In light time, I am happy to have you

The soft and green willow branches hang leisurely from top to the ground, fluttering slowly with the breeze.

The sun is not dry, and the breeze is just right.

Under the willow tree, a boy in a blue suit and school uniform frowned, looking anxious, as if he was waiting for someone, looking at the watch on his wrist from time to time, pacing back and forth.

I looked at him through the glass window, feeling a little annoyed. I really wanted to know who he was waiting for, but I couldn't ask.

I know him.Uh, not only acquaintances, but also classmates.

He is recognized by the girls in the class as a male god and academic bully. He is also a man of the hour in our school. He is very handsome. Indeed, he is even more handsome than me. Cough, this is what makes me depressed.

Some people may think that I am narcissistic, but to be honest, when he did not transfer to our class, I was the grassroots of our class.

He was transferred in the first semester of the second year of high school. I remember it very clearly. At that time, because he had just arrived and was not wearing a school uniform, everyone thought he was a star. They risked the tragic consequences of being frustrated by the dean he.

Well, I went too, when he just came out of the office!I was shocked when I saw him, I have never seen such a handsome boy!real!real! !Say important words three times!real! ! !When I saw him, I suddenly felt ashamed.

He is 1.8 meters tall, wearing a white shirt, a pair of black pants, and a pair of white sneakers, with a backpack on his shoulders, his hair is cut to a moderate length, and his expression is calm and cold, which makes those who look at him They all backed away consciously, or even scattered, and ran away.

Of course not because of his aura!But because of the people behind him! !Damn!Who knew the headmaster would appear suddenly!Scarier than the dean, okay?

We were all running, and suddenly, I didn't know who pushed me, and I fell into the crowd, and at this moment, I don't know who was so ungrateful and stepped on my hand!grass! !I screamed in pain, and I don't know which bastard stepped on my leg!I screamed again and scolded my mother immediately!Then, in the next second, I was directly pulled up by someone.

At that time, I was so grateful that I almost knelt down to thank for saving my life!Otherwise, I guess I will become a celebrity in the campus stampede that day!

Well, the one who saved me from the fire and water was the transfer student - Ouyang Kunliang.

He actually helped me to the infirmary, and I was so moved that my old man burst into tears!What a nice guy! !

After prescribing the medicine, he introduced himself to me, and I also told him my name——Yan Huanyang.

To be honest, it’s quite a coincidence that both of us have a yang character in our names.

I heard that his family background is very deep, and when he transferred to another school, the principal was so polite that he almost nodded and bowed. I admire him very much.

Of course not only because of his background, but also because of his character. I have never seen a person with such a deep background who is so low-key and polite, neither arrogant nor impetuous.

I remember a senior who was indescribably handsome once confessed to him. So many people were waiting to see the joke of that senior, but he was not only not angry, but also politely said thank you and sorry, which was unexpected. In my words, it is a wonderful thing for rich people!

He studies very seriously, but he doesn't like to deal with people. He has a cold face all day long.

But the exception is that he often took the initiative to talk to me. I am also a very outgoing person, so I chatted with him naturally. What impressed me the most was what he said to me: "You look so good. Much like a friend of mine."

This makes me feel very honored. It is really not easy to look like his friend.

I originally thought that his character would not have too much overlap with me, the good old squad leader who laughs at everyone, but it turned out to be an accident.

A few months after he transferred, that is, the monthly exam after the senior high school entrance examination, an unbelievable thing happened. He, Ouyang Kunliang, was the last in the class! !Only 420 points!! !

As a student of class 1, the score of 420 is really too low. You must know that the bottom of class 510 is at least [-], and he has taken the exam twice before, both of which were high scores. But this time, he did not do well in the exam. Yes, it's not so bad, it's really surprising.

There are different opinions on this matter.

What's even more strange is that he didn't come to school after the monthly exam, and took several days off, which made some people who didn't like him in the first place unable to sit still. It's like a pot, everyone is talking about it.

He said that the reason why he got good grades in the past was because he spent money to buy the answers, using vulgar and ugly language such as "fucking shameless", "gentle scum", "disgusting", "scumbag liar", "rich dog" and so on. Aite, he was so quarreling.

Oh, I sneered in my heart!Seeing the little girl in the group defending him: "Isn't it because you are jealous that someone is better than you, richer than you, and better-looking than you? Don't make it too obvious, okay?"

Well, this girl is doing well!Speak up and speak generously!It just speaks my mind!

Soon, regarding this question, the class team was divided into two groups, one of which was mostly girls, and they all supported him. I couldn't help but sigh again: he is so charming.

The two groups of people in the group began to refute each other, talking a lot, especially the boys in the class, who scolded without distinction, even the eighteenth generation of their ancestors!It's too fucking excessive!

I was very angry, and in a fit of anger, all members were banned from speaking, (cough, I am the leader of the class, and naturally I am also the leader of the group.), and sent a notice in the group: chatting and swiping screens are prohibited during study time, thank you!

Ugh, I overlooked the fact that it was noon.

After typing this sentence, I dropped my phone and went to bed, thinking that I probably didn't want my classmates to quarrel and have conflicts.

The next day, the old class sent me a task. He gave me the address of Ouyang Kunliang's house, and asked me to go to his house to find out about the situation. He nicknamed it: "Visit."

I laughed, am I not familiar with them?What are you visiting?

But Lao Ban quickly explained the reason to me concisely.

First, the old class wanted to know the real situation, saying that it was not good for him to go. After all, there is still a certain generation gap between the teacher and the students, and his status as the class teacher is really inconvenient.

And I am the squad leader, who is representative, has no generation gap with him, and is usually close to him, so I am the best candidate.

The second, which is the most important point, is what Lao Ban said, saying that I can speak and be reliable.

It was the first time in my life that I was praised by the old class, and I was quite flattered. I have not forgotten how he called me to the office for sex every time after the exam!

The old class is nearly 30 years old, um... is a Chinese teacher, a proper liberal arts student, so he can be said to be educating people every word, killing people without blood!Don't see the knife!

After being tortured by him for more than a year, I was subtly influenced by him, and I also spoke like him, "gentle and elegant, and every word kills people invisible."

Some students in the class complained that I was a "closed disciple, a peerless disciple!" of the old class.

Call me "smiling with a white knife", "smiling with a knife hidden", "smiling fox", "buried a needle in my smile", "smiling traitor", "smiling sweetheart black", "smiling beautiful... scum?"

These four-character idioms can be said to have greatly expanded my vocabulary for laughter, and it really made me realize what the true meaning of "smile" is, so that I still smile like a zombie to people.

Although I think it's strange for them to call me that, but I don't have time to care about those beautiful words and phrases, let them call them!It won't lose flesh or bones, at most it's just a few more nicknames, I just think they worship me so much that they can't extricate themselves.

Back to the topic, I bought some fruit on the weekend, explained the situation to my mother and went to his house to find him.

His house is in a high-end villa area, and there is a doorman wearing sunglasses who pretends to be a doorman. Fuck, the big doorman stopped me in front of the retractable door...I explained it [-] times and he wouldn't let me in. He said it was private The house is so so angry that I want to kill someone.

I turned on my phone and called him, but no one answered?snort!I will fight again!No one answered?I will fight again! !I may have had a brain twitch at the time, and I actually played more than 20 times in a row!

But there is a saying that the sky pays off!After my tireless continuous dialing, he finally answered!Hahaha!At that time, I was so proud!

snort! Not everyone can bear the nickname "Old Class's peerless apprentice"!The reason why I was appointed as the monitor by the old class was partly because I can grind people and consume people. This can be said to be my strong point. Of course, this is not my strong point.

He answered the phone, I explained the reason to him, and then gave the phone to the doorman, who let me in after a live call and proofreading the number. I will never forget the way he looked at me, as if I met a mentally ill man who escaped from the Second Hospital!

When we arrived at his house, he greeted me to sit down. He was wearing light gray pajamas and his hair was a little messy, but he looked very coordinated.Before I could speak, he walked towards the kitchen.

I took the opportunity to observe everything around me. To be honest, I thought his family would be extravagant and extravagant, but the result surprised me. Everything in front of me completely overturned my imagination!

There are no luxurious carpets, no European-style crystal chandeliers, let alone leather sofas.

The living room was big and empty, really empty.There is only a simple gray sofa, a coffee table, and an LCD TV hanging on the wall, that's all.

As I was watching, I saw him come out with an unpacked box of biscuits and a bottle of drink, put them in front of me with a calm expression, and said, "Let's eat something."

I was stunned for a moment, swallowed what I was about to say, and nodded in embarrassment, grabbing a biscuit and munching on it.Yes, I like to eat.

After eating, I wiped my mouth casually, and then said, "How are you?" Uh, actually, what I wanted to say was: Why don't you come to school?What's the matter? , However, I changed my words again.

Strange, am I such a cowardly person?of course not!But the cannibal's mouth is short and his hands are short!I'm not the kind of capable person who eats other people's food and can't change his face and do business.

After talking for a while, I realized that it was because he had caught a cold. No wonder Lao Ban couldn't get through to his phone, because he fell asleep and didn't bother to answer it?

I told him about his grades, and his reaction was very indifferent, saying that it was because of a cold that he slept for two consecutive hours in the examination room, and it could almost be said that he handed in a blank paper.

No wonder, I thought to myself.But I also admire him, he can take the 420 test while sleeping with a fever, a cold, how much knowledge he has... At the same time, I also envy his background, he doesn't have to be punished for sleeping in the exam? !It's too awesome, I will go!

After this incident, we got to know each other thoroughly. Gradually, I discovered that he was actually a cold-hearted person, not as repulsive as he appeared on the surface, but also an ordinary person.

He told me that he was the only one living in his family, and his parents seldom came back. The reason why he transferred schools for himself was simply because they were working in this city.

I don't know what to think, but I offered to live with him, and he happily agreed!

Of course, the premise is that my brother and my dad are easy to talk to when my mother is on a business trip. Only my mother is more suspicious, always asking questions about this and that, for fear that I will "not learn well". The so-called "not learning well" is puppy love. .

Thanks to her, I have never even touched a girl with my fingers. I used to have a crush on a little girl, and when she found out about giving candy to others, she gave me a scolding reprimand, which left a shadow in my heart.. .

But now that I think about it, she is actually doing it for my own good, for my future, and is afraid that I will take a detour.

But what I want to say is that she has indeed led me on a good path academically, with a bright future and a bright future, but recently, I discovered a fact that even I couldn't accept.

I seem to be gay, it is the result of a test on a website.

In this way, my recent abnormal behavior, oh no, the abnormal behavior since I met Ouyang Kunliang has an explanation.

I like to turn my head to look at him, like to talk with him, eat together, walk together, discuss issues together, in short, I want to be with him in everything, which made me wonder if I was crazy.

I like Ouyang Kunliang, my good friend, and men? !I was very scared, and I asked myself over and over again: How could you do this?He is a man!You are also a man!You are wrong!It's perverted!

But I have long been out of my control, I like him deeply, I am addicted to it, and I can't extricate myself.

I would be very happy to see him smiling at me, but every time I see a female classmate sending him a love letter or something, I get angry and lose my temper like a crazy person sitting on my seat!

This kind of situation has changed from occasional at the beginning to frequent later. Every time I get angry and lie on the table pretending to sleep, I constantly persuade myself to calm down.

Ouyang Kunliang seemed to have noticed my situation. He didn't find it strange, and he patiently enlightened me, bought me a lot of snacks, and asked me why I was unhappy.

I didn't say anything, just sent him three words and rolled my eyes, and said angrily, "I want you to take care of it!"

joke!How could I possibly tell him what I was thinking?Tell him I'm mad because I don't want you talking to girls and I like you?

How can it be!If he knew, he would think I was crazy, that I was a pervert.

He seemed a little inexplicable, but he continued to ask, with a gentle voice, saying "we are friends", "tell me what's the matter", I snorted coldly and went back to sleep, no matter how much he yelled Answered, and he didn't return to his seat until the class bell rang.

In the next few days, I even lost my temper like a convulsion. It was almost like a jerk, which made the people around me change the way they looked at me.

I feel guilty in my heart, but I can't say it, I feel very uncomfortable, the feeling of liking but not being able to say it, the feeling of being so close but as if thousands of miles away is so suffocating, I feel that I will stop breathing and die at any time.

Looking at him waiting for someone under the willow tree outside the window, my heart swelled with sourness. He looked so anxious, he must be waiting for his girlfriend.

Yes, girlfriend, although he didn't tell me, everyone said that. Recently, a girl got very close to him. She came to him almost every day after class. I was so angry that I was about to have a heart attack!

Finally, he waited, and the other party was his "rumored girlfriend", about 1.6 meters 182 in height, standing in front of him at [-], she looked like a golden couple, not to mention how seductive she was!Damn it!I cursed in my heart.

The girl was called Li Shishi, she was pretty, she was wearing a blue school uniform, and she was holding a box of chocolates in her hand. The two of them seemed quite happy talking about something together, and they parted ways after chatting for a long time. That girl He also smiled at him, making me mad!But what made me even more angry was that he also smiled at her, which made me almost vomit blood and die.

After a long time, he came in, and I immediately buried my head on the table, pretending to sleep.

The classroom was a little noisy, but I still heard his footsteps coming towards me, so I buried my head even tighter.

He walked up to me, stopped, and then reached out to touch my arm, "Get up, I have something to tell you."

I frowned pretending to be unhappy, glanced at him and said, "What's the matter?"

He was not in a hurry to answer, but bent down, whispered a few words into my right ear, then straightened up and asked, "Is that okay?"

I frowned, rolled my eyes, and said lightly, "Whatever."

Hearing this, he froze for a moment, then smiled at me faintly, nodded and returned to his seat.

As soon as the bell rang, the classroom quickly quieted down. The math teacher kept coming in to give lectures, but I was completely distracted.

After school, I absent-mindedly ran to the cafeteria to eat, chewing on my favorite braised pork, but I didn't think it was delicious.

After eating, I walked to the classroom like a walking corpse. As I was walking, I saw Ouyang Kunliang and Li Shishi head-on, and an unknown fire rushed to the top of my hair. Without saying a word, I turned my head and left.

I know that my behavior is very strange, but only I know that I am actually very sad. Seeing the person I like get so close to others, I really can't accept it.

In the evening self-study, I sat firmly in my seat, frantically trying to improve, writing like crazy, my mind was overwhelming and irritable.

Finally, I made it through. As soon as the school bell rang, I packed my schoolbag at a speed that I had never done before, and rushed out of the classroom!

I'm furious!I forgot my key in the desk frame!So I ran back in all directions, but because there were too many people, I squeezed for a long time before I managed to go upstream, and I saw Ouyang Kunliang and that girl in the corridor!Suddenly, a group of grass mud horses roared past in my heart!

They both saw me, but I stared at the ground, passed by them, went into the classroom, took the key and walked out. They were still there.

Ouyang Kunliang looked strange, with his head lowered, while Li Shishi held the box of chocolates I saw at noon in one hand, and rested his other hand on his back, ahhh! ! !I can't stand it!

I can't wait to rush up and shake off his hand, and tell him loudly that I like you!But I didn't, I just walked around the two of them with a calm face, and walked away calmly!

I didn't go home at the same time as usual, and I didn't have the usual harmonious and harmonious conversations with each other. There were only sour tears falling down like beans. I was afraid of being discovered, so I ran suddenly.

That night, he sent me a message asking why I didn't wait for him.

I just said, I have something urgent and I can't delay it.

"..." He was silent for a while before replying to me: "Is it important?"

I replied: "Yeah," and then I couldn't help sending another sentence, "Don't think about dating at this time, it is impossible for me to be distracted by these things, you have to study hard."

"..." He was silent again, and it took a long time before he sent a sentence, which was like a test: "Did you... know...?"

When I saw it, my blood surged: Fuck!Both of you are ostentatious like that, cuddling and hugging each other in broad daylight!Can I not know? !The whole world knows it!

So I gritted my teeth and said, "Of course I know."

He asked again: "How do you know?"

grass!I rolled my eyes at the screen of the phone, and then typed: "Idiots already know, you still think I don't know?"

"..." This time he was really silent. I waited for a long time before he came back, turned off the phone angrily, and fell asleep with my head covered.

When I went to school the next day, I was absent-minded. When I got to the classroom, I saw that he hadn't come yet!You must know that he definitely comes very early in normal times!Because of this, I came late today, trying to avoid the possibility of getting along with him.

Who knew he hadn't come yet!I looked at the time, there are still 2 minutes to go to morning reading!He still hasn't come?

It seems that he will not come today.My heart was empty, looking at his familiar seat, countless past memories flooded up, discussing issues, talking, listening to music, and eating together...

In the morning, my whole body was drooping, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

After school, I was the last one to walk out of the classroom as usual. I packed my schoolbag and went out. As soon as I got out of the classroom, I saw Li Shishi waiting at the door. She wanted to talk as soon as she saw me, but I pretended not to see him and stayed calm. go forward.

As a result, she caught up in the next second, "Wait a minute!"

I stopped quite speechlessly, and said helplessly, "Ouyang Kunliang didn't come today, don't ask me, I don't know."

He must have come to find Ouyang Kunliang, so I gave her the answer before her.

As a result, she frowned and said, "No! I'm here to find you!"

I glanced at her and kept walking, almost running to prevent her from catching up, but she caught up anyway, so I kept on running!Jump down three steps in one step!

snort!My 1.7m tall can't outrun your 1.6m?joke!

As a result, an accident happened. I heard her cry of pain from behind, I stopped my foot suddenly, and then turned back.

I thought in my heart that although she is my rival in love, she is still a girl anyway, so I can't go too far!

She held her ankle, her eyes were red, and she looked up at me, as if aggrieved, "Why are you running so fast! I won't eat you again!!"

I stretched out my hand eagerly to pull her up, and she mumbled again, "You are such an unreasonable stupid pig!"

I'm on fire!What is unreasonable!What a stupid pig!How am I like a pig! !

But before I got angry at him, she said again, "Why do you hate me, I don't like your Ouyang Kunliang!"

With a "boom", my whole head seemed to explode, her!she!She actually knows that I like Ouyang Kunliang? ! !

I immediately blew my hair!There is a kind of anger that is seen through!Immediately shouted, "Nonsense! I'm a man! How could I like him!" Joke!How can I admit it?

She pouted noncommittally, "It's up to you whether you like it or not, but let me tell you, it's fine if you don't like it, but you should go and have a look when your friend is hospitalized..."

Before she could finish speaking, I interrupted him with a big shock, "What? He was hospitalized?? What's going on? In that hospital? And what's the matter with your liking?"

Li Shishi was stunned, and frowned at me, "You don't know?"

I was also stunned, and shook my head blankly, "I don't know."

She gave me an idiot-looking expression, and explained, "Yesterday he asked you to wait for him at the door of the classroom after school, but you ran away after class, and he was lost for a long time. Seeing you walking past him with a disgusted expression on your face, you refused to say a word, and you walked so fast..."

"Wait a minute!" I interrupted him, "You said, he asked me to wait for him outside the classroom door yesterday?"

"Otherwise?" She curled her lips speechlessly, "He asked me what kind of chocolate is delicious, and asked me to help buy a box, and then I was afraid that you would lose the originality if you found out, so let me hold it first, and I will give it to you after school. He..." After finishing speaking, she asked again, "Don't tell me that he didn't tell you about giving you something."

I was dumbfounded, my heart was so sore that I couldn’t speak. It turned out that what he told me yesterday was this. I thought he said something like eating together as usual. I didn’t wait for him and went to eat braised pork alone. .

In fact, what he didn't know was that I couldn't hear people in my right ear. When I was a child, I fell into the water once and had a severe fever. After being cured, I became deaf in one ear.

But he just said it into my right ear, I didn't hear anything, nothing... But I didn't want to say it, because I was afraid of being rejected, I was afraid that he would stay away from me, so I pretended to hear it look...

Thinking of this, I suddenly ran out of the school gate like crazy, and Li Shishi shouted from behind, "Hey!! He is in the ×× hospital!!"

Without looking back, I shouted, "Thank you! I see!" I thought, I have never run so fast like today!I want to see him and want to say sorry to him!I was wrong! ! !

I rushed to the hospital gate and saw a young man in a blue suit walking towards me. At that moment, it seemed like spring was blooming.

He walked towards me and smiled, "Are you here?"

I was stunned and looked him up and down, but he grabbed my wrist and said, "Follow me!"

In a daze, I was taken to a park by him and sat on a bench. Then he showed a box of chocolates from behind, which was the box from yesterday. A little red, bowed his head and said, "Huanyang, I like you. If you like me too... just accept it."

At that moment, I was stunned... I thought I was dreaming, and it took me a while to come back to my senses. I stretched out my hand to take the chocolate, blushing and said, "I, I also like...you."

He laughed again, sat down from the side, opened the chocolate and quickly peeled off one, and fed it to my mouth. I took a bite out of shame and said, "You can eat it too."

He nodded, then put the leftover half of my meal into his mouth, and said with a smile, "Well, it's delicious."

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Hehe, it’s written in a random note, if you want to read the follow-up, you can leave a message, of course, I won’t write it if no one reads it (????ω????), thanks for reading, ya, Bihat, I love you~( ≧▽≦)/~