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During the short winter vacation, Pu Xiangnan got together with his classmates several times one after another, and it was the Chinese New Year.

Before worrying about those human relations, Pu Xiangnan was dragged by Ye Youlan to prepare the New Year's goods, and he was dizzy from the work.The mother's reason is very good, "I didn't let you distract you when you wanted to study before. Now that you are an adult, you should start to get in touch with these things. Your father and I can rest assured that we will live outside by ourselves in the future."

Pu Xiangnan could not refute.

After doing this, she realized that there are so many and complicated things to prepare for the New Year!

But being busy has its benefits. Physical fatigue seems to have also affected her brain. At least during this time, she spent much less time thinking about Lu Yanbei.Sure enough, human beings are very realistic creatures, and you can only think about it when you keep warm. She used to think so much, it was purely idle.

As for Lu Yanbei, he was obviously that idle person.

The fever subsided on the same day, but the cold did not heal. It turned from a headache to tonsillitis, and it didn't take long for her to develop cough symptoms. As a result, she had no energy and could only lie at home to recuperate.Having nothing to do, she actually watched the movie "Love Letter" several times, and almost memorized the plot.

Occasionally, I also think about some rambling questions.

Of the two heroines in the story, one is not attached, so she misses the heroine.A persistent search for the answer, only to find that the hero's liking for him may just be treating her as someone else.Of the two endings, I can't tell which one is more embarrassing.

But in the end, they all saw it.A suitor who decides to accept silent protection by his side, and a suitor who is preparing to start a new life.

So, what about Pu Xiangnan?

In fact, it was just a few short months of getting along. Lu Yanbei couldn't believe how deep and firm the relationship was.Pu Xiangnan was persistent at the time and wanted an answer. After getting an answer that did not meet expectations, would she give up and look away?

The funny thing is that Pu Xiangnan might have looked away, but Lu Yanbei himself couldn't.

All this happened too fast, Lu Yanbei only judged and dealt with it instinctively, but didn't think deeply about it, and even now he has no sense of reality.On the contrary, after ruminating over and over again, I gradually tasted a different taste.

How did Li Zongsheng sing that song?

Falling in love is nothing but a high fever, and longing is a cough that will never get better.

It was her who was talking about.

The cough continued intermittently until it was almost Chinese New Year. Lu Yanbei's original plan to travel naturally died.

Lu Yanbei didn't have any special feelings about the New Year.After all, this festival is more integrated with the humanistic atmosphere: family, reunion, the beginning of a new year, and the renewal of Vientiane.These are far away from her.

If it weren't for the content related to the Spring Festival theme everywhere, she wouldn't even realize that the New Year has just arrived quietly.

She only had time to go to the supermarket to pick up a bunch of fast food and go home.

When he took a big bag of things home alone and put them into the refrigerator by category, Lu Yanbei thought for the first time in so many years, what would it be like if there was another person in the family, if this person was Pu Xiangnan Woolen cloth?

When he came back to his senses, Lu Yanbei sorted out the things he had bought, and his gaze suddenly froze slightly.

She found that all the things she bought were on sale.It was just a subconscious choice when I picked it, and I didn't realize it at all.

This is not her habit at all, but Pu Xiangnan's.

How does one person invade another's life?It is nothing more than reflected in these inconspicuous details and habits in life.

So Liang Jingru sang: I sound like you in this sentence, isn't it the evidence that we have loved.

Lu Yanbei stared blankly at the corn in his hand for a while.

She suddenly realized that she had already accepted another person into her life.

It's just that I was in it, and I didn't realize it.

When she realized it, she had already pushed that person far away.

Want to try to redeem?Lu Yanbei hasn't made up his mind yet.Because up to this moment, she is still not sure to what extent this kind of acceptance has reached, whether it can really reach the level Pu Xiangnan wants, and whether it will cause her harm again in the future.

But she was still eager to do something to make up for the pain she had caused the other party.

Picking up the phone and looking through the messages sent by other people, Lu Yanbei realized that the two of them hadn't been in touch since the day they separated.Even in the small group in dormitory 201, Pu Xiangnan would never talk to her at the same time.It turned out that she wasn't the only one avoiding, Pu Xiangnan was the same.

She thought about it and sent a few red envelopes in the group.

Xie Wennan and Su Rina were very active, grabbed the red envelopes and sent a few, but Pu Xiangnan never responded.

This made Lu Yanbei couldn't help frowning.

She had to admit that although she rejected the other party, maybe it was because she was the one who was favored, so she had a kind of blind optimism in her heart, thinking that even if she rejected Pu Xiangnan, the two could still remain friends, classmates, and friends. Roommates like this relationship, continue to get along.

But that might just be her wishful thinking.

She couldn't help poking into Pu Xiangnan's circle of friends to see her latest news.A few days ago, because of the frequent reunions with high school classmates, Pu Xiangnan’s update frequency was surprisingly high. There were three or four posts almost every day. They were not all kinds of local delicacies in Jiugongge, or a group photo of a few or even a dozen classmates.

In the photo, everyone was smiling brightly, and someone hugged Pu Xiangnan's shoulders intimately, and leaned head to head with her.

That should have been her place.

While she was enduring the sore throat and cough caused by a severe cold, the life of the other party seemed to be unaffected by the bustle, which made Lu Yanbei's mood very unattractive.

Although Pu Xiangnan was the one who confessed, in fact, between the two, Lu Yanbei was the one who needed each other more.So obviously I was the one who said no, but in the end I was more affected than the other party, and I haven't come out until now.

This made Lu Yanbei feel quite depressed all the time, so he simply ignored it.Now pick it up again, only to find that she hasn't updated it in the past two days.

This discovery made her feel tense, worried that something had happened to Pu Xiangnan, so she quickly sent her a message regardless of all the entanglements in her heart.

It's just that when I was typing, I hesitated several times, and all kinds of concerns seemed a little out of place. I typed and deleted, and finally sent only three words.

Happy New Year.

It seems to be forwarded without emotion, dryly without any meaning of blessing.

So Lu Yanbei moved his fingers and withdrew again.She didn't realize what she was doing until she finished, so she had to bite the bullet and copy a New Year's greeting that was forwarded by others, delete it, edit it, and repost it.

It should be... no problem, right?

But never heard back.This made Lu Yanbei even more uneasy, she sat on the sofa hesitated for a moment, and called Luo Yuwen.

Luo Yuwen was almost convinced by her, "There is no reply, maybe it's because she saw it but didn't want to reply, after all, your relationship is so embarrassing."

"...Can't you think about the good?" Lu Yanbei said, "If you still remember that I am your patient."

Luo Yuwen rolled his eyes on the other end of the phone, "If you're worried, just call and ask if you're okay?"

"Not too good?" Lu Yanbei hesitated.

"Then you can go directly to her." Luo Yuwen said casually, "Otherwise, what else do you want?"

Lu Yanbei was silent.

Luo Yuwen became alert, "I just said it casually. It's not appropriate for you to disturb someone's house during the New Year's Eve. What can you do if you're [-] this year? It's probably because you're busy, or you didn't check your phone when you went out to play. You should There is news."

Lu Yanbei was noncommittal, but after hanging up the phone, she opened the webpage to search for ticket information.It's a pity that there is only one direct flight in the morning every day, and it is almost here by this time, so I turned to search for train ticket information.

Originally, Lu Yanbei had no expectations, because it is said that train tickets during the Spring Festival travel season are hard to find.

But maybe because it’s New Year’s Eve today, everyone who should leave has almost left, or maybe after the speed of the high-speed rail has increased, the number of trains has increased, and the efficiency of railway transportation has greatly improved, so there are still a small number of remaining tickets released.And before her brain reacted, she had already snatched one.

It wasn't until he boarded the car with his bag that Lu Yanbei finally came to his senses and realized what he had done.

"..." Lu Yanbei felt that he seemed to be too impulsive, just like what Luo Yuwen said, so what if he left?

If she hadn't rejected Pu Xiangnan that day, and the two were lovers now, then she could have run all the way there, explaining that she missed him, and even called Pu Xiangnan to come out to accompany her in a fair manner.Now, however, she has no position.Even sending a message to Pu Xiangnan has to be carefully considered, and the other party can completely ignore it.

But on the other hand, Lu Yanbei felt an unprecedented freshness.

As if wiping off the dust on the window, she finally saw the people outside clearly and saw another life that she had never known before.

Everyone is struggling with their own survival trajectory.

On the day of family reunion like New Year's Eve, there are still so many people running around on the road. Everyone has their own reasons and their own sadness.In comparison, her worries and difficulties seemed too delicate.

Even this impulsive decision seemed too abrupt.

As for the so-called redemption, it also carried a high arrogance, as if the other party had been waiting for her to look down on her.

But who stipulated that Pu Xiangnan must stand still and wait for her?

The high-speed train was heading towards the destination at high speed, but Lu Yanbei looked at the scenery passing by the train window, which was almost an afterimage, and suddenly felt a little unspeakable anxiety, as if at this moment, he finally understood the poem The above-mentioned "feeling timid near the hometown".

The author has something to say: Xiaoxiao has gone home to celebrate the New Year, and Sa Sa went to find Xiaoxiao to celebrate the New Year together, so the author Jun is going home to celebrate the New Year!

Because there is no Internet and computers in the countryside, it is an international practice to update according to fate during the Chinese New Year, and it may even be impossible to update [top the pot and run away]

感谢在2020-01-1607:43:59~2020-01-1705:20:36期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles in the sky;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!