I don't want to like you, can I?

Ye Qiyang started his black and white upside-down life again.

During the day, the teacher gave lectures on it, and he slept on the desk.The class teacher approached him a few times and tried to persuade him, but to no avail. Fortunately, his grades were always top-notch, so he was left alone.

At night, no one was ever seen in the dormitory.In the past, Meng Kang would have teased him a long time ago, but now whenever we meet, even when we eat together, Meng Kang always hesitates to speak, and becomes much more silent than before.

Jian Yue didn't think there was anything wrong, she completely believed in Ye Qiyang's phrase "spring sleepiness, autumn exhaustion, summer nap", and carefully made notes for Ye Qiyang to read after class. She never thought that Ye Qiyang's current state is clearly unusual.

Ye Qiyang stood not far from the school gate, raised his head and squinted at the light from the street lamps, until his eyes were so painful that he lost focus, he suddenly smiled, and said quietly: "Fengchu, tell me, if Su What will Lingo do when he sees me standing naked in front of you?"

"..." Feng Chu didn't dare to answer, for fear that Ye Qiyang would be irritated by a wrong word. He used to hide in the dark. In the past few days, Ye Qiyang told him clearly that if he wanted to follow, he should follow openly, otherwise he would just follow. go away.

"If you don't speak, stay away from me." Ye Qiyang slanted at him, the indifference in his eyes seemed to freeze, seeing him stepping back a few meters away, curling the corners of his lips, sitting on the side of the road, his eyes unconscious Sweeping indiscriminately.

Su Lingge arrived soon, Ye Qiyang didn't seem to notice, he sat there, and when Su Lingge stood next to him and looked down at him, he raised his eyelids: "I'm tired."

"Come with me?"

"you guess."

"..."

"Don't want to guess? Do you think this kind of game is more childish than those things on the bed?"

"..." Su Lingge's face was sunk in the shadow of the light, and no emotion could be seen.

Ye Qiyang lowered his eyes, and suddenly said: "Su Lingge, if I die, how long will you remember me?"

"Ye Qiyang!" Su Lingge roared, "I don't want such a thing to happen, but it has already happened, and it's useless to do anything else, unless I kill that Meng Kang..."

"Snapped!"

Su Lingge's face was crooked, and he sighed inaudibly: "Qiyang, I know you hate me, but there are some things... I really can't do anything, I..."

"You did it on purpose!" Ye Qiyang grabbed Su Lingge's collar, and his emotions were instantly agitated. "You deliberately arranged for Fengchu to leave, and let Meng Kang see everything. You did it all!"

"..." Su Lingge didn't speak, and let him pull himself.

"Su Lingge, you just want to force me, force me to have no way out, force me to bow to you, for your purpose, you can do anything, you are a complete bastard!"

"..."

"I warn you, don't let him follow me again, otherwise, otherwise... otherwise what, what can I threaten you?" Ye Qiyang squatted on the ground suddenly discouraged, "Su Lingge, I can't take it anymore, I really suffer It's over, go away, don't torture me anymore, I'm going crazy..."

"Qiyang, I actually came here to tell you that I will not force you anymore, but now you have changed my mind, I still want you." Su Lingge hugged him into his arms and kissed his lips Jiao, "Ye Qiyang, you are mine, accept your fate."

Ye Qiyang stared at him blankly for a while, then burst into tears, and finally fell unconscious in Su Lingge's arms. Su Lingge hugged him tightly with red eyes, and told Fengchu in a deep voice: "From tomorrow onwards, you don't have to follow me anymore. he."

"Young master, Mr. Ye's mood has been unstable since that day, and he hasn't had much rest in the past few days. Agitation is inevitable. Don't worry too much."

"I know."

"Would you like to explain to Mr. Ye, after all, you didn't do that."

"No explanation needed."

It was noon the next day when Ye Qiyang woke up, there was no one around him, his eyes were covered and the swelling subsided.

He stood in front of the mirror and stared at his own image for a long time. He didn't look away until Su Lingge came in, and said lightly, "Su Lingge, if it's possible, I don't want to see you again in my life."

As soon as Ye Qiyang finished speaking, he was held down by Su Lingge and smashed on the mirror. The force was so heavy that the mirror shattered. Ye Qiyang suffocated in pain. Cold voice.

"Ye Qiyang, if you try to threaten me by torturing yourself, then I can tell you that you have missed the best opportunity. The current Su Lingo is not affected by you."

"..."

"Also, I have thousands of ways to make you feel more miserable than your self-torture, do you want to try?"

"Su Lingge, since you don't care about me, why not let me go?"

Su Lingge rubbed Ye Qiyang's face fiercely: "It's a beautiful and practical tool, why should I give it up?"

Ye Qiyang shed tears, not knowing whether it was because of the pain or the straightforward humiliation.

"Of course, if you change your mind, tell me at any time." Su Lingge still couldn't control the heartache, "After all, I liked you so much before. As long as you are willing to stay with me obediently, I can still treat you well .”

"Su Lingge, do you think that everyone should obey you and put you first?"

"No. Don't you know that people like to be cheap, and I am no exception. I just like what I can't get. If you obey me one day, maybe I will kick you away, so you must be tight Now, don't give me a chance to get tired of you, understand?"

"..." Ye Qiyang lowered her eyes and said nothing.

Su Lingge pulled his hair hard, saw the pain in his eyes, and stared at him: "Do you understand?"

"Su Lingge, I should have understood that people like you have no sincerity at all."

"It's up to you." Ye Qiyang slammed hard, and fell to the floor. The dull impact ripped Su Lingge's nerves, but he just glanced at the person who was standing still on the ground, without looking back. out.

Ye Qiyang slowly wiped away his tears and stood up, looking at the shattered image in the mirror, he raised the corners of his lips mockingly: "Ye Qiyang, stop wishful thinking, you are nothing, you are nothing..."

Ye Qiyang was drunk, and anyone who came forward to strike up a conversation would not be rejected.He didn't know how much he was taken advantage of by others.Everything he could touch and touch on his body was rubbed all over, and he couldn't remember how many people kissed him.

Another man came over and seemed to say something.And he just stared at the man with eyes full of drunkenness, letting the man wrap his arms around his waist and kiss his lips.

"Come with me." The man bit his ear, his voice low.

"Okay." He leaned into the man's arms.

After leaving the bar, a chill hit him, and he became more sober.My heart hurts a little, but it's good to be drunk.If you are drunk, you can know nothing, if you are drunk, you can have no pain.

"Regret?" The man leaned over to his ear.

He turned his head, his blurred eyes swept over the man, stretched out a finger, and slowly slid across the man's face, staying at the corner of his lips: "Why do you regret it? Isn't it just for happiness that you come here, as long as you can satisfy me... "

The man grabbed his finger and put it in his mouth, sucking slowly, with an ambiguous smile.

He pulled back hard, grabbed the man's hair, and kissed him.

The two kissed passionately while walking on the street.

Ye Qiyang thought, maybe he can forget Sikong Bingye, Su Lingge, Jian Yue, and all the people he cares about and who care about him.He can be indulgent, he can be crazy, he is not yet 17 years old, and he still has a great life, he doesn't have to be lifeless and live like he is 70 years old.

The man pressed him against the wall, kissed his face, lips, and moved down to his neck.Hands fumbled around his body, reaching in from his waist.

Ye Qiyang raised his head slightly to pant, his face flushed.

"Beauty, I can't wait, what should I do?"

"Then let's solve it here." Ye Qiyang raised the corners of his lips, squinting at the man, his feminine face became more and more shockingly beautiful under the neon lights.

The man narrowed his eyes and stared at his prey, and kissed his half-parted lips fiercely again, and pulled hard, half of Ye Qiyang's arm was exposed.The man swallowed his saliva secretly, wishing he could just press him down and taste his wonderful taste.But after all, he still has reason, biting a few times and stopping: "Come with me."

Ye Qiyang hooked his neck and blew on him: "Why, dare not be here?"

"If you dare, I will!"

"Then continue."

Kiss again.

"Oh my god, Qiyang!" A sharp scream interrupted the movements of the two.

Ye Qiyang pushed the man away in a panic, and looked at Jian Yue's mother at a loss.

Yin Min covered his mouth, and it took him a long time to react. He tried to remain calm, and quickly stepped forward to pull Ye Qiyang over, keeping away from the man standing aside warily.

"Qiyang, what are you doing, why are you with this kind of person!"

"Aunt Yin, I..."

"Let's go home with Auntie!" Yin Min pulled him away, but Ye Qiyang stayed where he was.

"Let's go."

"Aunt Yin, leave me alone, I will go back by myself later."

"Qiyang, don't be afraid, Auntie will never allow anyone to hurt you, no one can force you!" Yin Min stared at the silent man beside him.

"Auntie, no one forced me." Ye Qiyang broke free from her hand, "I beg you, please leave me alone, okay?"

"Qi Yang, do you know what you are doing, who are the people here? How can you come to this kind of place." Yin Min stepped forward to hold him again, "Be good, be obedient, talk to Auntie go home."

"I don't want to. Please, just pretend you haven't seen me."

"Qiyang, if your parents find out that you've come to this kind of place, and you're still with men...they will be so distressed."

"No, Aunt Yin, they don't care, no matter what I do, they don't care." Ye Qiyang burst into tears, and his tears couldn't be held back.

"Qiyang..." In Yin Min's view, Ye Qiyang is a well-behaved and sensible child who never makes people worry. Now this child is crying and telling her that he is not loved, "Qiyang, listen Auntie said, there are no parents who don’t care about their children. Maybe they don’t use the way you want, maybe some of their actions are hard for you to accept, but you must believe that the person they love the most is you...Qi Yang, you Be good, go home with Auntie first, if you have anything to say, let's go back and talk, okay?"

"I'm sorry." Ye Qiyang avoided Yin Min's hand reaching out again, and pulled the man up, "Let's go!"

"Qiyang!" Yin Min chased after him, and accidentally fell down.

Ye Qiyang wanted to go back to help her, but he still gritted his teeth and followed the man away.I muttered sorry in my heart, I really don't want her to see her current self, this kind of self is too dirty compared to the clean and pure Jian Yue.