amnesia

The sunshine in the small town always has a very leisurely flavor. The sunlight through the window glass shines on the two people lying on the bed, bringing a different kind of warmth in late spring.

Zhang Jingtang, who was nestled in Yan Wenxi's arms, was probably full of sleep, and rubbed him contentedly before opening his eyes.Yan Wenxi watched him slowly open his eyes, and kissed him gently on the cheek when he just woke up and was still dazed.

"Good morning."

The expression on Zhang Jingtang's face changed from confusion to surprise to shyness, and finally he kissed Yan Wenxi's cheek, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Good morning."

With soft emotions in his heart, Yan Wenxi stretched out his hands to straighten Zhang Jingtang's sleepy hair.

"A-Tang, lie down for a while, I'll make you whatever you want to eat, and I'll call you later."

Zhang Jingtang hummed and said, "Anything is fine." When Yan Wenxi got up, he took his hand again and added, "I want to eat fried egg noodles with tomatoes!"

"this one?"

"Well, I want two fried eggs." Zhang Jingtang lay on the bed, looked up at him, held his hand and shook it, a bit like being coquettish.

Yan Wenxi smiled and said, "You are really easy to be satisfied."

"No." Zhang Jingtang said, let go of his hand, buried himself in the quilt, and muttered softly, "Actually, I'm greedy..."

If two fried eggs are considered greedy, it is really a "greedy" request.

When Yan Wenxi closed the door, he glanced at the bed again. Zhang Jingtang hugged the quilt lazily, and kept the posture of covering the left face as usual, only showing the good and beautiful right face outside.He always remembers, or his body has remembered to cover his scars at any time, and he must be very concerned about this in his heart.

That being the case, find a plastic surgeon to help him eliminate the scars in the future.Yan Wenxi was thinking silently in his heart.Maybe it's time for Ah Heng to contact the relevant medical experts. Zhang Jingtang's eyes, as well as the ailments he suffered when he was stimulated, need to seek medical treatment.

While frying eggs in the kitchen, Yan Wenxi suddenly thought that in some places there is a custom of eating red eggs on the second morning of the couple's bridal chamber. If he really boiled a few red eggs and placed them on the table, Zhang Jingtang would definitely be teased by himself Cheeks flushed.

But it was just thinking about it, he didn't do that, after cooking a pot of tomato fried egg noodles, he went to wake Zhang Jingtang up, and the two of them squeezed in the bathroom to brush their teeth and wash their face together, Yan Wenxi even had Zhang Jingtang and himself on a whim Shaving each other's stubbles—now that you two are on good terms, it's time to do more intimate things, no?

Zhang Jingtang didn't have much body hair, and his stubble was not obvious. After Yan Wenxi shaved twice, his chin was smooth. He had to put down the razor and watch Zhang Jingtang concentrate on shaving himself.Probably in order to see more clearly, Zhang Jingtang closed his blurred left eye, and only used his right eye to carefully look at Yan Wenxi's chin.

Being watched by such focused eyes, Hu Chuan's heart must be moved.

When Zhang Jingtang carefully wiped off the shaving cream on his chin, Yan Wenxi bowed his head to kiss Zhang Jingtang in this posture.The sudden kiss obviously startled Zhang Jingtang, but soon, he also began to get involved.

This was probably a very warm kiss, but after the two separated, they looked at each other without any desire, but with pure and warm gaze.Yan Wenxi smiled like this, and led Zhang Jingtang to eat the fried egg noodles with tomato that he was thinking of.

Then it was another day of ordinary life, guarding the tailor shop, Yan Wenxi continued to make that suit under the guidance of Zhang Jingtang.He is not as proficient as Zhang Jingtang, he does it very slowly, and looks very rough.

But he was not doing it for the clothes, but for enjoying the hands-on process, and now there is another reason, that is Zhang Jingtang's serious expression and reassuring voice when guiding him.

After tidying up the shop in the evening, the two had dinner, Yan Wenxi went out for a walk as usual, after discussing the matter with Ah Heng, he explained the matter of contacting the experts, and then he ran around the river a few times, feeling that he had enough exercise , and walked slowly towards the tailor shop.

On the way back, he saw a young couple walking by the river, and Yan Wenxi suddenly remembered that he should go out with Zhang Jingtang for a date or something.It was cold and damp by the river at night, and Zhang Jingtang was afraid of the cold. This place was not suitable. I don't know if there is a suitable place for a date in the town.

After Yan Wenxi went back, he told Zhang Jingtang about it. Zhang Jingtang was taken aback for a moment, and then he became embarrassed, and said, "There are some cafes and other places to go, but two big men love each other, what do the people in the town think of it?" ah?"

Originally, Yan Wenxi wanted to be like ordinary friends, where two men would sit in one place and talk to each other, and others would not think much about it, but when Zhang Jingtang said Qingqing, I immediately laughed in my heart that I was thinking about it.

Dating is just a kind of activity for lovers to love each other. If it is like ordinary friends, it will be meaningless.

After repeating the words Qingqingwowo in his mind twice, Yan Wenxi suddenly had a new idea, he smiled and took Zhang Jingtang's hand to make him stand up.Zhang Jingtang didn't know what he was going to do, so he didn't care to put down the book in his hand, so he stood up first.Who knew that Yan Wenxi sat down on the sofa by himself, and then took advantage of Zhang Jingtang's doubts to give Zhang Jingtang a sudden pull.

"What are you doing?" Zhang Jingtang didn't check for a while, but asked in panic, and he fell on Yan Wenxi after him.

Yan Wenxi stretched out his arms to hug Zhang Jingtang who was sitting on his lap, and smirked at him, "Qingqing, me, me."

Zhang Jingtang immediately covered his face with the book in his hand, and huddled in his arms without saying a word. Yan Wenxi obviously saw that his ears began to turn pink, and became more malicious, and asked him: "Are you shy? Then what should I do when I'm in love with you later?" what to do?"

An indifferent person like Zhang Jingtang, who occasionally acts like a baby or is shy, makes people feel even more cute.

"It's not shy." Zhang Jingtang said unexpectedly, in a very low voice, "You laughed just now... so pretty..."

Yan Wenxi's heart moved, he slowly pulled Zhang Jingtang's hand, met the other's gaze, and kissed delicately, on the forehead, the corners of the eyes, the tip of the nose, and the lips.

"A Tang." Yan Wenxi wiped off the water stains on Zhang Jingtang's lips with his hand, and asked him softly, "When did you fall in love with me, huh?"

Zhang Jingtang took a few breaths, and replied in a low voice: "When I woke up in the hospital, I saw you lying on the bed and fell asleep, and suddenly felt that the person I was looking for was here, in front of me. "

Yan Wenxi originally thought that Zhang Jingtang would ask "what about you", but Zhang Jingtang didn't ask, he didn't even open his mouth again, he just quietly leaned against Yan Wenxi, enjoying the intimacy of the two embracing each other.

"Ah Tang." Yan Wenxi rested his chin on Zhang Jingtang's shoulder and said, "Are you reading poetry? Read it to me, I like to hear your voice."

"Ah."

Zhang Jingtang responded, picked up the book that had fallen aside, opened one of the pages at random, and read slowly.

"For 18 years, I have fallen into the world, blowing flowers, chewing pistils and making ice strings. Passionate love to that side. The purple jade hairpin is tilted to the back of the lamp, and the red cotton powder is cold and the pillow is sideways. The good looks are silent."

The slow and long tone read a poem carefully, and Yan Wenxi's mood became more and more peaceful. He hugged Zhang Jingtang, and suddenly felt that his pursuit of love was probably in such a state.

Yesterday he told himself that he should treat Zhang Jingtang well and not let him feel any more dissatisfaction; but now, he feels that this is not enough, he still has to work hard to get out of the haze of the past, open up his heart, and one day Zhang Jingtang will be the softest in his heart It is also the most important thing, this person is worthy of him.

Zhang Jingtang got tired of reading later, so he put down the book and sighed, "So this is considered a date?"

"Why, isn't Ah Tang satisfied?" Yan Wenxi asked in a little surprise.

But Zhang Jingtang said with a smile: "No, it's just that I haven't dated anyone before. I don't know if this is such a thing...it makes people feel happy."

Yan Wenxi nodded and said, "Me too."

"What is it?" This time it was Zhang Jingtang's turn to show surprise.

"It's also the first time I know that dating is something that makes people feel so comfortable."

"Didn't you have..." Zhang Jingtang asked subconsciously, but stopped in the middle of the sentence, and said apologetically, "Sorry, I didn't mention it on purpose."

Yan Wenxi shook his head, he doesn't care too much about Du Mo now.

Although he was indeed heartbroken, disappointed, and depressed in the few days when he learned that Du Mo wanted his life, in fact, his feelings have been wiped out by several years of indifference and rejection, and now, he thinks that I have already repaid what he owed Du Mo with my life.After all, he is a man, and he cannot always indulge in past failures and sorrows and cannot extricate himself.

"He and I have had a bad relationship from the very beginning." Yan Wenxi told Zhang Jingtang about Du Mo for the first time, "Because I did something wrong, he has always been indifferent to me. Parted unhappy."

In the first days, he felt happy and satisfied even in the face of Du Mo's indifference, but later he realized that it was just his own illusion, he was deceiving himself and others, because he had never been able to see Du Mo in the eyes of others like today. Adoration and nostalgia.

Zhang Jingtang didn't say anything after he finished speaking, but silently leaned up to kiss him.The two rubbed each other's ears on the sofa for a while, then got up and went to the bedroom, and started another round of love and affection.

After a few days, Yan Wenxi's clothes were finally finished, and they were barely wearable, but few of the seams were smooth, and the workmanship did not seem to be at home.Zhang Jingtang couldn't help laughing when he saw his funny and embarrassed look when he was trying on clothes.

"Okay, you'd better try this set." Zhang Jingtang said, bringing a set of clothes.

"This is?"

Zhang Jingtang smiled, and only said: "It is made according to the data measured that day, and it should fit well."

Because Zhang Jingtang was already taking orders to make clothes, Yan Wenxi didn't notice that he took the time to make a suit for himself. Yan Wenxi was very happy when he touched the well-cut and carefully sewn clothes.Although it is said that the clothes he is wearing are all made by Zhang Jingtang, but this suit is specially tailored by him, and the meaning is different.

"I'm going to try it now."

After Yan Wenxi finished speaking, he took the clothes and went to the grocery store. After changing, he walked back to the tailor's hall, and looked at the full-length mirror in the hall, and it really fit.The white shirt and black trousers are not only finely made, but also handled well in small details, and there are ingenious designs in some places, which completely highlights Yan Wenxi's slender and good figure.

"A Tang, your craftsmanship is really amazing." Yan Wenxi sighed sincerely, and asked him, "Have you ever thought about becoming a fashion designer in the future?"

Zhang Jingtang's eyes flickered, and he could vaguely see the suppressed desire. He shook his head with a smile and said, "I'm just a small tailor, I can't be a designer." Then, he subconsciously tilted his head, "Besides , My eyesight is not very good either."

Realizing that he was concerned about his injury again, Yan Wenxi took his hand, and when he looked up at him, he said, "A Tang, I will find the best doctor and take you to K City for treatment. You are here You are very talented in clothing, I support you, you also have to have confidence in yourself, you know?"

Zhang Jingtang stared at him with a bad expression on his face. He shook his head and said, "No, I can't leave here..."

This is the second time I heard Zhang Jingtang say this. Yu Wei also said last time that Zhang Jingtang refused to go to the K City University Hospital to see a doctor. This made Yan Wenxi feel that something was wrong, and he immediately asked: "Why?"

Zhang Jingtang frowned and thought about it for a long time, but said: "I don't know, but there is always a voice telling me that I can't leave here, or it will be dangerous... Sometimes I feel nervous when I see foreign vehicles, but I myself I don't know why..."

Seeing that Zhang Jingtang became more and more anxious, and his eyes became wrong, Yan Wenxi immediately hugged him, and comforted him in his ear: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Ah Tang, I'm here, I'm by your side, it's okay, fine……"

Under his comfort, Zhang Jingtang gradually calmed down again, and he whispered: "Sorry, I scared you."

Yan Wenxi let go of Zhang Jingtang, held his hand again, and said firmly, "You have to trust me, Ah Tang, with me here, nothing will happen."

Zhang Jingtang nodded.

"I will always go back to City K when the affairs of Yan's family are finished. I want to take you with me, find the best doctor to treat you, and recommend you to study with a famous fashion designer..." Yan Wenxi solemnly said Said, "Let's have a good time with you."

Zhang Jingtang looked at him with many emotions in his eyes, but it was obvious that the joy in his eyes was about to overflow. He smiled and asked, "You want to take me away?"

"Would you like to?"

"Well, I would."

The author has something to say:

At the end of writing, I thought they were going to get married in church_(:3」∠)_

Sorry for the interruption two days ago~ It’s so worrying to write a paper recently QAQ