Xiaoman

Xia Liang's punch caught Xia Guangzhi completely by surprise, he was even a little shocked by the stupid words he blurted out, and wanted to turn around and say "Dad, I didn't mean that" to Grandpa Xia Liang.

Before the tongue was about to bounce, the face was hammered and crooked, and the upper and lower jaws bumped, and it almost slipped off the tongue.

He stared at Xia Liang dumbfounded in shock, before his brain could react, his eyes flashed quickly, Xia Liang grabbed his collar and slammed it on the dining table, and hit him again with his fist.

It was only then that he let out a "fuck" sound, raised his elbow to fight back as he struggled to hide to the side, and realized that he had encountered a son in a civilized society beating his father.

It's the other way around!

At the same time, Xia Liang's grandfather and mother also understood, both of them shouted "Xia Liang" and hurried to pull people away.

After all, Xia Guangzhi was a tall old man. Xia Liang was able to punch him twice because he didn't turn his head around.

The two of them are not like father and son, their eyes are full of fire, they are enemies at all, and they both intend to kill each other.

Xia Liang grabbed half of his face and hammered, Xia Guangzhi greeted his eyes and temples.

By the time they were pulled and stretched apart, half of Xia Guangzhi's face was already swollen bright red, and Xia Liang's left eyebrow arch was rubbed off a line of bloody skin near his eyelids to avoid being scratched at his temple. past.

The corners of their mouths were cracked and blood oozes out, Xia Guangzhi was completely hammered.The one that Xia Liang was scratched by his mother was then opened by Xia Guangzhi.

In the end, Xia Liang thought he could punch Xia Guangzhi under his chin again, but his mother hugged his arm and called his name in a panic. He was afraid of accidentally hurting him, so he withdrew his strength.

After such a hesitation, Xia Guangzhi kicked his hip hard again, Xia Liang's irritability was instantly ignited, and he wished he could raise his leg to greet his crotch.

"Fuck your mother, bastard! You are so fucking hot! You beat your father!" Xia Guangzhi was pinned down by his grandfather, his eyes were burning red, and he was still kicking his legs to rush up.

"Xia Liang, hurry up and get out!" Grandpa shouted at him.

"Are you crazy! Ah?! Crazy!" Mom screamed in his ear.

Xia Liang seemed to be hearing her cry to herself for the first time, this anxious crying made her show a rare fragility.

This is fucking.

Xia Liang closed her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth and endured the boiling emotions in her heart, and walked out with big strides, shaking off her arm.

"Your mother is forcing you to come back to me! I can't beat you to death!" Xia Guangzhi roared angrily from behind.

Explosiveness is amazing.

When Xia Liang was hit by Xia Guangzhi, when he put on his clothes and slammed the door to leave the house, even when the driver secretly looked at him from the rearview mirror in the car, he didn't feel any pain.

He's just disgusting.

bother.

Feel irritable from the inside out.

Not only to his mother, Xia Guangzhi, but also to himself.

This house is often like a pile of bird droppings. It’s not disgusting him all at once, and you can’t use a shovel to hoe it all at once, but it’s 20 years old. Smaller, sometimes denser and sometimes sparser.

But it's all sticking to him, sticking to him, can't be wiped off or wiped off, and it's impossible to really get away from this pile of bird droppings.

Because this is his "home".

That's his family, like everyone has.

He is disgusted with this kind of life, and the way of life like a cockfight at any time. This kind of disgust made him resist since he was a child, and his resistance was assimilated, and his resistance became like them. madman".

But still can't avoid it.

The moment he swung his fist at Xia Guangzhi, what aroused his anger was not only his desire to smash Xia Guangzhi's foul mouth, but also his deep disgust and revulsion towards himself.

Anyway, this is his real father.

Forced by his biological father to attack his biological father.

The disgust and revulsion increased with every punch, but he couldn't stop.

It's actually a horrible feeling,

It was as if a devil was smiling softly in his heart, and he smiled and said to him, look, Xia Liang, after all, you are just such a piece of trash that can only solve problems with your fists.

When the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, he opened the door and stepped down, only to find that the oily skin on his knuckles had been scratched at some point, and the part where the hip bone was connected to the side of the abdomen was stretched and painful, causing him to frown.

Xia Guangzhi who fucked his uncle.

He gritted his teeth and stepped on the porcelain with the stepping foot, not wanting to wobble around because of the pain, it was unseemly.

"The outpatient clinic is at the other door." The driver was kind enough to turn the car around and prepare to drive away, but still hesitantly lowered the window to remind him.

Xia Liang raised his phone at him: "Five stars."

"That's not what I meant." The driver said "Hi" with a smile.

Xia Liang didn't answer any more, pressed his hot and hot eyebrows, and went to the bathroom to wash his face first.

He came too hastily, and he couldn't go directly to Liu Xiaoman like this, it would scare him.

At this time, Liu Xiaoman had just arrived at the hospital not long ago.

After Xia Liang left, Liu Yong asked him to go home and sleep for a while. He waited here and asked Aunt Mei to come over later, but Liu Xiaoman didn't listen.

When the attending doctor finally came to work, he asked carefully. Although the indicators of my grandfather were still stable after the operation, he had to observe for at least one day. If there was no situation, he would be transferred out of the general ward. It is useless to stay in the hospital now.

He followed up and asked about the approximate cost. The doctor looked at his arm, sighed and gave him an approximate calculation. He told him about various possible situations, what preparations he should make as a family member, and when he could go in. For visits, if something goes wrong, they must be ready to be summoned to sign at any time. How to arrange it is up to the family members themselves.

Liu Xiaoman was silent for a few seconds after listening, then turned to go home.

After walking half a step, he stopped quickly, bent down and bowed to the doctor.

On the way home, he was very dizzy. There were very few people on the New Year's Eve bus, and he was even the only one at two or three stops.

He leaned against the car window and squinted his eyes for a while, unable to fall asleep, his head was still throbbing and throbbing, but he didn't have the strength to lift it up.

After getting off the car, he walked far away to the crossroads. He was stunned when he saw the breakfast stall set up downstairs. Knowing that it was impossible, he still pulled up his feet and ran forward.

Aunt Mei was about to close the stall, but there was really no business.Seeing Liu Xiaoman suddenly appearing in front of her eyes with a dazed look, her heart tightened all of a sudden, she came out from behind the stall wiping her hands, and called him, "Xiaoman! How is your grandpa?"

Liu Xiaoman didn't expect that his grandfather had collapsed, and Aunt Mei was still setting up the stall by herself.

A little disappointed, the person who set up the stall is no longer a grandfather, and the feeling of being different is too strong.

And there is a little gratitude in the disappointment.

Liu Yong has no job, and the figures the doctor told him are astonishing to him. If the stall is put on hold again, the family will really have no income.

"I haven't woken up yet, I still have to observe." He shook his head and helped Aunt Mei collect them together, "Is Cancan at home alone?"

"Ah." Aunt Mei pulled back from her dazed state, didn't say anything, just took over the work in his hand and drove him up: "Go up and rest for a while, there is breakfast at home, you eat and sleep, your throat It's all broken, you can't hold it if you don't rest."

Liu Xiaoman didn't fight her, turned around and went up.

The house is very quiet, there is no "Xiaoman" that grandpa usually calls him.It was also very cold, and the stove was not turned on. I was afraid that it would be unsafe for Cancan to be alone at home and smoke from the gas.

There were a few sheets of pancakes and a pot of rice porridge in the pot in the kitchen, Liu Xiaoman quickly finished washing, went over to fill a bowl and started to drink.

At first, he just drank, like drinking water, he couldn't taste the taste, and he wasn't hungry. He just thought that Xia Liang said that he didn't have the energy to take care of his grandfather, so he poured it into his mouth.

Probably because he was in a rush, or because he was smoking and shaking on the bus, when the first bowl was poured to the end, he suddenly felt nauseous, his brain and stomach were full of nausea, he put down the bowl and threw himself into the sink and vomited Porridge and rice stomach acid.

After vomiting, he felt hungry. He wiped his mouth and took another bowl and continued to drink. His throat started to choke while he was drinking. It became difficult to swallow, and tears rolled out into the bowl one by one.

He held the bowl and didn't have a hand to wipe, so he continued drinking with tears in his eyes. This time it tasted salty.

From the bottom of the bed, he opened the small cabinet that his grandfather had given him. There were some old things in it. He did not search for anything else, but took out a small iron box and pried it open with the corner of the bed.

There are many documents inside, as well as cash and passbooks wrapped in plastic bags.He poured it all out to have a look, roughly calculating the total in his heart, heaved a little sigh of relief, and at the same time felt extremely sad.

This figure was much more than he imagined, so much that he was a little surprised.

He couldn't imagine how the burritos worth a few dollars accumulated to these numbers. Grandpa lived his life saving food and drink, and was reluctant to go to the hospital when he was sick. The money he saved was actually his health.

Keeping the password in mind, he put everything he needed into his schoolbag and put the other things back as they were, and stood up with his schoolbag on his back.

After thinking about it, he went to take the mobile phone and charger that Xia Liang gave him, and two exercise books, and put them in the bag together.

Opening the door, Cancan looked up at him at the door, wearing long-wear and long johns, and stepping on huge fur slippers.

Liu Xiaoman looked at him for a moment, didn't say anything, didn't want to say anything, walked around him sideways, and closed the door.

Aunt Mei met him at the entrance of the corridor with two vegetable bowls in her arms, she said "Hey" anxiously, and called to him with her face up, "Aren't you going to rest for a while, Xiaoman?"

"No, I have to go." Liu Xiaoman walked down a few steps to make way for her, and said softly, "Go up, Cancan is already awake."

"Then wait for me for a while, I'll go there with you!" Aunt Mei hurried upstairs.

"No need." Liu Xiaoman shook his head, "I can't even enter the intensive care unit, and I can only wait outside if I go, it's useless."

Aunt Mei stopped to look at him again, frowning slightly, hesitating and not knowing what to say.

"You..." Liu Xiaoman thought for a while, lowered his eyelids slightly, "If you don't mind the trouble, let's make some lunch and take it there, he's still there."

"He" refers to Liu Yong, of course.

Aunt Mei immediately nodded with an "hey", Liu Xiaoman turned to leave, but she stopped her again.

"There's really no one today..." She put down the vegetable bowl she was holding in her arms, fumbled in her apron, grabbed a handful of change and put it into Liu Xiaoman's pocket, biting Listening to Liu Xiaoman's ear, he said quickly: "I will give you all the money for the morning these few days. Your grandfather is in the hospital, so you can keep it."

Liu Xiaoman glanced at her, Aunt Mei didn't show much expression, and also looked at him.

Should I ask what they said yesterday?

He thought about it, grabbed a few banknotes from his pocket, took them out to check the denomination, and stuffed them back into Aunt Mei's hand: "For grocery shopping."

Liu Xiaoman went to the community first, everyone was busy celebrating the New Year, and it took a while to wait for Aunt Li to come over.

I didn't say much in detail, I just reported the situation roughly, and asked her to ask if there are any policies that can be applied, and all the certificates that should be issued will be issued.

Aunt Li was very sad, and said that all the old neighbors would go to the hospital to have a look. Liu Xiaoman thanked her and turned to go to the bank.

He didn't dare to withdraw more, fearing that he would lose too much money on his body, he just took the money Xia Liang had paid for yesterday and packed it up, and hurried to the hospital.

Not only their family members were waiting in the corridor, the place where Liu Xiaoman was sitting before leaving was already taken by another family, Liu Yong beckoned him to pass with a tired face.

Liu Xiaoman had nothing to say to him, and nodded lightly to show that he saw it, and went to the outside of the ward, leaning on the glass wall to look in.

Grandpa still didn't wake up.

The doctor's words "if I can wake up" came to my mind again, Liu Xiaoman didn't dare to think about it any more.

He still feels that all this is like a dream. He was running unconsciously in the dream, as if he had been walking for a long time, but in fact it was only the first day.He could only continue unconsciously like this, not daring to stop and not to think, once he stopped to think, all this would be really terrible.

When Xia Liang suddenly appeared by his side and called him "Liu Xiaoman", his first reaction was surprise.

Powerful peace of mind and joy curled up in his heart, his arms seemed to have their own consciousness, and before his eyes turned away, his arms were already grabbing Xia Liang's arms.

"Why do you..." He originally wanted to say why you came at this time, but when he saw the two cuts on Xia Liang's face, he froze in place.

"Why is my face so bad?" Xia Liang continued for him.

He smiled, raised his hand and casually wiped the arch of his eyebrows with the sole of his palm, and looked at Liu Xiaoman: "It's okay, I studied it for a while before I came to you, and I didn't lose my appearance, otherwise I wouldn't come. "

Liu Xiaoman didn't speak, the eyes staring at Xia Liang's face moved to his hand with his movements, his heart was wrinkled like a broken joint, and he pulled Xia Liang towards the fire escape.

There were also people sitting on the stairs behind the door, all numb, and some people were chatting, and they just raised their eyelids when they came in.

Liu Xiaoman continued to climb up until he reached the small rooftop where there was no one there. Looking at Xia Liang's face under the sky, his chest felt sore.

He wanted to touch, but was afraid of Xia Liang's pain, so he kept chasing with unexplainable emotions.

He knew it couldn't be okay.

Xia Liang's mother is so scary, Xia Liang couldn't even come out of the house a few days ago, and she didn't get home all night yesterday, how could she be fine.

Thinking that Xia Liang was beaten because of him this time, his nasal tube became sore uncontrollably. He quickly lowered his head and grabbed Xia Liang's hand and turned it over and over again. Xia Liang let him watch, but the corners of his mouth could not help but drop drooping.

do not Cry.

Crying a lot is really annoying.

You hold back Liu Xiaoman.

Finally, he took a shallow breath, raised the back of Xia Liang's hand and stuck it on his face, and asked him again in a hoarse voice, "Are you coming over now, have you eaten yet?"

Xia Liang and Liu Xiaoman looked at each other, looked at his bloodshot and watery eyes, didn't speak, pulled out his hand to rub the back of his head, and pulled him over to hug him.

Liu Xiaoman's hands climbed onto his back, clutching his clothes tightly.

No.

I just want to see you.