1997 of Starchaser Boys

[-] was an unforgettable year for many Chinese.

This year, Mr. Xiaoping passed away in the cold winter, and Hong Kong, China returned to China in midsummer.

This year, game halls were still dominated by arcade machines, and "Street Fighter" and "King of Fighters" played a generation of leisurely childhood.

This year, the song "Friends" by Taiwanese singer Huajian Zhou became popular in the mainland, and his warm and magnetic singing echoed in the streets and alleys: "Friends walk together for a lifetime, and those days are no longer there. In a word, a lifetime. A lifetime of love, a glass of wine ..."

This year, Yao Xiaoqi just turned 17 years old.

Yao Xiaoqi has a very cute and pretty face, but her temperament is nothing to do with being "well-behaved" - a child doesn't like to read when he has a good book, and he only cares about chasing stars, and his favorite star is the popular "Jade Girl Palm" The doorman "Ye Qingqing's biggest wish is to become an honorable reporter, ahem, the kind of entertainment reporter who carries a film camera and chases Ye Qingqing all over the world, commonly known as "paparazzi".

The word "paparazzi" was learned by Yao Xiaoqi from Hong Kong movies. At that time, Hong Kong typhoon was popular. He thought that although the name was not very nice, if he could follow his favorite goddess, he would be recognized as paparazzi. .

As soon as Yao Meihua saw Yao Xiaoqi, she became angry, "Look at Xiaoming, who came back with a double hundred today, how about you?! You don't study hard, what kind of stars are you chasing! Do you still want to be a reporter?! Do you believe that? If you don’t believe me, I’ll tear up that pile of broken posters for you?!”

Yao Xiaoqi turned pale in shock, and raised Bai Shengsheng's slender arms to protect the idol posters all over the wall, "Mom—you can't tear me Qingqing! This is your future daughter-in-law!"

The old tape in the cassette recorder was spinning slowly, and Ye Qingqing's singing voice came out from the inferior speaker: "Oh, your sweetness has touched my heart, although people say that sweetness is only superficial. thing……"

Yao Meihua was furious, picked up the wooden clothes hanger, raised her hand and greeted Yao Xiaoqi, "I'll kill you little bastard!"

How could Yao Xiaoqi be the one who was beaten standing up?He ran out of the house as soon as he let go, with oil on the soles of his feet and wind on his legs. The long corridor of the worker's tube building seemed to be an old track for his [-]-meter sprint.

Auntie Li next door was cooking in the corridor with a gas stove, when she saw a child running past her in a hurry, she hurriedly shouted, "Xiaoqi, Xiaoqi, Auntie just bought the trough cake from the store, and you are still talking about it!" , try a piece while it's hot!"

"Okay! Auntie, save it for me first! I'll eat it later!" Yao Xiaoqi yelled shamelessly while running, "Oh, mom! Take it easy! Take it easy! ! My son is about to be beaten to death by you..."

It was Beijing in [-]. Young people rode Feige brand [-]-bar bicycles with jingling bells, speeding all the way from Dazayuan to Xinjiekou—the Fourth Ring Road hadn’t been built yet, and Wudaokou was still there. wheat field.Half a drawer of trough cake steamed out a street of sweetness, and a few bottles of "Arctic Ocean" drank a golden summer.

At that time, there were occasional sandstorms, but the sun was just right, and the pigeons "fluttered" over the alley, dragging a series of crisp and roundabout long whistles.

It was also in the autumn of that year that Yao Meihua caught up with the wave of layoffs.

She used to work as a workshop worker in a state-owned shoe factory, and worked diligently for half her life, but in the end she became a victim of the Asian economic crisis.Overnight, the factory closed down, the unit went bankrupt, and her seniority was bought out. Yao Meihua became a laid-off worker, and the Yao family lost their only source of income.

But no matter how hard the days are, life goes on.Yao Meihua thought to herself, since the job is gone, let's set up an early stall to make money.But Yao Xiaoqi felt sorry for his mother, and refused to let him go, "Mom, you can enjoy the happiness at home, and I will take care of you in the future!"

Yao Meihua's heart was sour, and she said with emotion, "Oh, you child, you are sensible..."

Yao Xiaoqi chuckled, "Anyway, I won't be able to get into college. The New Star Newspaper came to our school two days ago to recruit people. They recruited entertainment reporters under the contract system. Although they don't provide staff, the salary is not low, and they even take care of two meals a day. Maybe even interview a big star! So I thought..."

Yao Meihua finally understood, before she wiped away her tears, she got angry and grabbed her hapless son by the ear and scolded, "Okay, you little bastard! I still think you love your old lady, and you still want to co-operate with me." Chasing stars, right? Look, I won’t beat you to death today..."

"Mom! Mom! It hurts..."

Aunt Li held up a spatula to persuade the fight at the door, "Mother Xiao Qi, please speak up if you have something to say, don't fight with the child! Xiao Qi is not a student, and it's useless if you force him! , What's wrong with chasing stars? I think our Xiaoqi is beautiful, maybe one day we can be a star!"

Yao Meihua snorted, "Being a star? Just him?"

Aunt Li said, "Don't believe it. Look at the son of the factory manager. He went to Hong Kong to study western music for a few years, and now he has become a big star. Let me see, that kid doesn't look as good as our little seven." It's pretty."

Yao Xiaoqi thought nastyly, I don't want to be a big star, I just need to stand behind Qingqing and like her silently, that's all.

A 17-year-old boy, how shy and enthusiastic is the word "like", as low as dust and as sweet as honey.At such a romantic age, he can frankly shed tears for the girl he loves.

Yao Xiaoqi went to work in a newspaper office as he wished, and also got his first film camera in his life.

The camera was sent to him by the newspaper, an American product, a Kodak brand, a point-and-shoot camera, a monocular imaging camera, and two AA batteries.It is very easy to use, but the film is very expensive, and a roll costs dozens of yuan, which is worth the money for two months.

Yao Xiaoqi put his eyes in front of the viewfinder, the thin convex lens was like a small window, Ye Qingqing seemed to be standing in the scenery, smiling back at him, with a beautiful face and a dimple on one side.

The president said, "Xiaoqi, this camera is the property of the public. You can watch it for me. The camera is here, you are here, the camera is dead, you are dead, do you know?"

"I know, I know!"

Yao Xiaoqi showed [-]% enthusiasm for his new job. Not long after he joined the company, he became the master's right-hand man. He was not afraid of hardships or tiredness, and was always at the forefront.

But the entertainment reporter worked harder than he imagined, chasing stars big and small every day, running film festivals, press conferences, and hotel studios.Yao Xiaoqi is weak, how can he stand such a day and night?After only running for a month, he fell ill. He had a cold and a low-grade fever. His small face as big as a palm became paler and thinner. The master couldn't bear to see it.

"Xiaoqi, stay at home to rest when you are sick, and the master will do the filming tasks for these two days for you."

"It doesn't matter, master, I can persevere! I still want to see Ye Qingqing!" Yao Xiaoqi is "disabled and determined", and in order to meet his beloved goddess Qingqing, he will never be easily defeated by illness!

This day happened to coincide with a charity singing gala, the event was held with great fanfare, and many celebrities from both sides of the strait and three places came.No, the entrance of the Workers' Stadium in Chaoyang District was already crowded with fans waiting, and Yao Xiaoqi was also taken by the master to meet the world.

He followed his master into the venue from the reporter channel, holding the camera in his hands, his palms were sweating nervously, "Master, will Ye Qingqing really come?"

"It's not just Ye Qingqing, this time the host is very important, look at the guest list, Faye Wong, Wei Weiluo and Aaron Kwok... Oh, even Xie Tianxuan was invited!"

Xie Tianxuan is the hottest idol superstar recently, a handsome guy with Chinese, British and Japanese mixed race.Relying on his outstanding appearance and excellent musical performance, he made his debut in Asia as soon as he debuted. He developed in Japan, South Korea and Hong Kong Island in the early years. After Hong Kong returned to the mainland, his popularity soared all the way. Sales have repeatedly broken records.This new album is still in preparation, and it has already been pinned on the hope of the savior of the record market.

However, Xie Tianxuan has always kept a low profile, except for releasing albums and making movies, he rarely appears in public, but this does not prevent him from becoming the target of media reporters.

The master handed two boxes of film to Yao Xiaoqi, "Hey, film is very expensive, take good pictures, don't waste it."

Yao Xiaoqi held the film, as if he had taken over a heavy mission. Dozens of celebrities came to the party. If he didn't shoot a few more big names, how could he be ashamed to be a trainee entertainment reporter.

Finally, the party started with applause.Across the high stage, Yao Xiaoqi saw the goddess Ye Qingqing, he was so close to her, yet so far away.When she was young, Qi Nian was like a small green seed, which grew vigorously into a tree the moment she saw her.

Yao Xiaoqi tried hard to tell himself, just take a few pictures, just a few pictures - he didn't forget his work task, there were only two boxes of film, and besides Ye Qingqing, he had to keep it for other celebrities.

After Ye Qingqing's curtain call, several popular young students came to the stage to sing. Yao Xiaoqi finished filming most of the film, and then ran to the backstage catty. In addition to wanting to capture behind-the-scenes gossip, he also had a little selfishness - taking advantage of the goddess If you haven't left yet, go see her again.

The backstage was also crowded with people, including reporters, security guards, and Wuyang Wuyang's large number of fans. Little girls were holding hands, with tears on their faces, holding flowers in their hands, crying and howling at the door of a lounge , "Thank God! Thank God! Thank God!"

Yao Xiaoqi didn't care about these star-chasing girls, he tried his best to break through the wall of media and fans, broke through the security guards, and finally caught a slender figure at the corner of the corridor. figure.

That person covered her face very tightly, with most of her face hidden in the mask. She was tall and full of aura, and her long windbreaker couldn't hide her graceful figure.A group of assistants and bodyguards followed behind, and several paparazzi reporters secretly followed and took pictures.

Ye Qingqing, it's Ye Qingqing!

For a moment, Yao Xiaoqi's mind was like hot water splashing into a frying pan, and the thunderbolt exploded. He didn't have time to think about anything, and rushed up to take pictures with his camera.

He was so excited that his hands were shaking, he just wanted to yell "Ye Qingqing, I like you", but tears rolled in his eyes, his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't speak, he understood the behavior of those little girls just now When you are in a bad mood, who can keep rational after seeing your beloved idol?

A few fans around were cheering "Ye Qingqing, Ye Qingqing", Yao Xiaoqi was infected by the power of the fans, and also shouted twice, the shutter clicked, and after taking a few pictures, he still felt that they were not clear enough, so he snapped again Drive a few people and try to move forward.

"Hey, you're new here? Do you understand the rules?" A reporter stopped him and said in a low voice, "Stop pushing forward, Sister Ye has removed her make-up, she won't be allowed to take pictures, and you should keep a low profile when following the pictures, don't be blind show off."

Yao Xiaoqi felt her gaffe, and put away the camera with a blushing face, but who knew that she made a mistake in her busy schedule and accidentally touched the shutter button again, and the flash fired twice, until Ye Qingqing's eyes were dazzled.

Yao Xiaoqi was taken aback, and quickly apologized, "Yes, I'm sorry..."

Ye Qingqing stood still, with a gloomy and impatient expression, she slowly looked around the crowd from left to right, her eyes stopped on Yao Xiaoqi who caused trouble.

Yao Xiaoqi took a step back instinctively, it was the first time in his life that he met his favorite girl's eyes.

He stared blankly at Ye Qingqing, and Ye Qingqing also looked at him—the eyes seemed to be looking at garbage, contemptuous, disgusting, gouged out a hard look, then turned and left.

Before he could react, a tall and strong bodyguard rushed up and brutally snatched the camera from him.

"Hey! What are you doing!" Yao Xiaoqi shouted, "Give me back my camera!"

The other party is tall and big, but he is a small one, only reaching the height of his earlobe, and looks like white dough. At first glance, he looks like a weak chicken with no power to fight back. The one who deserves to be bullied kind.

With a cold face, the bodyguard skillfully took out the film from the camera, stretched out his big hand, and tore it apart with a sound.

"Ah!!! My film—"

The bodyguard threw the wreckage of the camera and film back into his arms, and said angrily, "What is it called?! I told you not to shoot, but still shoot! If I see you again, I will smash your camera too!"

The assistant echoed, "This kind of vile paparazzi will have to be punished badly."

Ye Qingqing had already walked away, and a group of people also cheered and chased after him.

Yao Xiaoqi stood there blankly holding a bunch of tattered film.

The film was destroyed, and all the negatives he took just now were gone. His mind went blank, and he didn't know how to explain to the president when he went back.

What's even more sad is that there are several photos of Ye Qingqing in there, the smiling Ye Qingqing, the elegant Ye Qingqing, and the cold-eyed Ye Qingqing.

The unrequited love at the age of 17 is the most reckless and the most stupid-every time the heartbeat is unknown, every kind of nostalgia is vague, every unrequited love is young and ignorant, and can't find the way back.

17-year-old Yao Xiaoqi, he fell into a young love in a daze, but was caught off guard and stuck in place.

Yao Xiaoqi walked back slowly. The party was not over yet, but the BP machine had no signal, and the master could not be contacted.He walked in a daze for a while, then shut himself in the empty stairwell, and sat on the steps with his head buried.I endured and endured, and finally I couldn't help it, sobbing softly, and my thin shoulders trembled slightly.

It would be too embarrassing to cry because the film was torn.

Fortunately, there is no one around now. After crying secretly, he is still that skinless Yao Xiaoqi, the little paparazzi who runs behind the star's ass.

"Are you OK?"

A gentle and deep male voice sounded beside her ears, Yao Xiaoqi raised her head in a daze, tears were still hanging on her white and tender face.

"Are you a reporter?" The man was tall and tall, wearing big sunglasses, he couldn't see his face clearly, but his jaw line was as tough and sharp as a sculpture.

Yao Xiaoqi nodded subconsciously, thought for a while, and shook his head again.He is not a qualified reporter, he ran out to chase stars during working hours, offended Ye Qingqing, and destroyed a box of film, there is no worse reporter than him.

"What's with the film?"

The man's tone was very gentle, presumably he must be a kind stranger.Yao Xiaoqi's heart was full of grievances, and when the other party asked her, she couldn't help bursting into tears, "I... I took a lot of photos of celebrities... and now they are all gone. ...I will report back to the agency later, I don't know how to deal with it... woo woo..."

"Do you have any extra film?"

"There's another box..."

"You shoot me."

"what?"

The man took off his sunglasses, "If you take a picture of me, you can do business when you go back."

The man's facial features are profound, with sharp edges and corners. He seems to have a little foreign blood. He has a very handsome appearance, and he looks very familiar—it is a face that is often seen on TV, on posters, and in picture albums and magazines on newsstands. .

Yao Xiaoqi gasped, "You are... Xie Tianxuan?!"

"Hello, Yao Xiaoqi."

"Huh? How do you know my name is Yao Xiaoqi?"

Xie Tianxuan was stunned, as if he was looking for a reason in distress, his eyes fell on the press card hanging on the boy's chest, he paused, and then smiled, "It says, Xinxing Newspaper, Yao Xiaoqi."

Although Yao Xiaoqi has been a trainee entertainment reporter for more than a month, she has always been stuck in the crowd, and her head was squeezed to catch the tail of entertainment gossip.He is used to seeing the cold eyes of big stars, and he has also developed a thick skin to chase after being scolded.To be treated politely by a popular superstar like this, and even generously asked him to take pictures, is almost as unreal as a dream.

"I still have 10 minutes to go on stage, and these 10 minutes are all yours."

Yao Xiaoqi was flattered, "It won't take that long, I, I will take a few photos, thank you so much..."

Xie Tianxuan looked down at him, "It's okay, take it slowly."

Yao Xiaoqi thanked her repeatedly, took out the camera tremblingly, and loaded the film.It is undeniable that Xie Tianxuan himself looks more handsome than those in magazines, perhaps because of his mixed race. He has a tall figure that is rarely seen in Asians, with strong muscle lines showing through his shirt. There, everything is as charming as a movie pictorial.

Because of nervousness, Yao Xiaoqi's hands trembled a little, and he couldn't hold the camera steadily, so it took several shots.The big star has been very patient, standing there and letting him take pictures, and chatting with him very kindly.

"You are the best star I've ever seen! I will definitely support your new album!"

Xie Tianxuan smiled and said, "Thank you for your support, I can send you a few. Can you leave me your home address?"

"No, no, this is too much trouble for you. I'll just buy it and listen to it myself." Yao Xiaoqi was so moved that he was already satisfied to let him take pictures, but now he actually asked him for his home address? !How can there be such an approachable star?

"Or...do you still live in the old place?" Xie Tianxuan thought for a while, "The employee's family home of Wuyi Shoe Factory?"

"what?"

"Xiaoqi, don't you remember me?"

Yao Xiaoqi was dumbfounded, how could he know such a big star?However, the Wuyi Shoe Factory affiliated hospital is indeed the home where he has lived for 17 years...

Xie Tianxuan suddenly stretched out his hand, rubbed his hair vigorously, and said with a smile, "You are still as cute as when you were a child."

Yao Xiaoqi covered her head in pain, why is this guy groping anyone's head just because he is tall?But speaking of it, I used to have a big brother who liked to touch his head like this the most...

Yao Xiaoqi was stunned for a few seconds, and then blurted out, "Big Brother Beidou!"

As soon as the voice fell, the door of the stairwell opened, and a young girl ran over in a hurry, "Brother Tianxuan, why are you here? It's time for you to play soon, and the director is urging you."

Xie Tianxuan responded, turned to Yao Xiaoqi and said, "I will go to the newspaper office to look for you again, wait for me, Xiaoqi."

Wait for me, Xiaoqi.

Brother Beidou also told him so many years ago.

Brother Beidou is also a child in the compound of the shoe factory, his father is the leader of the factory, and his mother is a Japanese-English beauty.

In the early 80s, the Japanese animation "Fist of the North Star" was just introduced to China. It tells the story of the four brothers of Fist of the North Star fighting various evil forces and finally bringing light back to the world.All the boys in the compound love to watch it, and Yao Xiaoqi is no exception. He admires the fourth male Kenjiro in the cartoon the most. The tough guy with seven holes in his chest is simply the incarnation of the God of War.

As soon as the boys are out of school, they gather together with laughter and noisiness, imitating the appearance in the cartoon, and practicing "Bei Diou Shen Fist" in a decent way. Girls are disliked.

"Don't play with Yao Xiaoqi! Yao Xiaoqi is a girl!"

Bai Dianer wrinkled her pretty face, and retorted childishly, "You guys are talking nonsense! I'm a man!"

"Hmph, if it's a man, just punch me!" The leader of the child king suddenly raised his arms, waving his arms, and shouted, "Bei! Fight! Hundred! Crack! Punch——"

Yao Xiaoqi was punched in the chest, took a few steps back, and fell on his back on the cement floor with a plop, his face turned pale from the pain, and tears flowed out in a flash.

A few mischievous children gloated, screaming and laughing, "Yao Xiaoqi! Little girl! Shame, shame, crying!"

Kid King stepped on Yao Xiaoqi's chest and was about to continue to bully him, but he heard a person behind him yell:

"What are you doing? Let her go!"

The boy who spoke was a few years older than the group of boys. He was tall, and his slightly immature facial features had already begun to show a handsome outline.

"Go away! Don't bully her!" The young man stared aggressively, like a little leopard with only its minions exposed.

The boys are bullying and fearful, they only play tricks on Yao Xiaoqi, who is as delicate as a girl, but no one dares to provoke this vicious tall boy, and the boys scattered after winking at each other.

After that, there was a little Dough beside the boy, and the little Dough has a big brother ever since.

Yao Xiaoqi thinks that big brother is really powerful, capable of fighting and majestic, just like the male protagonist who came out of "Fist of the Big Dipper".He was so impressed that he simply began to happily call the other party "Big Brother Beidou".

Brother Beidou rubbed his little head, "Xiao Qi, no one can bully you in the future, I will protect you."

Yao Xiaoqi originally wanted to say that he was a man and didn't need other people's protection, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was a very happy thing to have his brother's protection, so he smiled sweetly and said "um" softly and obediently.

It was only several days later that he found out that Big Brother Beidou also regarded him as a girl.

That day he was urinating by the small river, and in the middle of urinating, Brother Beidou happened to pass by, staring at his pink and tender little Chiji in a daze for a long time, his face turned blue and then white, and finally squeezed out a sentence through his teeth, "It turns out Xiaoqi is not a girl."

Yao Xiaoqi was also stunned, his trousers were still down at his heels, but he couldn't think of pulling them up, he stood blankly for a few seconds, and suddenly cried "Wow".

Brother Beidou panicked, and hurriedly hugged him in his arms, "Xiao Qi, what's wrong? Don't cry, Xiao Qi..."

"Ugh...I'm not a girl..."

"Okay, okay, brother knows, Xiaoqi is a boy. I was wrong, I'm sorry."

Brother Beidou couldn't stop apologizing, and stroked the child's back tenderly, but the child was still crying unrelentingly.

"Little Seven, stop crying, stop crying."

Little Dough was out of breath from crying, and her soft little body was shaking like a sieve, "My brother treats me as a girl, so he said he wants to protect me... Now, now my brother knows that I am a boy You won't protect me anymore... woo..."

Brother Beidou was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect this little dough to have such delicate thoughts, it was just like a little adult, making people feel pitiful and loving.

"No, no matter you are a boy or a girl, I will protect you."

"Really, really?" Yao Xiaoqi suppressed her tears, but still hiccupped pitifully.

"Really." Brother Beidou patted the child's white and soft buttocks lightly, and helped him pull up his pants.

A few years later, short-wave tape recorders gradually became popular in mainland China. At that time, Teresa Teng's songs were still recognized by academics as "decadent music" and "pornographic songs" banned by the government, but they couldn't stand the love of the common people. Vote with your ears, secretly listen to Hong Kong, Taiwan or Japan’s music radio stations through various small means. It is not the same as the risk of sentencing to labor camps during the Cultural Revolution period.

Brother Beidou's mother is half Japanese. When she went home to visit relatives, she brought back a lot of novel and interesting tapes and videos from Japan.

Brother Beidou can play the guitar following the rhythm in the tape. He plays the guitar well. With a slight movement of his fingers, the sound of the piano fills the whole room.Yao Xiaoqi listened obsessively to the side, and when she got naughty, she pulled out the magnetic strip from the tape to play with.

Yao Xiaoqi's favorite thing is to go to Big Dipper's house, eat big red fruit popsicles, and watch Teresa Teng's "When Will You Come Again" videotape.The woman in the Peony TV set has a sweet little round face, and the first thing she says is a moving voice: "Good flowers don't always bloom, and good dreams don't always come. After we leave tonight, when will you come again..."

Yao Xiaoqi lay on the mat with her little feet up, "Auntie Teresa sings really well, I like her so much."

Brother Beidou tore off the wrapping paper of the big red fruit popsicle and handed it to the child, "If you like it, come to my house to listen to it tomorrow."

"Okay, okay!" Yao Xiaoqi cheered, not because she could hear Teresa Teng, but because her little heart couldn't help jumping up at the thought of seeing Big Brother Beidou again tomorrow.

"However, my brother sings better!" Yao Xiaoqi said again, "Brother, you should also become a star! Be a big singer like Aunt Teresa Teng, okay?"

"Um, okay."

"Oh, don't rub my head!"

During that time, the half-grown boy wandered around with the little dough, and the two of them almost visited all the parks in Beijing.They went to Zizhuyuan to take a white duck boat, went to Tuanjie Lake to play the elephant slide, and went to Yuyuantan in the morning before dawn, and talked about the mountains with old men walking birds in cages.

The sun is always very slow, so slow that Yao Xiaoqi can count every fallen leaf in late autumn, one by one, one by one.Collect the withered and yellow rhizomes, and then pester Brother Beidou to play "root up" with him.

Passing by Dongdan Park one day, Yao Xiaoqi hesitated, "Brother, let's not go in. Mom said there are bad people in Dongdan Park."

He remembered that his mother said that this park is a gathering place for "homosexuals", it is not serious and they are not allowed to go there.But he didn't quite understand what "homosexuality" was. He just guessed that it didn't mean something very good just seeing his mother's distasteful and taboo appearance.

Brother Beidou didn't take it seriously, "Homosexuality is not a bad person, and there is nothing wrong with men liking men."

Yao Xiaoqi nodded with a half understanding.

Brother Beidou explained again, "It's like, I like Xiaoqi, and Xiaoqi also likes me. Is there anything wrong with that?"

"That's right!" Yao Xiaoqi immediately said happily.

He stood at the gate of the park and looked in. It was just at sunset, and the setting sun had all its afterglow. The park was like an old man who had seen through the world, standing there calmly, silent, with a kind face.

But parting, farewell always catches people off guard.One snowy night in that winter was the last time he saw Brother Beidou.

"Xiaoqi, I'm leaving."

"Hey, where is brother going?"

"To study in Hong Kong, tonight's boat ticket."

"......Oh."

Yao Xiaoqi is still too young, he has a lot of things to ask in his heart, he wants to ask his brother why he is leaving, when will he come back, can he take him with him...but when the words come to his lips, another An inexplicable sad emotion blocked back.He looked into his elder brother's eyes, and his small blurry image was reflected in the dark pupils.

"wait me back."

"Ah."

The boy turned around, walked forward for a while, and then called him back, "Xiaoqi."

Yao Xiaoqi looked up, and saw a tall and tall young man standing under the swaying street lamps, the snow behind him was like a curtain, and the sky was like washing, that young face was hidden in the night mist.

"Yao Xiaoqi." The boy looked at him from a distance, and after a long time, he said slowly, "Xie Tianxuan likes Yao Xiaoqi."

Xie Tianxuan likes Yao Xiaoqi.

The voice was very soft, so soft that it hadn't left a shadow in Yao Xiaoqi's heart before it was blown away by the cold wind and disappeared into the snow in the winter night.Only the radio station in the compound is still playing the song "When Will You Come Again" "Zizlara".

Winter passed and spring came again, and it was [-] in a blink of an eye. Xie Tianxuan found his white dough again.

They went to the Victory Cinema to watch the Lunar New Year film "Party A and Party B". Xie Tianxuan secretly booked the show, and there were only the two of them in the screening hall of Nuo University.

Yao Xiaoqi felt strange, "Ah, what day is it today, why is there no one..."

Xie Tianxuan didn't speak, he held Yao Xiaoqi's hand in the dark.The soft little hand flinched a little, and then let him hold it.

At the end of the movie, Ge You said on the screen: "[-] has passed, and I miss it very much."

The author has something to say:

[-]. How does the man Yao Xiaoqi attack:

Bed.

Yao Xiaoqi: Stop, stop, stop!I am not a girl!

Xie Tianxuan: I know.

Yao Xiaoqi: I am a man!

Xie Tianxuan: I know.

Yao Xiaoqi (angry): Then what are you doing with that thing in my ass? !

Xie Tianxuan: do/love.

Yao Xiaoqi: I...I don't want to!

Xie Tianxuan: Why?

Yao Xiaoqi: Compare your heart with your heart!I am a man, and you are also a man, are you willing to lie flat and be penetrated by me?

Xie Tianxuan (laughs): I am willing (lie down).

[-]. About some memories in the text:

1. Deng/Xiao/Ping's death: On February 1997, 2, Mr. Deng/Xiao/Ping suffered from advanced Parkinson's disease complicated by lung infection, and died in Beijing at the age of 19 due to respiratory and circulatory failure.

2. Hong Kong's return: At midnight on July 1997, 7, the national flag of the People's Republic of China and the Hong Kong Special Administrative Region flag were raised in Hong Kong. After a century of vicissitudes, Hong Kong returned to the embrace of the motherland. sovereignty.

3. Arcade games: The most popular arcade games in the 90s are "Street Fighter" and "King of Fighters". "Street Fighter" is a fighting stand-alone game series first launched by Japan's CAPCOM in 1987; "The King of Fighters" is a famous fighting arcade game released on the MVS game console by Japan's SNK in 1994.

4. "Friends": In 1997, Zhou Huajian's "Friends" was listed in the fourth Chinese chart, becoming a popular Chinese hit.

5. Paparazzi: Paparazzi was born in Italy in the 50s. Hong Kong people created the Chinese translation of paparazzi. At first it referred to the way the Hong Kong police department tracked criminals. Later, this tracking method was carried forward by Hong Kong reporters and became some celebrities. synonymous with entertainment journalists.

6. Tape recorder and tape recorder: In 1951 and 1953, China's Shanghai Zhongsheng Electric Co., Ltd. successively produced China's first steel wire recorder and tape recorder.In the era of material scarcity, the tape recorder was once known as one of the three major wedding items, which influenced a whole generation. Now when the tape recorder is mentioned, many people still think of the "Swallow Dance" advertisement.

7. Tongzi Building: Also known as Khrushchev Building, a long corridor connects many single rooms in series. Because both ends of the long corridor are ventilated and shaped like a tube, it is named Tongzi Building.Tongzilou is a product of the tense housing allocation system of Chinese enterprises and institutions in the 80s and [-]s.This kind of bathroom and toilet are public houses, and its predecessor is just the office of each unit or the dormitory for single workers.There used to be countless Chinese people who got married and had children in the tube building, fried and cooked in the corridor, and played the symphony of pots and pans.

8. Zaozi cake: Zaozi cake is a traditional pastry in the north, especially in Beijing. It is baked with fresh eggs, sugar, flour and spices.

9. Arctic Ocean Soda: The predecessor of Arctic Ocean Foods Company was Beiping Ice Factory built in 1936; it was nationalized in 1949 and renamed Beijing New Ice Factory; it was renamed Beijing Food Factory in 1950 and officially registered as "Arctic Ocean" trademark and the trademark pattern of Snow Mountain Polar Bear.Arctic Ocean soda was popular in Beijing in the 90s and [-]s. At that time, Beijing residents did not like to drink Coke Sprite, but only loved Arctic Ocean soda. The golden yellow soda in transparent glass bottles is the childhood memory of many children born in the [-]s.

10. Feige bicycle: Feige is the first national bicycle brand in New China. The three most popular bicycle brands in the 90s: Forever, Phoenix, and Flying Pigeon.

11. The Fourth Ring Road: The Fourth Ring Road is an expressway around the city in the urban area of ​​Beijing. The construction of the entire Fourth Ring Road lasted for more than ten years. In 1990, the section from Xueyuan Road to Siyuanqiao on the North Fourth Ring Road was completed and opened to traffic; in 1999, the East Fourth Ring Road was completed and opened to traffic; one year later, the remaining section of the North Fourth Ring Road, the West Fourth Ring Road, was completed and opened to traffic; in 2001, the entire The four ring roads are all connected into one.

12. Wudaokou: The fifth crossing of the Beijing-Baotou Railway departing from Beijing North Railway Station, hence the name "Wudaokou".In the early years, the Wudaokou area was remote and sparsely populated. With the establishment of the "Wudaokou Station" urban railway station in 2003, Wudaokou became increasingly prosperous.Because it is adjacent to Beijing Language and Culture University, there are many foreign students, especially Korean students, and it is nicknamed "the center of the universe" by everyone.

13. Pigeon whistle: The history of pigeon whistle can be traced back to the Qing Dynasty. Birds, crickets, and pigeons are all popular toys among the children of the Eight Banners.The old Beijingers of the last century loved to play with pigeons. The pigeon whistle is to tie the whistle to the tail of the pigeons. When they fly through the air, the sound they leave in the sky is the pigeon whistle.In film and television dramas, it is often used as an image of old Beijing.For example, in "Farewell My Concubine", when Li Dieyi's fingers were chopped off by his mother, the buzzing sound came from the pigeons flying across the alley.

14. Laid-off tide: Laid-off tide refers to the layoff of employees caused by the reform of state-owned enterprises or corporate restructuring. It is called laid-off tide because of the large number of people and the large scope of influence.The large-scale formal layoffs began in 1997. Most of the laid-off and unemployed workers are in their 50s and [-]s. For most workers who only have factory experience but no other skills, it is extremely difficult to find employment again.

15. Contract reporter: also known as wandering reporter, a special product of the 90s.At that time, the media was a business establishment, and there was a strict limit on the number of staff on the staff, which did not adapt to the development of the times, so contract reporters appeared.Those who sign long-term contracts are no different from normal editors and reporters except that they are not in the establishment.

16. Film cameras and film: The 90s was the era of film.Although Kodak had developed a digital camera as early as 1975, it was very expensive and had not yet been popularized.After the popularity of digital cameras in 2000, film cameras withdrew from the market due to the need to use negatives, and the shooting results had to be developed to see the negatives.As a result, the business volume of photo printing shops that were prosperous in the past has been greatly reduced or even closed down. However, a few professional or amateur photographers still adhere to the tradition and continue to use film cameras.

17.北京工人体育馆：北京工人体育馆位于北京市朝阳区三里屯工人体育场北路，为1961年4月举办第26届世界乒乓球锦标赛而兴建，也是最早出现在新中国邮票上的体育馆。该馆建成于1961年，于2017年入选“第二批中国20世纪建筑遗产”。

18.BP machine: also called pager or BB machine.China began to research and develop the paging system in 1983. In September of the same year, Shanghai opened China's first analog paging system; in 9, Guangzhou opened China's first digital paging system. The BP industry created a decade of huge profits. In the four years from 1984 to 1995, the number of new paging users in the country was more than 1997 million each year; in 1593, the number of BP users in China exceeded 1998 million, ranking first in the world; 6546 Years later, the BP market took a sharp turn for the worse; after 2000, BP machines faded out of the Chinese stage.

19. Beidou Shenquan: Japanese fighting comics, original works by Wu Lunzun, original Tetsuo comics. It was serialized in Shonen Jump Weekly from 1983 to 1988.The 27 volumes of the booklet are published by Shueisha. The cumulative circulation of the series of comics in the world has exceeded [-] million copies, and it has been adapted into animation and video games.

Teresa Teng in the 20.80s: In 1980, the Chinese Musicians Association held a meeting in Xishan, Beijing, to discuss and criticize Teresa Teng’s songs. Orthodox academic experts believed that some of Teresa Teng’s songs were dark and decadent, and they belonged to the “decadent music” , "yellow/color/song".At that time, mainland audiences heard Teresa Teng's singing mainly in two ways: eavesdropping on the enemy/TV station and