After rebirth, I became a sick villain

Chapter 79 The death of Xu Xiangchen in the previous life

Helping Xu Xiangchen take off his clothes, the people around him were already fast asleep, looking defenseless, slowly looking at Xu Xiangchen's face in the dark, this person was quiet and not aggressive, just like a beautiful doll.

Whether it's stroking or touching, even if it's a little too much, there will be no reaction or resistance at all.

After being turned into a puppet by Yuyin, it should have the same effect. Those who have no thought, no emotion, or even can't act independently, will be trapped in this small prison/room forever, Zhang Qingye actually doesn't hate Xu Xiangchen falling asleep With the appearance of being at the mercy of that person, gently leaning on that person, feeling the body temperature of the person under him, and kissing without any scruples, if they can live together in the city of bones forever, it seems that there is nothing wrong.

But what about Xu Xiangchen?Is it more painful to be controlled by Yuyin for a lifetime, or is it more painful to know the whole truth and have to give up the obsession for so many years?Which choice is the correct one? What will happen to Xu Xiangchen who learned the truth about the jade seal?

Will he be willing to give up his freedom?Or I would rather die and give it a try. If he is not willing, should I let him know?

It's just that when he thought of Xu Xiangchen's complete disillusionment after learning the truth, Zhang Qingye became a little bit ruthless again.

He didn't know, and couldn't even imagine how Xu Xiangchen would collapse when things happened. This matter was originally unsolvable. No matter whether he said it or not, Xu Xiangchen would not have a third way to solve it. Knowing the truth would be painful. , without knowing the truth, let him connect cause and effect, become a puppet and lose his freedom, but he can't save his family. In the end, it is just as painful.

No matter which option is chosen, it must be too cruel for this sensitive and fragile person.

In his heart, he wants Xu Xiangchen to stay with him for the rest of his life, even if the two of them never leave the castle again, he is willing. If the two of them can really stay inseparable for the rest of their lives, Xu Xiangchen will be together forever without Lu Fengli. Without thinking about anything else, Zhang Qingye must be the happiest.If it was on him, if he was left here for the rest of his life, he would wish for it.

Zhang Qingye didn't close his eyes all night. Zhang Qingye thought about it a lot.

Is Xu Xiangchen the same as him?

Only Xu Xiangchen is the biggest part of his life. When they are together, he doesn't even think about resurrecting Zhang Ran at all. As long as Xu Xiangchen is still there, he doesn't need anything, but what about Xu Xiangchen?For him, can he give up everything and be with himself forever?

Apart from himself, Xu Xiangchen still has a lot of things to care about.

Xu Xiangchen has become the whole of his life, and he is just a part of Xu Xiangchen's life.

Drawing eyebrows and eyes, couldn't help kissing, the night passed too quickly, the days together were too short, it seemed that it would be over in a blink of an eye.

If you think about it this way, compared to other pains, being betrayed by your lover should be the easiest thing, right?As long as he cuts off cause and effect, Xu Xiangchen doesn't need to face the truth and choice painfully.

Xu Xiangchen got up from the bed, the side was empty, he occupied the whole bed by himself, his hands and feet stretched out very comfortably, as long as Zhang Qingye was around, he seemed to sleep soundly all the time, half of the curtains were blown up, From the position of their window, you can even see a slightly cool sunrise. The quiet morning is extraordinarily bright, and the smell of breakfast wafts from the kitchen. Xu Xiangchen stretched his waist and climbed out of bed, and went to the kitchen to find Zhang Qingye:

"You got up so early today."

"Are you making deadly iron pot egg soup again?"

This is not the first time for Xu Xiangchen to eat rice cooked by Zhang Qingye. If he didn't know the person in front of him well enough, he once even suspected that these meals were used by Zhang Qingye to assassinate him. How much effort did it take to knock off so much iron when cooking, and almost boiled the pot.

But today's food looks pretty good, the bread is toasted just right, served with barbecue pies and milk, Xu Xiangchen doesn't even know when Zhang Qingye learned so many skills.After the meal was spread out on the chair, Xu Xiangchen touched his belly: "I think I want to buy a pot again. I also want to learn how to cook, and I want to give you a taste of my skills."

"You are a skilled worker, not suitable for such tiring work."

Xu Xiangchen's eyes lit up: "What is a technical job? Give me an example, and I will continue to work hard."

Zhang Qingye also leaned on the back of the chair and lazily turned over: "Technology is washing dishes, go."

"Cut. You are looking down on craftsmanship."

After resting for a while, Xu Xiangchen put on his apron and went to wash the dishes. A voice came from the kitchen: "Lu Fengli is coming this afternoon, and he said he wanted to find you. What's going on? You two are in contact too?"

Zhang Qingye said softly, not paying much attention: "We can't let the relationship remain stagnant."

It took only five days from the idea at the beginning to the gradual improvement of the plan. Xu Xiangchen's condition became worse and worse. Zhang Qingye contacted Lu Fengli and tricked him to let him out of the prison in the castle. Xu Xiangchen deployed the arrangements in the castle. Everything is going on in an orderly manner.

As I said earlier, if Zhang Qingye really wants to get out of the castle, there are thousands of ways, and using Lu Fengli is the most direct and least risky one that can be thought of so far. Jin Yuyin told Lu Fengli the secret, he only said that he wanted to leave, and decided not to pester Xu Xiangchen anymore, and asked Lu Fengli to give him a sum of money, let him out of the castle, and never come back again, Lu Fengli believed it naturally.

"Are you sure you won't come back again? This is the second time! You promised me the same last time!"

On Zhang Qingye's delicate and pale face, he smiled sarcastically: "I can't help it, you know I'm not someone who likes to face alone all day long, it's okay to play, but it's boring to be serious, let me put my back It is too painful to spend half of my life on Xu Xiangchen's body."

Lu Fengli gritted his teeth and tried his best to endure: "If Xu Xiangchen wasn't at home, I really want to beat you up."

It was a very clumsy trap. It deceived Lu Fengli into becoming an accomplice to him, and made Xu Xiangchen think that Lu Fengli was as betrayed as himself. Zhang Qingye couldn't tell whether he had selfish intentions at that moment. He didn't want to see Xu Xiangchen still so trusting and dependent after he left. Lu Fengli, don't want to watch the two get closer?

Xu Xiangchen stuck out half of his head from the door, his eyes kept looking between the two of them, as if he was worried that Lu Fengli would bully Zhang Qingye again: "Have you guys finished talking? Do you want something to eat?"

Lu Fengli is a person who can't hide things. After discussing the plan to let Zhang Qingye go out behind Xu Xiangchen's back, when he saw Xu Xiangchen again, his expression became unnatural. When someone noticed, Xu Xiangchen was a little confused: "What's wrong? What is this expression?" ?”

"It's okay, he's hungry, let's get him some mangoes."

"Do you want to eat mango?" Xu Xiangchen looked at Lu Fengli suspiciously: "Aren't you allergic to mango?"

"Want to eat!"

Xu Xiangchen was startled by the roar, and touched his nose: "Okay, what's the matter?"

The real reason for not telling anyone is not because I was moved by myself. If according to the original plan, after destroying Xu Xiangchen's connection with cause and effect, Zhang Qingye is going to sacrifice himself. If Xu Xiangchen suddenly finds out when the two are still in love, After his death, he will definitely be sad, but if Xu Xiangchen thinks that he betrayed him, gradually alienates him, and even hates him, he can leave with more peace of mind.

Having said that, Zhang Qingye couldn't be ruthless at all. Thinking of Xu Xiangchen's expression and how sad he would be when he was betrayed, his heart began to ache, and he wanted to do his best to treat Xu Xiangchen in the last time , I want to be with him all the time, his fragile dream is coming to an end, in the last few days, no matter day or night, I like to cling to Xu Xiangchen more and more, even squatting at the door when the other party takes a bath, Xu Xiangchen was startled when he went out.

"What are you doing? Are you in a hurry to go to the toilet?"

"Ah."

I'm waiting for you, I just don't want to be separated from you.

Xu Xiangchen raised his eyebrows: "Go in, come on."

"Suddenly I don't want to go anymore." When both of them were awake, approaching Xu Xiangchen from behind would make Zhang Qingye blush, no matter how many times, as long as he made a slightly intimate move, even if he used the same spoon, it would make Zhang Qingye blush. His heart beat faster, and Zhang Qingye could clearly feel the vibration when Xu Xiangchen spoke through his back: "Then what should we do? Watch a movie? Or read a recipe?"

Zhang Qingye's eyes behind him were a bit astringent: "Wouldn't it be nice to just stay with me for a while?"

"That's not impossible." Xu Xiangchen thought for a while, sat on the bed, and the two sat side by side. When he was not affected by the jade seal and sober, he was actually a little embarrassed to face this kind of intimacy. The two are like a new house. The young couple in the movie looked at their toes:

"By the way, I still want to tell you about the key to the secret realm. I have found the entrance to the secret realm, and I want to set a good date to go in. Which day do you think is better? How about the end of the month? I may have to go in for a while, and it will be delivered at the end of the month There are a lot of fun things, and you won’t be lonely at home by yourself.”

As soon as the secret realm was mentioned, Xu Xiangchen couldn't hide his excitement and tried his best to calm down his voice. Zhang Qingye's voice was still hoarse: "Isn't it okay at the beginning of next month? Let's stay a little longer."

Xu Xiangchen opened his mouth, a little surprised: "Are you reluctant to part with me?"

"Ah."

Xu Xiangchen laughed, when he was not affected by the jade seal, his every move was still gentle, Zhang Qingye lowered his head, and he bent down to look at his face: "It's so rare that you would admit this. "

"Don't worry, when I come out of the secret realm, I won't go anywhere. You can go wherever you want, and I will accompany you, just the two of us."

Xu Xiangchen said without hesitation: "No one, just the two of us."

At the end of the month, a lot of fun things were delivered. Xu Xiangchen also asked someone to buy a new cricket pot for Zhang Qingye. After all, he still didn’t postpone the time to enter the secret realm. The day before everything was ready, Xu Xiangchen had a sudden thought Seeing Zhang Qingye wearing the pajamas of the little yellow chicken, I don't know what's going on. I don't know why I associate the little yellow chicken with Zhang Qingye. , Instinctively feel a little touch in his heart, he can't tell.

On the day when he entered the secret realm, Xu Xiangchen got up early in the morning and repeatedly wiped the gold and jade seal in his hands. Uncontrollably nervous, Zhang Qingye sat on a chair not far away and stared at him, silently. , with deep eyes, as if wanting to engrave Xu Xiangchen in his mind, unwilling to leave even a single step.

At noon, the two had dinner together. In the afternoon, Lu Fengli came, and Xu Xiangchen also set off for the secret realm.

Zhang Qingye did not expect it to be so smooth.

Whether it's escaping from the castle or sending Lu Fengli away to find where Xu Xiangchen is, when Xu Xiangchen is completely immersed in a cloud of gas called karma, he looks at the sudden appearance through layers of obstacles. Zhang Qingye, there was surprise in his eyes, but no emotion at all. Karma and Jin Yuyin seemed to have taken away all of Xu Xiangchen's emotions. In his eyes, Zhang Qingye was just a series of data composed of causality. Xu Xiangchen knew that something was wrong, but he didn't I didn't think there was anything bad, this was the power brought by the jade seal.

Zhang Qingye's eyes were red, and Xu Xiangchen's entire back had even completely dissolved into the gas, turning into a fuzzy mass of flesh and blood, but he didn't seem to notice that he was about to merge with Chaos, which was shocking and made him His heart was clenched fiercely.

"Xu Xiangchen, can you hear me?" The blank face of the man in the gas was reflected in his pupils.

It was too difficult, every step he took seemed to be beating his legs, Zhang Qingye held a sharp sword in his hand, walked towards the one he loved, towards the grave of their feelings, if they cut it across, there would be no chance to turn back between them .

Xu Xiangchen will hate him, maybe never want to say a word to him again, they will never embrace each other on a rainy night, and they will not be able to see each other's face in any morning.

Xu Xiangchen didn't know what this man was doing, and he was in no mood to pay attention to Zhang Qingye. The causal connection gave him an illusion that he was detached from nature and his body, as if the entanglement of love in the world could no longer be involved with him for a moment. , even if he thinks of his parents, the obsession in his heart, and the person he loves, he can't be touched at all. The heartbeat seems to have merged with cause and effect, and he can't feel every part of his body.

He looked at the man in front of him, his mouth seemed to be talking a lot, he wanted to ask what this strange acquaintance was doing, what was he doing?Why do you want to come before yourself?

I don't know how long it took, the boy outside of cause and effect kept approaching, but turned around and left several times. Xu Xiangchen looked at the man with his head down, a little sad and struggling, and repeated a sentence.

What was he talking about, Xu Xiangchen tilted his head, couldn't hear clearly, the four words kept in his mouth, turning into a beautiful shape, kept talking, kept talking...

"I like you."

There was a bang.The heart that had been completely calm and unwavering jumped violently. Xu Xiangchen felt a sharp pain in his body and his headache was about to split. What kind of emotion is it, tears are still in the eyes: "What did you say?"

The sound came into his ears, Zhang Qingye already knew that he couldn't wait any longer, he shook his head, choked up and said:

"You have to take care of yourself in the future, I can't be with you anymore."

In Xu Xiangchen's eyes, he once again spoke inaudible words.

When Zhang Qingye's sword fell on Xu Xiangchen, the latter had no ability to resist at all. Forcibly cutting off the cause and effect would be a serious injury to both of them. Due to the attack, the plants and animals in the entire secret realm moved towards the two sides for a moment. People flew over, Xu Xiangchen was already in a coma, Zhang Qingye hugged him tightly in his arms, and ran out tightly, with layers of obstacles, all the plants in the secret realm rely on the bones of resentful spirits to grow The big one protruded from the underside of the original green branches, pulling the flesh of the living. Zhang Qingye fell more than once, and had to get up quickly when he fell, until he finally reached the door, his body was already covered in bruises.

He met a stunned Lu Fengli at the door.

"What did you do?"

Pulling Zhang Qingye's neck, Lu Fengli's expression was ferocious: "Didn't you say you would leave? Why did you do this? How could you destroy Xu Xiangchen's ceremony?! Are you crazy?!"

are you crazy?

Zhang Qingye also felt that he was crazy, his whole face was hot, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

From now on, there is no turning back.

"I'm not crazy, I'm leaving." I don't know how long it took, Lu Fengli's fists were tired, and he finally raised his swollen cheeks, showing a sly smile: "He has a jade seal in his hand, If I don’t do this, I’ll be caught and brought back when I leave, and you’re the accomplice, Lu Fengli.” Zhang Qingye took a last look at the castle behind him, and he always felt that his acting skills were good, especially when facing When Lu Fengli said: "Tell him, don't come to me again."

"You are simply disgusting. Xu Xiangchen was so unlucky to meet you! Why don't you die! Go die!"

"Do you think you still have the right to talk about me now? Because you like your brother, you released the person who threatened him. What do you think Xu Xiangchen will think of you?"

Lu Fengli's fist stopped, as if he just remembered what he had done, and looked at the pale person on the ground: "No, Xu Xiangchen will believe me."

"So, how do you explain to him that you like him frankly? Do you think he can accept it? Or will you resent you for colluding with me for your own selfishness?"

Lu Fengli was speechless, and was stunned.

Zhang Qingye took one last look at Xu Xiangchen. Most of the attacks he received in the secret realm did not hit Xu Xiangchen. The most serious injury was on his back, which was caused by the cause and effect being cut off.

There should be resentment, Zhang Qingye thought, probably Xu Xiangchen would never forgive him, and this resentment finally allowed him to die without hesitation.

The news of Xu Xiangchen's injury quickly spread in the city of bones. The Lu family's parents had forbidden the two of them to interact excessively as early as the moment Xu Xiangchen was affected by the jade seal, let alone the current Xu Xiangchen. Because he once wanted to legislate, Xu Xiangchen fell into a situation where everyone shouted and beat him after he lost power. In order not to be involved, Mother Lu locked up Lu Fengli at the first moment of the accident. It is not wise to hit a stone with an egg In Xu Xiangchen's current situation, even the Lu family couldn't keep him. For a long time, Lu Fengli hadn't been able to see Xu Xiangchen.

It was pouring rain, and Xu Xiangchen sat at the door of Lu's house waiting for an explanation, but no one came out to see him. He called Lu Fengli's name, and the wound on his back was never taken care of except for the one treated by Zhang Qingye. However, after losing his parents and his lover's betrayal, Xu Xiangchen felt very tired and hurt, and Lu Fengli, who was separated by a wall, was scratching his heart and lungs. It was even harder to go out and see each other than climbing to the sky. He seemed to finally understand At first, Zhang Qingye wanted to see the pain that he couldn't see, and Lu's mother was making a fuss, so he didn't dare to move a step.

No one knows how Xu Xiangchen spent that period of time, he kept wandering around the city of bones, asking everyone if he had seen Zhang Qingye, and if he had any news about Lu Fengli, like a fool or crazy , because of cutting off cause and effect, Zhang Qingye's old wounds recurred again, and he couldn't see people with patches of festering. He dared to visit secretly only in the dead of night. Xu Xiangchen was thinner, and seemed to be very tired, covered in injuries, and very embarrassed , the most sad thing is that even though such a betrayal happened, he still didn't give up liking himself, and he was still looking for him every day.

Xu Xiangchen's leg was broken. Zhao Cheng was very angry when he heard about Zhang Qingye's disappearance. He came to trouble the helpless Xu Xiangchen.

Zhang Qingye was not around at that time, the biggest piece of corruption on his face was still not healed, he stayed in a corner every day, and only sneaked out at night to apply medicine to the wound on Xu Xiangchen's body, so when the incident happened, there was no Without knowing it, it was discovered that Xu Xiangchen was injured that night.

During that period of time, Xu Xiangchen slept in caves and ditches, and Zhang Qingye would always sit beside him for a while, as if they were still living together in the city of bones, from the rainy night when the water was dripping Looking out, it is not like before, there is no moon.

The broken leg dealt a great blow to Zhang Qingye. In order not to leave any sequelae, his leg had to be treated in time. However, Xu Xiangchen found a place where no one was around and lay there all day. His calf was swollen twice. The pain was so painful that Zhang Qingye thought of many ways. He increased the dose of the drug that day and sent him to the hospital. He hid in the next room, separated by a wall.

Secretly accompanied Xu Xiangchen for many days. On the last night, he sat on the bedside for a long time, the money left behind by Xu Xiangchen was confiscated, and the things he sent were left where they were. Zhang Qingye looked at Xu Xiangchen, his pale fingers grabbing the hem of his clothes, Very scared, afraid that Xu Xiangchen would really die in this desperate situation. If there is a second choice, he would rather bear everything that the person in front of him suffered.

Without warning, Xu Xiangchen woke up. Maybe the environment in the hospital was too quiet, or maybe the dose of anesthetic was not enough. The man opened his eyes in the dark. Zhang Qingye's face was covered with a thick layer of cloth, only his face was exposed. With a pair of eyes, although it is unlikely to be recognized, he was still taken aback. He ran to the door in an instant, and just put his finger on the doorknob, the person behind him suddenly said:

"I know who you are."

Just one sentence nailed people in place. Zhang Qingye once thought he could be calm, but at this moment, he couldn't even take a step. Xu Xiangchen's voice was light, but he was always so gentle when facing him:

"What did you tell me in the secret realm? I can't remember anyway, so I really want to know."

"Why don't you speak?"

In the silence, Zhang Qingye's entire back tensed.

"Why, don't let me see you." Xu Xiangchen's voice sounded so fragile, his dry voice was like that of a weather-beaten old man, shaking and choking on his body, Zhang Qingye couldn't take a step, he heard Xu Xiangchen crying, With a soft voice, sobbing one after another, facing his back: "I really, can't bear it anymore."

"I've been looking for you for so long, why don't you come out to see me? Why do you still visit me secretly? What's wrong with you?"

Even today, Xu Xiangchen still believes that there is a reason for his incident.

Can't speak.

I finally decided to take on the burden. If I look back now, everything I have done before will lose its meaning.

Hearing that the person behind him seemed to get up from the bed, Zhang Qingye seemed to run away and left. Xu Xiangchen never asked him why after that. When they met, the two still maintained their previous relationship, and no one mentioned a word about the hospital.

Later Xu Xiangchen sent skill cards and a lot of things, Zhang Qingye was very disdainful, he knew that this person was not like before, he didn't have many useful skill cards in his hand, he wanted Xu Xiangchen to understand that he didn't need these things at all, I hope Xu Xiangchen can stop this kind of behavior and keep things well, and Xu Xiangchen will indeed give away less in the future, and people will become more silent. Zhang Qingye seems to have become his new obsession, but he doesn't seem to care that much anymore. I can't comment on it. is bad.

Zhang Qingye participated in a lot of games, and worked harder than before. In addition, the previous accumulation was smooth. After more than half a year, he finally found the key to the secret realm and the white jade seal.

Lu Fengli has been released, but he has no idea how to face Xu Xiangchen, because of his belated explanation, and because he suddenly discovered that Xu Xiangchen still treats Zhang Qingye like before, he is disappointed, Lu Fengli and Zhang Qingye is still different after all, whether it is the love he gave or the love he received, there is no comparison.

The delay in seeing Jin Yuyin made Zhang Qingye very anxious. Xu Xiangchen followed him in every game, and almost never got out of a game. He seemed to be committing suicide slowly, not so much following Zhang Qingye, but more like A kind of depravity and abandonment, Zhang Qingye could feel that he might just not want to live anymore, according to this kind of consumption, I don't know how long he can last.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for Zhang Qingye to meet the opportunity to reverse the situation.

On the bulletin board on the big screen, the case of Zhang Ran's death has also become one of the games in the city of bones, and no one knows the murderer of this game better than Zhang Qingye. There is no hindrance in entering the game. Naturally, the identity of the murderer was drawn, and the reward for playing the role of the murderer in the game is more than a hundred times that of the normal mode. With the skill card, key and jade seal in his hand, it can almost be regarded as a sure chance of victory. As long as this game wins, Zhang Qingye Then there is full confidence that you can get the golden jade seal.

Then everything will be over.

Without exception, Xu Xiangchen also followed him into this game. Everything went very smoothly. Almost no one doubted this filial and poor son. A group of players were deceived by Zhang Qingye's pity and sincerity. , The seven days in the game passed quickly. On the evening of the last day, Zhang Qingye met Xu Xiangchen in their former classroom. The man was squatting in the corner, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

Zhang Qingye's heart was beating fast, and he finally didn't need to continue to refuse endlessly. After the game was over, he would get the golden jade seal, and he would tell Xu Xiangchen that he didn't mean to harm him at first, but because The original method couldn't revive his parents at all, but now it can, he has helped him handle everything, and they can be like before...

"You're not a murderer, are you?"

The setting sun lit up the entire classroom, the white curtains were blown fluttering by the wind, Xu Xiangchen's beautiful eyebrows were illuminated very brightly, and he looked at the person opposite: "Although I am a little suspicious, there seems to be no definite evidence, Zhang Qingye, the murderer Isn't it you?"

"I'll believe what you say."

Zhang Qingye's throat choked, and for a moment a crack appeared in his disguised expression, which fell into Xu Xiangchen's eyes, and he raised his eyebrows.

He made an unhappy expression on his quiet face, and said, "Why? Of course it's not me."

Xu Xiangchen let out a sigh of relief, walked towards the door, and seemed a little happy: "Then I believe you. It's getting late, and there must be resentful spirits here when it gets dark. I'll leave first if there's nothing to do. You also want to go." Go back early."

The person on the opposite side didn't speak, and Xu Xiangchen didn't have the same enthusiasm for Zhang Qingye as before.

"Xu Xiangchen." Zhang Qingye's voice came from the classroom, and he sounded more excited than usual. Half of his body had already disappeared around the corner, and he turned his head and asked casually, "What are you doing?"

Although the corners of his mouth were tense, he couldn't help the excitement in his heart. Zhang Qingye finally showed a smile on his face. Facing the upcoming hope, his expression seemed to be that of a boy back then, "you must wait for me when you go out."

"After the game is over, I have something to tell you."

Xu Xiangchen was a little puzzled, but seeing Zhang Qingye's expression, he still pursed his lips and smiled: "Okay."

The person had been away for a long time before he remembered that he had forgotten the location. Zhang Qingye was startled, and hurriedly chased two steps outside. Now the door is yelling at the person at the stairs on the opposite side of the corridor: "At the entrance of the hot spring hotel, I will wait for you there !"

Xu Xiangchen's distant voice came from the other side: "Got it!"

That was Xu Xiangchen's last game in his previous life.

Since there is nothing around him that can be used as collateral in the system, Xu Xiangchen, who chose the wrong murderer in the case of Zhang Ran's death, received the death notice from the system before he even exited the game.

It seems that there is not much surprise. Before this, Xu Xiangchen didn't want to live anymore. After the obsession was lost, everything was so boring. The empty mind every day, the repetitive life, had already lived enough. In the past, he died so easily for no reason. As for today, Xu Xiangchen closed his eyes and calmly seemed to fall asleep before the execution, but suddenly struggled desperately the next second.

He remembered the agreement with Zhang Qingye.

He was constantly being chased behind him, and the resentful spirit had almost devoured half of him. It was so painful, Xu Xiangchen kept running, and the agreed place was too far away. In an unfamiliar alley, Xu Xiangchen was pinned to the ground by the ghost, devoured piece by piece, and received double punishment for his escape. All his obsessions were shredded and chewed.

Death is such a painful thing!Compared with not getting what you ask for, compared with all kinds of troubles, death is ten times, hundreds of times, and thousands of times more painful. It was not until the moment before he died that Xu Xiangchen finally woke up. His entanglement, his inseparable love, his relatives who could not be resurrected, everything... Why bother?

"Zhang Qingye..." Xu Xiangchen's eyes were blood red, tears of blood flowed down, why did he lie to him, why did he hurt him again and again, if it happened again, if there was an afterlife, he would never believe it again, never meet him again, everything He doesn't want pain, hope and disappointment, love that is close at hand.

"Zhang Qingye, Zhang Qingye... Zhang Qingye!!!"

On the other side, Zhang Qingye had been waiting at the entrance of the hot spring hotel for a long time, his leg was about to break, and he wanted to sit on the steps to rest for a while, but then he thought that he was wearing Xu Xiangchen's favorite clothes today, and his butt was not willing to let go , for fear of getting the clothes dirty.

He was also holding a bouquet of blooming gardenias in his hand. Xu Xiangchen once said that he liked this smell the most. It could relieve his headache and make him a little more awake. He picked the best ones and wrapped them into a bunch. bundle.

After waiting for a long, long time, the whole night passed, Zhang Qingye didn't wait for Xu Xiangchen, what he waited for was the long overdue news.

The passers-by said familiar names, Zhang Qing looked back at the tall man awkwardly, and finally gathered the words from the other party's mouth after a long while.

"Xu Xiangchen died because of the failure of the game."

"Xu Xiangchen, game." The word death lingered in his mind for a long time, and Zhang Qingye was completely unable to connect him with the previous name. After a long time, it seemed that he couldn't even remember the meaning of this word at all.

"What did you say?" Unable to maintain his usual composure, Zhang Qingye's face kept trembling and he pulled the man's collar: "Who are you talking about!!"

"Xu Xiangchen is dead, don't you know? But I just heard that the corpses were found, I can't believe it, playing games so well is actually going to die..."

Hearing the man's emotion, the people next to him answered, "Yeah, he's still quite young. I really didn't expect him to be the closest to the jade seal, right? He just died like this."

Zhang Qingye interrupted the conversation between the two again: "Xu Xiangchen? You mean Xu Xiangchen? Are you sure it's Xu Xiangchen? Are you sure it's not a mistake? How could he die...Xu Xiangchen, he is Xu Xiangchen! How could he die? !He won't die!"

Zhang Qingye's eternally calm face could no longer be maintained. His eyes were filled with tears, which glistened all over his face. It seemed that he had only heard the news, and he could no longer bear the pain: "You are all lying! Me! Xu Xiangchen will not die!"

"Are you sick? Why am I lying to you? He failed the game and was swallowed by the system. What's so hard to understand? You're mentally ill. If you don't believe me, ask someone else."

A sentence kept echoing in his ears, what he said to Xu Xiangchen in the game, he said: I am not a murderer.

When Zhang Qingye finally found the alley where Xu Xiangchen was located in the direction of the crowd, many people had already surrounded him inside and out. The person's motionless and pale body lay peacefully on the ground, and the corners of his eyes were still wet. People were discussing, but No one dared to approach: "Who knows how he died? If some disease is infected, it's too late to run."

Zhang Qingye's footsteps seemed to be worth a thousand dollars, and he walked towards the people in the alley step by step, whispering his name: "Xu Xiangchen... what's wrong with you?"

"Xu Xiangchen, get up quickly, what's wrong with you?"

"Wake up, don't scare me. Talk to me."

"Please talk to me!" "Please..."

For three whole days, Zhang Qingye stayed by Xu Xiangchen's side. He almost exhausted all his means and spent all his savings to find doctors in the city of bones, but when he brought up a corpse that had completely lost its heartbeat, No one can do anything about it. He kept the small objects that Xu Xiangchen gave him before his death. He stroked and checked over and over again. No matter how well the corpse was preserved, Xu Xiangchen began to rot from the fourth day onwards.

On the fifth day, Zhang Qingye wrote a letter to Xu Xiangchen:

Minister, if you wake up and read this letter, you must believe in your luck. It’s really a blessing, our ceremony was successful, thank God, if you wake up, I will always believe in the gods.

Do you know who I am?No matter what my disguise is, you can always guess me.

Really Sorry.

I think, maybe we will never meet again, I have gone to a place so far away, so far away that in my limited life, I can never go back.

When I wrote this letter, I knew that I didn't have much time, but I didn't regret it at all, and I wasn't afraid. What I was afraid of was that in the infinite time, I would never be able to see you again. Spirits are lonely, so I don't

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