[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

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And at this moment, the door didn't know that Nanessi had been thinking about his birthday all night because of the small talk he thought was irrelevant yesterday, just like Nanessi didn't realize the flaws he left for himself when he talked last night Clues', after the door found out, they actually cared more about why he didn't tell his brother immediately than why Nanessi deciphered the rules of their self-created language so quickly—the two didn't notice what the other cared about and what they thought they would pay attention to In fact, it is not the same, and it is also a very strange thing in a certain way.

Not to mention this, probably because yesterday's practice battle with the hacker consumed some of his energy. After the things he wanted to know were answered, he didn't think about any brain-consuming things last night and slept soundly until Today, after arriving in the management room and starting work, he was already familiar with the routine operation without making any mistakes with his eyes closed. He finally thought about what happened to him after Nanessi cracked the original language he used for the 'management program'. Will the plan be affected.

Although the original door has a certain degree of planning for what to do after going back to the past, but because I know that my luck has never been very good, and it is not the kind of plan that can completely control the situation to what I want. He is a strategist-type talent who develops in a certain direction, so his plan is not so much a plan as a goal with a general direction, and it is equipped with a rough solution to various situations that he has thought about in advance.

Like the original decision to go back to the past, although there are various additional purposes, his main goal is to 'change the future'. Even if he didn't kill the 'past self' himself, he must let the 'past self' know He prevents the same thing from happening because of the harm he has brought to the world because of the tools he made without careful consideration.

Even if this fails, the next best thing is to make the half-joking plan of "unification of all human consciousness" come true. The door thinks this is also a way, at least in this way, those who will not abuse the management program in the future will also Becoming a good person who won't do this, in a way, can prevent the future from going down the same sad path──Although he also knows that this is not the best way, because no matter whether it is a bad person, it will disappear, But those people he likes have their characters wiped out at the same time, and he doesn't want to see this happen, but when it really comes to the point where he has no choice but to do so, he won't have any hesitation.

Therefore, in order to let Nanessi understand the harm of the 'administrative program', a program he made based on good intentions, being used improperly or even out of control, and for the final solution to be implemented at any time , as soon as he arrived here, he immediately decided to start working on the re-establishment of the "management program" he made independently, even if someone helped him, but basically because the structure and the language used were all designed by him, and he made the "management program" independently. Preparations for hacking the people, manipulating and unifying the will of all.

In the plan, when everything is ready, he will start to act, and use this to attract Nai Naixi's attention, and leave behind those who can let Nai NaiXi guess that these abnormal social events may be caused by him, "Aisakamen" as the mastermind behind the scenes Yes, after gradually arousing the suspicion of the other party to the point of conviction, they told Nanessi everything at the showdown and asked him to make a choice—but now the door is thinking about whether Nanessi will cause interference after understanding their language.

Hmm...Thinking about it carefully, originally, in order for Nanessi to be able to sabotage my half-way operation, so that the small-scale hacking experiment before the official start will not be too harmful, I plan to give it to those who have not yet understood the "self-created language" As a support, some information about the 'special virus for invading BitPhone' was provided by Naisi. Now that Naixi understands it first, one step can be shortened──so it is probably no problem, right?

After going through the general process in his mind, the door made this inference, and then relaxed a little because of it—if it had any effect, he might have to erase Nanessi's memory of this matter, And the delicate operation of avoiding the parts that don't need to be washed out to avoid holes in the memory is very tiring.And the door really has never done such a precise memory operation. Although he knows the method in theory, but the first operation is afraid that an accidental error will break Nanessi's head. They are already strange enough But it's not good to continue to wonder, so he doesn't really want to do it if possible.

There's almost a month left... the prelude to the finale is about to unfold, and everything will be over now, right?

Thinking of this, even though it was the door, he couldn't help feeling complicated feelings in his heart. Although it was something that had been scheduled for a long time for him, he was still in a calm mood when he thought of it, but he didn't look forward to it with joy. something is coming.

In the final analysis, I am just a mortal who is greedy for life and afraid of death... I am neither great nor brave, let alone a person with a firm will. Even if it is necessary, I will not hesitate to sacrifice my life, and the timing seems to be It's time for this incident to end, but even if I made a decision, it's the first time I'm going to die, so I'm still a little nervous.

The door temporarily stopped the work at hand. He quietly watched the digital streams flashing across the countless screens in front of him. He didn't deliberately analyze or distinguish the content, but simply used it as a background to let his mind go blank and wander. Watching, to settle the mood.

I don't know if there really is a so-called 'afterlife', or does it simply disappear when people die?

The door unexpectedly thought of this question that is still an unsolved mystery to most human beings today, and there are still many different opinions.He also doesn't know whether he expects an afterlife or not. Before that, even if he occasionally had the idea of ​​committing suicide for a moment, he almost never considered this kind of problem——Before, he always thought that he was still young, This kind of thing can be left to think about it until he becomes a grandfather, and after realizing the serious burden on his body and the obvious reduction in life span of his natural ability, he is more worried about whether he should It is the first time I have to seriously think about this problem before I finish the things I have to do, so I have to stop my vital functions first, and let the remaining work cause troubles for others.

It doesn't matter whether they have it or not—you'll know when the time comes anyway, and it won't help if you think too much about it now.

After thinking for a while, he realized that with his poor imagination, he couldn't imagine what would happen after death, so he easily gave up and continued to think about this unsolvable problem for the living. curious question.

By the way, let's talk... If there is one, if Nanaishi and I die one after another, will the '[-]' in that world be my appearance or Nanaixi's appearance?Or is it the only combination of the two, the appearance of one of them, and the memory of the two mixed together?

This inexplicable makes the door a little bit concerned, although he and Naixi are the same "22" people, but one is 14 years old and the other is [-] years old, but the door also has to admit that there are still many differences between them ──Naisi’s face has not lost the pure and innocent smile that the door has long forgotten, and he has not given up on the naive thoughts that the door has given up over the years, and he is still full of enthusiasm for everything, compared to him in the future You must also have a positive and optimistic attitude, and you are still at an age where you are carefree and have not made heavy mistakes that need to be carried for a lifetime.

If we say that he is now a pile of ashes that have been completely burned, then Naisi is still burning and emitting light. Even after a few years, he may gradually turn into the remaining ashes after burning like him, but now It still looks bright and warm.

Although it is said that if there are no accidents, Nanaixi will probably become like him in a few years, but when he thinks that the last person left may be himself like this, somehow it feels a little uncomfortable.But on the other hand, what would Nanessi look like if he had his memory, the door thought it should not be what he wanted to see.

He couldn't help thinking about this for a while, and then realized that this question must really have an afterlife to be worth studying. Otherwise, if people just disappear after death, no matter how much he thought about it, it would be useless. Thoughts coiled into a ball of wool

In fact, now that I think about it, it’s not completely unreasonable for me to regard Nanaishi as another person... Although the essence is the same, and many places are also connected, but it’s eight years apart, and there is still a difference between us. Not a small difference.

Leaving aside that meaningless question, the thing just thought of made Men notice this, and he couldn't help touching his chin, and clicked on the photo taken yesterday - two people were standing side by side in it, and Nanessi was holding flowers to each other. He smiled very brightly at the camera but also very silly, and Men didn’t know what pose to pose, so while standing with his hands in his pockets, he also imitated Nanessi and smiled at the camera. Although the two people in the photo have different facial features They are somewhat similar, but one is tall and the other is short, the other is handsome and soft, and the other is cute and childish. No one would think that the two people in the photo are actually the future and past versions of the same person.

And if their features weren't very striking in some respects, even when they first saw their past self eight years ago, they would have been a little surprised—probably because he didn't pay much attention to himself. The thing is, even he didn't realize that his appearance had changed so much in the past eight years.Not to mention outsiders who don't know the inside information, even if they have similar appearances, but they don't resemble to the point of suspicion. The saying 'we are cousins' can perfectly explain the past.

It is because of this that after watching for a long time, I gradually get confused, right?That's why I gradually regarded Nanessi as someone else.

The door stared at the photo, thinking so, and began to seriously consider whether to remove the disguise in private without being seen by anyone in the future, and then look in the mirror more often to remember that she was more similar to Nanessi before she changed her hair color and hairstyle, but carefully I don’t want to say whether it’s effective or not, but it seems a bit stupid, and one day I forget to rearrange the disguise before leaving the management room, and I’ll be in big trouble if I go straight back to the apartment and see his true face—the door is not He was not confident that after concentrating on work, he would often be too tired to remember this matter, so he gave up the idea after turning around in his mind.

After thinking about it for a while, it was probably because the things I thought about were not good things to make people happy, and even the door felt a little bored just staying in the management room like this, seeing that the things at hand were almost done, and then Decided where to go for a walk, so after setting up some remaining settings, he got up and left the management room.