I don't want to like you, can I?

Things are always like this, Ye Qiyang thought it was well covered up, but Meng Kang still found out.Once exposed, it will be out of control.

"I have always felt that you are different to Bing Ye. Although you have hardly been alone, you are not as comfortable in front of him." Meng Kang speculated, "At first I thought it was because he was too aggressive. Indifference, you can't stand it, until... I found out about you and Su Lingge, I suddenly had a strange thought, would you treat Bing Ye..."

"Meng Kang!" Ye Qiyang interrupted him, unable to listen any longer, "Stop talking."

"Qi Yang, we've been very happy together this past year. Even if there's occasional friction, it won't affect you at all." Meng Kang paced back and forth irritably, "If you really like Bing Ye, I, Meng Kang, will fight it out. , can help you chase him..."

"Stop talking."

"Qiyang, please don't ruin yourself, please? You never know who Su Lingge is, do you know how many people he played with?"

"Who he is has nothing to do with me. He and I are not what you think. Now that I've messed with him and come to this point, it's useless to say anything. As for Sikong Bingye... I can only hate, never love !"

"..."

"Meng Kang, you don't know many things, I..."

"Why do you hate Bing Ye?"

"..."

"Because of Jian Yue?" Meng Kang struggled, "I was wrong, you like Jian Yue?"

"..." Ye Qiyang had only one thought in his mind at this moment, that he should really leave.

"Qi Yang, no matter what, call Jian Yue back, he is too worried about you."

It's time to make a call to Jian Yue, and only then can I leave with peace of mind after this last worry is over.

It was late at night, but the phone was connected immediately, and Jian Yue's cry came: "Qi Yang, where are you?"

Ye Qiyang felt a little distressed: "Yue, don't look for me again."

"Where the hell are you?"

"Since I called you, it means I'm fine."

"Then tell me where you are, I want to see you!" Jian Yue got out of the quilt and saw that Meng Kang had already sat up.

Meng Kang sleeps very deeply, it seems that the sound is indeed too loud, but Jian Yue can't control that much anymore.

"Yue, don't cry, listen to me, or I'll die."

"I do not cry."

"Do you really like Sikong Bingye?"

Faced with this question before, Jian Yue would be confused or even afraid, but now she should be sure.

In the dark, Jian Yue looked at the figure still lying quietly on the opposite side, nodded vigorously, and realized that Ye Qiyang was not in front of her eyes, so she firmly said "yes" to the phone.

"Well, you have to memorize every word I say next." Ye Qiyang's voice did not fluctuate, it was calmer than a pool of stagnant water, "Don't put too much thought on Sikong Bingye, save some for yourself. There is room for it, at least for now, because the current Sikong Bingye doesn't like you, and if you give him all your sincerity, maybe you will get a little response, but that little bit will also be mixed with endless hypocrisy..."

"Qi Yang, Bing Ye is not such a person, don't talk about him like that." Jian Yue said eagerly and quietly.

"Don't interrupt me." Ye Qiyang's tone remained unchanged, "Yue, I have never told you that I am too dirty compared to you, but compared to Sikong Bingye, I think I am much inferior .I can't let you understand my world, at least not right now. But you must remember that one day, you will be completely injured by Sikong Bingye."

"..."

"But it doesn't matter, you have to learn to grow and learn to bear. If one day you really can't stand it anymore, remember to tell me, even if I'm not by your side, I will definitely be there as soon as possible... Now with this number, I will It has been kept, just like before, 24 hours a day, just for you."

After Jian Yue listened quietly, tears were streaming down his face. He didn't know why he was crying, but he just couldn't help it: "Then I need you now, I want to see you."

"not now."

"Why not! Qiyang, what's wrong with you, why do you say these inexplicable words?"

"Yue, I have never changed, it's just that you don't understand."

Ye Qiyang hung up the phone and didn't care about the incoming calls sliding on the screen, a tear rolled down the corner of his eye.

"Yue, if one day I'm no longer by your side, what will you do?"

"It's impossible for us to be separated. Even if we are separated, I will go to you. We are best friends and we will be together forever."

A lifetime is indeed too extravagant.Fortunately, I have always regarded it as a dream, and I have never expected it.

Pain, but not despair.

In the last 20 days of the countdown to the college entrance examination, the seat next to Jian Yue was empty, and her heart was also empty.He often stared at Ye Qiyang's position in a daze, thinking about the details of getting along with Ye Qiyang over the past ten years, thinking about Ye Qiyang's changes in the past year, and thinking about what he said to himself the night before he left, but he still couldn't figure it out. The reason why Qiyang left suddenly.

Ye Qiyang dragged his suitcase and stood in the living room looking at the place where he had lived for nearly 17 years. He didn't know when he came back. There are people here to keep him, but he can't find a reason to stay. Maybe one day , come back to him again, can really let go.

Ye Qiyang clenched the lever tightly to go, when suddenly his body spun and fell into an embrace, the strength on his waist was still domineering and strong, but the kiss was unprecedentedly gentle, Ye Qiyang didn't resist, and closed his eyes to cooperate.

It's the last time.No matter what the process is, the person who started it all is me, and I don't want to leave with a person's resentment.

Ye Qiyang opened his eyes to prevent Su Lingge from reaching out to the buttons of his clothes.

"Is that all?" Su Linge held his hand instead and kissed him, "I thought you would be willing to do it with me again."

"Su Lingge, let's settle the matter, is that okay?"

"Just one kiss?" Su Lingo kissed the corner of his lips again, "Am I so easy to fool?"

"I'm leaving, maybe it'll be a long time before I come back, maybe this is the last time we meet, we've been together after all, I don't blame you for hurting me, I hope you don't hate me, okay?"

"I don't hate you, I said it, I like you."

"Su Lingo..."

"Ye Qiyang, I like you." Su Lingge hugged him tightly, "I, Su Lingge, can hate many people, but I will never hate you, do you understand?"

"..."

"Here, you told me yourself that you are mine, you won't forget, right?"

"..."

"Do you want me to take you?"

Since no one can stop him from leaving, instead of annoying him at this time, it is better to give him more time to think quietly.

"No, thank you." Ye Qiyang didn't look at Su Lingge again, just wanted to end this unclear entanglement as soon as possible.

"Ye Qiyang!" Su Lingge chased him out and called him.

Ye Qiyang hesitated and stopped, but did not turn around.

"Ye Qiyang, I am sincere to you." Su Lingo paused, "Do you believe me?"

"..."

Ye Qiyang quickened his pace and waved to the taxi that had been waiting by the side.

"Ye Qiyang, you are more like a devil than me."

The voice was not loud, but it pierced into Ye Qiyang's heart forcefully.He said silently in his heart, I'm sorry, I just want to live like an ordinary person, I can't afford to play, let alone gamble.

Su Lingge looked at the car gradually out of sight, a flash of sharpness flashed in his eyes.

Ye Qiyang, I've trusted you in this life, you can't escape me!

Ye Qiyang never thought that before leaving, the last acquaintance he saw would be Sikong Bingye.

I can't tell what it's like, maybe from the very beginning, this heart has never let go of its expectations for Sikong Bingye, it's just because of Jian Yue, Su Lingge, Sikong Bingye's indifference and obstacles that he can't overcome in his heart , I have not been able to say it.

However, all of this has passed, and now there is only one thing that is important.

"Sikong Bingye, what do you think of Jian Yue?"

Sikong Bingye didn't answer, just looked at him silently.

"If you don't intend to be serious, please stay away from him." Ye Qiyang's expression was a little cold, but his tone was still flat, "Jian Yue is a simple person, she doesn't know how to play with life, and she can't stand blows. At least, not now."

"To live, one has to endure something. Instead of being unbearable in the future, it's better to experience it earlier, don't you think so?"

Ye Qiyang really felt that way, he couldn't accompany Jian Yue for the rest of his life, right and wrong were both an indispensable life experience, perhaps, what Jian Yue lacked was exactly this.

Facing each other in silence again, Sikong Bingye just stared straight at him like that, not shying away from it at all in the waiting hall where people come and go.

At the last moment of entering the boarding gate, Sikong Bingye said to his back the words that had been repeated countless times but couldn't find meaning: "Have we met before?"

Ye Qiyang sometimes wonders whether life always echoes like this.Maybe facing Bing Sikong Ye, he is a complete tragedy.

His persistence, tearing his own wounds again and again, his indifference, is just a silent mockery of himself.He was only for someone else, someone he hadn't even met, but was a substitute for.

Ye Qiyang smiled wryly, suddenly she didn't complain so much, maybe it was just a dream: "Bing Ye, there are many hallucinations in this world, as long as you don't go into it, they are just hallucinations."