Your little grandfather is online

One, she thinks she can be strong

For a woman, it should be the most beautiful time, Song Ziyu has always thought so, especially when she met Xu Qingyin in college.

Of course, this is under the premise that those things did not happen later.

She was born in a relatively wealthy family, her parents are both university professors, and she has been playing the role of "other people's child" very well since she was a child because of her good looks and excellent grades.

But she is not a genius, and she will not work less than others because of her extraordinary talent in a certain aspect. She is just used to responding to the eyes of her parents with perfect results. She has done this kind of thing very well since she was a child. I don't think the process is too hard.

So the failure of the college entrance examination made her despair immediately. She was still a "child of other people" in the people around her, but this time she became a negative textbook. The college entrance examination will fail, and the arrogant soldiers will lose!

But God knows she just went out to buy a birthday cake the day before the college entrance examination, just to celebrate her mother's birthday, who knew that she would become like this after wearing it around.

In the end, she chose a secondary school, the acting department. That school was expanding its enrollment and would not reject students like her without artistic achievements.When applying for the voluntary examination, she thought that her parents would stop her. After all, in the eyes of ordinary people, applying for the acting department is an art student, but the understanding parents just smiled and agreed, and let her study hard.

She spent the entire summer vacation in a state of confusion, her words were scary, and she didn't really understand what consciousness was until her mother took her out to buy necessary daily necessities near the start of school.

When she got home that day, she locked herself in the door and cried hard. In the middle of the night, she shed tears and went to the living room to pour water for a drink, but she never thought that she was not the only one crying. She stood in front of her parents' room. Listening to the conversation between the two in a low voice, I felt very sad but couldn't shed a tear anymore.

That night, she swore that she would never lose again, even if she fell, she would not let others see her, she would become strong enough not to be hurt by anyone, nor would her parents be hurt again.

Second, the existence of a friend is engraved in the heart for a lifetime

But soon she was slapped in the face. On the first day of college, she cried and was hugged tightly by another very thin girl.

Xu Qingyin's voice is very pleasant to hear, especially when the voice is only heard in your ears, it seems to have magical powers, which can calm people down quickly.

She didn't cry for a long time that time, in fact, she shed only three tears at the time of the most emotional fluctuations, yes, she counted, because she was surprised to find that she was unconsciously fake crying, telling Xu Qingyin about herself in a choked voice So that Xu Qingyin could continue to hug her and comfort her with a clear and gentle voice.

They didn't go back to the dormitory that night, because they couldn't sleep when they went back.

The next day, Xu Qingyin was ordered to suspend school for a week because of the school fight, and the two girls who occupied her bed and blackmailed her had to spend their suspension time in the hospital.Xu Qingyin seemed weak, but the ruthlessness in his bones made people shudder.Although her parents thanked Xu Qingyin for protecting their daughter after rushing to school, they were also worried about whether such a roommate would be in danger.

Her parents persuaded her for a long time, and that was the first time she rejected her parents' "suggestion". In family quarrels, the parents are often the first to compromise. She did not succeed in persuading her, but she managed to stay in the school and continue to share the same dormitory with Xu Qingyin .

That is, she is very happy, because she has gained a lifelong friend.

[-]. Medal of Heroes

She is two months older than Xu Qingyin. On her birthday, Xu Qingyin bought her a birthday present with half a month's salary from her part-time job. It was a beautiful tutu, even if compared with any tutu in her home, it seemed cheap, but She really likes it.

So one month later, she wanted to give Xu Qingyin a gift in advance.At that time, her parents had no choice but to accept the fact that she would become an actor, and used all available contacts to lay the foundation for her. She didn't feel guilty about this, regardless of her family background, she was not the disgusting kind of Virgin Mary White Lotus varieties.

So when Xu Qingyin was told about the audition opportunity, she saw Xu Qingyin's sunny and warm smiling face as she wished. Xu Qingyin hugged her excitedly and said over and over again, "Xiaoyu, thank you! Really, really , thank you very much!"

At that moment, she felt that everything was worth it, whether it was having an afternoon tea with the bald screenwriter, or being touched by investors several times, she felt it was worth it.

This feeling even if Xu Qingyin got the heroine role in "Accidental" in the end, and she only got the supporting role of the villain, she didn't have any regrets. Her Qingyin is so good and hardworking, so she deserves the best.

Not surprisingly, "Accidental" made Xu Qingyin popular, and even won the title of the youngest actress. She was really happy for Xu Qingyin. Even at that time, she was nominated for the best supporting role with her outstanding performance, but her performance was too real On the contrary, it backfired. Even when she went to the street to buy clothes and was recognized by others, she would be pointed at and pointed at, and some ignorant children would even scold her directly.

Of course it's calling her character's name in the play, who knows who Song Ziyu is?

Xu Qingyin won the film queen, so naturally there is no need to worry about film appointments, even film and television formulas are the best.She was also worried that such a popular speed would encounter some kind of resentment, so during that time she had been carefully following Xu Qingyin's side, working as an assistant. Learn something, but really worry about it.

She thinks so does not mean that others will think so, maybe it is because the villain she played is so deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. replace.Of course she was sad, but every now and then Xu Qingyin would be by her side, encouraging her to keep going and try to take a step forward, maybe it would be different?

Every good actor will have a low period. She defined that period as her own low period, so she worked harder to hone her acting skills, just waiting for the opportunity to climb the peak. During this period, she still did not forget to worry about Xu Qingyin , tried her best to help Xu Qingyin avoid those villains, even if she made enemies because of it, she would be happy with it.

Because Xu Qingyin is her first lifelong friend, um, to be exact, a close friend!

So when Xu Qingyin told her about herself and Shan Shou, she was very happy, without the slightest feeling of envy or jealousy, she was simply happy.She could tell that Shan Shou was really in love with Xu Qingyin. Even such a high-ranking man would be willing to be self-willed for Xu Qingyin, put down the case worth hundreds of millions in his hand and go back to China overnight, just because Xu Qingyin said I miss him.

Oh, I forgot to mention that at that time she and Xu Qingyin had moved out of school together. In order not to cause unnecessary trouble, Shan Shou often came to their rental house to spend the night, and she was a "front" to the public.

But what is this?At that time, the two met by chance and even just greeted each other, Xu Qingyin was willing to fight for her with the other two girls in the dormitory, and even blocked the glass for her during the fight.Every time the two of them took a bath together, she could always see the scar on Xu Qingyin's back, which was the size of a strawberry.

Regarding this scar, Xu Qingyin once told her that Shan Shou wanted to cover it with a tattoo, but Xu Qingyin refused, and the reason for the refusal was "It is the scar left by protecting Xiaoyu, it is a medal of a hero, no one can touch it! ".

Not knowing whether to laugh or cry, there was no logical reason, and Shan Shou looked at her more and more dissatisfied. She knew that Shan Shou completely hated her, but what did it matter?As long as Qingyin likes her, they are best friends!

So when Xu Qingyin helped her get an audition opportunity, she hugged Xu Qingyin with the same strength, and said excitedly: "Qingyin, thank you! Really, really, thank you so much!"

Four, Qingyin, save me...

On the day of the audition, Xu Qingyin accompanied her to the set. The role she auditioned for was a female spy of the Republic of China. In that scene, the female spy was caught and tortured. In order to survive, the female spy seduced the prison boss and escaped successfully.

There were quite a few people who came to audition on the set that day, and even many first-line stars set their sights on the role of the female spy.They were all surprised when they saw Xu Qingyin, they came over to say a few pleasantries, and after knowing that it was her who auditioned, they all left with a sigh of relief.The reality is so cruel, the most important thing in the entertainment circle is not strength.

She simply gave Xu Qingyin a sigh of relief, shocked the director with her proficient acting skills, and was selected on the spot.After the audition, the producer invited her to dinner at night. She knew what the producer's words revealed, but Xu Qingyin also agreed to accompany her, so she had nothing to be afraid of.

But she never expected that Shan Shou would not even let Xu Qingyin accompany her to a dinner, the reason she understood after meeting someone who should not have appeared at the dinner, Song Yi!Who in the circle doesn't know this person?The only son of the Song family, he is notoriously lecherous and good at playing, and his style of play is different from that of the usual boss Bao Xiaoxing. As for why it is different, just look at every female star who has been crippled by him, and he knows it well .

With Shan Shou protecting her, Song Yi couldn't possibly dare to touch Xu Qingyin, but Shan Shou couldn't bear to let Xu Qingyin see the filth in the circle, so she called her away with a phone call, leaving her alone to face a situation full of strangers. dinner.

Before Xu Qingyin left, she had promised her that if anything happened, she would just call her, and she would definitely rush over to help her immediately.So she was a little relieved and concentrated on dealing with these well-dressed celebrities.But even if she is wary, how can she win against a table of people?

When she woke up, she was completely naked lying on a water bed, with inexplicable hotness continuously surging in her body, she got up in fright and quickly wrapped herself in a quilt, crawled to the ground, took out her mobile phone from her clothes, and dialed Xu Qingyin's number. phone, then ran to the door trying to get out.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom. She knew someone was taking a bath in it, but she had given up on running away. The main door and the balcony door were all locked, and the thick glass could only be touched by hand to know that the sound would not be transmitted.And looking around the whole room, no matter how ignorant she is, she should know that those strange things are sex props. In this drama, she was picked up by an agent. If it is known that she is doing private work, it will definitely leave a bad impression, and the target is According to the young master of the Song family, the economic man will definitely not help her, but will let her take advantage of the opportunity.

After all, during the days when she couldn't get the show, her agent had pimped her many times. If Qingyin hadn't directly quarreled with her agent, she would have never known where she was sent to by that snobbish agent. The boss is in bed.

So, only voiceless!Only Qingyin can help her!

After calling No. 12 times, the phone was finally connected, and she cried out of excitement almost immediately.

"Voiceless..."

"Xiao Yu, it's a little inconvenient for me to answer the phone right now. Shan Shou took me back to the Shan family's home, but we met Yan Bai. If you have anything to do, leave me a message, and I'll get back to you later!"

"Wait, I was..."

"By the way, congratulations on getting the role, I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow, bye~"

She said six words in total, Xu Qingyin hung up the phone, and then the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and then she was kicked to the ground, and her head hit the floor so hard that her mind went blank for a moment, and she could only feel the phone It was snatched away and smashed into pieces, and then it was beaten and scolded without any rules.

She still can't recall all the memories of that night, because she really can't remember how many times she was tortured and passed out, and how many times she woke up in pain.She only remembered that after waking up, Song Yi's secretary was waiting for her, and they showed her the "movie" that Song Yi had taken casually that night. From then on, she had no choice but to become Song Yi's pet.

Didn't she ever think about telling Xu Qingyin that Shan Shou dotes on Xu Qingyin so much, so she must be able to help her?But at that time, Yan Bai blatantly brought Xu Qingyin home because of Shan Shou, and brought Xu Qingyin's matter to the seniors of Shan's parents. view.

"It's dirty, it's disgusting to think about it, I don't understand how those people can flirt with someone they don't like in bed, Xiaoyu, you must stay away from those people! We would rather not get a scene than do that, Have dignity!"

When Xu Qingyin said this, she was wearing the only set of clothes in the world that Shanshou found a well-known designer tailor-made for her, with the precious jewelry sent by Shanshou, and her exquisite makeup and good looks made her an enviable figure , no matter which one made her feel bitter.

Didn't you notice that my recent film appointments suddenly increased?Didn't you notice that I spent a lot of money on medicine and even passed out on set lately?

If this happened to Qingyin, she must be the first to know and the first to care, but now that she is being threatened and forced to do such a dirty thing, Xu Qingyin is completely unaware.

Of course, she also persuaded herself to understand that Xu Qingyin is very busy, busy flying around the world to play one heroine after another, busy falling in love with Shan Shou and living a sweeter day by day.

Is this so unfair?

Occasionally, she would think so too, but when she remembered her friendship with Xu Qingyin, she felt that she should fight, because Xu Qingyin didn't care about you, how could you think so much about your friends?

She blamed herself and tried her best to deal with Song Yi. At least Song Yi liked sex/abuse, but she was still rare and gentle under the bed, and gave him many opportunities.

If she could, she would also want to be a spotless person like Xu Qingyin, but the reality is that Song Yi won't let her go, so what's wrong with her trying to adapt and humbly begging for some benefits?

She won't give up!She has dreams and best friends!

Five, liar!That being the case, then I will act to the end!

She met Shan Shou again in a high-end leisure club, which adopts a membership system, and only those with real status can obtain membership.She originally had a very important talk show to be recorded that day, and she was with the rest of the crew, but because of a phone call from Song Yi, she had to rush to that clubhouse, and according to Song Yi's request, she stuffed it there by herself. Go to Song Yi's prepared training/teaching toys/tools, and make full preparations for what Song Yi wants to do next.

Even Song Yi took her to those indescribable gatherings before, but this time she was really stunned at the door, because Shan Shou was sitting in the middle of the room, and she saw it at a glance, because only Shan Shou had no one to "accompany" him Then, other people are either "doing things" or preparing to "do things".

Song Yi is just the kind that is going on, when he saw her standing at the door, he immediately became angry. He was bragging to his friends just now about how patient/fucking and obedient little darling he got recently, but her unconscious behavior just happened to provoke Song Yi.

One night, not only did she have to bear Song Yi alone, she was also forced to serve four other so-called wealthy young men who often appeared in economic weekly magazines.But this time she didn't cry from the beginning to the end. She suddenly felt that she understood something. Since she appeared at the door, Shan Shou didn't show any surprise, didn't say a word for her, and even got impatient at the request of her friend. Help them take pictures of their "game" with her.

This time she woke up in the hospital again, and the moment she opened her eyes, she had to face the slanderous insults from the manager. She had a splitting headache, but she had to listen clearly. Her manager had a habit of asking the artist to repeat what she said after the lecture. what.So she knew, she was photographed by the paparazzi when she was brought to the hospital.

Then, for some reason, it was hyped up as a scandal that she seduced those wealthy young masters and tamed many men overnight.

Well, now the positive role she finally won with her acting skills is gone. Song Yi has always only helped her find villains to act in. Since her debut, all her roles have been hated and wanted to be directly cut with a knife. An extremely evil person, but she did not admit defeat, and each villain she played became more and more vivid.

Maybe no one will ask her to play an ordinary role in the future.

She was still sad, and then Xu Qingyin came.The moment she saw Xu Qingyin, she was happy, as it was written in the novel, her eyes lit up immediately.This time, no matter what threats to her self-esteem, she must tell Xu Qingyin to let her recognize the true face of Shan Shou!

Shan Shou is definitely not a man who can be matched with Xu Qingyin!

But what is reality?

The reality is that Xu Qingyin cried and asked her if it was true while holding a push of photos, she nodded numbly, and then Shan Shou hugged Xu Qingyin who was crying so hard and left.

What else did she have to say?No matter how you look at these photos, they are Song Yi who she took the initiative to seduce. Shan Shou also obviously told Xu Qingyin the "truth". Xu Qingyin didn't hear a word from her from the beginning to the end. I couldn't bear it any longer, and pointed at the door and yelled with all my strength.

"roll!"

She doesn't want to think about anything now, she just asks you to show your hands and get out of my life.

Facing her attitude like this, Xu Qingyin cried even harder, a goddess is a goddess, even crying hoarsely like that is just pity for me, it won't make people feel ugly at all.Shan Shou is naturally dissatisfied, Xu Qingyin can come back overnight to see Xu Qingyin even if he cuts his fingers, but she must be the one who opens the door in the early morning, why?

Because Xu Qingyin sleeps very well!When I get up in the morning and stay in bed, I want her to be a humanoid alarm clock.

Has she ever complained about this?But what did she get?

An occasional thank you from Xu Qingyin?A gift of unwanted things bought by Shankura?Or did she occasionally help her say a few words on the scene, but in exchange for the pity of the fans?

That's right, her image has always been bad. Quite a few of Qingyin's fans are urging Xu Qingyin to stay away from her. People like her who play bad guys too much should be bad guys in themselves!

What a touching logic, she wanted to defend, but Xu Qingyin always defended the fans one step ahead of her, who else could she say?What Xu Qingyin said is chicken soup for the soul to motivate people, what did she say?It's sensationalism!

Shan Shou's assistant came to the ward after a while, looked at her with dirty eyes and said, "Mr. Shan hopes that you will stay away from Ms. Xu in the future, and you are not allowed to tell Ms. Xu about your crap. , Don’t dirty other people’s ears. As a reward, Mr. Shan said that he can help you and Mr. Song say a few words.”

This is what she has been looking forward to for so long!She can live a normal life without Song Yi!

But she refused, she was a plaything that could not be resisted after being played with for so long, but she still had residual dignity.She agreed to Dan Shou's condition but refused the reward, and then smiled at the assistant's idiot-looking eyes.Perhaps because there were too many stains on his face, the assistant looked terrified, and finally left the ward quickly after cursing a word of insanity.

Huh, crazy?Can she still wake up?

fraud!They are all liars!Xu Qingyin said that friends are used to trust and lie to her, and Shan Shou said that helping her is also lying to her. If this is the case, then everyone will continue to act together. She will definitely play her villain well to set off Xu Qingyin's innocence !

Isn't that what she always does?

Six, for the last time, you still don't believe me

Maybe it was Shan Shou who told Song Yi about her refusal, or maybe Song Yi felt a little guilty for playing too rarely last time. After lying in the hospital for three months, she immediately went to country H and received the best plastic surgery. .There's no way, her face can't stand without plastic surgery, and I can't blame the assistant for seeing her laugh like a ghost. Once she got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, she was scared by herself in the mirror and broke down crying.

Crying people are always out of control, she unconsciously called Xu Qingyin, she did not expect Xu Qingyin to answer her call in the middle of the night.

She cried even more when she heard Xu Qingyin's voice, sitting on the wet floor of the bathroom and crying so much that her mother probably couldn't recognize her, and she couldn't remember what she said, anyway, she said bad things about Shan Shou in the end, Although in fact it was not a bad word but just a real Shanhou that Xu Qingyin had never seen, but Xu Qingyin finally hung up her phone angrily.

One second before the phone was hung up, she heard Shan Shou's voice, such a gentle voice, she had almost never heard it from the opposite sex.

Shan Shou said: "Qingyin, why are you crying again? Don't cry, I will feel bad."

Distressed?Your fucking heart hurts too?What about her?Who the fuck can hurt her!

As a result, God really came to love her, and Song Yi was sent the next day, so she only needed to be hospitalized for one month to three months.

That was the last time she told Xu Qingyin the truth.After she came back from complete plastic surgery, she naturally suffered a lot of criticism from the media and the public. The media can remember things better than anyone else, and no one has forgotten her pornographic photos. Everyone speculates that she went for plastic surgery to better seduce men. Although Yi wanted to help her, the Song family was not involved in the entertainment industry, and Song Yi was a person with high self-esteem, so he was not willing to ask others for her.

In the end, Xu Qingyin stood up to support her, and she was able to have another chance in the entertainment circle.

She apologized and thanked Xu Qingyin, although she felt that Xu Qingyin owed her both, but she had already made up her mind not to tell the truth to Xu Qingyin, so there was no conflict.

She didn't want to mention what happened next, she only knew that Xu Qingyin was her lifelong wound, even if she took revenge on all the people who wronged her at the beginning, when she heard Xu Qingyin's name in court, her heart would still hurt .

The pain was so painful that she could hardly speak.

Seven, to my dearest Gege, please allow me to say, Mom loves you.

However, it was Linge and Lin Xicheng who really made her so painful that she couldn't speak.

But whether it is Linge or Lin Xicheng, she deserves it. She should have known that Lin Xicheng, who was willing to do things against principles and even "suicide" for herself, and Lin Ge, who was born in September of her pregnancy, really loved her, even in the end. She took away Ringer's father and educated Ringer to be her "powerful helper", and Ringer still hated her and loved her.

Otherwise, she wouldn't deliberately let her increase the dose of medicine to make her condition worse, but my dearest Gege, you can't bear it, you helped me escape the death penalty, but my life is worse than death.

No, it should be my wish, and I got everything I want, so Gege, go and pursue your happiness bravely. With me in Song Qingxin, it should not be so easy to accept you. You are a good boy, and you deserve the most. OK!

……

After the court verdict came down, Song Ziyu was sent to the prison hospital and locked in a small room.She has been very quiet, not as agitated as other criminals/criminals after learning her sentence, she behaved too much like a normal person, so even the doctors and nurses who were told by Ringer relaxed their vigilance, and when they went back the next morning , Song Ziyu has hit the wall and died.

Ringer didn't allow anyone to touch Song Ziyu, and when he arrived at the scene, he could still see Song Ziyu's beautiful smile, just like when he held himself in his arms when he was a child, the smile was sweet and satisfying.

Song Ziyu held two letters in his hands, one for him and one for Song Qingxin.

The letter to him read: To my dearest Gege, please forgive me, please allow me to say this sentence now, I hope I still have this qualification.I really want to tell you, Grid, mom loves you.

And he didn't read the letter to Song Qingxin, but handed it to Song Qingxin himself.It was the first time they talked since Song Qingxin knew that he was Song Ziyu's illegitimate son. Song Qingxin read the letter quietly, then sat in silence for a while, and finally she smiled and told him, "Linger, marry me."

……

Although they had minor conflicts after marriage, they have always been very happy. As for what Song Ziyu wrote to Song Qingxin, Linge thought he would never ask in his life. In short, it was written for him, which was disgusting. Just knowing that his mother still loves him is enough.

Even this love, he understood too late.

Really, it's too late.

The author has something to say: I am not trying to whitewash anyone, I must say this, what is right is right, what is wrong is wrong, even if you have thousands of reasons, I will feel sorry for your reasons, but I still can’t change it My sense of right and wrong.This is also one of the thoughts I want to express in writing this article.good night and sweet dreams