Sansheng is only for you

Kenji Fujima:

After arriving in Tianjin, the weather gradually turned cooler, and winter was just around the corner.Nan Lie and I rented a small house, although it was simple, it made me feel warm, just because he was always by my side.

I walked up to the rooftop and looked at the snowflakes in the sky, took a deep breath of the cool air, and felt that even the air smelled of freedom at this moment.At this time, a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist from behind, and the moment I turned my head, Nan Lie kissed my lips. His kiss was domineering yet gentle, and his dexterous tongue poked in, making it crisp and numb. The feeling made me laugh out loud, so he stopped and said to me: "It's so cold outside, hurry up and get inside."

It's just that I ignored him, and I wrote on the snow on the roof: Fuji really loves Nanlie.After seeing it, he also added a few words: Nanlie loves Tengzhen.I often think that maybe I am the happiest now.

Back in the house, Nan Lie told me to make dumplings tonight.Seeing his proficient kneading, rolling, stuffing and making dumplings, I, who has never touched Yang Chunshui, became interested. I followed his example to make dumplings, but no matter how I made them, I couldn’t make them to his level. , he said: "A dumpling must have nine folds."

After hearing this, I told him unconvinced: "Who said that there must be nine pleats on the side of the dumpling? Look, three pleats are also fine?" So I handed the dumpling wrapped like a sugar bag to his eyes. , I saw a doting smile on his face.

But the facts proved that Nan Lie was right!Because those dumplings that looked like sugar buns were "skinned and bruised" after a few rolls in the water.

After dinner, I leaned on the bed and read the novel, while Nan Lie leaned on the table to write a letter of recommendation.I understand that after leaving Peiping, we must face reality and face survival.Thinking of how Nan Lie has been worrying about work these past few days, I feel a little sad. I have suggested to him more than once that I have grown up and can go out to work, but he refuses. He wants me to study hard. He always says: " I am older than you, so I am older than you in everything, so you have to listen to me."

Anything bigger than me?I didn't believe it, I stepped forward, pulled him up from the chair, then turned around and pushed him onto the bed abruptly.After seeing him lying down, I jumped on him, and after a while of rubbing my ears and temples, I vaguely heard the unbearable whimpering in his mouth, and after feeling a certain part of his body responding, I whispered in his ear: "What should I do? It's really big."

There was a charming smile on the corner of his mouth, and then he whispered in my ear, "Let me tell you what to do!" After speaking, he turned over and pressed me under him.The moment I looked at him, his eyes were full of □□ and I fell into it, unable to extricate myself, I took the initiative to raise my head and kissed his lips...

After some tenderness, I lay in his arms and asked, "A'nan, why do I love you so much?"

He thought about it, then smiled and said, "Maybe it's because you owed me love in your previous life."

Nan Lie:

Although Fujima and I were emotionally satisfied, he, who was no longer a noble son, and I, who couldn't find a job, still had a hard time living.In the days since I came to Tianjin, it’s not that I haven’t gone to the schools and hospitals in Tianjin to find a job, but in times of troubled times, people have to rely on connections and go through the back door everywhere, and this is what annoys me the most.Seeing that the money brought from Peiping was running out, I felt panicked like never before.

I was walking aimlessly on the street, when I passed a pier, I saw a familiar figure, isn't that Kishimoto?

I stepped forward and called Kishimoto, who was naturally overjoyed when he saw me.During the conversation with him, I found out that after he failed to assassinate the warlord in Beiping, he was rescued by a dancer, and that dancer was the woman I saw in his rickshaw at the station.After this incident, he moved to Tianjin. However, he told me that he is now a porter in name, but in fact he is still working tirelessly for his revolutionary cause.After hearing this, I couldn't help but feel a little more admiration for him.

Afterwards, he asked me why I appeared here, so I told him the story between me and Fujima. He was very surprised when he heard it, but fortunately, he did not look at this incident with worldly contempt like others. A love that cannot be tolerated in the world.

Under Kishimoto's introduction, I finally found a job that didn't require me to go through the back door, that is, to work as a porter at the dock.

In the evening, when Fujima came home from school, I had already set up a hot pot on the table, because I knew that eating hot pot has always been his favorite.In order not to worry Fuji really, I lied to him, I told him that I was just doing some paperwork at the pier.Tengzhen hugged me excitedly when he heard that I found a job, and told me that someone had already asked him to tutor children, and he could earn money to support his family in the future. At that moment, I laughed at his innocence , Laughing at his simplicity.

After dinner, Fujima sat on the sofa and read the newspaper, and I suddenly remembered that it had been a long time since we left Beiping, so I took out a pen and paper, and leaned over the table to write a letter home. After I finished writing, I saw a big spider lying on the wall behind Fujima. I knew he was always afraid of these things, so I said to him, "Kenji, how about playing a game with you?"

He said, "What game?"

I said: "Play, after playing, you will appreciate me."

He nodded in response, and I told him that after a while I blink my right eye, your head will tilt to the left, and he nodded.Then I gave him a right eye wink, and just as his head went to the left, I knocked the spider off his back with the newspaper.Sure enough, he was startled when he saw the spider's body. I took the opportunity to hold him in my arms and told him, "What are you afraid of? I'm here."

Kenji Fujima:

Since Nan Lie found a job, our life has finally settled down.

On this day, when I returned home from school, I habitually opened the mailbox, and a letter from home appeared before my eyes, which was sent by Nan Lie's mother.In fact, ever since Nan Lie's mother found out our address in Tianjin, she sent home letters one after another. Seven or eight letters have been sent back and forth. From Hualing's mouth, I learned that nothing happened.

Thinking of this, I casually opened the letter paper and took a quick look at the contents. That’s right, I was writing about how uncomfortable I was again, but this time it was a little more exaggerated than the previous few times. It said: Because of excessive worry, Asthma relapse, please reply as soon as possible.I guess she wrote so seriously this time, she must want to tear us apart, no, I can't lose Nanlie again!So I put away the letter, opened the door of the house, and put the letter in the drawer without taking it seriously.

I saw that Nan Lie hadn't come back yet, thinking of him going out early and returning late every day in the past few days, I felt a pang of distress.So I imitated him, washing rice and cooking, and then cooked two dishes according to the method he taught me before, waiting for him to come back for dinner.

In the evening, Nan Lie came back, but there were two bruises on his face. I helped him into the room and asked him what happened. He told me that he accidentally fell while working during the day.After I heard this, I didn't think much about it, and immediately went into the room to get medicinal wine and rubbed it on him, not only on his face, but also on his body. It seemed that the fall was really hard.

At dinner, I saw Nan Lie sitting at the table not moving my chopsticks, so I carefully asked him if the food I made was too bad. Lunch.It is true that today's poor days have already taught me to be frugal, to make ends meet, and to be with Nan Lie, no matter how hard it is, I am willing!

Nan Lie looked at me, fondled my cheek with his fingers, and told me that it wasn't that it was bad, but that it was so delicious that he wanted to eat it all. He said that besides his mother, I was the only one who had burned it for him all these years. Fan, when he mentioned his mother, I saw his face showing embarrassment, so I asked cautiously: "Do you regret being with me?"

He said: "Why? Being with you is the greatest happiness in my life, but walking away like this makes me feel very unfilial." Seeing that Nan Lie has said so, what else can I say, I I can only comfort him, one day, his mother will accept us.It's just that at this moment, I never thought that he and I would never wait for his mother's forgiveness.

Nan Lie:

In order not to worry Fujima, I told him that I fell, but in fact it was because a worker who was moving goods at the dock broke his leg when the foreman did not provide any protective measures, but he did not receive any compensation. .For this matter, Kishimoto and I fought for him, but we were rejected. During the dispute, we fought, and unfortunately I was hit in the side of the face.

However, to my relief, when I got home, Tengzhen had prepared meals and was waiting for me.I suddenly felt that he had grown up and was no longer as willful and childish as when I first met him. He even learned to comfort me, saying that my mother would forgive us.At that moment, my heart was warm, and I hoped that I could borrow his good words, that everything would be calm and have a happy ending.

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye I got my first month's salary. When I saw the thin figure standing at the door of the pharmacy, I couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged him tightly.

Fujima told me that he just bought Schisandra chinensis at the pharmacy, which can soothe the nerves and sleep, prolong life, and Chuanbei, which can reduce phlegm, relieve cough and moisten the lungs.I told him that I was not tired at all from working at the dock, but he said that I bought these for my mother, and he hoped that my mother would calm down after eating and would not scold him in the future.Then he took out another pen, and he said that he hoped that I could continue to write for my own ideals.In fact, he doesn't know that the greatest ideal of my life is to be with him.

What is "satisfied with drinking water", I think it is probably like this.On the way home, Fujima asked me if I cared about other people's eyes, otherwise why didn't I hold his hand on the street.I told him I was going to warm my hands before holding his, and I told him I couldn't let him freeze.Saying that, I put his white hands into my arms.A smile instantly filled his face, and he asked me if I would be like this every winter in the future?I answered him: "It's always like this!"

However, at this time, I never expected that there would be a bad news waiting for me at home.

When we got home, I saw Hualing sitting at the door trembling. The first thing she said to me after seeing me was: "Brother Anang, why are you so cruel? Refuse to go back and visit her!"