Brother, let's talk about life

Endurance is not a good thing, but what it relies on to support it.

Shen Jingyan bit his chopsticks in a daze after eating two bites, then suddenly got up and took out his hand from his bag, found a photo, and handed it to him on the table.

Zhou Zhi picked it up and took a look, the photo was a group photo, a girl around 20 years old, average in length, with long hair that added a bit of femininity, and a boy next to her, who didn't have any genetic resemblance to Shen Jingyan, at best A handsome and weak boy, whose temperament and appearance are far from the main brother's, he glanced at it and put it on the table, and said with a smile: "Why do you keep their photos? Are you angry with yourself?"

It was the first time for Shen Jingyan to have such a good appetite, and the more he ate, the more vigorous he became, and he said with a sob: "I won't be mad at me, I'm going to find a more beautiful one to make him mad."

Someone on the opposite side raised his eyelids and said leisurely: "It's not appropriate for a man to use the word beautiful, but handsome and handsome is very suitable. I'm afraid the person in front of you is the most suitable person you've ever met."

Shen Jingyan said angrily: "I didn't say it was a man, can a man and a woman compare to win or lose?".

"Why not? Suppress all the grandeur, and win the hearts of men and women. It's much better than a woman who doesn't understand anything."

Shen Jingyan bit the ribs and tapped the plate with chopsticks: "I don't want to talk to you now."

Zhou Zhi was very happy to see his appetite, he was happy enough to be with him, and he was even happier to see him eating so happily, so if he didn't mention this matter, he would not mention it, there is nothing to be jealous of.

Pushed all the things on the table to his side, "You eat all of these, I will find a way for you to avenge you."

As soon as he spoke, Shen Jingyan brushed his temper, threw away his chopsticks and got up and left. These days, he finally got a bit of an appetite and swallowed it raw. Zhou Zhi stood up and immediately grabbed his hand: "Sit down, sit down, you can eat until you vomit." , I don’t want you to eat all of it, sit down.”

Stretching out his hand to hold his shoulder and sitting down, Shen Jingyan's temper was still a little bit, and he was immediately submerged in a table of dishes. Today, I didn't bother myself anymore. At least there was no major problem with this meal, and I was almost humming a song I am happy to take a bath. It seems that no one can resist the delicious food.

There are not many leftovers, and it is estimated that no one has much appetite to eat leftovers, so they are all thrown away after cleaning.

After taking a shower, Shen Jingyan sat on the sofa and continued to hold a book, opened the book and continued to read the ones she hadn't finished before, and the other one did everything silently like a perfect lover.Suddenly remembered that Ran Jue came to see him before, when he was sitting on the sofa like this, reading a book without saying a word.You can feel it without looking up, that person's eyes are straight, and he wants to stay here, and something will happen if they live together overnight.If you want to fall in love with him, it is naturally the best to stick to the past.Shen Jingyan clearly knew everything, but she didn't drive him away. In fact, she was lonely and uncomfortable at that time and wanted to be with someone.

Now there is another person by my side, that person has the appearance, temper, and personality I like, and he doesn't say anything, he doesn't ask anything, it seems that the things between them in the past didn't happen, they are more gentle than before, like Honey fell into it and was melted by it, those eyes could see him to death at a glance, but he refused to say a word.

If he did it all over again, he thought, he would definitely do it again, desperate for him.

Shen Jingyan looked at the book in a daze, these things happened not long ago but seemed to be a long time ago.

A person sat next to him, cut a plate of fruit and brought it over, and sat beside him and turned down the volume of the TV.

He said cruelly: "Actually, it's useless for you to do these things. What you want to achieve by staying here doesn't work for me. I have no ability to help you, and I don't have any other things on my mind. ’ and then said in a colder tone: ‘You don’t have to waste any more time.’

Zhou Zhi was seriously peeling an apple in his hand, just as Shen Jingyan finished speaking, he accidentally cut his finger, and immediately bled, and the blood flowed around his finger.

Shen Jingyan was really taken aback, she threw away the book and her whole body became tense and stiff, the man smiled and comforted him indifferently: "It's all right, it's really all right."

Zhou Zhi picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped it. The incision was not big, and the bleeding soon stopped. His fingers were originally slender and beautiful, but the second joint of the middle finger of his right hand was slightly protruding, and the knife cut on it stood out more prominently.

Shen Jingyan threw away the book and walked over to take a band-aid, pinched his fingers and pasted it seriously, and said angrily: "What do you want?"

Zhou Zhi tilted his head to look at him and said with a soft smile: "Didn't you know the purpose of my coming from the beginning? If you really don't like it, you can just say so, and I'll leave right away."

It's just that the face of the person next to him changed drastically as soon as he said these words, he got up angrily and left, pushed open the bedroom door and slammed it shut vigorously.

Shen Jingyan didn't feel sleepy in the past few days, so she slept with him for a few hours yesterday, so she didn't feel sleepy until 02:30 at night. When she got up to go to the bathroom, she saw the light on the living room sofa. , the man bowed his head and hugged a lot of books and flipped through them one by one. Neither of them spoke to each other, they were doing their own things.

As usual, he cooked dinner early, Shen Jingyan worked overtime on weekends, there were very few people in the morning, Zhou Zhiyi sent him off to work on the subway, and then

Send him off to work and take a taxi back.

Days that went back and forth for over a week.

Shen Jingyan generally doesn't like to work overtime, and usually arrives home on time between 07:30 and [-]:[-], but this time he came back late again, although he was asked to call in advance every time he had something to do, but he never did it.

When I came home in the middle of the night, I only heard the door opening, but no sound of walking, and the lights in the house were bright.Zhou Zhi was reading a book in the study, trying to hear his happy or unhappy voice, but there was still no sound after a few minutes, and there was no words today, so he must have returned home and met someone he didn't want to see again.

Zhou Zhi folded the page, put it back gently, and went out to support Shen Jingyan who was leaning against the door. It was already cold outside, and he was wearing thin clothes with only a layer of knitted sweater inside. His hair probably hadn't been trimmed for many days, and it grew long again. He looked down at him and made a sound, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.

"Xiao Jing, I will go to work with you tomorrow, what do you want me to do then?"

Shen Jingyan raised his head and touched the cigarette on his body, picked one to light up and lay on the sofa, his eyes were staring blankly, Zhou Zhi sat opposite and looked at him, silent for a while, got up to boil water, brewed tea and brought it over, poured it A cup pushed him down beside him and said softly, "You just want to keep fighting with me forever?"

It was easy to force him to speak, but Zhou Zhi didn't want to know at all, because nothing seemed to make him unhappy and uncomfortable except for family affairs. Nothing has changed, it seems more difficult to accept and more distant from others.

Shen Jingyan got up suddenly, walked to the bedroom, turned all the clothes in the closet upside down, until she saw the dark blue shirt in the depths, the shirt seemed very small, probably worn as a teenager, and then found the scissors and cut it into pieces.

Zhou Zhi leaned against the door frame and watched him, and when his anger subsided, he went over to snatch the scissors. This is his home, and he thought he hid all these things so well, but finding them was easy.

Silently cleaned up all these things, made a plate of fried rice with eggs and placed it in front of Shen Jingyan, and quickly ate everything, with an expression that didn't know whether it was love to eat or venting, but he didn't say a word.

After eating and taking a shower, they lay on the bed and slept. Although they shared the same bed these days, they slept in separate quilts. Zhou Zhi lay beside him, staring blankly together. In the end, he broke the calm and said with a smile: "You know that before What do I do after school? At that time, my parents left a lot of money. I counted it when I got home at night. I counted and counted every day. I didn’t know what to buy and do with these things. The whole house was full of , when the wind blows, everything floats away."

Shen Jingyan pondered for a long time and said, "How could the money float away in the house?"

Zhou Zhi turned over and pressed against his forehead: "If I hadn't floated away, how could I have become like this? But that's good, otherwise how could I have met you?"