Gundam Seed Wind and Blue Fall

"Tick tock..."

Another drop of crystal dripped on the ground, dizzy with water, and his hair was soaked in sweat. Finally, Raphael couldn't hold it anymore, he supported the railing beside him and knelt down.

"Come here today, Raphael."

Hearing the sound, Raphael barely raised his head, and saw that Jialia, who had been standing in the distance and watching her quietly, had already walked in front of her.

Just two days earlier, Gallia had returned from February's lab to resume her caregiving responsibilities.

Raphael saw that it was her, and remained silent.He lowered his head slightly, and the broken hair on his forehead covered his eyes.

"That's enough, Rafael!" Jialia's tone could not be refused, "Go and take a good bath, if you can, use the herbs I brought back, it will be good for you."

"En." Raphael replied in a low voice. Raphael took so long to find those medicines, and she couldn't let her down.

"I'll wait for you in the room." Jia Liya shook her head, turned and left.

Sitting on the ground like this for a while, Raphael clenched her fists, feeling that she had some strength, and she got up little by little with her hands on the ground.

Looking up, the wheelchair was about ten steps away from her.

Raphael took a deep breath, clenched his left hand tightly into a fist, while his right hand tremblingly attached to the railing, and then grasped it tightly. With the support given by the railing, she was barely able to move. Moving forward, these ten steps are almost a world away, and an unknown emotion quickly passed through her eyes.

Raphael pursed her lips, and in the next second, her left hand clenched into a fist slammed on her legs——

But how could her fragile legs withstand such a blow?

Just hearing a "bang", she lost her balance, and she fell to the floor again. Her delicate but fragile and pale face was reflected on the smooth floor.

Looking at her blurred face, Raphael gradually pulled out a difficult smile. She looked at the wheelchair a few steps away, stretched out her right hand to reach the railing, and climbed up again. Climb to the railing, and then use the elbow joint of the right hand to support the wall. When the strength of the leg is exhausted, the leg is moved forward with the hand, the left leg is moved, and the right leg is moved...

Just like this, she walked to the wheelchair step by step. Raphael's lips turned white. She slightly hooked the corners of her mouth, and reached out to reach the wheelchair. With a movement of her fingertips, before the human eyes could see clearly, she saw that Raphael was already stable. Sitting on the wheelchair, she operated the keyboard a few times with her fingers, and the wheelchair carried her to the bathing room.

There was a faint smile on Raphael's face, even her pale face couldn't conceal her joy.

I can do just fine without anyone else!

Outside the gate, Jia Liya leaned heavily against the wall, and she looked up tired and closed her eyes.

"Miss Jialia, why don't you let us help the young lady?" the maid beside her asked suspiciously.They were watching the eldest lady struggle to climb into the wheelchair by herself outside the door. It was heartbreaking to watch the process.

"..." Jia Liya opened her eyes, moved her pinched white fingers, smiled and shook her head, facing the maid's question, she didn't say anything.

She looked deeply at the direction where Raphael was leaving, and turned to leave sadly and relieved.

"Raphael, I've always known that you are strong enough and don't need blind help..."

In the bathroom, in the misty mist, the aroma of herbs and the smell of the bath made people drowsy, but Raphael soaked in the pool water, his blue eyes were full of clarity.

Through the mist, she stared at the white wall in front of her, but her thoughts went back to the day when she and Lux ​​returned from going out——

In the fast-moving car, Raphael watched the scenery flashing by outside the window in silence, and Lacus also knew that her sister had something to think about, so she sorted out her day's harvest by herself and didn't bother her.

"Lux."

"Hey, eh?" Lacus turned her head in surprise, but saw Raphael was still looking out of the window, as if she didn't call out just now.

"Sister?" Lux wondered.

"Lax..." Raphael was silent for a while, without turning back, and continued: "When you go back, tell Dad for me, if I can complete Jialia's training, let me go to the army."

"Why?!" Lux's eyes widened, and her voice changed a little under the exclamation.

Raphael finally turned her head around and looked at her sister's surprised face. She stretched out her hand and stroked her sister's hair slowly: "There are some things that must be done."

"But—" Why are you in such a hurry?

"Time is running out, isn't it? Even that guy Diego went, right? Lacus, I don't want to know what you guys are hiding from me, but it's not like I can't guess everything." After finishing speaking, Realizing that his tone was a bit aggressive, Rafael took a deep breath, changed his tone and continued: "Lax, I know you and Dad will have this kind of communication, at that time, just mention it for me, I will try my best to do it The best I can do." Seems like a promise.

"Sister..." Lacus bit her lip.

Raphael smiled: "Don't worry, I know my limit, I won't force it, isn't there Jia Liya?"

"Does it have to be like this?" Lux still couldn't agree with her idea of ​​joining the army.

"Yes!" Raphael nodded firmly.

"I don't know whether the decision I'm making now is right or wrong. I only know that if I don't make this choice now, I will definitely regret it later. Well, I never do things that make me regret it."

"Okay..." Lux's small face gradually became blurred in the halo.

Waking up from contemplation, Raphael shook her head to shake off the thoughts that filled her mind. The water in the pool had become a little cold. She got up, changed her clothes, sat on the wheelchair again, and walked to the room.The wheelchair slowly slid to the door, and inside the door was Jialia who was waiting for her, as well as her treatment method, and perhaps, a new student belonging to Rafael.

He raised his hand to the door, but hesitated again—are he really ready?Is it really so easy to change and adapt to the way of life that has always been there?

Raphael glanced at her legs hanging on the wheelchair. Under the white skirt, she looked even more pale and slender to shocking. Her eyes darkened. She raised her face, smiled, raised her hands, dignified She opened the door resolutely, and the light inside the door gradually shone on her body through the opened door.

What was she, Raphael, afraid of!

Isn't it just change? After so many years, change again and adapt again, so what's the matter?She still has a long way to go, there are so many people who love her waiting for her in front of the road, how can she stand still!

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