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After the new year, Bian Hao’s life is still full and ordinary. There are job announcements from time to time, and there are other singers who invite the band to sing. Chen Jin once told him that it would be very easy to sing like this. Well, if one day I don't have to sing anymore, I can write songs for others, and I can support myself.Bian Hao told him that it is enough to support himself?You won't start a family and start a business in the future, now we can earn more while we still can, Chen Jin smiled and didn't say anything.

The concert in May was held in Gongti as scheduled. The not-so-large gymnasium was filled with a sea of ​​colorful fluorescent sticks. From time to time, there were lights with the names of the band or members floating on the colorful sea. Think, haven't felt like this for a long time.This year, although there was a lot of work and constant announcements, everyone stepped onto the stage of others. At this moment, the four people from Light Years stood in the shadows where the lights had not yet been turned on, staring at each other. It is their own stage, the headlights are turned on, and the cheers of the audience resound through the ceiling and into the night sky.

Bian Hao enjoys this feeling very much. Although the surrounding is noisy, but he is on the stage, so the noise is very far away from him. He knows that he likes the feeling of being a bystander, because the bystander is the most sober.

After a few fast songs, the clothes on several people were almost soaked in sweat, Lu Yuan walked to the front of the stage to interact with the audience, the lights at the back dimmed, Bian Hao wiped the sweat on his forehead with a towel, drank water to moisten his throat, Because next is the second part of the concert: the lyric part.The other three people will participate in the concert. Although this is not the first time that Light Year has held a concert, it is the first time that all members have to sing.

In the corner of the front row under the stage, Bian Hao could clearly see a series of actions just now. He hung his guitar and wiped his sweat with his hands, picked up a water glass to drink water, and then returned to his stand to arrange his hair and guitar.

And Nan Yixuan is sitting in this corner right now, his movie has not finished filming, he came back after asking director Liu for leave today, the concert is over, and he has to catch the early morning flight back to Guizhou.A few days ago, Lu Yuan notified him about the concert on WeChat and mailed him the VIP tickets, saying that it would be fine if there was no time, but Nanyixuan still didn't hold back, ordered the flower basket to be delivered, and didn't let anyone Accompanied by someone, he wore a peaked cap that covered half of his face, and a hooded sweater on his upper body, which was completely opposite to the usual cool guy in a suit. Even a couple next to the seat kept drifting past to observe His vision, but because the lights in the venue were relatively dim, he probably didn't see anything, so he stopped paying attention.

The concert is light years away, but all eyes of Nanyixuan are on Bian Hao, even though the first part is Lu Yuan who has been singing on stage, but what he is watching is Bian Hao who is constantly shaking with the guitar body , It reminded him of the face of Bian Hao that he saw close up after he pushed open the door, also remembered Bian Hao's dodging eyes when they looked at each other during the recording program, and Bian Hao when he was practicing songs for himself. Concentration and seriousness, and the feeling when he grabbed Bian Hao's arm that time, and he also wanted to know what Bian Hao looked like in life. Nan Yixuan felt that indifference and seriousness are not the most real Bian Hao. On the one hand, he wanted to know why Bian Hao didn’t dare to look directly at him most of the time when recording programs and working together. Some feelings were ready to come out, but precisely because these feelings were too dangerous, people often kept denying them, or Desperately to suppress.

In the second half of the second part, all the members of the band opened their mouths. When Bian Hao walked up to the stage and sang the lyrics into the microphone, his gentle voice with a few hints of deepness passed through the crowd and provoked Nan With every nerve in Yixuan's body, there is no need to doubt what kind of feeling this is. Nan Yixuan suddenly stood up and quietly left the stage amidst the cheers of the crowd.

As people expected, in the last half of the concert, Lu Yuan knelt on the stage holding flowers and proposed to his lover. A trace of envy rose in Bian Hao's heart. At the age of 33, he seemed to feel that he was not satisfied with being a maverick in the past, and wanted to have a home with a lover.

The celebration banquet after the concert lasted until one o'clock in the morning. Because of the marriage proposal, many friends in the circle did not leave. The hotel lobby under the contract was still very lively until 01:30 in the morning. Lu Yuan thought that Nanyixuan would definitely He attended the celebration banquet after the concert, and then caught the plane after three o'clock, but he didn't find out until the end that the seats in Nanyixuan were empty, and sent away many friends. Lu Yuan asked Bian Hao who was cleaning up the mess. I didn't see Nanyixuan.

"Didn't see him, did he come?" Bian Hao was really surprised, because he hadn't seen Nan Yixuan for a long time, and Lu Yuan didn't tell him that the boy would come.

At this time, Nan Yixuan was sitting alone in the lobby of the airport. For the first time in his life, the fearless boy felt a little panicked. He finally knew why he had such a strange feeling towards Bian Hao. He is afraid of this reason, let alone accept it. Although this kind of thing is common in this circle, he also feels that this is just something he uses as a talking point after dinner with others, and he never thought that he would become the story. main character.From childhood to adulthood, everything he has has come naturally. When he was young, he played and made movies and found it very interesting. When he grew up, others faced various obstacles in order to grab the role, but he has already stood in the position of actor. I don't worry that there is no job to do. He has always been the best in the eyes of others, and he is an object that others can't reach. But I have to admit that I have feelings for a man, and he is a man nine years older than myself. It was unacceptable to himself.

The mobile phone next to her kept ringing, seeing Lu Yuan's name displayed on the screen, Nan Yixuan was a little annoyed, and threw the mobile phone on the seat next to her.At this moment, he didn't dare to answer the phone, he was afraid that his uneasy emotions would be noticed by others, or he was even more afraid of transferring his anger to others because he couldn't control himself. He planned to find an excuse to reply to Lu Yuan after calming down.

At two o'clock in the morning, when Bian Hao dragged his tired body out of the hotel elevator, the female singer Chen Xirong who happened to also live here also just got out of the elevator next to him. There was an exchange on the occasion, and this mature woman left a very good impression on Bian Hao, and the moment she saw him, Chen Xirong was a little surprised, but then she reacted and walked towards Bian Hao generously: "I remember, You have a concert here, you just finished your work."