[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

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Meeting the door in a woman's attire is not only a shocking unexpected meeting for the door, but also an unexpected accident for Nanaixi.

Let me first explain that the sun is shining outside, the sun is so bright that it can be roasted by any pedestrian who has been outside for a while, and there is already a new gender-appropriate uniform. In this case, why did Naixi change into Waitress uniform ready.

First of all, as I said just now, today’s weather is very hot, and it just happens to be a holiday, so coffee shops with cool air-conditioning and cold drinks are very popular. Everyone is so busy that they don’t touch the ground──At this time, the deer’s old problems and the tendency to make mistakes when flustered become more and more serious. In the past, at most, they bit their tongues or their movements were relatively stiff, but In order to be quick, the deer accidentally overturned the tray and spilled things two or three times.

Fortunately for the deer, what was spilled was not the guests, but drinks, so it was easier to clean up without being scolded by the guests; Everyone's drink was spilled on him--and not long after he had just changed out of his wet clothes.

The first time he changed out of his work uniform and put back his outerwear jacket apron, and the second time his outerwear got splashed again and he had to go back to the backcourt to change out of the wet clothes and put on I thought I wouldn't wear the waitress uniform for the second time.

And Men and Hazel just happened to enter the shop the second time he entered the backcourt and changed into a girls' uniform, so Nanessi didn't realize that Men had come to the coffee shop where he worked.What's more unfortunate is that the place the deer gave them was behind the pillar, and the place where the door sat happened to be a blind spot where most of the figure was blocked by the pillar. After coming out, although it could be seen that Hazel was sitting on the seat with other people, but there was no way to tell that it was his brother-in-law just by the slender arm he saw.

Under such various coincidences, it is only natural that such a scene where they are suddenly bumped into each other by accident occurs.

If he was only seen wearing women's clothing, or just being seen working here, Nanessi might not have cared so much, but after the combination of the two, it would subtly make him feel a little embarrassed, and since they both knew that they did not have women's fetishism , so the most likely reasoning is naturally very clear—he seemed to have accidentally tricked Hu, who was so busy that he didn't even come out of the kitchen, and didn't know that he had just changed into women's clothes and was walking around in the field. , even he felt that Hu was lying innocently, which made him feel a little guilty.

Of course, even Nanessi would feel a little embarrassed to be caught by his parents when he secretly played the Eighteen Forbidden games by himself in the past—and although the door is his own, when he still maintains the appearance of the door, based on his past inertia, he still feels a bit embarrassed. He regards him as his older brother, so when he sees the door, he reflexively tenses up as if he was caught by his parents for doing something bad.

Probably because of his younger appearance, Nanessi's mentality is also much younger, and it seems that he has returned to the time when he still respects the authority of the elders.If other people who knew him saw him dressed like this, he would show it openly and explain the reason with a normal demeanor, but if he was bumped into by the door, he would have the inexplicable kind of doing what children would not do. The feeling of guilty conscience that I found made me run away subconsciously. After being stopped by the door and returning to the counter after some conversations, I realized what I was doing with such a guilty conscience. Even if there was nothing wrong with this attitude, the door suspected that there was something wrong. up.

I almost forgot the last time I felt so guilty... It seems that I was evaluating almost every model in the Qingliang photo album with my son, and the two of them were halfway through the evaluation when they were caught by Ah Xin when?

Recalling the embarrassing scene in his previous life that impressed him the most and breaking out in cold sweat, and recalling the expression on his wife's heart at that time, Nanessi shuddered silently, and decided to lock this memory back into the depths of his memory. recall.Although there was a reason for the unseemly behavior at that time, but when the father and son were reading the unserious magazines, they were suddenly caught by the wife, and the fright and embarrassment they received at that moment were enough. Let him remember it for another 30 to [-] years and he will never forget it.

And it was probably due to the unexpected appearance of Nanaixi that disrupted the original plan, so Men and Hazel didn't stay any longer, after each finished their order, they checked out and left - just because of the women's clothing at work Being discovered, and the person who met with the door was Hazel who had thought about the possibility of making a pile before, Nanessi couldn't help being a little concerned, and it was inevitable that he would be a little distracted from work afterwards.

Lu probably noticed this, but he didn't know the inside story, and mistakenly thought that it was the distraction caused by his depressed mood because he hurt Nanaixi and had to wear a girl's uniform. On the way back from get off work together today, he apologized a little depressed :

"I'm really sorry, Nanaishi-kun... You made such a mistake today and caused you to wear girls' clothes again."

"Ah, it doesn't matter, Senior Lu, you didn't do it on purpose, right? Since it happened, there's nothing you can do about it. And I'm very glad that you didn't continue to overturn the drink after that, otherwise I think I'll follow the women's clothing, and I won't be able to Not challenging to go to work in a nude apron."

Seeing the apologetic look of the deer, Nanaixi heartily expressed that he didn't mind, and thanked the deer from the bottom of his heart for not making mistakes after that——if he continued to splash, he really had no clothes to change, and even he knew that the deer would Working in an apron in a half-naked or naked posture is a scene that is disturbing to the general public.

"You really don't mind? After changing into a girl's uniform tomorrow afternoon, Nanaixi-kun, you are obviously not as cheerful as you were in the morning..."

After getting along for a while, Lu has probably gotten used to that sometimes Nanessi will say some lines or words that are too direct or weird, and make people feel that it is better not to delve into the meaning, almost automatically filtering out a certain The words obviously don't have any healthy meaning, and she seems to take the second half of Nanessi's sentence as irony, she is still a little depressed, so she said so.

"Well, if you really mind that much, I won't wear it when my clothes got wet in the rain before. I think it's a rare experience to wear clothes that I don't usually wear. I do this for other reasons Yes... Senior Lu, do you still remember that a super-beautiful, red-haired older sister came to the store in the afternoon? The person who was walking with her was my brother. I was just a little scared when my brother saw how he was working part-time. Jump, and then I get a little distracted."

In order to avoid the deer from falling into unnecessary self-blame, even though she didn't intend to say it, Nanessi still said it.

"Huh!? Is that tall, thin, long-haired big brother your brother, Nanaixi-kun!? Isn't that bad? You won't be scolded when you go home, right?"

Hearing Nanessi's words, the deer was taken aback. It seemed that he still remembered the door, and immediately remembered it, and asked worriedly.

"Don't worry, my brother is a very open-minded person. After explaining the reason to him clearly, he probably won't scold others. But if my brother confirms with you later, you have to testify for me—prove that I don't wear it because I like it In women's clothing."

In the middle of the reassurance of the deer, Naixi almost had an idea, even though he didn't know whether the door would come to ask the deer about his affairs, but in order to bury the opportunity for the two people to interact in the future, he still pretended to care a little He said to the deer like this.

"Well! I see, if I meet your brother, Mr. Nanaishi, I will testify for you!"

Lu didn't doubt the authenticity of Nanessi's request, probably because he still believed that the responsibility was on his clumsy body, so he nodded with a serious expression and agreed.

"That's really great, I'll trouble you!"

Seeing the deer agreed, Nanessi smiled happily, and after briskly saying this, he changed the topic calmly.

Although he said that if he knew how to speak clearly, Brother Men probably wouldn't pursue it...but he was somewhat nervous.

After chatting with the deer about other things, Nanessi and the two bid farewell to each other at the fork as usual, and then went back to the apartment alone. The mood was the same when the report card came home—even if he planned to tell the truth, he knew that his gentle parents would probably not punish him severely, but even though he was calm on the surface, he was still a little nervous inside.

He took out the key and opened the door. Sure enough, the door was already waiting on the sofa in the living room. In the same dark living room, there was only one desk lamp turned on, and the same laptop was on his lap. He was wearing pajamas and a jacket for bedtime, and tonight he was still wearing the clothes he had gone out in the morning, obviously planning to wait until after talking with Nanessi before going to sleep.

"Are you back? Sit down first."

Raising his head and glanced at Nanessi, the door showed a faint smile without any warmth, and said softly, motioning him to sit down on the sofa-although it was a bit strange that he was talking about himself, but Nanessi really felt that When Mon smiled with such an unemotional expression while speaking quietly with a smooth, waveless voice, it looked really scary, with an invisible force that was hard to imagine appearing in him.

It seems that this point can be remembered. If there is a need to intimidate other people and quiet the scene in the future, you can put on a similar posture.

While a mess of thoughts floated in his mind, Nanessi also sat down obediently as the door said, ready to be questioned.

"That coffee shop──Cafe. Lapin, is where you work part-time, right?"

The first question asked by the door was this, and there was nothing to explain about it, Nanessi nodded honestly.

"Well, yeah. That's where I work part-time."

"Then, the uniform you wore earlier, was it the boss there who ordered you to wear it?"

It seems that the question just now was just an opening. After hearing Nanessi's answer, the door didn't get entangled. Instead, he asked the main question of this talk straight to the point.

"Uh, no, it's just that the original clothes and the outing clothes were soaked by Senior Ka, that is, another girl in the store, so I borrowed that set of clothes for the time being—you see, although It’s not obvious because the top is dark, but my bow tie is orange with juice.”

While explaining, Nanessi tore off the collar of his clothes to show the door—the traces left by the dried fruit juice earlier were faintly visible—and briefly explained the deer’s old problems and changed his clothes twice for details.After glancing at the clothes, the door's expression relaxed slightly, but he continued to ask in a gentle tone:

"It's like this. Although it is said to be borrowed, the size of the clothes is just right---the other girl in the store is smaller than you, so it shouldn't be that child's uniform?"

"Uh, this is the uniform that was delivered by mistake from the previous clothing store. Because the other party said that there is no need to return it, it has been placed in the store."

It is true that the clothes are made according to the size of Nanessi, but if such words are said, he does not need to think about what kind of associations will be produced by the people who hear them, so he omitted the relevant details, scratched his head, Only part of the reason was mentioned.

"Hmph—is that so?"

Men narrowed his eyes slightly, stared at Nanaixi for a while and thought for a while, and seemed to think it was acceptable, so he didn't ask any more questions, but said to him in a gentle and earnest tone:

"Naisi, although you may feel that it's okay to wear women's clothes once or twice, but you still have to take into account the eyes of others, otherwise you will sometimes cause too many unexplainable misunderstandings, and you will be hindered in unexpected places because of this. .”

Hearing Menzhen's persuasive advice like an elder, Nanessi felt quite delicate.

Although looking back now, when I didn't know the real identity of the door before, although the door's care for him was a bit laissez-faire and careless most of the time, but from time to time he would make a sentence or two similar to this The persuasion from the people who came over was just that the tone was light and light as usual, and the tone did not become more serious because of this. At that time, Naixi, who was still a child at that time, just heard it from the left ear to the right ear. Take it seriously.

But after knowing the identity of the door, now when I think about Nanessi, I don't know what the other future self is thinking.

The door said that he went back to the past to kill himself and cut off his future, but Nanessi could also feel that the concern he had from time to time and the advice he gave to some future insights finally came from the heart.He obviously intends to destroy himself, but he still cares about his "future" and usually occasionally gives some advice out of goodwill and experience. I don't know if he is pretending to be an addict, or because he is used to caring about others and forgetting Nana West is the outbreak of inertia in his own situation.

In fact, after knowing the truth about Men, Nanessi once analyzed how Men viewed him. At that time, he came to a conclusion—Maybe, Men might actually hate him.This distaste for Nanessi made the door lie to him without guilt and make up all kinds of fictional stories to play with him.And compared to other people, although most of the time the door habitually shows a gentle gesture, but when you think about it carefully, you are actually quite rude to him, and occasionally you will smile gently on the face but scold him mercilessly He said, unlike the almost 100% kindness towards others, the emotion towards oneself is mixed with an unknown percentage of ruthlessness or indifference.

But now that he has returned to the past, Nanessi also finds that the door occasionally genuinely worries for him, and occasionally cares and takes care of him without any hypocrisy, and pays attention to his situation from time to time, which makes him a little confused I don't know whether Men hate him or not, or occasionally he really took care of Nanessi as his young brother──or his speculation about Men's view of himself is purely the result of him judging himself with the greatest malice .

While thinking about some things, Naixi almost subconsciously turned the intuitive reaction that flashed in his mind when he heard the advice from the door into words, and blurted out without much thinking:

"Ah, I heard Brother Men say so, have you ever worn women's clothes before?"

And after the words blurted out, Nanessi finally realized what he had said, and before he could say anything to cover up his inadvertently slippery question, the door first smiled slightly, and vetoed it almost without any hesitation:

"That's not the case, Nanessi. You're thinking too much."

"Ahaha, yes."

Consciously making a slip of the tongue, Nanessi also pretended to be silly and smiled perfunctorily. Although for a moment he was very itchy and wanted to read his mind to see if the door had ever disguised himself as a woman in the past, but looking at the door obviously revealed a refusal to answer With a smiling face, he wisely terminated this idea, so as not to annoy the other party after being noticed by the door.