Sansheng is only for you

Kenji Fujima:

From the beginning when Nan Lie's lips lightly touched my lips, to pressing against my lips, gently teasing, and finally clasping my head and sticking his tongue in, it was only a matter of an instant , but the tenderness and love in his eyes made me fall into it, and I couldn't extricate myself. I didn't expect that Nan Lie would be so courageous and dare to be so frivolous to me, but why is my heart throbbing so much.

Nan Lie's scorching breath and gaze seemed to have evaporated all the strength in my body, and my lips were even more dizzy and powerless after being captured by him.It wasn't until I was kissed by him for a long time that I realized that I was struggling to wake up from the intoxication and pulled him away forcefully.After regaining my senses, I said, "Why? I'm a man."

But he didn't take it seriously, he said: "Maybe you were too majestic when you protected me in the Mountain King Hall, and you captured my heart all of a sudden, so I'm willing to die for you."

I couldn't help but be blushed by his boldness and blatantness, and couldn't help shouting: "What nonsense! Get out!" I understand that if he leaves quickly at this moment, the situation can still be controlled. If he doesn't leave, in my current state, I'm really afraid that my psychological defense will collapse in the midst of his affection.

But he didn't leave, he said to me: "I like you, how about you? Kenji, do you like me?"

He pronounced the word "Kenji" so smoothly that he never asked me if I wanted it.Given his age and status, he was not qualified to call the name of the master ten years older than him, but he blurted it out without even thinking about it, which shows how many times he secretly called it in his heart.

I was in a hurry, my blood was retrograde, my hands and feet were cold, and my chest pain was unstoppable. When he saw it, he held my hand nervously. After he found that I was trembling, he immediately hugged me from behind, no matter how hard I struggled. , he refused to let go, he said: "Kenji, I really like you, without you, I will die..."

The poisoning made me feel in a trance, and when my sanity was gradually collapsing, his explicit confession finally made me give up struggling. I turned around and looked at him, and he also looked at me, with the expression in his motionless eyes. full of □□…

Nan Lie:

Are you finally willing to turn around and look at me?While I was shouting from the bottom of my heart, I had already pulled him into my arms and fell on the bed, and the next thing will happen naturally.That night, it rained continuously outside the house, and the house was beautiful...

However, I have always thought that being in love is forever, and forever is probably like this.But I was wrong, I misestimated the weight of my own remnants of the Demon Cult in Kenji Fujima's eyes, and I misestimated how deep-rooted and indestructible the morals and ethics are in his heart.

After waking up the next day, he was no longer around me. I hurriedly got up, dressed and walked out of the room, only to learn that he was going to retreat and concentrate on practicing.At that moment, I was puzzled, why did he suddenly retreat?Could it be because of what happened last night?But everything last night was so beautiful and harmonious, and for a moment, I was at a loss.

At this time, I saw Ito looking at me in surprise, and I asked him why the master wanted to retreat, but he asked me back: "Why can't we just pretend that nothing happened?" At the door, he already had a panoramic view of everything.It turned out that Master was really repenting for what happened last night during retreat.

"Why do you pretend nothing happened?" I subconsciously asked.Master once said: what is possible before it is impossible, and what is impossible before it is possible.Last night in my memory, Master and I really loved each other, and everything came from nature. What was wrong with us, I refused to accept it, and there were 1 objections in my heart, so I left Ito and came to Xiangyang Pavilion, Master In the Zen meditation place, I saw the door was closed tightly. I stepped forward and said loudly: "Master, are you really so cruel to see me?"

I yelled for a long time, but there was still no response from inside. As expected, Ito was right. Master was determined not to see me, so I continued: "Ito told me that you are retreating because you want to reflect on your mistakes? Master, you don't have to blame yourself, Lie Lie'er has never regretted it, and will not mind the worldly people's eyes, they are all heartless villains, Lie'er only loves Master."

"Don't say any more!" The door finally opened, but the master said something that I will never forget in my life, he said: "You and I are both master and student, and we are both men. So easy!"

"It's just nonsense." I retorted. I told him that since he protected me in the Palace of the Mountain King, my heart towards him has never changed. I just want to spend the rest of my life with him in a normal way. That's all.But he told me: "What you think will never come true in your life!"

His unfeelingness made me feel as if someone was pouring cold water from head to toe in the twelfth lunar month!

Kenji Fujima:

When the first ray of sunlight came in through the window lattice in the morning, I slowly opened my eyes, only to find that I was entangled with Nan Lie indiscriminately.At this moment, he was sleeping soundly, half of his body was almost pressed up, his head was deeply buried in the socket of my neck, his slender and powerful arms wrapped around my body, as if I was his property.

In an instant, I panicked. I have always claimed to be smarter than others, more rational than others, and better able to control my emotions than others, but I still fell into the love of Nan Lie. I don't know whether it was his most primitive and unmodified state of life that shocked me.In short, I did something that I can never forgive myself in my life.

I hurried to Xiangyang Pavilion and told Ito that I was going to retreat.

When Nan Lie asked me if I really didn't have any love for him, I answered him decisively: "No!" I watched Nan Lie turn from sadness to anger, and then said loudly to me: "Why are we right? You said you were wrong, and I hate you!"

I sighed, Nan Lie felt right, does it mean that his demonic nature has not changed, good and evil are not distinguished?But I can't do it, I feel ashamed that I was deeply attracted by him, and I feel ashamed for the bad relationship between myself and him.

Nan Lie:

Kenji Fujima, I hate you!I cursed in my heart over and over again, but after all, I still couldn't resist the deep love for him in my heart.

In this way, I hid in the room for three days. During these three days, I thought of a lot. I remembered how the Fengyu Sect was destroyed; I remembered how my mother died tragically in the Mountain King Hall; of.In the end, I remembered that my name was Nan Lie. I was glad that I still remembered my surname was Nan!I unconsciously took out the Jin Chan Shuo that my mother killed, but Ito's voice suddenly sounded at the door, and I quickly hid the Jin Chan Shuo.

Ito said I hadn't eaten properly in three days, so he brought food for me.Ito has always been honest, so I had an idea and told him my miserable life experience. I said my mother was Nanxuanji of Fengyu Sect, and he blurted out: "Is it the witch who washed the martial arts?" I was silent, and then I Tell him that my father is Goro Domoto of the Mountain King, who was imprisoned in the Mountain King's Regret Pavilion, and spent his whole life facing the wall and thinking about his mistakes, but I, this demon who was cast aside by the world, should have died under thousands of swords. I saved my life in front of the heroes, so I can live to this day.But why did he do this to me?After hearing this, Ito stopped talking, but a trace of sympathy flashed in his eyes.

So I took the opportunity to tell him that I can no longer stay in Yunzhu Mountain, but I don't know martial arts, if I go down the mountain, I will definitely be chased and killed by famous and decent sects like last time, so I begged him to teach me martial arts.But Ito said that his martial arts were mediocre and he couldn't teach me.So I hinted at him, and I said: "I just borrowed Master's secret book "Xiangyang Sword Art" to learn a few self-defense techniques." Although Ito hesitated, he finally nodded in agreement.