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At the beginning, the kiss was eager, like a summer rainstorm, falling with a crackle.

Then maybe because he really felt that the person he longed for was in his arms, and he couldn't go anywhere, Lu Yanbei's mood gradually stabilized, and it was like the surface of a lake in autumn, deep and quiet, only a layer of water appeared on the water surface. Another layer of ripples.

The wind blows in from the window, blows the clothes hanging on the balcony, and shakes the shadows all over the place.

Lu Yanbei retreated to the farthest corner, leaned against the wall, let Pu Xiangnan lean on him, clasped her waist, and kissed deeply.

Both of them gasped slightly when they parted.They touched their heads and leaned against each other. After a while, their beating hearts gradually calmed down.

In the dark, even at such a short distance, it is difficult to see the other person's face clearly.But Lu Yanbei felt an indescribable sense of relief, and couldn't help but smile silently.

She lightly pecked the corner of Pu Xiangnan's lips, hugged him tightly again, and did not hide her good mood at all, "Xiao Xiao, I like you so much."

"So can you give me the answer now?" Pu Xiangnan raised his head in her arms and asked.

"Yes." Lu Yanbei replied without hesitation, but then said again, "But I can't tell you yet. Xiaoxiao, wait for me a little longer. After the exam, I want to take you to meet someone, If you're still willing to be with me after seeing her... then I'll tell you my answer."

Pu Xiangnan raised his eyebrows and asked jealously, "Is it someone important to you?"

"I can't say that, it's just that she has helped me a lot, and she understands my situation better." Lu Yanbei said, "There are some things that I don't know how to say. After meeting her, you may understand more clearly. know me."

It was fine if she didn't explain it, but Pu Xiangnan became even more sour when she explained it.

Lu Yanbei's past was not a good one.But because of this, Pu Xiangnan felt regretful that he did not appear in her life when she needed it most.

Although in fact, even if she appeared, she was still an ignorant child at the time, and she might not be able to help the other party much, but...

At least it can give her some comfort.

This is not a regret for outsiders. Pu Xiangnan did not show it. After all, life cannot be all the way. Past experiences, whether good or bad, are part of life, creating the current "me" , If you change ahead of time, maybe everything will be different again.

However, it turned out that what she regretted not being able to do, someone did.

There was a person who appeared in Lu Yanbei's past life, when she needed it most.Although Lu Yanbei didn't admit it, but in order to fall in love, you have to take someone to meet that person first, which has already explained a lot of problems.

Besides...

"Why have you never heard of such an important person?" She asked.

Regarding the past, Lu Yanbei has always been tight-lipped, and even she is willing to confide a little bit when she is pushed to the extreme.Since that person was able to know her past, he was accepted by her earlier than himself.

And Lu Yanbei didn't mention a word about this person, just like she didn't mention a word about her past. Is it a kind of escape or a kind of protection?

"There's nothing to say, it's all over." Lu Yanbei explained.

"Really, have you mentioned me to her?" Pu Xiangnan asked again.

Only then did Lu Yanbei belatedly realize that something was wrong.She slightly opened the distance between the two, and looked down at the expression on Pu Xiangnan's face, "Xiao Xiao, are you jealous?"

Pu Xiangnan blushed a little.

Although she knew that Lu Yanbei couldn't see clearly in the dark night, she subconsciously turned her face away, "Can't you?"

"Okay, of course." Lu Yanbei said immediately.

She rubbed Pu Xiangnan's face with the tip of her nose, feeling very soft in her heart.

But sometimes, a soft heart will make her want to meet all the other's demands, and sometimes, it will only make her want to bully the other party even more.

So at this moment, Lu Yanbei felt a little bad, deliberately did not explain, but said, "Actually, there is nothing to say, you will know when you see her."

"Then you..." Pu Xiangnan wrinkled her nose and was about to speak when Lu Yanbei pressed her lips with his fingers.

"Shh, someone is here." She whispered in Pu Xiangnan's ear.

At the same time, Pu Xiangnan also heard the sound of the dormitory door being opened, and Xie Wennan's undisguised complaint, "We're back... Hey, why is there no one? The door is unlocked... Sa Sa? Little? Lu Yanbei? Pu Xiangnan? Where is he?"

While shouting, she searched around every corner of the dormitory, and finally pushed open the balcony door.

"We scared her." The moment the door opened, Pu Xiangnan heard Lu Yanbei say this in his ear.

Before she could react, there was a sudden burst of force from her back, and she was pushed out by Lu Yanbei.Pu Xiangnan was unprepared, staggered two steps, and threw himself in front of Xie Wennan.

"Ah!" Xie Wennan just opened the door when she saw a black figure approaching and screamed in fright. Then she realized that the person who rushed over was Pu Xiangnan. She suddenly became angry and cursed loudly, "Pu Xiao Little you are going to die, hiding here is scary!"

After scolding, she raised her hand and patted her heart with lingering fear, and then saw Lu Yanbei standing behind Pu Xiangnan, and suddenly became suspicious, "What are you two doing sneakily on the balcony?"

Pu Xiangnan suddenly felt guilty, and was about to explain when he heard Lu Yanbei say, "Of course we are hiding here to give you a surprise (scare)!"

Xie Wennan rolled his eyes indecently, "Xiaoxiao has learned from you." As he spoke, he dragged Pu Xiangnan away.

Lu Yanbei thoughtfully closed the balcony door for them, looked back at the street lights outside, and the passers-by passing by under the lights, suddenly he was in a good mood, and couldn't help humming a little song in a low voice.

After humming a few words, she realized that Pu Xiangnan often hummed this song, and it was catchy, and she memorized it unconsciously.

Maybe that's what human connection is all about?Infected with each other's habits and become each other's anchor, so in this world, there is a fixed position, and there is no need to worry about getting lost.

……

University exams are not the same as high school exams. Seven or eight subjects that require exams are spread over the two-week exam week. Naturally, the time is much more generous, but it will also appear to be very tormenting.

What's more, Pu Xiangnan still has something in his heart.

After the last subject of the exam, she came out of the exam room, and she couldn't wait to say to Lu Yanbei, "The person you mentioned, can I see you now?"

"Are you in such a hurry?" Lu Yanbei deliberately teased her.

"I'm just curious because you hide people so tightly." Pu Xiangnan pretended not to care.

"Then do you mind staying at my house tonight? I'll ask her to come over directly tomorrow." Hearing this, Lu Yanbei said with a smile.She was sure that Pu Xiangnan would not refuse, so she looked quite calm.

Pu Xiangnan was slightly taken aback, then hesitated, "To your house?"

"That's what I said, but usually I'm the only one living there." Lu Yanbei shrugged pretending not to care, "You also know the situation at my house."

Pu Xiangnan immediately relented, "...that's fine."

After the goal was achieved, Lu Yanbei couldn't help showing a smile on his face, "Then let's go now? You don't need to bring anything, there are ready-made ones over there."

"Why do I feel..." Pu Xiangnan looked at her expression and asked suspiciously, "I seem to have jumped into your trap?"

"Haha, I was discovered by you." Lu Yanbei's face turned pale, "But it's too late, you are already in the pit, this pit is dug super deep, it is impossible for you to climb out."

"Do you know that you look like a villain this way?" Pu Xiangnan complained.

Lu Yanbei quickly rubbed his face, put back his overly bright smile, and looked at Pu Xiangnan solemnly, "How about this?"

Pu Xiangnan was amused by her, raised his hand and patted her, "Okay, don't be poor."

Lu Yanbei took her hand, "Let's go, go home!"

In fact, that house was more like a cold foothold to Lu Yanbei, not very popular, let alone a "home".But at this moment, when she thought of taking Pu Xiangnan back, she felt a little bit of anticipation in her heart.

She was born and raised there, and the memories of the past are not pleasant, but the rest of her life is worth looking forward to.

Pu Xiangnan always knew that Lu Yanbei's family was very good, but she didn't have a specific idea of ​​how good it was.Probably because this person is too down-to-earth and never shows her wealth in life, so that people can't feel the difference between her and others.

But after seeing this villa in Beijing, Pu Xiangnan finally realized, belatedly, how big the gap was between himself and Lu Yanbei.

If I knew her family conditions were so good at the beginning, would I still have the courage to confess impulsively?

"What's wrong?" Seeing her standing still, Lu Yanbei turned his head, seeing the expression on Pu Xiangnan's face, his heart tightened.She decided to bring people back because she hoped that Pu Xiangnan could understand herself better, whether she wanted to or not, these were part of her.

There may be risks in this, Lu Yanbei knew it, but finally made a decision.

She hoped that what Pu Xiangnan could see was her true self, the good and the bad were in front of her, and she could see everything clearly before making a final decision.

Pu Xiangnan said that she was willing to hand over the initiative to Lu Yanbei, but Lu Yanbei still reserved the right to choose for her.

But if Pu Xiangnan chooses her, she will not give the other party the chance to back down and change.

Because what Lu Yanbei expects is a long-term and stable relationship.

Until the dead.

She would rather not have one less day.

The author has something to say: I dreamed that when I was preparing to code words, I found that the computer was stolen by a thief--

感谢在2020-02-2113:22:01~2020-02-2318:33:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Weilan Fuyao;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Ana;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!