268.
When Onimaru came back to his senses, he had already sat back on the porch of God's Domain. He didn't know what his expression was when his face was exposed, but he thought it was to make them worry, otherwise he wouldn't be held in the center by them , as if he would collapse in the next second.
Does Onimaru lack love?
...he couldn't deny it.
After all, that kind of thing happened when I was a child-endless domestic violence, abuse, tit-for-tat, and mutual exposure of scars, and then I was embarrassed and speechless after all the misunderstandings were resolved. Although I finally proved that I was just an innocent child who was wronged, but Every day I exist in that family, it proves their previous quarrels and mistakes.
But they are also unwilling to try their best to get back the wronged child. What if their previous quarrel is right if they get it back and test it?Then even this home, which only has the last warmth and responsibility left, cannot be maintained.
Onimaru is actually grateful, thanks to the two parents who are still willing to support him, they neither eat less nor miss him to go to school, nor miss any of his items and gifts that belong to children during the holidays. It is definitely not comparable to their own one, but Onimaru feels that they have done a good enough job.
It's just that he can't control this emotion.
So he wants to be a good boy, a responsible and thoughtful adult, who can give his children a happy place where they can act like a baby, and don’t have to learn to be sensible early on, and don’t have to use ‘this is impossible’ This kind of excuse to comfort myself, let alone 'this is good' to make myself realize how...
superfluous.
He is still at the age of trying to be brave, but now that all the disguises have been stripped off, the softness hidden deep in the heart can no longer be hidden.
——He likes the swords, he likes being needed, he likes the sense of accomplishment that he can achieve, he likes the feeling of being surrounded, cared about, and valued.
The more you like it, the more you fear it.
The closer you get, the more scared you become.
The more you want it, the more you shrink back.
He was afraid that he would not do well, that he would be betrayed, that he was wary of possible harm, and finally told himself painfully that you lied to all of this.
He has always refused the swords to enter his heart, caring means getting hurt, liking means surrendering the initiative, being able to live alone without worries, fight without scruples, and have no regrets and fears Such a life, although lonely, is very relaxing.
He always felt that he was still as carefree and relaxed as when he first came to this world, but it turned out that he had already carried the shackles and heavy burdens on his back, consciously or unconsciously, and he was about to give up his heart.
Maybe he really should think about it, and one day in the future, he will leave the life of the swords.
He has let them invade too much of his living space, and all his actions now revolve around them. Perhaps he should now think about how he can escape the pursuit of current affairs and what he should do to make a living after things are exposed in the future. ?
Or simply find a way to return to the original world?
after all……
……
……
He has yet to find his biological parents.
Perhaps, in this world, only parents can unconditionally tolerate the child's willfulness and nonsense, and open to him the embrace that allows him to cry, allow him to be cowardly, allow him to escape and play tricks at any time.
269.
Onimaru made up his mind, finally sorted out his feelings, lowered his head and rubbed his messy head in his arms, he made them worry.That's right, he is their important master after all, whether it's out of instinct or selfishness, it's only natural for them to worry.
As if realizing that Onimaru's mood had calmed down, Onimaru was holding Ran in his arms, Horikawa and Yamabugiri who were holding his left and right hands on both sides, and Tsurumaru and Kikko who were holding him in the back all heaved a sigh of relief in unison, and finally had Focus on other things, such as——
"Ah! Horikawa is so cunning! I want to touch the general's head too!"
"Your lips are too close to the master's ears!"
"Tortoise shell, where do you put your hands! Don't take off the master's clothes!"
"Tsuraru, you're too crowded, no, you're so ugly to me!"
"The crane is so beautiful, how could it be ugly! Master likes me the most!"
"The master never said which blade he likes the most!"
"Otherwise, why did the master pretend to be me?!"
"Isn't it because you are the skinniest, so it's not surprising that you are OOC!"
……
ah...speaking of...
Onimaru suddenly froze for a moment, because of the reorganization of power, he is now completely unable to give himself hints and illusions, that is to say, his true face was seen by the swords, and the fact that his true face was exposed is not the point, the point is...
The swordsmen are all fighters in appearance!Not to mention the purely beautiful and extreme appearance and temperament of Mikazuki, Kohomaru's noble and wild appearance, Tsurumaru's delicate and dignified appearance, Genji brothers' soft and sharp beautiful appearance, who were Izumi Mori Kanesada, who is called Honmaru Aishuro, is beautiful with free and easy and firmness, even Toda Kan Masakuni, who is commonly known as the most inconspicuous appearance and roughest among swordsmen, does not have a taste of fortitude, but...
He's just an ordinary person! ! !
At best, she can only be described as handsome! ! !
Standing with the swords is an ugly man!I'm really sorry for lowering the average value of appearance! ! !
Onimaru, who has been influenced by the modern society to control the appearance, suddenly panicked.
270.
"Master, the mirror..." Suzuki Yoshiro, who went to find the mirror, looked at the ashen expression on Onimaru's face, looked at him hesitantly, and didn't quite understand what happened, and finally asked in a low voice: "Master... ...?"
"Ah..." Onimaru recovered from his imagination of "a bunch of beautiful swords and their masters who are so ugly that they can participate in ugly competitions" (in fact, they are not so ugly), and suddenly they don't want to look at their own faces Yes, although he hasn't seen his real face for almost half a year, but...
Tsurumaru's face is so pretty, he doesn't care about his normal face at all, really!
Although I don't know why Onimaru's mood suddenly became depressed, but it's not right to compete with Tortoise for the back position, and to compete with Tortoise for the back hug position...
……
Let's do it all over again.Tsurumaru, who wanted to be in the same frame as Onimaru, stretched out his hand and took the hand mirror in Suzuki's hand, and put it in front of Onimaru when Onimaru was caught off guard. Two faces were reflected in the mirror, one smiling and the other expressionless.
That smiling black hair is undoubtedly his ugly...
Eh? ? ?
etc!Why are there two hair colors in the mirror, one black and one white? !Why does the one with black hair look like Tsurumaru? !
Onimaru turned around, Tsurumaru was undoubtedly still the black-haired and red-eyed guy, that is to say, the white-haired, golden-eyed, expressionless guy in the mirror was himself? ! !
Onimaru withdrew his arms from the arms that were not forced by both sides, and pulled his hair, it was fine, it was still the familiar long hair, and it was still the familiar white color.Looking at the mirror again, the face of the white-haired man was vaguely familiar to him, but...
It's just, after a full set of operations such as beautification, filters, highlights, skin smoothing, concealer, eyebrow trimming, face thinning, etc., what I look like.
Coupled with the glimmer of light around his body now, his original four-to-five-point appearance is not inferior to Tsurumaru's now, that kind of snow-like indifference with a little melancholy and courageous appearance, which makes people unconsciously want to Explore the pain deep in his expression.
Onimaru: ... what the hell?
who I am?where am I?What happened again?How is this going?Hey, why did I say again?
271.
"What's wrong?" Tsurumaru asked strangely as he watched Onimaru pulling his hair.
Is there something wrong with the hair?But didn't you accept this long hair well in the previous month?He also said that fortunately the body of the gods will not be contaminated with dirt, otherwise he must have cut this long hair clean... or something.
"My real hair color is black." Eye color is also dark brown.Onimaru looked at the beautiful boy in the mirror, and reconfirmed that there were no magic spells or abnormal changes on his body. The current appearance was his real self, not to mention the magic makeup, there was no external force or change at all on his body.
It's not hair dyeing or color contact lenses. His original one-time hair dyeing has faded away before going to Honmaru, and he doesn't know when he lost his color contact lenses. His appearance has always been maintained by illusions and hints, and he has no conditions or opportunities to dye his hair again.
So the mirror is the real him.
"Hey... so could it be that the master originally had white hair, and then someone else used a spell to cover it up, and now because of divine power, it has changed back to the real hair color?" Tsurumaru rubbed his chin and muttered nonsense.
"Eh?! Why isn't the real hair color orange! Obviously orange is more suitable for the owner!" He yelled.
"Master, any color is suitable!" This is Horikawa who likes any master.
Yamabagiri nodded in agreement.
"Black is also very majestic... It makes people... people can't help it... ah..." This is the tortoise shell of the direct ** school.
Onimaru: "..."
Believe in your evil!
Over there 500 years, no, 500 years ago, Suzuki watched his master get along with his personal guards in private for the first time in those ten years, and silently swallowed, "The master may like this color, so he reshaped himself in Chengshen" When he chose his favorite image, it was like he chose to become the most well-behaved person in the master's impression'.
By the way, they were not the master's retainers and shadow fighters, but the master's surname and...boyfriend...ah.
When Onimaru came back to his senses, he had already sat back on the porch of God's Domain. He didn't know what his expression was when his face was exposed, but he thought it was to make them worry, otherwise he wouldn't be held in the center by them , as if he would collapse in the next second.
Does Onimaru lack love?
...he couldn't deny it.
After all, that kind of thing happened when I was a child-endless domestic violence, abuse, tit-for-tat, and mutual exposure of scars, and then I was embarrassed and speechless after all the misunderstandings were resolved. Although I finally proved that I was just an innocent child who was wronged, but Every day I exist in that family, it proves their previous quarrels and mistakes.
But they are also unwilling to try their best to get back the wronged child. What if their previous quarrel is right if they get it back and test it?Then even this home, which only has the last warmth and responsibility left, cannot be maintained.
Onimaru is actually grateful, thanks to the two parents who are still willing to support him, they neither eat less nor miss him to go to school, nor miss any of his items and gifts that belong to children during the holidays. It is definitely not comparable to their own one, but Onimaru feels that they have done a good enough job.
It's just that he can't control this emotion.
So he wants to be a good boy, a responsible and thoughtful adult, who can give his children a happy place where they can act like a baby, and don’t have to learn to be sensible early on, and don’t have to use ‘this is impossible’ This kind of excuse to comfort myself, let alone 'this is good' to make myself realize how...
superfluous.
He is still at the age of trying to be brave, but now that all the disguises have been stripped off, the softness hidden deep in the heart can no longer be hidden.
——He likes the swords, he likes being needed, he likes the sense of accomplishment that he can achieve, he likes the feeling of being surrounded, cared about, and valued.
The more you like it, the more you fear it.
The closer you get, the more scared you become.
The more you want it, the more you shrink back.
He was afraid that he would not do well, that he would be betrayed, that he was wary of possible harm, and finally told himself painfully that you lied to all of this.
He has always refused the swords to enter his heart, caring means getting hurt, liking means surrendering the initiative, being able to live alone without worries, fight without scruples, and have no regrets and fears Such a life, although lonely, is very relaxing.
He always felt that he was still as carefree and relaxed as when he first came to this world, but it turned out that he had already carried the shackles and heavy burdens on his back, consciously or unconsciously, and he was about to give up his heart.
Maybe he really should think about it, and one day in the future, he will leave the life of the swords.
He has let them invade too much of his living space, and all his actions now revolve around them. Perhaps he should now think about how he can escape the pursuit of current affairs and what he should do to make a living after things are exposed in the future. ?
Or simply find a way to return to the original world?
after all……
……
……
He has yet to find his biological parents.
Perhaps, in this world, only parents can unconditionally tolerate the child's willfulness and nonsense, and open to him the embrace that allows him to cry, allow him to be cowardly, allow him to escape and play tricks at any time.
269.
Onimaru made up his mind, finally sorted out his feelings, lowered his head and rubbed his messy head in his arms, he made them worry.That's right, he is their important master after all, whether it's out of instinct or selfishness, it's only natural for them to worry.
As if realizing that Onimaru's mood had calmed down, Onimaru was holding Ran in his arms, Horikawa and Yamabugiri who were holding his left and right hands on both sides, and Tsurumaru and Kikko who were holding him in the back all heaved a sigh of relief in unison, and finally had Focus on other things, such as——
"Ah! Horikawa is so cunning! I want to touch the general's head too!"
"Your lips are too close to the master's ears!"
"Tortoise shell, where do you put your hands! Don't take off the master's clothes!"
"Tsuraru, you're too crowded, no, you're so ugly to me!"
"The crane is so beautiful, how could it be ugly! Master likes me the most!"
"The master never said which blade he likes the most!"
"Otherwise, why did the master pretend to be me?!"
"Isn't it because you are the skinniest, so it's not surprising that you are OOC!"
……
ah...speaking of...
Onimaru suddenly froze for a moment, because of the reorganization of power, he is now completely unable to give himself hints and illusions, that is to say, his true face was seen by the swords, and the fact that his true face was exposed is not the point, the point is...
The swordsmen are all fighters in appearance!Not to mention the purely beautiful and extreme appearance and temperament of Mikazuki, Kohomaru's noble and wild appearance, Tsurumaru's delicate and dignified appearance, Genji brothers' soft and sharp beautiful appearance, who were Izumi Mori Kanesada, who is called Honmaru Aishuro, is beautiful with free and easy and firmness, even Toda Kan Masakuni, who is commonly known as the most inconspicuous appearance and roughest among swordsmen, does not have a taste of fortitude, but...
He's just an ordinary person! ! !
At best, she can only be described as handsome! ! !
Standing with the swords is an ugly man!I'm really sorry for lowering the average value of appearance! ! !
Onimaru, who has been influenced by the modern society to control the appearance, suddenly panicked.
270.
"Master, the mirror..." Suzuki Yoshiro, who went to find the mirror, looked at the ashen expression on Onimaru's face, looked at him hesitantly, and didn't quite understand what happened, and finally asked in a low voice: "Master... ...?"
"Ah..." Onimaru recovered from his imagination of "a bunch of beautiful swords and their masters who are so ugly that they can participate in ugly competitions" (in fact, they are not so ugly), and suddenly they don't want to look at their own faces Yes, although he hasn't seen his real face for almost half a year, but...
Tsurumaru's face is so pretty, he doesn't care about his normal face at all, really!
Although I don't know why Onimaru's mood suddenly became depressed, but it's not right to compete with Tortoise for the back position, and to compete with Tortoise for the back hug position...
……
Let's do it all over again.Tsurumaru, who wanted to be in the same frame as Onimaru, stretched out his hand and took the hand mirror in Suzuki's hand, and put it in front of Onimaru when Onimaru was caught off guard. Two faces were reflected in the mirror, one smiling and the other expressionless.
That smiling black hair is undoubtedly his ugly...
Eh? ? ?
etc!Why are there two hair colors in the mirror, one black and one white? !Why does the one with black hair look like Tsurumaru? !
Onimaru turned around, Tsurumaru was undoubtedly still the black-haired and red-eyed guy, that is to say, the white-haired, golden-eyed, expressionless guy in the mirror was himself? ! !
Onimaru withdrew his arms from the arms that were not forced by both sides, and pulled his hair, it was fine, it was still the familiar long hair, and it was still the familiar white color.Looking at the mirror again, the face of the white-haired man was vaguely familiar to him, but...
It's just, after a full set of operations such as beautification, filters, highlights, skin smoothing, concealer, eyebrow trimming, face thinning, etc., what I look like.
Coupled with the glimmer of light around his body now, his original four-to-five-point appearance is not inferior to Tsurumaru's now, that kind of snow-like indifference with a little melancholy and courageous appearance, which makes people unconsciously want to Explore the pain deep in his expression.
Onimaru: ... what the hell?
who I am?where am I?What happened again?How is this going?Hey, why did I say again?
271.
"What's wrong?" Tsurumaru asked strangely as he watched Onimaru pulling his hair.
Is there something wrong with the hair?But didn't you accept this long hair well in the previous month?He also said that fortunately the body of the gods will not be contaminated with dirt, otherwise he must have cut this long hair clean... or something.
"My real hair color is black." Eye color is also dark brown.Onimaru looked at the beautiful boy in the mirror, and reconfirmed that there were no magic spells or abnormal changes on his body. The current appearance was his real self, not to mention the magic makeup, there was no external force or change at all on his body.
It's not hair dyeing or color contact lenses. His original one-time hair dyeing has faded away before going to Honmaru, and he doesn't know when he lost his color contact lenses. His appearance has always been maintained by illusions and hints, and he has no conditions or opportunities to dye his hair again.
So the mirror is the real him.
"Hey... so could it be that the master originally had white hair, and then someone else used a spell to cover it up, and now because of divine power, it has changed back to the real hair color?" Tsurumaru rubbed his chin and muttered nonsense.
"Eh?! Why isn't the real hair color orange! Obviously orange is more suitable for the owner!" He yelled.
"Master, any color is suitable!" This is Horikawa who likes any master.
Yamabagiri nodded in agreement.
"Black is also very majestic... It makes people... people can't help it... ah..." This is the tortoise shell of the direct ** school.
Onimaru: "..."
Believe in your evil!
Over there 500 years, no, 500 years ago, Suzuki watched his master get along with his personal guards in private for the first time in those ten years, and silently swallowed, "The master may like this color, so he reshaped himself in Chengshen" When he chose his favorite image, it was like he chose to become the most well-behaved person in the master's impression'.
By the way, they were not the master's retainers and shadow fighters, but the master's surname and...boyfriend...ah.
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