Kneel to the white lotus

The curtains were hanging softly on the ground. An Yixing sat at the end of the bed and looked out the window. The sun seemed to have just landed at the same level as the floor. It's all wrapped up in it.

The sun was shining brightly, and An Yixing felt like he was covered with warm babies from head to toe.However, how warm the body is, how cold the heart is.

Xiuxiu was sitting close to Anyixing, with one hand on the back of Anyixing's hand that naturally hung by his side, and his thumb rubbing the side of Anyixing's palm.

Shen Xuzhi had left for nearly an hour, but Anyixing was still immersed in the malicious world he described, feeling cold and sweating.

Of course, An Yixing thinks that Shen Xuzhi is wrong, extreme, arbitrary, and even unreasonable; but An Yixing deeply understands that what Shen Xuzhi said is what he saw, what he experienced, and what he said world.

So, in a sense, Shen Xuzhi was right.And this is what made An Yixing feel uncomfortable.

Shen Xuzhi's words made him think that in a certain corner of the world, or in many corners, at this very moment, someone is suffering unfair treatment.They were bullied, they were unable to resist or the resistance was ineffective, and in the end, their souls and even their bodies died in silence after breaking out or not breaking out.

There may be the "lucky ones" in Shen Xuzhi's mouth, and they have become similar to Shen Xuzhi.After that, most of them would make the same choice as Shen Xuzhi. After gaining the ability to resist and revenge, they began to attack indiscriminately, so as to vent their inner resentment and the grievance they suffered at the beginning.

There are also unfortunate ones who simply die in obscurity, silently, falling like a drop of rainwater in the sea, and the waves are difficult to stir up.

For a moment, An Yixing couldn't tell which situation was more sad.

An Yixing can be sure that even if he is in Shen Xuzhi's position, even if he becomes a ghost, he will not become a ghost like Shen Xuzhi.But he also clearly knows that not everyone is him, on the contrary, most people are Shen Xuzhi.

"Xiuxiu..."

"Ok?"

"What do you think?" After waiting for a few seconds, An Yixing pursed his lips and continued: "What do you think of Shen Xuzhi's words?"

After thinking for about half a minute, Xiuxiu said, "What he said is true and undeniable."

Xiuxiu held An Yixing's shoulders and twisted his body, looking softly into his eyes.

"An'an, people are inherently unequal. Not everyone is lucky enough to grow up in the sun. Just like some people are lucky, born in the city with no worries about food and clothing and enjoy education; some people are not so lucky, born in the mountains , Poor Ji spent his entire life in order to enter the city.”

"But some people are more fortunate. They were born rich/second/generation and official/second/generation. The money and abilities that ordinary people strive for all their lives are readily available to them since they were young."

"No one can choose their own origin, and what's worse, they can't even control their own future."

"But I think, no matter what kind of situation we are in and how involuntary we are, we have to leave a bottom line for ourselves. As long as we don't exceed this bottom line, we have the opportunity to approach the light. In this way, no matter when, at least There is still a glimmer of hope."

"Just like when you were a killer, not killing people without money is your bottom line." An Yixing smiled wearily, pinched the bridge of Xiuxiu's nose: "I understand what you said."

"I know that no one can ensure that everyone will go the right way, so there are good people and bad people. And good people and bad people together constitute this society, so this society/has a bright side and a dark side one side."

"Xiuxiu, although my life is not as...so special as yours...but I didn't grow up in an ivory tower. I have lived for nearly 30 years, and I have learned a lot about everyone and everything." Anyi Xing Loosening his shoulders, he rubbed Xiuxiu's soft hair helplessly: "It's not the dark side that makes me feel uncomfortable, but..."

It is that we clearly see where the darkness lies, but we cannot drive it out, save it, or resist it.The voices we make will be silent at the bottom of the sea, and will not help the parties in the slightest.

The scariest thing is that no one lends a helping hand, and we work hard for it and can't do anything about it.

Taking a deep breath, An Yixing paused, and sighed: "Forget it, people's hearts are unpredictable. Be yourself and be worthy of your heart. This may be the only thing I can do."

"Yeah!!" Xiuxiu nodded his head vigorously twice, almost knocking his head on An Yixing's shoulder.

Seeing Xiuxiu looking at him worriedly, and a pair of dogs with watery eyes, An Yixing's mood suddenly improved a little: "Let's finish what Shen Xuzhi told us quickly, and then... we can leave this world ..."

For the first time, An Yixing felt that leaving a test world was not just a routine after completing the task.Being able to leave the world of [Complaining in the Tao] made An Yixing feel a kind of relaxation and joy from the bottom of his heart, and made him sincerely thankful that he didn't need to stay in this world all the time.

It will be completely dark in a few hours, and An Yixing and Xiuxiu don't intend to act now, but sort out and classify the information left by Shen Xuzhi before he left, and start to formulate an action plan.

Although Shen Xuzhi gave them three days, they could actually only stay in this world for two days.If you don't make complete preparations, once the plan fails, An Yixing and Xiuxiu will have almost no chance to start over.

Thus, An Yixing and Xiuxiu began to design a plan, even down to the minute.After the design was complete, the two went back and forth several times to confirm the details of the action plan. The emergency plans for plan A, B, C, and D were also lined up. Then they both let out a long sigh of relief and collapsed on the bed .

An Yixing glanced at his phone, and it was already 23:45. Looking out of the window, the lights on most floors had already been turned off, only dots of dim lights were still dimly on.Xiuxiu came out of the bathroom after washing, and at the same time he got into Anyixing's bed, he also reached out to turn off the light.

Obtaining Shen Xuzhi's promise means that the two of them can act freely and will not be interrupted by some strange things.An Yixing and Xiuxiu were finally able to sleep soundly and soundly, and they were rarely full of energy when they woke up early.

The information left by Shen Xuzhi clearly records Gao Ge's parents' work and rest time, and even records Gao Ge's mother's habit of going to the bathroom between one and two o'clock in the middle of the night, which is not exhaustive.Such a wealth of materials greatly facilitated An Yixing and Xiuxiu's affairs.

Gao Ge's parents haven't retired yet, so they have to go to work on weekdays, and only on weekends are there people at home.And if An Yixing and Xiuxiu want to complete their plan, they must have the cooperation of Gao Ge's parents, so they have to rush to the weekend before they can start to act.

So An Yixing and Xiuxiu had to wait another day to complete their plan tomorrow—that is, the last day in this world.

After a whole day of free time, An Yixing and Xiuxiu suddenly became a little idle.

The two of them were used to being exhausted, but suddenly how relaxed and happy they were, it was really a little unaccustomed.According to An Yixing's grandma, the two of them are 'cheesy'.

This world didn't leave a good impression on An Yixing, so he didn't have any interest in wandering around.And Anyi Xing's interest is Xiuxiu's interest, Anyi Xing stayed at the hotel to watch movies online, and Xiuxiu also stayed at the hotel to watch movies.

So the two of them just nestled in bed, watched movies all day, and even ordered takeaway for three meals.

It is also convenient to sleep at night. The computer is placed on the other side of the bed, and the quilt is pulled, and the two of them lie in a row and feel sleepy.

Going to bed early and getting up early is good for your health, and the two of you went to bed before it was dark last night, so An Yixing and Xiuxiu got up before five o'clock.Since it would take at least two or three hours to get back to the city center, the two of them didn't dare to go back to sleep for fear of time, so they hurriedly washed up and cleaned up all the leftovers from last night for breakfast.Only at 06:30, Anyi Xing and Xiuxiu went downstairs.

An Yixing carried a thick stack of documents under his armpit, while Xiuxiu carried the computer on his back.The two went straight to the front desk and checked out the room, then drove back to the city center - the residence of Gao Ge's parents.

After what happened to Shen Xuzhi that year, the Shen family moved out of Linquan City directly after dealing with the matter, and the Gao family also moved to the city center far away from the suburbs after Gao Ge went abroad.

Although Shen Xuzhi has become a ghost, he has not been idle all these years.For him who has no body, there is no place he can't go, so even if Shen Xuzhi couldn't leave Linquan City, he got a lot of news about them from Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu's relatives.

Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu had already registered their marriage in the United States last year. Considering the national conditions of the motherland, the two had no plans to return and settled in the United States directly.

Speaking of this, I have to lament that the world is changing too fast. The parents of both Gao Ge and Shen Xuzhi in the matter of Gao Ge and Shen Xuzhi looked like they would not let them be together if they died.Now that Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu are here, there is no big obstacle.

Gao Ge's side is almost self-defeating. Gao Ge's parents don't have the aggressive aura they used to have, maybe they are getting older or something?It was almost useless to sing nonsense, and the couple let go.Although the couple inevitably still felt a little grudge, but both Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu felt that time would dilute everything.

Jiang Qiuyu's side is actually not difficult. He talked about being sexually assaulted by his relatives when he was a child, and said bluntly that he might die if he didn't sing. He cherished his son and felt guilty. The two of them worked together for a year, and Jiang Qiuyu's Parents also agreed.

Both parents still live in Linquan City because they are still young and have no plans to live with them for the time being.

The plan of An Yixing and Xiuxiu this time is to use Gao Ge's parents to trick Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu back.