I don't want to like you, can I?

"It doesn't matter what kind of person you are, as long as you are willing to be my person."

"If one day... I hurt you, will you hate me?"

"Yes." Su Lingo said with certainty, "So, please don't hurt me."

"Su Linge... um..."

Turning on the heater to the maximum, Su Lingge took off his clothes, and whispered in Ye Qiyang's ear, "Qiyang, are you willing?"

Ye Qiyang looked at Su Lingge quietly, not knowing how to answer.

"Qiyang, I really mean it."

This sentence has been repeated many times, it is very simple, it is for his trust, Ye Qiyang nodded, "Yes", embraced Su Lingge, and accepted it willingly.

Perhaps every sentence has its purpose, especially repeated again and again, is it true that Sikong Bingye's repetition is not meaningless?

Ye Qiyang frowned and was distracted again. He hugged Su Lingge tightly and said in his heart: I'm sorry.

The winter vacation of the senior year is the shortest. As soon as the holiday is announced, the entire campus is empty, and everyone can't wait to enjoy the short-term freedom.

The sun shone into the room through the window, Ye Qiyang turned over, squinted his eyes to look outside, the alarm clock by the bedside rang, and the hour hand pointed to two o'clock in the afternoon, which was the time Aunt Qin had set for him.

Aunt Qin repeatedly asked him to go out for a stroll, saying that it was very lively outside.He didn't want to move, he didn't like the festive atmosphere that was everywhere.

Today is New Year's Eve. A few days ago, Jian Yue went to her grandparents' house with her parents. Aunt Qin would go home every year around the Spring Festival, so he was the only one left.

The phone lighted up on the bedside table, and it flickered for a long time before Ye Qiyang picked it up. It was Su Lingge.

"Baby, I have to go home tonight, I can't be with you anymore, will you miss me?"

Ye Qiyang stared at the ceiling, everyone was rushing home, no matter the distance or rich or poor, nothing could stop a heart longing for reunion.And he is at home now, but no one is willing to come here for him. Can this place really be called "home"?

"Qiyang?"

Ye Qiyang stared at the ceiling, and said lightly: "No."

"I knew you wouldn't tell the truth." Su Lingge was helpless, "It's okay, I will miss you, every moment."

Because she didn't eat breakfast or lunch, she was a little hungry, so Ye Qiyang went downstairs and looked through the refrigerator. There were all kinds of fruit and vegetable drinks, all prepared by Aunt Qin before she left.

Aunt Qin taught him how to cook before, and she always thought that Ye Qiyang would take care of him when she was not around, but in fact, he, Ye Qiyang, only ate instant noodles.

After searching for a long time, I found that the instant noodles I bought before were gone, and there was a note next to it: Master, I threw away the instant noodles, remember to eat well.

.Perhaps it was because every small suggestion she made to Ye Qiyang could not be adopted, so Aunt Qin learned to cut first and play later.

After ordering a bowl of noodles, he didn't even put a poached egg in it. After he finished eating, he went to the study.

The setting sun was setting and the room was getting darker and darker. He looked up from the book and was stunned for a long time before closing the book and returning to the room.

The whole villa was plunged into darkness, Ye Qiyang huddled in the corner of the room, buried his head in his knees, curled up quietly.Holding the phone tightly in his hand, he rubbed it fiercely, but stubbornly refused to dial it.

It was that time of year when he shut himself off from the noise of the world and passed in darkness until he lost all feeling in his legs and feet, until he heard voices from distant lands.

"Ding dong!" The doorbell rang suddenly, Ye Qiyang was startled, and suddenly raised his head.

"Ding dong, ding dong—"

Ye Qiyang couldn't believe it.Parents haven't come back on New Year's Eve for many years, so there shouldn't be anyone visiting at this time.

"Ding dong, ding dong, ding dong..." The doorbell rang more and more urgently.

Ye Qiyang listened carefully, not daring to move, for fear of destroying this imagination, maybe when he walked to the door, he would find that everything was an illusion.

"Dong dong dong!" The sound of the doorbell was replaced by a knock on the door.

Ye Qiyang got up quickly and rushed downstairs.

"Didn't I tell you to keep an eye on him, what about him?" Su Lingge didn't even look at the two people who just appeared behind him, and his tone was not kind.

"Young master, it is true that Mr. Ye hasn't left all day. Maybe he fell asleep. Do you want to open the door directly?"

"Maybe?" Su Lingge turned around and looked at the two of them closely, "Is this the answer you gave me?"

"I'm sorry young master, we..."

There was a sound from inside the door, and Su Lingo made a gesture, and the two quickly left and disappeared into the night.

The door opened very slowly, and Ye Qiyang's eyes were filled with caution, for fear that his dream would be shattered. The moment he saw Su Lingge, he froze, not knowing how to react.

Su Lingo smiled at him: "Are you surprised?"

For many years, Ye Qiyang has spent the Spring Festival alone. No one has ever come to him before the countdown to the New Year. The habitual loneliness has been changed. In addition to surprises, he is more moved. He couldn't adapt for a while, and his lips parted for a long time , spit out a word: "You..."

Su Linge hugged him and kissed his lips: "I came here a long way, and you plan to let me stand outside the door?"

Leaning in his arms, Ye Qiyang grabbed the clothes on his chest tightly: "I may...have nothing to entertain you."

"It's okay." Su Lingo continued to kiss him, "It's enough for you to entertain me."

"I'm good."

Su Lingge didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

"Use me to entertain you." Ye Qiyang retracted into his arms, "I'm yours."

Su Lingge's smile burst into a brilliant smile, and he hugged Ye Qiyang excitedly: "Baby, are you awake?"

Ye Qiyang nodded, put his arms around Su Lingge's neck, and leaned to his lips: "Su Lingge, thank you."

After talking about kissing, he was the first to take the initiative, jerky and clumsy, but Su Lingge was so excited that he almost fell him.

Quickly carrying someone upstairs and entering the room, I completely forgot that someone said that Ye Qiyang only ate a bowl of noodles today, and I was only thinking about feeding myself first.

When the bell struck zero o'clock, Su Lingge stopped and whispered softly in Ye Qiyang's ear, "Qiyang, Happy New Year."

Ye Qiyang responded to Su Lingge's kiss, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.

The screen of the mobile phone on the table lit up, and it was a call from a distant country. Ye Qiyang would long for this call every year in the past, but now, he no longer expected the voice from a distant place.Gently grabbed Su Lingge's hair, stared at his moist eyes, and showed unprecedented vulnerability: "Su Lingge, you won't make me regret it, will you?"

"Qiyang, you are the only one in my Sulingo, and no one can replace you."

Ye Qiyang woke up in the middle of the night and heard Su Lingge on the phone, his voice was very low: "Father, please forgive me, I can't go back, he needs me."

The other party didn't know what to say, Su Lingge frowned: "Those people come every year, I'm too lazy to deal with it, let Lingyan go."

Su Lingge turned around, saw Ye Qiyang opened his eyes, and quickly said: "Father, I have to hang up beforehand."

"Qiyang, did I disturb you?"

Ye Qiyang shook his head, thought for a while and asked, "Is there something wrong with your family?"

"Nothing is as important as you." Su Lingo put the phone aside, "Would you like something to eat? I'll make it for you."

"No, I'm not hungry."

"My cooking skills are barely passable, try it, okay?" Su Linge tucked the corner of the quilt for him, "Wait for me for a while, soon."

"Su Lingge." Ye Qiyang grabbed his arm, "I'm really not hungry, don't leave."

Su Lingge choked, went to bed and hugged him: "I won't leave."

"Su Lingge, can you believe it? I'm afraid of every festival, because at that time, others are reuniting, but I'm alone... forever alone..." Ye Qiyang curled up into Su Lingge's arms, "You'll always be with me, right?"

"Yes." Su Linge hugged him tightly and kissed away his tears, "Qiyang, I will always stay by your side, always with you."

Ye Qiyang doesn't believe in oaths, it is the most unreliable thing in the world, but for him who is now trapped in fragility, the power of words has been magnified thousands of times, and it is no longer controlled by reason.

The breakfast is very rich, made by Su Lingge himself, the taste is not very good, as he himself said, it is barely passable.

"Move out of the school and live with me." Su Lingge said suddenly, he had to strike while the iron was hot, after this time it might not be so easy to talk.

"No more." Ye Qiyang refused, "Too far away will be very troublesome."

"No trouble, I have plenty of time, I can pick you up every day, just like before."

"..."

"Or, I can rent a house near your school."

"I don't want to be known."

"No one will know." Su Lingge did not give up, "Qiyang, live with me."

"I'm full." Ye Qiyang put down the tableware and got up.

"I haven't eaten yet." Su Lingo picked him up and put him on the dining table.

"doing what?"

"Meal."

"Let go of me." Ye Qiyang struggled, "Don't be in this kind of place."

"Promise to live with me, and I will forgive you."

"...Wait a little longer, when I'm in college."

"Okay, it's a deal."

For several days, Su Lingge kept calling. Several times when he turned off the phone, he even called Ye Qiyang's phone.

Feng Chu came to look for her twice, but was dismissed by Su Lingge. In the end, Su Lingyan came to the door.

"Brother Qiyang, happy new year." Su Lingyan walked around the living room, "You have kidnapped my brother for so long, you should let him go."

"What do you want to drink?" Basic politeness is still required.

"Whatever you want, I won't choose." Su Lingyan curled the corners of her lips, revealing his logo, "Brother Qiyang, you really shouldn't take over my brother at this time, there are a lot of people waiting in line at my house to curry favor with him, if he doesn't Show up, I guess..."

"Lingyan." Su Lingge came down from upstairs, "What are you doing here?"

"Of course I picked you up." Su Lingyan ran over to hold Su Lingge's arms, "Brother, if you are happy enough, come with me."

"I won't go back for the time being, I'll leave the family affairs to you, don't let father worry about it."

"No. Those people are all here for you. My father said that you should deal with it yourself."

"What my father will say, I know better than you."

Su Lingyan stuck out her tongue and smiled at Su Lingge: "Brother, do you have the heart to let me face those people all day?"

Su Lingo twitched the arm he was holding: "Isn't this your strong point?"

"Brother!" Su Lingyan was dissatisfied, and glanced at the fruit plate on the coffee table, "Brother Qiyang, do you like apples?"

"..."

"Brother Qiyang, why don't you speak?"

"I don't like it." Ye Qiyang said lightly, feeling that nothing good would happen.

"Then you stood in the snow holding an apple and looked at it for a long time that day."

"..."

"Oh, I see, you don't like apples, but you like that apple that day, right?" Su Lingyan glanced at Su Lingge, who had a bad complexion.

"What do you want to say?"

"I've finished talking." Su Lingyan smiled cutely and held Su Lingge's arms again, "Brother, come back with me, okay?"

Su Lingge grabbed Su Lingyan and went out: "I will go back, don't come again."