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Nan Tian was not Li Feng, so Nan Yixuan didn't have the guts to say generously in front of her father that she fell in love with a man.

Nan Tianduan was sitting on the sofa, and Nan Yixuan was standing in front of him. This was a standard southern style lecture scene.

"You haven't caused any trouble since you were young. Now it's good. I think you've grown up and become more stable. You've started to have puberty. Tell me, what's going on?" Nan Tian held up the table imposingly. Shangzi said to him the tea he had just brewed.

At this moment, Nan Yixuan hasn't figured out how to deal with it, but he is certain that he can't tell his father the truth. He knows very well: Nan Tian won't accept it, and he also knows that Nan Tian's heart is not good, so he will never He will take risks, and now he can only bite the bullet and take one step at a time. This is the situation Nan Yixuan wants, to test Bian Hao's sincerity with actions that are very dangerous to him, but he must be careful with every step and work hard. As long as he doesn't hurt his relatives, he knows that it is greedy to want the best of both worlds, but he wants to give it a try anyway, and he said: "Dad, it's really nothing, I was just impulsive, look, I'm so old , this is also normal, don't worry, I will definitely adjust it myself."

"That's how you adjusted? To make the company and the agent go crazy?" Nan Tian changed his posture, "Say, who is the other party? If we really like it, we won't object if we think it's appropriate, just As a public figure, you can no longer be so casual, so high-profile, remember, a man, don't affect your career for any love."

Nan Yixuan was very bitter in his heart, he couldn't tell who the other party was: "Dad, I was just confused for a while, and now I know that I have caused trouble. He doesn't like me, and I will let him go. Don't worry, don't ask any more. I am very happy." Hurt your self-esteem." Nan Yixuan used all her coquettish skills, facing her father whom she feared and respected since she was a child, Nan Yixuan could only use slow tactics.

Nan Tian looked up, he knew his son very well, that's why he was surprised by Nan Yixuan's actions this time, but after thinking for a while, he said: "Well, but you must remember what you said today, don't let him I ran all the way back, you know, I hate flying the most, and immediately follow the company’s request to post Weibo or something, if you post it, I’ll go back.”

Nan Yixuan showed a look of embarrassment and remained silent for a long time, Nan Tian stood up: "What, is there a problem?"

Nan Yixuan knew that he could not compete with his father at all, so he had no choice but to give up: "I know."

On the other side, after a conversation with Ren Jiarui, Bian Hao began to struggle in his heart.In fact, all along, he doesn't care whether his future partner is a man or a woman, just like what Nan Yixuan said, he just lives according to his will, as long as it is what he likes and the other party is willing to be with him, Then nothing else will be a problem.All he cared about was the harm that the relationship between the two of them brought to Nan Yixuan's life and career. From another perspective, this just proved that he really liked or loved each other, otherwise, why bother about these things, Just for a moment of pleasure.And all of this, only after experiencing loss or fear of losing, or worry and anxiety, will the inner feelings gradually become clear.

Picking up the phone, he wanted to call Nan Yixuan, but he didn't really want to reveal his feelings, he just wanted to let the other party understand, let the other party know his inner thoughts, and know that he had not completely retreated, so the other party's pain Definitely lightens up a bit.

The previously opened Weibo page was not closed, and Bian Hao naturally saw the hot search content on it: Nan Yixuan clarified Weibo and interviewed Oolong.The general content is that some of Nan Yixuan's previous actions were just for the feeling of the new drama, and apologized to the public, saying that it was really not deliberate hype, and said with a smile that the company had talked to him and conducted criticism and education.

The idea of ​​making a phone call was forced back by this far-fetched clarification, and Bian Hao suddenly felt very irritable.Is this what people often call missing? Now, why does he have any reason to contact the other party again? Is everything over like this?

For the first time in his life, Bian Hao had a strong desire to confide, but he looked through the address book of his mobile phone, but he didn't know who to call: Ren Jiarui, the only one who knew about this matter, he was embarrassed to call again. Talk to the other party about his confusion and distress, because the age gap between the two is too big, he doesn't want to show too much weakness in front of the less familiar junior; Liu Peidong, the heartless second brother type, just said it for nothing. . . . . .Finally, after some struggle, he clicked on Chen Jin's name.

"You can hold back," Chen Jin always speaks straightforwardly, "However, Bian Hao, I never thought that you would have such a day."

Bian Hao was angry: "I didn't call to listen to your ridicule, brother, what do you think I should do?"

He understood that Chen Jin had no malicious intentions, but at this moment, he was not used to such wanton teasing.

Chen Jin: "To be serious, I didn't expect you to... Forget it, are you serious?"

Bian Hao: "At the beginning, I definitely didn't take it too seriously. In fact, I have been reminding myself all the time, but people, after all, are emotional animals. Now..." Bian Hao adjusted his tone, not knowing how to express himself In other words, I don’t know how to express such feelings in front of my good friend and brother.

Finally, Bian Hao finally said: "Now, I don't feel used to living without him. Don't make fun of me. Sometimes I really miss what he thinks, sometimes I feel flustered, and sometimes I feel very sad. Obviously I can. I feel that there are too many differences between him and myself, but the sense of intimacy, the feeling of wanting to have the other person by my side always lingers around me and refuses to disappear... At the beginning, I felt that my It was the right thing to do, to simply end this relationship for the sake of his career, now, seeing him... seems to want to end all this, but I am even more scared and sad."

Chen Jin said clearly: "Have you ever thought that you may not like him very much? What you feel now is just because he has been by your side before, but now he suddenly withdraws. You just don't adapt. I Think, give yourself some time to adapt, and if you still think about it now, it’s not too late to think about solutions to the problem.”

Are you really just not used to it?Bian Hao thought, is this the common vanity of men at work?

What should I do if I still can't let go of the other party after this period of adaptation.

This was the first time Ren Jiarui met Nan Yixuan in private.

Nan Yixuan was sitting opposite her, still full of celebrity aura, she could see why she was trapped by love.

Ren Jiarui: "Let's ask you out today, I don't know if I'm doing it right? Has Bian Hao contacted you, these two days?"

Nan Yixuan was slightly taken aback, a little surprised at the question asked by the other party: "No, why do you ask that?"

Ren Jiarui was a little embarrassed, he was organizing his words in his mind, he didn't know how to speak, and finally he said: "Just a few days ago, I talked with Brother Hao, I think... well, how should I put it, he actually cares about you a lot of."

Hearing such words, Nan Yixuan was not surprised: "Really?" Ren Jiarui could see the loneliness and sadness in his expression, which did not match the refreshing aura when he was seated.