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Back home in the evening, Lao Li reheated the leftovers from lunch. After eating, the two happily went to a nearby Chinese supermarket to buy two bowls, two spoons, and a small bag of rice and vegetables.

When he got home, Lao Li urged Huskies to give the formulas to the Northeast and BU professors. Huskies responded and said that he had sent them.

"What did the professor say?" Lao Li asked.

"He hasn't come back yet." Husky said.

"Then hurry up." Lao Li raised his voice.

Husky took a deep breath, and urged a professor he didn't know at all to return the e-mail earlier?How crazy is her husky going to do such a thing?

Seeing that the husky didn't move, Lao Li patted the mattress with his hand, and sat up straight away, "You child is not sensible! Your mother brings you hundreds of thousands and hundreds of thousands every year, and you think the money is blown by the wind." Yes, it fell into your mother's pocket. Your mother is not willing to buy a few clothes a year. When did she ever get soft when she bought things for you? Now she asks you to do something, so procrastinating."

"And are you doing something for me? Which one of the things I did was not for you. Did your mother shamelessly find Professor Yan for you? Do you think Mr. Liu will help you just by anyone? Then why not?" It wasn't made by your mother. Her daughter lived in our house in the last semester of her graduation year. Do you know that your mother coaxes her daughter with good words every day, and your father asks her like a slave every day? What do you want to eat? Otherwise, why do you think people can introduce such a good professor to you? Who do you think you are Husky? People look at your face, and that is not your mother's face."

"What about you now, I want you to send emails to other professors, is it for me? You go to a good school and get a Ph. D., is it to add credit to my face! I tell you Huskies, you will earn money in the future , I don’t want you at all. If you go to a good school, it’s not for finding a good job, marrying a good boy, and having a happy family. I’m all for you, you know.”

"As for you, you don't know anything. Every time you have a holiday, besides lying on the bed, what else do you do at home! Do you just stay at home after you graduate with a Ph. D. Then I will let you go to the Ph. D. You might as well go buy some new clothes! Now, you are such an adult, you can’t even send an email, you can’t even speak, what’s the use of you! Look at your senior sister, isn’t your senior sister from BU? If you knew how to be a human being, they would have recommended several BU professors to you long ago."

"The hospital you are in now is either from Harvard or MIT. You have been here for several months. Tell yourself if you have anything to do with it. Several people know about your husky."

"Then everyone in my lab knows about it." Husky felt that Lao Li was a little unreasonable. The professor had his own affairs, so why didn't he reply to her letter? Who is her Husky? Why do people reply like this.

"Except for your laboratory!" Lao Li snorted, "If no one in your laboratory knows you, what use are you to see!"

Husky took a deep breath, "Then what do you want, the professors must be busy now, and it's impossible for me to urge them to say what to do now."

"Then you won't post it again. You don't care about your own affairs. You are almost 25 years old. You have to be urged by your parents to do everything. You are like a stupid donkey. No wonder your GPA is so low now. , look at his face, his academic performance is so good, you are so sorry. I asked you to send an email, is it for me? Let me tell you, Husky, I have a retirement salary. In the future, I will get a share of your money No! I don’t need you to support me. As long as you can support yourself, I will thank you. After you finish your studies, I don’t care about you. You just go out to beg for food, don’t call me mom.”

"The professors in our department are very strict." Husky was a little bit dumbfounded. People from different departments can still be compared, which is really amazing. "We have already calculated my grades."

"You asked someone else!" Lao Li's eyes widened. "With your poor grades, if you don't try to get close to others, why should they want you? Let me tell you, I am a teacher myself, I can I don’t know, if any child contacts me more often, she will definitely be chosen first compared with those who don’t know each other. Let me tell you, although your mother never went to school in the United States, she has more social experience than you. How many."

Husky closed his eyes, pressed his temples, let her do whatever she wanted.

"And look at what your senior sister said today. It's hard to find a job after a Ph.D. student, so what are you an undergraduate student? You still act like a normal person every day, doing nothing. Every night when I go home, I cook You just eat, don't say thank you mom, don't even look at your face, and don't even wash a bowl. Who would like someone like you!"

Husky closed his eyes and rolled his eyes. Did she not want to wash the bowl?Who would push her aside every time she was about to do the dishes and say you go do your own thing.

"Tell me yourself, how many things your mother has done for you since you were a child, and you, you cooked wontons for me once."

Husky sighed and shook his head, well, it turned out that her other things were nothing.

"I'm too lazy to breed worms all day long, and I don't know how to do any housework. I have to go to work and serve your dad at home, and I have to serve you here. You don't know how to offer a favor!"

Husky smiled wryly, "Then when I want to help, didn't you tell me to do my own thing?"

"I told you not to do it and you really didn't do it!" Lao Li yelled angrily, "Then I told you to die, why didn't you die."

Husky took a deep breath, she felt that her whole body was chilling, she was very tired, tired, and tired.

"Okay." Husky stood up and said, she grabbed her mobile phone and walked outside, "Then I'll go."

After going out the door, the husky walked along the road to the route of the subway. She got on a bridge, looked at the speeding subway below, took a deep breath, or sent a farewell text message to Xiang, and then jumped off.No more troubles.

Husky stepped onto the railing of the bridge, held the handle, and looked at the barbed wire in front of her. She had climbed a lot of this thing since she was a child, and she wanted to turn it over without any effort.Huskies closed their eyes and listened to the roar of the subway below.The speed is very fast, and there should be no pain at all when it hits it.What is the need to live any longer?There is a mother who doesn't believe in herself at all. She always feels that you are worse than others in everything. What's more, the world will go around without you. It doesn't matter if you live or not.

Husky opened her eyes, and her right foot stepped on the patterned carvings on the railing, maybe she was going to be sorry, and agreed to live with her next semester.And Senior Sister, I may not be able to go tomorrow.And then there's Ermin, who still owes her an answer.There is also Professor Zhao, who agreed to do experiments for her next semester, and has already signed up for the class, so she may have to find another student now.

No, no.Husky shook her head, she jumped off while holding on to the handrail, there were still too many unresolved issues, and she couldn't just leave a mess like this.Moreover, there is also Lao Li, if she commits suicide while she is here, how will she face her colleagues when she goes back, what will those people say about her, and what will they think of her.

Husky shook her head, and she continued to walk forward. She doesn't want to go back now, or she can go to the laboratory to stay. Anyway, there is a subway card in the phone case, but Husky smashed her mouth. She didn't bring the ID of the hospital. It's definitely impossible to get in now, so let's go somewhere and spend the night, and then go there tomorrow morning.

But where to go.Husky pursed his lips and thought for a while. There seemed to be a church nearby, and there seemed to be a library next to the church. I don't know if it was open all day.Thinking of this, Husky walked towards the church for an unknown amount of time. When she arrived at the church, she glanced at the library next to her. Although the lights were on inside, the door was locked.Husky glanced at the library timetable, and it closed at ten o'clock in the evening.

Husky sighed, it seems that the plan to stay overnight in the library has been cancelled.Husky glanced at the dark sky, then at his cell phone, it was a little past ten o'clock.I don't know when the earliest subway will be tomorrow morning, but there must be a subway after six o'clock.In other words, you just need to find a place to spend the eight hours.

Well, Husky pursed his lips, so let's take a walk around and see if there is any place nearby where she can nest for eight hours.Going straight along the road, Husky walked into a small street with shops on the left and houses on the right.Huskies were considering whether to walk into this small street, or go in another direction, when thunder suddenly sounded not far away.A second later, the rain poured down.

The husky rushed to a shop instinctively, looked at the heavy rain outside, and then saw that most of her clothes were wet. With a wry smile, she simply walked into the rain and sat on the side of the road.Anyway, it's already wet, so I don't care about it anymore, just take a bath.And sitting on the side of the road, soaking in the light rain and watching the scenery is not interesting.

Soon, the mobile phone in Husky's pocket vibrated, and Husky had to stand up and walk to the shop again. Her mobile phone couldn't handle the heavy rain.Huskies turned on the phone, and there was a text message from Ermin on the screen: I saw the weather forecast for heavy rain in Boston tonight. If you want to go out to get wet, you'd better wait for me.I'm kidding, don't get yourself wet.

Husky laughed, I'm so sorry, I'm already wet.

"Thank you for your reminder, but I'm already wet, and I plan to get wet for a while, but I don't need you to accompany me." Husky half-jokingly sent Ermin, but she just pressed the black screen, and the screen restarted Lights up, it's a call from Ermin.

Husky looked at the phone, she didn't really want to answer it, she just wanted to be alone for a while, but she knew that if she didn't answer it, Ermin might kill her phone and fly to Boston, dig deep and find yourself. "Ermin," Husky called softly after answering the phone.

"Why are you outside now?" Ermin asked through the phone. "It's nearly eleven o'clock now."

"Because my mother just told me, um, it roughly means to go to hell." Husky sat on the ground in front of the floor, leaning against the wall and looking at the empty street ahead, "so I was just wondering whether to go to hell .”

"You won't," Ermin said from the other side, "I know you won't."

"Why?" Husky was a little unwilling, "Do you think I don't even have the courage to commit suicide?"

"No," said Ermin, "because you're not a coward, Husky. Suicide is the last thing you need courage to do, and you know how fragile and precious life is, so you don't take it lightly. You're brave , so you have the courage to face all the things you have to face, instead of running away."

"What's more," Ermin smiled softly, "you still owe me an answer, Husky. The Husky I know and like won't be so irresponsible and make me wait for that answer all my life."

Husky chuckled, which really sounded like his own.Looking at the rain in front of him, Husky sighed, does it make people feel sentimental on rainy days?

Husky licked her lips, and she finally decided to ask the question that has been puzzling herself for the past few days, "Then why do you like me, Ermin." Husky laughed self-deprecatingly, "I'm just an ordinary But whoever, I mean, why me and not someone else at school."

"Because you made me feel so comfortable, so at ease, you made my apartment a home instead of a big empty apartment. Every time you talk about food, science and your experiments, your smile makes I wish time could stop at that moment. You are so simple and full of energy. You are so kind and smart, you know, sometimes when I look at those paparazzi, I even feel a little pitiful for them, Because they have to wait so long under my house just to take pictures of me going out, see who I'm dating, and criticize what I wear. And most of all, Huskies, with you, I'm a human too .”

"I really enjoy having you around me. Once I liked Tom, I liked his wicked smile, the way he got tricks. Then I liked Rupert, he was like a Big Brother, always makes me laugh. I have made many boyfriends, but I can’t find the warmth of home in them. None of them will cook for me at home, no one Will hold my hand when crossing the street and tell me not to look at my phone while walking. They will not take care of me all the time, and more importantly, they will not reject me. They will not tell me, sorry, I am very busy, and studying is my main thing. As long as I open my mouth, they wish they could go shopping and eat with me every day. I like you, not because you are the first person to reject me. You make me feel warm, Gives me safety, you let me know that with you, I don't need to be that actor, that feminist. I love you, really, you let me relax and be a wayward little girl. "

"So, husky, please, come home, it's late. I know your mother is worried. Phase, if she knows, she is worried too. And I am worried. If necessary, husky, I'm going to hop on the nearest plane to Boston and send you back. You don't want that because at that point, even you won't find the paparazzi cute."

Husky laughed, she sniffed, this is no longer cheating, this is just copying the answer.But Ermin, if I really agree, will you look down on me? "Ermin, it's still raining."

"Then promise me that you will go home as soon as the rain stops, otherwise, I will go to the airport immediately."

Husky curled his lips, "Good night, Ermin."

Before Ermin could respond, Husky hung up the phone.Looking at his mobile phone, Husky smiled and pursed his lips, maybe we shouldn't procrastinate any longer, we can't go on like this anymore, we should explain everything clearly, face to face.

Husky put the phone back in his pocket and strode out into the rain.Who knows when the rain will stop, but tomorrow's work will not be late.

When I got home, the door was unlocked. Husky pushed the door and walked into the house, and walked into his room.Lao Li sat in front of the husky's computer, looked at the husky nervously, and breathed a sigh of relief, "You've been caught in the rain, right? Go wash your hair first. Mom will dry you up in a while, so go to bed early. Isn't it going to be returned tomorrow?" There are a lot of experiments. Your shoes are also wet, right? Change a pair tomorrow, and my mother will brush it for you. My mother just sent an email to the professor for you. You can see if he has replied tomorrow. Oh, you should take a shower , I have to go to work tomorrow."

Husky responded, she walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower head, and pursed her lips looking at a very shallow scar on her wrist, maybe she was a playboy at heart.

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