Onmyoji--Xiao Hei entered Xiao Bai's body

Phoenix looked at me, still smiling.

I was confused and bowed my head in shame: "I'm sorry, I'm too stupid to understand what you said."

"If you are really stupid, how could you become the only phoenix flame burning to this day?"

Fenghuang closed his eyes, this time he was recalling Yoyo's past. "Do you know how many times I have been reborn from Nirvana since I split the sky?...I can't even remember it myself. I just remember flying out of the fire, and the world I saw at first sight was desolate and lonely. I flew All over the world, I can't hear any voice responding to my call."

The phoenix is ​​a divine bird, and the heaven and earth are its parents. It is the bell of good fortune and comes to the world before all living beings.At that time, birds and beasts did not exist, let alone the human race.

I sighed quietly: "You must have been very lonely then."

"No, I feel scared." Fenghuang looked at me with handsome eyes, and he laughed at himself: "Isn't it ridiculous? My wings can stir up strong winds, and I can swallow flames in my breath. I have overcome strong winds and huge waves, and the world All surrender to me. But I am deeply disturbed. The world is too quiet, I don't know why I was born, what is my purpose in this world."

Fenghuang’s words surprised me. Before I could think of an answer, Fenghuang said again: “I continue to live with that fear until I grow old. Nirvana fire burns in my body to create a new body for me. Phoenix fire , Do you know the burning pain experienced in the nirvana fire? But that kind of pain is nothing compared to opening your eyes again and seeing the world where everything is the same."

"I am like this, reborn again and again, flying over familiar places over and over again, all the scenery is tired. Everything in the world has begun to multiply, and the era of the human race has begun. Some of them have seen me The silhouette of me worships me very much, regards me as a god, and draws me as a totem. However, although I am respected, I cannot integrate into the world of the human race. I was not born for these worships, and my life is still empty."

He added: "So, Fenghuanghuo, your admiration for me does not make me happy or comforted."

Alas, when I heard this sentence, my heart seemed to be empty.My grievance at that time was probably similar to that of the little elf whose taro was burnt by me.But I'm not really surprised.What I saw when my brothers and sisters were born was the phoenix flying high into the sky.He's not a van bird who stops and looks back.

"I changed my young body in nirvana again and again, but my old mind still remained, living with the aimless memories of thousands of years. I became more confused and tired, but unfortunately I was born with an unquenchable nirvana The seed of fire, whenever I become weak, the fire will be rekindled, giving me a new life, making me want to give up this empty life but can't."

Can you imagine it?Phoenix is ​​so disgusted with the world that he wants to commit suicide.I must have looked panicked at that time, and it was rare for Phoenix to pat my head with pity.

"I was in this despair until someone came to invite me."

I can probably guess that it was Hei Qingming, who was very sad for Fenghuang: "You shouldn't pay attention to that person, he is not a kind person."

"Good? Evil? When I first came to the world, the world was empty and there was no distinction between good and evil. I didn't decide my actions based on it. In my eyes, this person was close to me and wanted to control the world with me. He changed it into what he wanted. He said that if I lent him my power to control Heian-kyo, I could be the master of everything in the world. For the first time in my life, I felt interesting."

I stretched out my hand and shook the Phoenix: "Fake! Hei Qingming is bewitching you. This ability to control the fate of others is called power. It is a dangerous thing. I have seen the lives of several generations dragged down by power. Master Fenghuang, the world itself It’s just interesting, let me take you to take a look, and you won’t care about any masters anymore.”

Fenghuang lightly brushed my hand away, and calmly looked at the sea of ​​fire spreading down the mountain: "Fenghuo, you are so lucky, or a blessing in disguise. Because you were born weak, you had to rely on the human race to survive, wandering around the world for a long time. years, and therefore understand more about the principles of the world than I do. It is a pity that I have never had such an opportunity."

"Yes! Master Fenghuang, you stay here, and I will take you on a tour of the world. You will like it!"

I thought about how Yanren taught me, I dare not teach Fenghuang, I just accompany him with the same heart.

But Fenghuang shook his head: "It's too late. I have been alone for a long time, I can't deal with the complicated human race, and there is no place for me in the human world."

"How come? You are their god! You see, this shrine is the proof."

Fenghuang suddenly laughed, and pointed to the hall: "When you look at the so-called Phoenix statue, do you think it looks more like you, or more like me?"

I couldn't say it right now.I suddenly remembered the scene of rescuing Yan Ren from the back of a mad horse, and said: "I have shown my true face in the world, and the craftsman may have used me as a reference when making the statue. However, I got my appearance from you. I am incompetent , making the statue broken, but the statue depicts Master Fenghuang."

Just after I finished speaking, Phoenix suddenly threw a ball of fire, smashing the pedestal under the statue, and the statue of Phoenix fell to the ground in an instant.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

I covered my heart, suppressing the splitting pain, unable to speak.

"But I don't feel it."

The tiles from the roof of the hall fell one by one and shattered at our feet. Phoenix and I didn't speak.

"Phoenix Fire, you should understand, right? This shrine has never been dedicated to me, but you."

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