Sansheng is only for you

Kenji Fujima:

When the leaves fall, you know autumn, and the years are like wine. When the wind cools down, ten years are like traveling in the clouds; the years go by, and when you look back suddenly, the young people in Yunzhu Mountain are exquisite.In a blink of an eye, Nan Lie has lived in Yunzhu Mountain for ten years. During these ten years, the anger on Nan Lie's face has gradually dissipated, and the hatred in Nan Lie's heart has gradually faded. I feel sorry for him. Rejoice in change.

Nan Lie:

Time flies, the years are long; ten years of cold and heat, three autumns a day.I am already a teenager, and when I stood in front of Master, I was already a little taller than him.During the ten years of serving him, I knew that he liked sandalwood, so I asked Ito to help him go to the market to buy sandalwood and stuff it quietly into his bedside folded clothes, and then took the "experience" of the past few days , came to him.

Kenji Fujima:

I looked at Nan Lie's recent "experience" and wrote a letter: All things are integrated, there is nothing necessary, but otherwise, according to the sky, it is to have intentions and let everything take its course.After watching it, I smiled and said to Nan Lie: "It seems that you have already realized something." Unexpectedly, as soon as the words fell, Nan Lie asked, since there is no difference between whether it is necessary or not, why do I still think about it? Refuse to teach him martial arts?I told him, what is the difference between teaching and not teaching, and when you understand, I will naturally teach you.

Nan Lie readily accepted, and then raised his eyes to look at me, but from his eyes, I felt a strange emotion surging, whether it was worship or love, I couldn't tell.The momentary panic made me turn my head away, only to hear Nan Lie say: "Master, I'm going to cook." After finishing speaking, he turned around to leave, but before he stepped out of the room, he turned back to me and said To: "I put the sandalwood in the folded clothes beside your bed, I hope you like it." This time, he stepped out of the room happily after speaking.

I just turned around slowly, but I was still uneasy.Nan Lie grew up, with a handsome figure and a handsome face, and became more and more tough and handsome.And these days, no matter where I go, I can always feel that fiery gaze following me, but I hope that all this is just thinking too much.

Nan Lie:

For ten years, whenever I was free, I would take that jade flute to the mountain spring to play the flute.I remember my mother once said, she said: Lie Er will definitely be a handsome man when he grows up.I looked at myself reflected in the mountain spring and smiled.

I admit that I have a different kind of affection for Master. At first, I was surprised by this feeling, but gradually, I was relieved. Love is just the feeling of one heart longing to be close to another heart.It's just that when this feeling started, I don't know, maybe it started when he sacrificed his life to protect me in the Mountain King Hall; maybe it was after seeing him mend my winter clothes in the middle of the night; maybe it was when he taught me how to read and write , Playing the flute and studying medicine.In short, I like him, his nobility and aloofness, his profound knowledge, his modesty, and his noble character.

When I finished playing a song and turned around, I happened to meet Master’s bright eyes. At that time, he was standing not far behind me, looking at me quietly. He didn’t come back to his senses until I called him. But immediately turned and left in a trance.At that moment, I was a little flustered, wondering if it was because I did something wrong again?

During the ten years in Yunzhu Mountain, my life was no different from that of ordinary people.Laundry, cooking, changing sandalwood; cleaning, ink-inking, chanting scriptures, everything has to be learned, and everything has to be done.Every afternoon, the master would sit in the Xiangyang Pavilion and meditate. I heard that it was a rule left by the master before he became a monk. Whenever the master meditated, I would wait on the side.

But I don't know why, when Master was attending Zen this day, his brows were tightly furrowed, and many fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, so I stepped forward and wanted to wipe him gently with my sleeve, but unexpectedly, he shook his hand and said coldly. He said: "Get out!" I had no choice but to leave the room silently.

Kenji Fujima:

Seeing Nan Lie quietly sitting by the mountain spring playing the flute, a gratified smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.From his body, I can no longer feel the hostility he had when he first came to Yunzhu Mountain; from his eyes, I can no longer see the viciousness he had when he first came to Yunzhu Mountain.He has changed, he has become cheerful and sunny, which made me fascinated, until he called out "Master" before I came back to my senses, the momentary gaffe made me unable to control myself, so I hurriedly turned around leave.

But what can be controlled is the behavior, what cannot be controlled is the mind.For some reason, this day, when I was meditating, Nan Lie's voice and smile seemed to be lingering, appearing in front of my eyes over and over again. I tried hard to get rid of it, but I couldn't get rid of it no matter what.Nan Lie gently wiped the fine beads of sweat on my forehead with his sleeve. At that moment, I coldly ordered him to go out immediately, because I didn't want to be captured by his thoughtful behavior; The oath of absolute love; because I was worried that I would have feelings for him that I shouldn't have; because I was afraid of stepping into the abyss of unrequited love.

In the days that followed, I deliberately avoided Nan Lie. I would never let Nan Lie do many things that Ito could help me with. In this way, we maintained a superficial calm and managed to pass a few days, but what shouldn't happen is still happened.

On this day, Anxi, head of the Xiangbei School, came to visit. He said that he was here to compete with me in martial arts, and I readily accepted it.

"Come out!" I sternly said to Nan Lie, who was hiding in the bushes and sneaking around.I know that he has always wanted to learn martial arts, so he came here to learn it secretly.It's just that I won't teach him martial arts, never will!

Nan Lie walked out cautiously, like a child who has made a mistake.Anxi is the head of the sect, he is easy-going and magnanimous, he smiled and said to me: "It's a good thing to open Lie'er's horizons."

After I heard this, I said to him: "Senior Anxi, since Nan Lie is being disciplined by me, I have my own way of discipline. Please forgive me, senior."

In this way, Senior Anxi was no longer persistent, so the contest with me was over.

Nan Lie:

"It's really a steal!" I said to myself, I didn't peek at the martial arts competition, but my master saw through my mind, which is really disappointing.I know that practicing martial arts has always been a taboo between me and my master. He forbids me to watch it, ask me questions, let alone steal it.But I just want to watch, ask, learn, and very, very much, so I made him angry and I also made myself unhappy. In addition, thinking about the recent days, the master didn’t let me wait on him when he was meditating. , so I feel even more irritable.

At this time, I saw that Ito was packing up, as if he was going down the mountain to the market, so I asked him to take me out for a walk.

The market was really lively. After I accompanied Ito to buy the things he needed, my eyes fell on a piece of Hetian jade in the jade shop. It was a piece of pure black black jade with a delicate texture. With the shining light.The more I looked at it, the more I liked it. I immediately bought this piece of jade, thinking to myself, if I could make a jade hairpin for my master, wouldn't it be perfect, he would definitely like it.

With this thought in mind, I can't wait to go back and start carving this piece of jade carefully, so I feel more and more that the road up the mountain is very long.At this time, Ito suggested that there is a small road not far from here that can lead directly to the top of the mountain, but the road is more rugged, and I immediately agreed.However, it is not as good as Ito, who has some martial arts background. Before I reached the top of the mountain, my foot was sprained. Fortunately, it was not a serious problem.

When I limped back home, I happened to meet Master walking out of the room, so I got an idea and walked up to him, limping.When he blurted out "be careful", I took the opportunity to hook his neck and hug him into my arms. A burst of quiet orchid fragrance instantly filled my nose, making my chin involuntarily touch his shoulder. At that moment, I flashed a sly smile.