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Several years ago, Lu Yanbei read Zhang Ailing's "Little Reunion". She wrote at the beginning, "The sound of the rain is murmuring, like living by the stream. I would rather it rain, thinking that it is raining so you don't come."

The mood of waiting for someone is mostly like this, apprehensive, entangled, a heart fluttering and unable to settle down, and there is nowhere to go.If you know that the person you are waiting for may not come, and there will be a bit of hopelessness in it, but you can't give up, so you can only wait like this.

Jiuli has never obtained the stability she wanted in her life, she is always looking for love, but always lost in disillusionment.

This state of being completely controlled by another person made Lu Yanbei panic.

It was also from then on that she realized that she could not bear such a wait.She can accept a person coming without warning, but she can never allow the other person to leave suddenly.And since all of this is not in her hands, as long as she gets close to someone, she must bear such worries.

Being far away from everyone is the way she uses to protect herself.

Facts have proved that this concern is indeed justified.Just like at this moment, Pu Xiangnan also decided to move out and distance himself from her.

It seems to fall all the way from an unknown high altitude. Although I feel pain and dizziness amidst the tremors, I don’t have a sense of stability on the ground. It’s like the second boot upstairs has finally come down, and I don’t have to hang it anymore Heart waiting.

Xie Wennan was still chattering about the reason, Lu Yanbei stood there for a while, and finally recovered from the dizziness.

"No, it's not your fault." She pinched her palms, without looking at Pu Xiangnan, and said in a deep voice, "It's my fault, you don't have to move out, I'll go."

Then he opened the cabinet and took out his bag.

She also just came back today, she put down her things and went out, just before she had time to tidy up, she could go straight away with her hands in her hands.

Xie Wennan was stunned by this development.She made two steps in three steps, rushed over and pressed Lu Yanbei's hand carrying the bag, "What's wrong with you? You don't think it's messy enough, do you?"

She looked at Lu Yanbei, then at Pu Xiangnan, and quickly realized that the problem was between these two best-connected roommates.

Xie Wennan found it inconceivable that he didn't notice this at all.But the most urgent task is to solve the immediate problem, so she said, "If there is any problem, just spread it out and make it clear. Whoever did something wrong will apologize. As for moving out? What problem can moving out solve? Are you trying to solve the problem? Don't we get along with each other forever?!"

Lu Yanbei's heart trembled at these words, and his struggling movements stopped immediately.

But seeing that Pu Xiangnan didn't respond, she could only smile wryly, "I can't explain this matter clearly, it's all my fault anyway." She paused, and said, "I have a house near the school, go live there Very convenient. The beds in the dormitory are also reserved, which can save a lot of trouble.”

The latter sentence was obviously intended for Pu Xiangnan, and she did understand it.

She turned her head and looked at Lu Yanbei, wanting to ask, "Do you think it's wrong to reject me?"

This kind of statement is very strange, and Lu Yanbei's behavior is not just the guilt after rejecting others.

Knowing that he shouldn't have any more expectations, but at this moment Pu Xiangnan still felt that he was not the only one who made trouble because of that refusal.

But since he knew it was wrong, since... he was not indifferent, why did he refuse?

But in front of everyone, she couldn't ask the question, so she could only swallow the question, "Okay, as you said."

Seeing that the two of them were avoiding talking, Xie Wennan couldn't help but let go, and said angrily, "It's up to you!" Then he turned and walked back, climbed onto his bed, pulled up the curtain, and went away sullen.

Lu Yanbei looked back again, and saw Pu Xiangnan leaning on the cabinet with her head down, wondering what she was thinking, she hesitated for a moment, then took her bag and left.

No one lived in the house for a while, and it was very deserted.Lu Yanbei put down his bag, made an appointment for housekeeping, stayed on the balcony for a while, and picked up his phone to send a message to Luo Yuwen.

Lu Yanbei: I moved out of the dormitory.

Luo Yuwen was taken aback, and hurriedly asked, and figured out what was going on, and couldn't help saying, "Since you don't try to redeem it, this result is expected, isn't it? Human feelings can't be erased all at once, and things that happened can't be erased all at once. Impossible to treat it as non-existent, what do you want her to do?"

Lu Yanbei was slightly taken aback, "I... I thought I could at least be an ordinary roommate and classmate."

"Aren't you an ordinary roommate and classmate now?" Luo Yuwen said, "Do you know what your tone is like now?"

"what?"

"Blame the person you rejected for not being generous enough to be friends with you and understand your difficulties. Why are you so bitch?" Luo Yuwen said mercilessly.

Lu Yanbei felt very prickly.

That's right, didn't you think about it a long time ago?It is impossible to let Pu Xiangnan stay within reach all the time, waiting for her to come out.

……

It's just that they don't live in the dormitory, and the relationship between them seems to be a lot farther away.

University is different from high school. There are no fixed classrooms. Every class has to be stuck in time to rush to different classrooms. After class, they will be separated, and the time spent together will be much less all of a sudden.

And as the first semester passed, the freshmen became familiar with the campus and had their own arrangements for university life. It was rare for the entire dormitory to be mobilized like in the beginning. Everyone had different arrangements for their spare time.

Su Rina still focuses on work-study programs, Xie Wennan is busy dating, Pu Xiangnan is in love with going to the library, and the atmosphere in the dormitory is no longer the intimacy of last semester.As for Lu Yanbei who has moved out and only comes back occasionally, he has completely become a non-staff member.

In this atmosphere, the relationship between Lu Yanbei and Pu Xiangnan was estranged, and it seemed that they did not attract anyone's attention.

Two months passed in a blink of an eye, the midterm exam was over, and May Day was here.

It was supposed to be a relaxing and pleasant vacation, but the school notified the students one by one, and the students who were planning their vacation trip were dumbfounded: the school asked them to take advantage of this vacation to complete a teaching practice.

It was said that this kind of internship was arranged during the winter and summer vacations, but as we all know, everyone has gone home during the winter and summer vacations, and the possibility of spontaneously getting together to complete the entire internship project is too low. Most people’s internship reports are random. Chapter, compile some information to deal with.

This year, the above-mentioned documents were issued, and the internship report was checked very strictly. The method of falsification was no longer feasible, so the school simply moved the time to the semester, and the school organized and completed it.

The ecological internship in the first year of university is not difficult. It is to visit an ecological agricultural park designated by a certain school and complete an internship report.

"Forget it, let's treat it as a school trip." Su Rina comforted her very thoughtfully.

Xie Wennan pouted, "If you don't want to write an internship report, yes."

As long as you think of the 3000 internship report, you don't have the slightest thought of playing lightly, okay?

Pu Xiangnan was also very worried, because before this, she had already agreed with her family that her parents would come to Beijing to play during the holidays, and she could be a tour guide to accompany them throughout the trip. ——Ever since it was mentioned during the Chinese New Year, Ye Youlan has been very concerned about this, and she wanted to come when school started, but her school started two weeks earlier than Pu Xiangnan, so she had to give up, and now it is time.

It turned out that the train ticket was bought over there, and her hotel was also booked, but something went wrong here.

After calling back, Comrade Ye Youlan said indifferently, "Then you go for an internship, and your dad and I can still get lost in Beijing? Don't you just go for an internship for one day, and let's walk around your school first."

On the 30th, Pu Xiangnan went to the train station to pick up the people, settled in the hotel, and planned the travel itinerary for the next day for them, before going back to the dormitory with great anxiety.

When Pu Xiangan wrote a composition about spring outings and autumn outings when he was a child, the first sentence must be "The weather is very good today, the sun is shining, and there is no cloud in the sky..." However, the day they went to the ecological agricultural park, the weather was not beautiful, and the sky was dark early in the morning. It was a bit gloomy, but fortunately the weather forecast did not say that there would be rain, so everything went on as usual.

As a result, after only half an hour of shopping in the agricultural garden, the heavy rain began to fall.

It was raining heavily and urgently, and the students were scattered all over the ecological agriculture park at this time, and it was difficult to gather immediately, so they had to find shelter from the rain nearby.

Holding the notebook in his arms, Pu Xiangnan ran into a large shed, and couldn't help but pause slightly.

Lu Yanbei actually arrived here ahead of time.

Because the ecological park is too big and the individual strength is too weak, according to the opinions given by the seniors, the students were divided into groups, seven or eight people, each responsible for a part of the area, and finally gathered together to write the internship report. This can save a lot of trouble.

And this kind of lazy and cautious, as long as the same report is not handed in, the school will not pursue it.

So dormitory 201 is separated.

It's just that I didn't expect to meet here again.

Pu Xiangnan looked back at the ground where a layer of water had accumulated, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and step in.

After several months, this was the first time the two were alone.This greenhouse is obviously not small, but Pu Xiangnan somehow feels a little cramped.She chose a place far away from Lu Yanbei to sit down, staring at the rain curtain outside in a daze.

The clothes were wet, and it was a little uncomfortable to stick to the body.

Lu Yanbei seems to have glanced here several times, what is she looking at?

In the past two months, Pu Xiangnan plunged headlong into the sea of ​​knowledge and lived a very fulfilling life. She rarely thought of Lu Yanbei. Even if she saw it in class, she could deal with it calmly. She thought she had let go of it, but now The two of them were alone in this space, and she found her heart beating a little faster again.

She thought for a while, stood up, and took a few steps towards the door.

The wind mixed with rain and mist blows in and blows on Pu Xiangnan's face, making her wake up a lot, even the heat on her face seems to have dropped a little, and then——

"Ah!"

A very loud, ill-timed sneeze.

Because the force was too strong, a little snot came out.Pu Xiangnan hurriedly covered his nose and touched tissues on his body, but he was too hasty to bring them when he went out.Embarrassed and humiliated, she wished there was a hole in front of her that she could slip through.

A tissue was handed in front of her.

Pu Xiangnan quickly took it over and treated his nose.

"Your clothes are wet, don't stand here and blow the air." Lu Yanbei said again.

Pu Xiangnan hurriedly stepped back a few steps, and then took two steps to the side to avoid the wind at the door.

The surroundings seemed to suddenly quiet down, only the continuous sound of the pattering rain.Pu Xiangnan didn't know why, but suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, she didn't even dare to turn her head, and could only stare blankly at the curtain-like rain outside.

Lu Yanbei turned his head slightly, glanced at her, and suddenly remembered "Little Reunion".

The rain was murmuring, and if the rain could bring this person to her, it didn't seem like a bad thing.

The author has something to say: update on the 2nd.

The stupid author locked himself in the codeword software and couldn't get out to update [laugh and cry]