I don't want to like you, can I?

"Qiyang, let's go back together." After evening self-study, Meng Kang rushed over.

"I'll take Jian Yue out, you go first."

"No need, Qiyang, I can do it by myself, you and Meng Kang can go together." Jian Yue tidied up her books and smiled at Ye Qiyang.

Ye Qiyang clenched his hands under the desk into fists, his nails dug deep into his flesh: "Okay."

Some things have to be faced sooner or later, and you can't stay away every day and night.There was a place to spend the night last night, and I won't be so lucky every day, blindly dodging, after all, is not the answer.

"Ye, let's go!" Meng Kang greeted Sikong Bingye who was in the corner.

Hearing this name, Ye Qiyang's heart trembled suddenly, he jumped up from his seat subconsciously, knocked Meng Kang away without packing his things, and rushed out of the classroom.

"Hey, wait for me, why are you walking so fast!" Meng Kang shouted from behind, chasing after him with Jian Yue.

In the corridor, Sikong Bingye stood at the back door, staring at the direction of the stairs, where Ye Qiyang's shadow was still there.

Ye Qiyang quickly went downstairs and found a hidden place to hide. He didn't walk out of the shadows until the three of them left the classroom and went back separately, disappearing from sight for a long time.

Even though he made up his mind, he still hesitated in the face of reality.At least not right now, I haven't figured out how to face Sikong Bingye yet.

It's been two days since Sikong Bingye didn't take the initiative to find him. He knew that he was in the same dormitory as him, and he didn't return all night, so it must have something to do with him, but he still had a cold and indifferent look on his face. What did he really mean to him?If there is no guarantee that he will not lose control, he should avoid it first, and let him see his fragility and helplessness after he can't be humiliated.

"Qi Yang."

The abrupt voice stopped Ye Qiyang's footsteps, and following the sound, Su Lingge was walking towards him.

The man under the dim light, with slightly curved lips, exuding a charm, passed through this group of obviously childish high school students, and slowly approached.

With a mature breath on his face, Ye Qiyang's breathing was a little unsteady, and complex emotions flashed in his eyes, like self-deprecating, struggling, helpless, and even a little bit of not-so-clear compromise.

The arc of the smile became wider, and Su Lingo leaned over to him: "I'm thinking, have you fallen in love with me?"

The students around cast curious eyes, Ye Qiyang took a step back and kept a distance from Su Lingge: "Why are you here?"

"Wait for you."

"In that case, please take me to the hotel."

This is a private school, and almost all the students in the school are picked up by their families. Generally, no one takes a taxi. The taxi that appeared here last night was just an accident.

Ye Qiyang didn't want to wander the streets alone anymore, and he figured it out in the morning, maybe it wouldn't be too difficult to be friends with this person.

"I didn't expect you to be so active today." Su Lingge came over with a playful look in his eyes, "Why go to the hotel, why don't you just go to my house."

Ye Qiyang turned his head to look out of the car window and stopped talking.

"I'm serious, I'll take you to my house."

Ye Qiyang still didn't speak.

"If you don't answer, I'll take it as if you agreed."

Ye Qiyang remained silent.

Su Lingge glanced at the person who had been staring out the car window, thinking that he might get along with Sikong Bingye day and night, a surge of anger would surge in his heart.With so many schools, Sikong Bingye chose to come here and share the dormitory with Ye Qiyang in the same class.

It's not that he didn't think of getting in the way and forcing Sikong Bingye to leave.But thinking of Sikong Bingye's elder brother, he gave up this idea.If Sikong Bingye was forced to lose his footing, he might disappear without a trace and his brother would never find him again. That was not what I wanted to see.

In the final analysis, it is still self-inflicted.

However, since Ye Qiyang didn't go back to the dormitory for two consecutive days to avoid Sikong Bingye, this is also his chance.If this continues, maybe he can move out of school, and if he works harder, he may be able to accept himself.

"There is a hotel on the left at the intersection ahead, please park there."

The faint voice interrupted Su Lingo's self-fantasy, and he frowned: "Are you really planning to stay in a hotel?"

"Yeah." The voice was soft but firm.

"No." Su Lingge flatly refused, and then added lightly, "The hotel is not safe, anything... can happen."

Ye Qiyang's body froze, and the scene not long ago broke into his mind, the hand on his lap was slowly clenched, trembling slightly.

Su Lingge took these subtle changes into his eyes, sighed silently in his heart, and admitted that he was a cruel person. He obviously liked this person, but when he violated his will, he despicably hurt him to achieve his goal.

"Go to my house, I'm alone anyway, just like last night, I can't do anything."

In the end, he arrived at Su Lingo's home.

"What would you like to drink?"

"no need."

Su Lingo took him into his bedroom.

Ye Qiyang looked around the room: "Is this the guest room?"

"of course."

"Oh." Ye Qiyang didn't believe it. There was a framed photo on the bedside table. It was a photo of a boy with two deep dimples and shiny canine teeth. The boy smiled happily.

"This is my younger brother. He likes to put his own photo in every room." Su Lingge handed the hot milk to Ye Qiyang, "Drink it, it will help you sleep."

"It's really unnecessary, thank you."

"Don't worry, this is pure milk without impurities."

"..."

"Drink it."

Ye Qiyang took it and finished drinking: "Thank you."

Su Lingge reached out to touch his lips, Ye Qiyang backed away from him: "What are you doing?"

"Qiyang, if I want to do something to you, I will do it directly, and you can't resist, so you don't have to be afraid." Going further, gently wiped the milk stains from the corners of his lips, and took out the sleeping bag from the closet. Robe, "This is a new one, go to bed early after taking a shower, good night."

Ye Qiyang lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, thinking about what to do next.

Don't want to go home, the cold emptiness will make you feel chills from the bottom of your heart.

In fact, it is the fear of being alone.

Even though I have been self-hypnotic and don't care, once I face it, I care more than anyone else.

Su Lingge stayed in front of the monitoring screen and stared at him. He had no other intentions. He just wanted to watch for a while. He didn't come back to his senses until the smoke between his fingers burned out and the pain came. A strange, never-before-seen satisfaction from someone still tossing and turning on the screen.

After that, Su Lingge would show up at the school gate on time every day, a silent tacit understanding narrowed the distance between the two, and the ambiguous atmosphere between them became stronger and stronger.

Su Lingge didn't take the opportunity to do anything, and Ye Qiyang, who had never let go of his guard, thought that the occasional intimacy was not a big deal, so Ye Qiyang let him go.

It was the same tonight, Jian Yue left, and Ye Qiyang started tidying up the desk.

"Qiyang, take me with you." Meng Kang came over and hooked Ye Qiyang's shoulder.

"I'm not going back to the dormitory tonight."

"I know, you haven't been back to the dormitory for a long time. If you do, I'd be surprised. For the sake of helping you with the dorm check these days, take me with you tonight."

"I should go." Ye Qiyang glanced at Meng Kang's arm on his shoulder, motioning him to leave.

Meng Kang smiled "hehe" and said, "Qiyang, take me with you, I want to play too."

Ye Qiyang frowned, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by Sikong Bingye: "Let's go."

Ye Qiyang subconsciously turned her head back, facing a pair of cold eyes.Today's Sikong Bingye seemed to be more indifferent than before, the coldness in his eyes frightened Ye Qiyang, he looked away, quickly cleaned up the desk, trying to get out of sight of these two people: "I have something to do, I don't have time to play with you. "

"I don't come home every day and night, what can happen, Qi Yang, don't pretend to be serious, everyone knows it well, you... hey, Ye, what are you doing?" Before Meng Kang finished speaking, he was grabbed by Sikong Bingye The collar dragged him out of the classroom, howling and protesting all the way.

Ye Qiyang grasped the book in a daze, a thin layer of sweat broke out in his palm.He never thought about what his behavior these days meant in the eyes of others. Maybe everyone knew that he would leave with a man every night and sleep out every night. Only he himself didn't have the time to think about it in order to avoid pain.

The eyes that Sikong Bingye looked at him just now were cold and strange, maybe there was contempt in them, or something more important that he didn't understand, those eyes were too scary.

The book was wrinkled, and Ye Qiyang was still unconsciously sexing. The screen of the mobile phone next to him lit up again and again, and the flashing name showed another person's anxiety.

Before the school gate closed, Ye Qiyang went out, hoping not to see that familiar figure.

The students had all left, and the door was unusually quiet.There is no car, no Su Lingo, and while he breathes a sigh of relief, he feels a little bit disappointed.

Are you expecting something?What else can we expect?It's just a person on a whim and a person who wants to avoid being vulnerable, and they are not even familiar. In the end, they are two irrelevant people after all.

Ye Qiyang raised his head and looked up at the dark night. Since he couldn't continue, he should be relieved. When the reality loomed in front of him, he had to face it. In fact, that reliance could become dispensable.

"Why so late?"

A familiar voice, with shallow reproach and unconcealed pampering.

If we are all ordinary people with no different minds, or just friends who have known each other for many years, simple and pure, maybe I will pounce on you and hug you, and tell you the pain in my heart and the touch at this moment.

But, no.

After all, I want to reject you, we have no results after all.

Ye Qiyang clenched his fists, Su Lingge's smile was still warm, and he couldn't find the evil and self-righteousness that was annoying when he first met.

The atmosphere in the car was a bit depressing, it seemed that each other felt something, and no one planned to break the silence.

After arriving at Su Lingge's residence, Ye Qiyang did not avoid him eagerly like a few days ago, but stayed in the living room, quietly waiting for the busy Su Lingge to stop.

What Su Lingo realized: "Are you going to have a long talk with me all night? I don't mind. But you still need to have class tomorrow, so to make a long story short, just go straight to the point."

"Starting tomorrow, you don't come to school anymore."

"You are really straightforward." Su Lingge raised the corners of his lips helplessly, "Actually, you can be more tactful. Although I don't hold much weight in your heart, after getting along these days, I can be regarded as half a friend anyway. Bar."

"Sorry, I……"

"I don't need your apology." Su Lingo interrupted him, "You know what I want, don't give me a little hope just now, and just take it back so cruelly."

"I think you have misunderstood. The reason why I came here is to avoid some troubles, not..."

Ye Qiyang wanted to explain the matter clearly as soon as possible, so as not to hurt others and embarrass himself.

But Su Lingge obviously didn't intend to fulfill him so easily, so he suppressed his smile and stared at him coldly: "Even if it's a misunderstanding, you gave me a chance to misunderstand. What's going on now, are you kidding me?"