Gundam Seed Wind and Blue Fall

It's really hard to explain Raphael's mood, she was originally a very contradictory character, especially after meeting Yitzhak, this situation seemed to become even more severe...

She wasn't ignorant, she was just dull, just as Lux said, she was very nervous, she didn't understand at first, and she just had an inexplicable emotion for this young man who always appeared in her life and accompanied her.

She didn't know until later that this emotion is called liking.The kind of liking that is different from parents and relatives, the kind of liking that wants to be together forever.

Raphael, who understood her feelings, was not happy, she was just afraid.She's been scared, yes, scared.Raphael has always been proud, but also inferior.

'He's so good, he likes it, will it be me? '

She was afraid that he didn't like her. If she crossed this line, wouldn't they be friends?It is a sad mood that no one else can understand.

Every time she takes a step, she quickly backs up a few steps, trying to hide herself, so timid that she is completely different from her usual self.

And then... and then later, it was a complete decision to give up.

When she stood up, she thought that she had to work hard, otherwise she would lose everything she had held in her hands with great difficulty.

Jia Liya once said: "If you want one thing, you will lose another thing. This is the gain and loss." She stood up from the wheelchair and lost her comfortable life; Leah...

On the day when the sun died down, she locked herself in the room, and it was Yitzhak who pulled her out, holding her tightly with warm hands, and the courage came little by little along the temperature of his palms.

Don't want to let go.

She didn't want to let go, especially after losing yet another loved one.However, she knew that she couldn't hold that hand forever.

One day, he will hold another girl's hand and walk forward with that girl with a gentle smile.

It was obviously something she had realized a long time ago, and she had obviously let go of it a long time ago, but whenever she thought about it, she felt a pain like suffocation.

She began to avoid that person. If she couldn't see it, she wouldn't remember it. If she couldn't remember it, her heart wouldn't hurt. She lied to herself like this.It's just a lie to yourself.

The chance encounter at the spaceport was not an accident, she knew that Yitzhak would appear there that day, she knew almost all his whereabouts, and there was a time interval, she told herself that she would not meet him—but In his heart, he still longed faintly, because...even if he just looked at him from a distance, it would be nice.However, he still broke her plan and appeared in front of her suddenly, avoiding it.

She thought he would be angry and question her why he always avoided him, why didn't he talk to him anymore?But he didn't say anything.He just looked at her with sad and inexplicable eyes.

She thought with some self-mockery, oh, sure enough, am I being too sentimental? In fact, you are nothing. In his eyes, Raphael, you are nothing!

However, in her heart, there is still a kind of obsession that she doesn't know about, but she no longer has the courage and qualifications.

She knew that her body was about to reach its limit, and she just held on and didn't show it before. If there were any leads, she would collapse soon.

She didn't understand what her father meant, or she understood, but she just didn't want to understand.She can be the most perfect daughter of Klein, she can do anything for her father and Lacus...but only this thing, please allow her just this one time... just this one time, she just wants...

The familiar piercing pain came again, and Rafael trembled from the pain, and the hands holding Yitzhak's shoulders couldn't control the strength for a moment, which made him aware of the strangeness.

"Raphael!"

Yitzhak looked at Rafael's pale face again, hugged Rafael and let her lie on the bed again, Raphael's hand tightly gripped the sheet, the strength almost tore the thin sheet, the back of his hand The transparent blood vessels on his face were also bursting, he quickly wrapped his hand around her hand, and stroked her frowning brow with the other hand, only a thin layer of sweat touched the palm of his hand.

"Raphael!" he called her, she gasped for breath, her voice was rapid, her beautiful blue eyes looked at him with an indelible sadness.Her whole body was trembling, but she didn't say a word.

He hugged her, wishing to replace her with his own body, that thin body became more and more cold.

Raphael closed his eyes and stopped looking at him. Just one indulgence is really enough... How can she drag him down with her body...

Yitzhak buried his head on her neck, and that clear voice seemed to come from the sky to Raphael.

He said: "Do you still remember? The book I gave you last time...do you remember what was written on the title page?"

that book?Is it blue?

"It's better to have a dream, what if it comes true?"

Raphael smiled bitterly in his heart.

"So...don't give up...Rafael, I know I was wrong, but...please take courage and persevere..."

In the mist, it seemed that the sun was shining down, so dazzling that she couldn't open her eyes, and the hearty voice that belonged to that woman gradually came: "It's a pity to give up... Raphael... if you persevere, Good things will always happen, come on, little girl—my dear niece..."

**

In the doctor's office, Siegel was talking solemnly with Rafael's attending physician.

"Lynne this time..."

"It's hard to say, my lord." The gray-haired doctor also looked puzzled: "To be honest, I already thought it was a miracle to see the young lady standing up. I don't know how Mrs. Jialia did it..."

Speaking of Jialia, Siegel paused, and then said, "How is Lynn's physical condition?"

"I'm sorry, to be honest, Miss's health is really not optimistic, she is completely in a state of overdraft...My lord, please don't let Miss go on like this!"

Siegel was startled. He didn't expect that he had overlooked so much, or that Raphael had hidden so much from him. He really didn't expect that the child had reached this point. At this time, he is still forcing her like this!What kind of father is he!

The doctor sighed as he watched Siegel's gradually decrepit face. Miss Rafael was also grown up by them. It is also very uncomfortable to see her like this now, let alone the biological father, Mr. Siegel.But there's very little they can do.

"Now we can only depend on the will of the young lady, my lord, please follow the mood of the young lady in the future, and don't let her have any violent emotional fluctuations..."

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Turn on supplementary homework mode _(:з」∠)_ and leave homework for a day, which is too much