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So the plan to do gastroscopy had to be shelved first.

The location sent is a somewhat remote Hong Kong-style tea restaurant, with low-key and elegant decoration, stylish but not luxurious.It was two o'clock in the afternoon and there was no one there.

This is the first time Xia Yao sees Song Xinci's mother—the other party is leaning gracefully in the booth, with her hands on her knees, wearing a pop-coloured scarf, with a somewhat haughty demeanor. She has the smell of a white swan, with a thin body. If you ignore the slightly slack and old skin and the few wrinkles around the eyes, you can almost be said to be a great beauty.

This point is also very well inherited to Song Xinci.

If people who don't know each other guess their relationship, most people will think they are sisters.It was really hard to call Auntie, Xia Yao sat down and nodded politely to her, then turned to see Song Xinci's reaction.Worried that Song Xinci would be unhappy.

Song Xinci seemed to treat the person opposite as air, holding the menu in both hands, turned his head to smile at Xia Yao, and asked sweetly: "Sister Yao, do you want to eat double skin milk? How about ordering another shrimp dumpling? "

From the opposite position, the raised menu just blocked her face, Xia Yao smiled back: "Is it enough? Do you want another rice roll?"

It's all right, you've done a good job, new word.

Then, Song Xinci snapped his fingers and summoned the waiter.

"Auntie, what would you like to eat?" Xia Yao asked.

"No, thank you." Xue Yazhi picked up the boiled water in front of her and took a sip, "In our business, you have to keep fit."

"That was really hard work."

"Used to it."

The dining table was quiet again.Song Xinci put down the menu and looked out the window expressionlessly.This is a remote and shady area with very few pedestrians. Song Xinci thought that the reason to open a store here is either because the owner is desperate for money or because he wants to rent cheap.

After several minutes, it was Xue Yazhi who spoke first: "You have grown so big."

"No way, it's the law of nature."

"We—" Xue Yazhi said with a dazed expression, "It seems that we haven't seen each other for 11 years."

"Maybe." Song Xinci said calmly, "I forgot." While speaking, he kept looking out of the window.

Xia Yao lowered her head slightly, looked at the table, stretched out a hand, and put it on the back of Song Xinci's hand.

Song Xinci clasped her hand backhand.

"Are you angry?" Xue Yazhi said with a smile that seemed to have seen through some trick, and said to herself: "This seems to be a good thing for me, at least it proves that you have not completely forgotten me."

"The person who brought you into this world is like the production address printed on the product. I want to forget it, but I can't forget it."

"You compare me to a factory?"

Song Xinci turned his head, looked directly into Xue Yazhi's eyes, and suddenly became imposing: "Isn't it?" The factory is still under warranty.

Xue Yazhi smiled faintly: "But I only have a product like you."

"What? Do you want me to be grateful to Dade?" Song Xinci said, "Thank you for being wronged, against your will, and finally gave birth to me. How much do you think I'm worth? Why don't I write you a check?"

"You don't have to mock me." Xue Yazhi said calmly: "Again, I will still make the same decision. When a woman has a child, should she give up her pursuit and focus on the child all day? It should be when she is wronged , compromise for the sake of the child, don't you want a divorce?"

Since you have chosen to have a child, you have the responsibility to take care of her. Do you understand the responsibility? This is a matter of course, regardless of gender.Moreover, did I say that I blame you for the divorce? You are adults and have enough minds to decide your own life. I don’t agree with married people who put all their focus on their children and give up their own pursuits.But, but, is it hard to come and see me?Could it be that if I get divorced, I am not born of you.

However, Song Xinci just raised his eyebrows and said, "Would you like to applaud you?"

"You should applaud." Xue Yazhi said, "I really hate children, but I still gave birth to you."

You are still practicing dance at the fifth and sixth month of pregnancy. You have always wanted to abort me. It is really hard for you, "Okay." Song Xinci said, and his expression remained expressionless, "I will make you a pennant another day."

"Wow...everything is ironic." Xue Yazhi smiled with a trace of surprise, "Who is your character like? I am not as calm as I am, and I am not as good-tempered as your father."

You are ashamed to say that you can hold your breath, but you are afraid that if you encounter the same situation, if you are 20 years younger, you will have to splash a glass of water on grandma's face.Song Xinci said: "Maybe I hugged it wrong."

…"No matter what, I gave birth to you, and it was very hard to be pregnant for ten months." Xue Yazhi looked at Song Xinci, "You are the biggest compromise in my life, and also the only compromise."

But you didn't compromise for me, it's for your father, it's for the love you value more than anything else.Song Xinci said: "Make a plaque, depicting gold?"

"Can you speak well?"

"It's a little less——" Song Xinci paused, and added: "Tutor."

"I never take the initiative to ask people out for dinner."

"Do you want me to peel off the flesh and return it to my mother?"

"Pfft..." Xue Yazhi was amused, "If I were 20 years younger, I would be very happy to be friends with you." As she spoke, she looked at Song Xinci carefully, "Why didn't I find you so interesting when I was young. I thought When you grow up, you will..." Looking at Xia Yao, "You will be just like this friend beside you, gentle and quiet."

In your opinion, it is no big deal for a child to suppress his nature since he was a child in order to please his mother.Song Xinci: "I let you down."

Xue Yazhi: "That's not true. For you, the only thing I was disappointed with was gender. I don't care about it, but your grandpa scolded me all day. If you were a boy, maybe I wouldn't divorce your dad. Remember? Because of this, your grandpa and I often quarreled, because I will never be born again.” Speaking of this, he knocked on the table, “However, there is nothing wrong with it, let me understand that I occupy your father’s heart The position is far from meeting my requirements, between me and his father, he always does not help anyone."

It's enough to have a mother who doesn't love you, and mention that grandpa who doesn't love you and hates you.Song Xinci: "To meet your requirements, I'm afraid I have to die for love."

Xue Yazhi shook her head: "It's far from enough. Family love is destined by blood; friendship is too thin and not warm; only love is two strangers with compatible souls coming together. They believe in each other, possess each other, and give everything for each other. , Lost, life is meaningless. Although many people laugh at me, but, whocares, you may not understand.”

"I understand." Song Xinci nodded, "It's electricity, it's light, it's the only myth."

I don't know what came to mind, Xue Yazhi suddenly put away her calm demeanor, looked out of the window, sighed softly, then turned her head to look at Song Xinci and said: "It is true that I am sorry for you, but I will always be sorry for someone in my life Yes. You may think it is easy to be unrestrained, because it gives up responsibility, but no, it is more difficult to be unrestrained than to take responsibility.” He straightened the scarf on his shoulders and stood up, “Your grandpa’s body No, I will stay in Yangchuan. No matter how much you hate me, I deserve it. I don’t blame you, and I have no right to blame you. But our relationship cannot be changed. You were born in October of my pregnancy , This is an iron-clad fact. It can be regarded as an expression of my apology, if there is anything that can help you in the future, just come to me."

Song Xinci looked at Xue Yazhi: "Don't say that you are more pitiful than me." If I don't forgive you, it seems that I am stingy.

There was a trace of sadness in Xue Yazhi's eyes, which was quickly covered up by a faint smile, and finally said: "Eat more food, I think you are quite thin."

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