Fight for the secret of the male god

Qin Shen's chest was filled with turbulent emotions. He sat on the edge of the bed with his jaw tensed, and his eyes looked deeply at the thin person on the bed.

He finally took those hands.

It was so cold, like ice cubes, it couldn't warm his heart.

Qin Shen pressed Lin Yu s hands with his warm palms, warmed them for a while, and then put them on his lips for a kiss.

His fingers were paler than before, and they were dry without any flesh, and he could clearly feel the shape of the bones. It can be seen that his health has become worse in recent years than before. These cognitions made Qin Shen feel like a knife was piercing his heart.

He just held Lin Yu's hand like this, looked at him deeply, and slept with him this rare good sleep.

When Lin Yu woke up again, he quickly realized that his hand was being held warm.

Exactly the same as long ago.

Seeing Qin Shen sitting beside him guarding him, Lin Yu also looked back at him.

"Have you been here?"

There seemed to be something choked in his throat, making Qin Shen speechless, he nodded, and helped Lin Yu tuck the corner of the quilt.

Lin Yu coughed twice, looked at the room, and then asked, "It's so dark in the room."

Qin Shen stood up, found a candle in the room, lit it with a match, dripped a drop of wax oil on the table, fainted it, and inserted the candle firmly.

When he returned to Lin Yu's side again, he was finally able to speak.

"Are you feeling unwell?"

"No." Lin Yu shook his head.

"No lies, no body jokes."

Lin Yu showed a simple smile: "Really not, but I want you to hug me."

Qin Shen didn t speak, just bent down, leaned against the head of the bed, got into the cup, and held Lin Yu in his arms.

Reaching out and pinching his arm, Qin Shen said in a low voice, "Why are you so thin?"

The candles flickered in the room, and the two of them stayed in silence for a while before Lin Yu heard Qin Shen say in his ear, "Baby, do you hate me very much?"

After he finished saying this sentence by himself, he couldn't say it anymore.

Because Lin Yu didn t hate him, he understood this.Obviously should hate, he had to leave him because of the war, and later forgot him for various reasons, and forgot for so long.

What was even worse, and what he couldn't accept even more, was that when he came back, he had already married his wife.

On the mountains outside Lucheng that year, Lin Yu asked helplessly: "If you want to marry a wife and have children in the future, what kind of woman would you want to marry?"

"Baby, I will never marry a wife and have children. For me, you are the only wife I recognize. What you are, my wife is what you are."

The conversation from that year is still in his ears, but he has already broken his promise.

With deep pain in his heart, Qin Shen hugged the person in his arms tightly, and buried his head deeply in Lin Yu s slender neck.

After a moment of silence in the room, Lin Yu turned his head, reached out and stroked his hard, slightly tangled hair.

"Ah Shen, I want to hear you tell me about your war."

"Okay." Qin Shen's voice was slightly hoarse.

Holding the person in his arms, Qin Shen told him about the life and death junctures he had experienced in the war. When it came to danger, Lin Yu couldn't help but straighten his body and hold his hand tightly.

Qin Shen patted him on the back, coaxed him, and waited until he calmed down before continuing.

It was getting dark unconsciously.

By the time Adjutant Chen knocked on the door, it was already midnight.

"Deputy Commander, we should go back."

After telling Lin Yu the last story, Qin Shen tightened his arms, and said in Lin Yu's ear, "I'll come see you again in a few days."

Lin Yu stretched his eyelids and patted his hand: "No, you just need to be busy with your work, don't come to see me, your wife—"

"Shh, don't say it," Qin Shen covered his lips, and he repeated, "I'll come see you in a few days."

"it is good."

Lin Yu looked up at him, and Qin Shen kissed the corner of his mouth forcefully: "Sleep obediently, tell me what you want to eat on the street, and I will bring it for you next time."

"I... want to eat the pumpkin pie from the shop on the easternmost side of Gutou Street."

"Okay, I'll definitely bring it over for you."

"Xiao Shen, what can you do with me?"

Qin Shen sat across from Wen Yanping. After pondering for a moment, he opened his mouth.

"I wish to discuss one matter with the Commander."

Wen Yanping heard something unusual in his voice: "What's the matter?"

"When the commander rescued me, I lost my memory. Later, someone said that I was an orphan, and later, the commander married Xiaoping to me. But a while ago, I just remembered the things before I lost my memory. Before joining the army, he already had a fiancée."

Wen Yanping raised his eyebrows and sat up straight: "Oh? So—"

Qin Shen paused, and continued to speak: "The commander also knew at the time that I didn't have much affection for Xiaoping, but later, considering the commander's kindness to me, he accepted the engagement. But on the other hand, But I have truly failed my own heart, and I have also failed my fiancée who has waited for me for so long."

After he finished speaking, the person sitting opposite couldn't help but frowned, and said in a deep voice: "Are you saying this to me now to abandon Ping'er?"

What Wen Yanping said made Qin Shen have to admit that he had such thoughts in his heart, and wished he had to go back to that person regardless.

But he knew it couldn't and shouldn't.

Since he married Wenping, this was his responsibility, no matter whether he had feelings for Wenping or not, he could not escape this responsibility.

But he still wanted to fight for Lin Yu.

"No, I just want to be honest with you. In the future, I will help him treat his illness and support his life, but I will not end the relationship with Ping'er." When he said these words, he felt heavy in his heart. Some things that had grown vigorously against the wind seemed to have withered and died in a corner.

Wen Yanping responded from his nasal cavity: "I'm very pleased that you think so. But there is one thing I need to remind you, Pinger must not let Pinger know about this matter."

"Don't worry, I have a measure."

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"Do you know? I heard that the Governor's Mansion has a happy event recently."

Another servant said, "What happy event?"

"I heard that the commander's wife is pregnant. She just got pregnant. It is said that the commander is so happy!"

"What Madam Commander?"

"Oh, who else could it be? The old commander's wife died long ago, so it must be the current commander's wife..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Go, go, if you don't work, you will be fired." This is Ah Fu's voice.

……

Lin Yu sat in the courtyard, watching the wind drop a soup flower to the ground.

He narrowed his eyes and raised his hand to touch the broken flower that fell on the ground.But the wind was too fast, and the flowers were blown out of his reach before his hands touched them.

He looked at the door for a long time, but he didn't see the car he wanted to see coming.

That person, I'm afraid he won't come today.

But when he heard the two servants chatting just now, he suddenly realized, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground.Such a good thing will definitely not go away for a while.

"Master, it's windy, come in quickly, maybe it's going to rain later."

"Ah."

Sister Song helped Lin Yu walk into the room a little bit. His body was already very weak, and he had to rely on the help of servants to get out of bed since yesterday.

After a while, Lin Yu heard the wind blowing outside, making the windows clang.

He wanted to call Mrs. Song out loud, but found that his voice was so weak that he might not be able to hear it even standing in the room.

He realized that he might not survive the night.

But Lin Yu was very calm. He had no regrets. The only regret might be that he could not see Qin Shen for the last time.

However, fortunately, he completed the task by accident. Qin Shen married a wife and had children. He would not be able to stay in this world for long. very calm.

"Commander, it's so late now, should we go out?"

Adjutant Chen looked at the sky outside and said doubtfully.He didn't understand that Madam was so happy to tell the Commander about her pregnancy in the afternoon, but the Commander seemed to just smile, that's all, even in his opinion, the body that hugged Madam was a little stiff, Chen Chu suspected that he was wrong .It's even more strange now, I have to go out so late, and I don't know what to do.

"Prepare the car."

Qin Shen has been terribly busy these days, and just got away from those congratulatory people. He couldn't wait to see Lin Yu, and wondered if he had gained weight these days.

"Yes." Seeing that Qin Shen didn't answer his question, Chen Chu didn't ask any more questions, and turned around to prepare the car.

At the eastern end of Gutou Street, Qin Shen signaled Adjutant Chen to stop.

He bought the remaining pumpkin pies from the pancake shop that was about to close down, and got back into the car.

When the car was about to drive into the alley, the rain had already fallen.

Unbuttoning the jacket of the military uniform, Qin Shen hugged the pumpkin pie in his arms, got out of the car and walked to the deep gate of the house.

After knocking for a while, it took a long time for the people inside to open the door.

He walked forward step by step, the rain was getting heavier, but his pace was getting faster and faster.

When he reached the door, he took a deep breath before knocking on the door.

No one inside answered.

Mrs. Song said beside her: "The young master lay down quite early, and he must be asleep now."

"I'll go and see him."

The room was dark, Mrs. Song lit a candle, then covered the light and went to the bedside to have a look, then turned to Qin Shen and said, "The young master is asleep."

Qin Shen nodded, put the pumpkin pie on the table, and then walked over.

He glanced at the person lying on the bed, was silent for a moment, then stretched out his hand to check Lin Yu's breath.

On the battlefield, he has seen many dead people.

The fingers stopped under Lin Yu's nose for a moment, and Qin Shen's fingers trembled slightly.

"Sister Song, hurry up and call the doctor."

Mrs. Song also realized that something was wrong, she hurriedly responded, and then ran out.

Qin Shen took off his coat, and quickly hugged Lin Yu's body.

He used his own body temperature to warm the cold body in his arms, but it was useless, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't warm up.

He eagerly leaned on Lin Yu's face, kissed his dry lips, and kissed his no longer breathing nose.

"Baby, don't sleep. I brought your favorite pumpkin pie. If you think it's cold, let Mrs. Song warm it up. You can eat it in your mouth soon. Don't be angry, okay?"

"I know I'm a little late, but I won't leave, I will always be with you, and I won't break my promise this time..."

But no matter what he said, the person in his arms would never wake up, talk to him, cry or laugh again.

"Hey, this young master has no breath or pulse now. He is not very old, but he has a lot of chronic diseases in his body. He didn't have a long lifespan. It's better to deal with the funeral earlier, sorry..."

The old Langzhong sighed, and quickly carried his medicine box on his back, and was sent to the door by Mrs. Song wiping away tears.

But the man in the room is still hugging the beloved in his arms, talking in the ear of the other in a low voice, the voice is the most gentle.

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This story is done.

Next is back to reality.