amnesia

Yan Wenxi didn't know that his brother had such great social skills.

After eating that day, Zhang Jingtang began to design a dress for Yan Wenhao. After the draft was drawn, Yan Wenxi sent him to the Yan family's main house.As a result, when he arrived, Yan Wenhao actually drove him to the living room, and took Zhang Jingtang upstairs to the study.After a while, he watched the two of them walking down the stairs talking happily.

Afterwards, he asked Zhang Jingtang what he and his brother had said, and Zhang Jingtang said that they just chatted about the design draft and the requirements for making clothes.But Yan Wenxi felt that there must be more than that. Which party B would be so happy after talking with party A about the revision of the design draft?But since Zhang Jingtang didn't say anything, he couldn't ask further.

After a while, because the first batch of goods given by little Rodney arrived at the port in the Southwest District, Yan Wenxi had to go to inspect the goods himself, so he had to leave K city for a few days.After explaining to Ah Heng what had happened in the past few days, and asking him to take care of Zhang Jingtang for him, Yan Wenxi set off for the port.

A few days later, Yan Wenxi, who had successfully inspected and received the goods, returned to City K from the port, and he couldn't wait to go to Zhang Jingtang's house.When he asked Zhang Jingtang if he wanted to go to the art museum to see the newly opened Renaissance masters painting exhibition this weekend, he realized that Zhang Jingtang had already seen this special exhibition with Yan Wenhao during the few days he was away.

Yan Wenxi couldn't help but asked, "Why are you so close?"

He felt that he was so sour that he even ate his elder brother's jealousy.But compared to his cautiousness, why was his brother able to get closer so quickly?Unavoidably unconvinced.

"Are you okay?" Zhang Jingtang asked back, obviously he thought it was normal, "Ah Heng also went together."

But Ah Heng doesn't like to see art exhibitions.Yan Wenxi thought aggrievedly.

He and Yan Wenhao's love for art is also influenced by their mother, and there is a natural preference in their genes, but Ah Heng has always been lacking in interest.When the three of them went to the art exhibition, it must be that his brother and Zhang Jingtang had been talking about something, and Ah Heng probably couldn't get in the way.

Zhang Jingtang didn't know if he was aware of Yan Wenxi's grievance, and he added a few more words: "If you want to see it too, I'm free this weekend."

"It's okay. You've already been there, forget it." Yan Wenxi put away his grievances and didn't want to force him.

"In fact, I also want to go there again. It's rare that there are so many real famous paintings this time." Zhang Jingtang persuaded him in turn, "It would be a pity if you don't go and have a look."

Yan Wenxi knew that Zhang Jingtang was taking care of his own mood, and his heart warmed up again, so he didn't refuse any more, and agreed with him to go to the art museum together on Saturday.

After that, Zhang Jingtang went to the studio to continue making clothes for Yan Wenhao, while Yan Wenxi hid on the balcony next to the bathroom to call his brother.

He wanted to ask his elder brother, why did he invite Zhang Jingtang to see the art exhibition?What did the two of them talk about in the study that day?How did your relationship become so close all of a sudden?

After listening to the three questions he raised, Yan Wenhao laughed heartily on the other end of the phone.

"Yan Wenxi, are you stupid?" Yan Wenhao laughed while talking, and finally sighed with a smile in his voice, "My silly brother."

"..."

Yan Wenxi didn't know what was so funny about these two questions, making his elder brother laugh at him like this.

"Does Aiwu and Wuzhi know?" Yan Wenhao saw that he was not enlightened, so he explained to him, "The reason why he has a good relationship with me is because I am your brother. Are you still jealous?"

"Brother, Ah Tang hasn't accepted me yet."

Yan Wenxi felt that his brother didn't know much about himself and Zhang Jingtang.For Zhang Jingtang, who had lost his memory for several years, the nightmare of the past was so close to him, and it took him several months to allow him to accept his kindness and approach with peace of mind.I am afraid that for a long time in the future, he will not be able to accept anyone's feelings - Zhang Jingtang has indeed said so to himself.

Yan Wenhao disagreed with his point of view: "I don't think so. When did you lose confidence in yourself?"

"I just recognized reality."

"What you see is not necessarily the reality." Yan Wenhao enlightened him, "Before I asked you to retreat, I also said that there is a limit to advance and retreat? It's not to make you shrink back."

"I'm really not sure, Ah Tang is too considerate of other people's feelings."

This made him think every time he took a step forward, whether Zhang Jingtang didn't want to see himself sad, so he hardly rejected him.

"Then I'll just say it straight, I think Atang has you in his heart. Aren't you curious what we talked about in the study? It's nothing unusual, I showed him our childhood photo album."

Yan Wenhao suddenly threw out such a heavy bomb.

"I originally wanted to get closer by sharing memories, but Ah Tang's curiosity about your growth experience far exceeded my expectations. Think about it for yourself. If he doesn't care about you, he will talk to me like you said. Are you chatting and laughing?"

For a moment, Yan Wenxi felt as if he jumped into the clouds all of a sudden, and his whole body felt light.

No, no, he shook his head and said to himself in his heart, I can't be inflated.

But Yan Wenhao refused to keep him humble. He continued: "Also, when I invited him to see the art exhibition, it was the same when I invited him to see the art exhibition. Any topic we talked about would always turn to you in the end. It can be seen that he is very want to get to know you."

"You said, why does a person want to take the initiative to understand another person?"

Yan Wenhao's words were like a plastic comb rubbing the cat's hair. Countless static electricity crackled in Yan Wenxi's heart, making him itchy - how much he wanted to ask Zhang Jingtang if this was the case.But fortunately, he held back.

"Alas... Ah Tang has never revealed it in front of me." Yan Wenxi said with some regret.

During this period of time, Yan Wenxi always felt that Zhang Jingtang was in a passive position in the relationship between the two of them, and the few times he took the initiative to approach, he was very cautious.Actually not, it's just that he didn't show it to himself.

"This is your fault." Yan Wenhao said on the phone, "You have to reflect on yourself."

After finishing the call with his elder brother, Yan Wenxi thought about it again.

He was willing to wait for Zhang Jingtang, and it didn't matter how long he waited until Zhang Jingtang could completely get rid of the influence of the nightmare and was willing to start a relationship.But he was indeed too cautious before, which made everyone so nervous.If Zhang Jingtang is really interested, he should give the other party a more suitable environment to show his true thoughts.

Perhaps, this is because the more you care, the more timid you become.Just like his cautiousness, just like Zhang Jingtang's unintentional appearance.

Yan Wenxi, who had figured it out, couldn't help but wanted to talk to Zhang Jingtang, so he put away his phone and walked to the studio.

The door of the studio was wide open, and he could see Zhang Jingtang cutting fabrics inside.Perhaps Zhang Jingtang is also in a good mood today. His mobile phone on the workbench is playing music, and it happens to be playing "Tennessee Waltz" by PattiPage at this time. The soothing melody is very comfortable to listen to.

Yan Wenxi knocked on the door panel, then stepped in.

"A Tang, do you know waltz?" He walked up to Zhang Jingtang and asked him.

"A ballroom dance?" Zhang Jingtang said, put down the scissors, straightened up and looked at him, "What's wrong?"

"This song is called "Tennessee Waltz". It is suitable for slow three." Yan Wenxi made an invitation gesture in a gentlemanly way, "I wonder if I have the honor to ask you to dance?"

Zhang Jingtang thought he was joking, and laughed cooperatively: "What are you talking about all of a sudden? I don't know how to dance."

"I'll guide you, no problem."

Yan Wenxi stretched out his right hand to lift Zhang Jingtang's left arm, put his left hand on his right shoulder, and supported Zhang Jingtang's back with his right hand, and then exerted a little force to bring him closer to him.Then he stretched out his left hand to hold Zhang Jingtang's right hand and held it high, stood up straight with his chest out, and assumed a posture ready to dance.

"Really want to jump?" Zhang Jingtang was taken aback and wanted to look down at his feet.

"It's okay, don't look at your feet, just look at me." Yan Wenxi patted Zhang Jingtang's back with his right hand, telling him not to bow his head, "You will feel how to dance."

Zhang Jingtang obviously didn't believe it, and stared at Yan Wenxi nervously.Yan Wenxi had just bent his right foot, and before he started to push his left foot, Zhang Jingtang quickly took a step back with his right foot.

"Don't be nervous, take your time." Yan Wenxi comforted softly, but couldn't hide the smile in his voice.

Having said that, Zhang Jingtang was still so nervous that he didn't have the heart to answer his words.However, after following the square steps guided by Yan Wenxi several times with full concentration and rigidity, he gradually got used to this movement and rhythm.

Following the melody of the music, the two repeated roundabout square steps in this small space. Although it was not very beautiful, it was also fun.

"Very well, that's it." Yan Wenxi encouraged in time.

"Are you trying to comfort me?" Zhang Jingtang laughed at himself, "You're afraid that I'll step on you, so you just say nice things?"

"I--"

Before Yan Wenxi opened his mouth, the song stopped abruptly, followed by Patti Page's "Doggie in the Window".The cheerful melody of this song is no longer suitable for continuing to dance to slow three, but the lyrics that follow are very cute, and the two couldn't help laughing together when they heard it.

Zhang Jingtang smiled for a while and asked him, "What happened just now? I suddenly thought of dancing."

Because of the sudden end of the dance steps, they still maintain the previous dancing posture, the hips and the hips are almost close to each other, and the distance between the two is very close.

At this time, Yan Wenxi not only did not let go of Zhang Jingtang, but also leaned his head towards him.Zhang Jingtang subconsciously raised his head back slightly, and then he saw Yan Wenxi's eyes who were very close to him, and couldn't help but froze.

"Ah Tang." Yan Wenxi said to him in as soft a voice as possible, "I just thought of telling you in this way... I think there is attraction between us."

Zhang Jingtang opened his eyes and looked directly at Yan Wenxi without blinking.

Yan Wenxi hesitated and doubted whether he was worthy of such a good person, but now he has regained the confidence that he made the promise at the beginning.Because he does feel it, they are attracted to each other.

"I will wait for you, Ah Tang, no matter how long it takes. But, as I said at first—"

"I will never let go."

Unlike the development after hearing this promise in the hospital, Zhang Jingtang did not remain silent. He blushed slightly and lowered his head.Yan Wenxi could feel that Zhang Jingtang was a little nervous now, because the right hand he was holding with him was unconsciously tightening slightly.

"A Tang?"

Then, he heard Zhang Jingtang respond in a low voice.

"it is good."

The author has something to say:

This article is also called "I really want to kill you".thank you all.

I'm trying my best to advance the writing of feelings layer by layer, but I don't know how effective it will be?

I have to go out for a long time on Sunday, and I am afraid that there will not be enough time for coding, so I will save a chapter first.

Common practice asks for comments.Next I will send more sugar to the little angels!