comments every day, okay=3=

Finally, I would like to thank the little angel who threw thunder for me!There are so few people watching and there are thunderstorms, I am really touched QAQ

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