amnesia

Although Yan Wenhao said that he would give Yan Wenxi three days to deal with this worrying matter, Yan Wenxi was not such a procrastinator. After he came out of the study, he went to the bedroom to look at Zhang Jingtang, who was already sleeping soundly on his bed, and then went to the small building alone. In the garden behind, I sat under the tree and thought carefully, planning to make a decision tonight.

This matter cannot be analyzed rationally. All he thinks about in his mind are the scenes of him getting along with Zhang Jingtang, and that dark night.He knew that what his elder brother said was right, and he had to admit that the emotional disappointment of the past few years had made him lose his original drive and become timid instead, so what he lacks now is to confess everything courage.

coward.He scolded himself in his heart, and suddenly remembered that in Linshui Town that day, he told Zhang Jingtang that he was going back to K City and wanted to take him with him. Although Zhang Jingtang was instinctively afraid of leaving Linshui Town, he still watched He, with a bright light in his hazel eyes, said "I do."

Thinking of this, Yan Wenxi stubbed out his cigarette, and smiled self-deprecatingly.He is actually not as good as Zhang Jingtang now.He didn't have the courage to confess everything because he was afraid of the unknown result, but Zhang Jingtang had the courage to follow him even though he was afraid of the unknown shadow he would face when he came to K City.

Realizing that Zhang Jingtang's courage may come from his nostalgia and trust in himself, Yan Wenxi's heart became hot, and at the same time he made a decision.Yes, he should also trust Zhang Jingtang, believe in this nostalgia and trust, since he has decided to live with Zhang Jingtang, he can't be cowardly in this matter, anyway, he is a responsible man anyway.

Yan Wenxi, who had already made a decision, stood up and glanced down. There was a small pile of cigarette butts at his feet, all of which were consumed unconsciously when he was thinking about gains and losses just now.Then he lowered his head and smelled his clothes. He also smelled of cigarettes, so he didn't dare to go back to the bedroom directly. Instead, he went to the private bathroom on the second floor to take a shower and brush his teeth before returning to his room.

Zhang Jingtang still fell asleep in the same position as when he left. He was very obedient when he slept, barely moving, and never woke up at night. In Linshui Town before, Yan Wenxi could always sleep peacefully all night holding him in his arms.

After being separated for a long time, last night they had a fuss because of Zhang Jingtang's illness, and finally tonight they were able to hug each other and sleep together.So Yan Wenxi couldn't wait to get into the bed, and then put his hands on Zhang Jingtang's body, and the other party who was still asleep skillfully approached him and nestled in his arms.Yan Wenxi smiled, kissed the back of his neck lightly, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Because he slept very late and didn't set the alarm clock, and no one woke him up, when Yan Wenxi woke up, it was already dawn.Zhang Jingtang in his arms didn't know how long he had been awake, he kept looking at him face to face, and only smiled when he saw that he was awake.

"What time is it?" Yan Wenxi blinked his hazy eyes, and finally regained consciousness.

Zhang Jingtang glanced at the clock on the wall and said, "It's almost eleven o'clock, you can really sleep."

Yan Wenxi was also very surprised: "So long? How long have you been awake? Why didn't you wake me up?"

"You slept very soundly, and I didn't wake up for long. I woke up once before, and I felt sleepy after seeing you, so I fell asleep again later." After Zhang Jingtang finished speaking, he muttered, "Speaking of it , I can really sleep well recently."

The way the man in his arms was talking to himself seemed a bit cute to Yan Wenxi. He reached out and stroked Zhang Jingtang's hair, pulled him up with a smile, and went to the bathroom to wash up together.After changing their clothes, the two went downstairs together, and it happened that his elder brother was sitting at the dining table, waiting for lunch to start.

"Brother." Yan Wenxi greeted, and quickly introduced Zhang Jingtang and Yan Wenhao to each other, "A Tang, this is my brother, Yan Wenhao; brother, this is my boyfriend, Zhang Jingtang."

Because they came back late last night, Zhang Jingtang went back to his room to wash and sleep after eating supper. He didn't meet his brother face to face. Zhang Jingtang felt embarrassed when he went downstairs to see him today.It is said that an elder brother is like a father, even a new girlfriend would be cautious when meeting the man's parents, not to mention that he is still a man, and his status is even more embarrassing. "Boyfriend", this is really...

Yan Wenhao only glanced at Zhang Jingtang briefly, and didn't look at him too much. He also controlled his gaze very well. He only looked at Zhang Jingtang's eyes, and didn't look at the scar on Zhang Jingtang's face from the corner of his eye. It didn't make Zhang Jingtang feel uncomfortable at all.

Feeling the friendly gaze from the other party, Zhang Jingtang also relieved a little bit of nervousness. He smiled and said, "Brother Yan, hello, I'm bothering you these few days."

Then Yan Wenhao showed a gentle smile and said: "Don't be so polite, I always hear Wenxi talking about you, is your name A Tang? Come on, you two come over and sit down first, eat some snacks to cushion your stomach."

Upon hearing this, Yan Wenxi immediately pulled Zhang Jingtang to sit down at the table, took out a matcha mung bean cake from a small plate on the table, and was about to feed it to Zhang Jingtang.It's not that the two of them didn't feed each other when they were alone in Linshui Town before, but today in front of Yan Wenhao, Yan Wenxi, the younger brother, is used to being at ease, but Zhang Jingtang was so flustered that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

Watching Zhang Jingtang eat the pastry in Yan Wenxi's hand in embarrassment, lowering his head and not daring to look at others, but Yan Wenxi only touched his head, said a few words in a low voice, and then picked up a piece of pastry to eat, Yan Wenxi Hao also probably guessed that his younger brother was doing his best to make Zhang Jingtang adapt to the place as soon as possible and show his affection on purpose.

Yan Wenhao glanced helplessly at the slightly proud Yan Wenxi, and said, "In a good mood?"

"Of course." Yan Wenxi replied with a smile, and handed Zhang Jingtang the hot milk that the servant had just brought up.

"Oh? Already thought it over?" Yan Wenhao raised his eyebrows.

Taking the pastry hand, Yan Wenxi glanced at Zhang Jingtang, who was drinking milk beside him, and knew that he was not interested in this topic, so he turned his head and looked at his elder brother complaining: "I think I have thought about it, but elder brother, can you stop talking about it?" Do you mention it now?"

Yan Wenhao picked up the newspaper again, and only responded lightly: "Just think about it."

Taking a deep breath, Yan Wenxi put aside the guesses and wild thoughts about the unknown result that he was about to face, and once again picked up the pastry and fed it to Zhang Jingtang in a happy mood.Originally, Zhang Jingtang thought it was unethical to do this in front of Brother Yan, but he couldn't resist Yan Wenxi, and Yan Wenhao seemed to be concentrating on reading the newspaper and didn't pay attention to this, so he let him feed several.

In fact, when Yan Wenhao was reading the newspaper, he could still catch a glimpse of their interaction from the corner of his eye, and the expressionless Brother Yan snorted in his heart: Show affection, hum.

Not long after, the servant brought the prepared meals to the table. Yan Wenhao asked Zhang Jingtang a few questions from time to time, all about Linshui Town and Yan Wenxi, which seemed to be a bit of gossip. Zhang Jingtang chatted with him a few words, He also gradually let go of the initial strangeness and discomfort, except that Yan Wenxi made Zhang Jingtang embarrassed by intimate actions such as adding vegetables and tea to Zhang Jingtang from time to time, this lunch was fairly peaceful.

After the meal, Yan Wenhao packed up and went out, probably to Yan's Mansion, and Yan Wenxi took Zhang Jingtang to visit the Yan family's main house, the purpose of each room, and the memory of playing in the main house when he was a child, the last two People came to the garden behind the small building.

There is an open-air lawn in this garden, connected to a swimming pool. In the past, the Yan family held family parties here, including buffets, open-air barbecues, sunbathing and swimming, etc., so there are some open-air tables and chairs. Come here to sit when you have nothing to do It is also fun to drink tea and look at the well-manicured shrubs and old trees with lush flowers.

Yan Wenxi asked his servant to bring a pot of hot tea with ginseng. Zhang Jingtang was afraid of the cold, so he could warm himself up with some life.The two drank tea slowly, Yan Wenxi told some interesting stories about playing with Yan Wenhao when they were young, and then Zhang Jingtang also talked about some mischievous things about him when he was young.

"I didn't expect that. I thought you must be a good kid who loved reading when you were young."

Yan Wenxi was a little surprised. Zhang Jingtang had never told him about it before. Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingtang, who seemed gentle and quiet, would secretly use a slingshot to break the glass of other people's houses and fight with boys of the same age when he was a child.

"When I was in elementary school, my parents were too busy managing the students in the school, and they didn't have time to manage me. After school, I hang out with the children in the neighborhood. At that time, the children facing the street didn't get along with us. They scolded each other on the site, and sometimes they had to fight when they scolded hard, and it lasted for more than half a year." Zhang Jingtang said, seeming to miss that time, "But then it got too much, my parents just let me After school, I went to their school to stay, and their office only had books, and slowly, I began to concentrate on dealing with books. Well, since then, there has been one less skinny kid and one more nerd.”

Yan Wenxi heard it interesting, took his hand and said: "Where is a nerd, he is obviously a gentleman."

Zhang Jingtang was amused by him, shook his head, picked up his teacup and drank tea, ignoring his flattery.

Then Yan Wenxi turned his head to look at him drinking tea, there was a winding scar on his fair skin, but there was a dim eye under the black eyelashes, but Yan Wenxi still thought it was very good-looking when he looked at it. and self-blame.

"A Tang." He finally couldn't help but speak, even his voice trembled slightly uncontrollably, "I have something to tell you."

Zhang Jingtang put down his teacup, and seeing his solemn expression, he also became serious. He looked back at Yan Wenxi, and said, "What's the matter? Tell me."

Yan Wenxi took a deep breath, summoned up his courage, and then said with difficulty: "A Tang, it was me who made you what you are now."

"What?" Zhang Jingtang didn't understand what he was talking about at all, showing a puzzled and dazed expression.

Now that he has opened his mouth, it is not so difficult to say the following words. Yan Wenxi told Zhang Jingtang everything that happened that night, and inevitably, he also mentioned the past between him and Du Mo.

"...On the night when you returned to K City, you fell ill at my residence, and I realized that it was you. I didn't expect that my impulsiveness and cruelty would almost kill you, and you would suffer from these illnesses." Yan Wenxi paused. Dun, looked at Zhang Jingtang anxiously, and asked cautiously, "A Tang, will you hate me? Can I still get your forgiveness?"

When Zhang Jingtang heard Yan Wenxi talk about that night, he was really shocked at first, but after hearing it, he calmed down and didn't feel much, as if he was listening to another person's story, and he couldn't empathize with him. I have a conceptual understanding of why I am what I am today.

He thought for a while before answering Yan Wenxi: "I don't know if I would hate you if I was before amnesia, but I really don't feel any hatred now, so how can I forgive you?"

"When I knew you, I didn't know who you were; when I fell in love with you, I only thought you were Cheng Xingzhou; when I decided to go back to K city with you, I only knew you were Yan Wenxi—if you don't tell me, I may even I don’t even know that such a thing has happened.” Zhang Jingtang took Yan Wenxi’s hand, put it next to his face, and said softly, “For me who lost my memory, this is like someone else’s story. What do you hate?"

Hearing what Zhang Jingtang said, Yan Wenxi had all kinds of feelings in his heart. He had already prepared for the worst, but Zhang Jingtang told him that these things were just like a story to him, and he didn't hate him.This made Yan Wenxi feel lucky, and at the same time felt that he owed Zhang Jingtang even more.

He caressed Zhang Jingtang's face, remembering that Zhang Jingtang said that he liked him just now, he felt a little relieved, and asked with a smile, "Ah Tang, when did you fall in love with me?"

"When I woke up in the hospital in Linshui Town and saw you sleeping on the bedside, I was tempted." Zhang Jingtang, who is usually thin-skinned and easily shy, said frankly at this moment, "You are tall, handsome, and masculine. I’m fine, it’s really in line with my fantasy of men, but I didn’t think about it before, but I don’t know why, just because I saw you for the first time after waking up that day, my heartbeat and breathing were messed up.”

"En." Yan Wenxi responded with his eyes bent. He listened to Zhang Jingtang pouring out his love, and his heart turned into a puddle of water, with ripples in circles.

Zhang Jingtang pursed his lips before saying, "But..."

This word immediately made Yan Wenxi's heart tense, the ripples on the water disappeared, but it was so calm that it seemed that a storm was about to come.

"Xingzhou, I have been hiding from you that I have done this kind of... unclean business in K city. You, don't you mind?" Zhang Jingtang said, lowering his head, but the hand he clenched unconsciously was still exposed his nervousness.

There was no storm in Yan Wenxi's heart, but he felt very uncomfortable.He remembered the night when he saw Zhang Jingtang reading by himself, Zhang Jingtang covered his face in embarrassment and said that he was ugly and dirty, so it was because of this.

He hugged Zhang Jingtang distressedly, reached out and patted his back, and said softly: "I like you, Ah Tang, because you make me fall in love with you now, and I won't change easily because of what you have done before."

Yes, I like Zhang Jingtang.

Yan Wenxi suddenly realized this clearly, not only because of sympathy and pity, but also because he was also moved. Even though he thought that his emotional injury was not healed and his heart was ashamed before, it was still because Zhang Jingtang ignited love. flames.

So he repeated again: "A Tang, I like you."

The author has something to say:

I'm really kind-hearted to let Yan Er Shao go so easily

Let them love each other for a while 233333

Sorry for the recent updates!

After the defense, it was followed by a dinner party, physical examination, and physical education exam (why join in the fun QAQ

Thank you for your understanding and understanding!Collective mua one~

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