After rebirth, I became a sick villain

Xiaobai's name is Xiaobai, but he is not white either inside or outside.

From the outside, he is black, but from the inside, he is yellow, with a face that is not fair, laughing and talking pornographic jokes all day long, with jagged teeth, and a small stature. Xiaobai's full name is Bai Zhiheng. If there is any trouble, he will be arranged to watch the door for others, so he is named Little White Dog, that is, a watchdog. After barking for a long time, even the teacher gradually forgot his real name.

Xiaobai is a low-key person, and there are two things that can be known to everyone in his life. One is the qi/gong performed in front of the whole class two months after school-holding his breath in his stomach and taking a horse stance , raised his arms, kicked the cockscomb head next to him, and he was able to fart, which attracted ridicule and abuse from the people around; Standing on the playground, I performed Qigong again in front of all the teachers and classmates in the school. The students laughed like crazy, and the teacher was so angry that his seven orifices smoked.

If you divide your student days into several circles, you will be divided into one group of top academics, another group of strong and courageous ones who love to fight, and another group of those with poor grades.

There are also some people who are not clear, thin and small, poor in health, poor in grades, poor in family background, low in taste, and can't fit in well in every circle. It's probably the Xiaobai group. They are usually being bullied. , At the same time, they want to bully weaker people, like bacteria that grow in the dark, afraid of the sun, squatting in a dark corner and watching the boring days secretly laughing.

Xiaobai also has a friend. In Xiang Yang's words, that may not be considered a friend. It's just because the two are in the same situation and they don't like the embarrassment of being alone, so they hug each other. This person's name is Huang Decai. Screaming, but without virtue or talent, sharp-mouthed monkey cheeks, full of buck teeth, slurred speech, likes to tease little girls, and also likes to rob elementary school students, it will be very fulfilling to make a child cry, the whole gums of the smile are bared Besides, bullying the soft and fearing the hard, he and Xiaobai guard the door one on the left and one on the right in the self-study class, a white dog and a yellow dog, and they cooperate very well.

On the day I met Xiang Yang, Xiaobai was also with Xiaohuang. They just came out of the Internet cafe. The two of them watched the door for Song Yi in the room. The sun was scorching and the door was very hot. The money is gone. Song Yi is a school bully and is different from other bad students. He belongs to the type who has a better family background and is easy to get along with. He usually gets some rewards for guarding the door. Xiaobai has a popsicle in his mouth. While looking at the pinched black ice stick in Huang Decai's hand.

"Look at your dog's paw. Can't you wash it for your father?"

"Fuck you."

There was a chirping sound in his ears, and Huang Decai pointed not far away: "Eh? Isn't that our college bully? He also skipped class?" The heat in the air seemed to ripple the scene in front of him, white Zhiheng looked up without much interest.

"Who?"

"Xiang Yang, you don't even know each other. You're really blind. You don't know how to be a dog when you're used to people." There's another thing Xiaobai hates about Huang Decai. He always likes to belittle others in various ways to gain a sense of superiority. As if there was some big secret, he immediately leaned into Xiaobai's ear: "The one Song Yi invited him to dinner last time, and the one who refused, has good grades, good looks, good family background, and doesn't smoke or drink. Tsk tsk look at this noble, really pretending force."

He is the complete opposite of himself, Xiaobai said silently in his heart, a little drowsy, and he still managed to cater to him with a high-pitched voice: "No, it's too pretentious."

After a pause, Huang Decai said again: "I don't like him, he's the only one who will get beaten sooner or later." After thinking viciously, he rolled his eyes: "Xiao Bai, let's go ask for his contact information? He's coming soon." Song Yi must be happy, come to guess the boxing game, and the loser will go."

Bai Zhiheng didn't want to participate, but if he refused, he might be squeezed out again. There is no doubt that he lost in the end. Xiao Huang pushed him from behind: "Go, have some momentum, don't always act like a dog."

Bai Zhiheng laughed, baring his teeth: "I still need you to teach me?"

In fact, he doesn't like people calling him a dog all the time, Bai Zhiheng thought silently, when Lao Tzu's qigong became famous, you didn't know where to cool off.

Across the road is a bank. After collecting the money for books in the class, Xiang Yang came in to save money. It was too hot outside, and the indoor air conditioner was very comfortable. The white jade-like boy leaned against the transparent glass, which was a beautiful scene, until there was one that was not very harmonious. Bai Zhiheng broke into the beautiful scenery, as if taking up a bit of dirt, Bai Zhiheng was as Xiao Huang said, without any shyness at all, and said viciously, "Xiang Yang, right? Give me your number, or call me." kill you!"

There were still a lot of people in line in front, and he was startled when he turned his head. Xiang Yang was disturbed from his comfortable state, and he frowned slightly, and opened his eyes. The boy in front of him was small and had very distinctive teeth. Well, the boy is not white, but has a unique aura, looks menacing, and there is still some popsicle water around his mouth.

Like a cute puppy, refreshing.

For some reason, Xiang Yang, who was notoriously difficult to talk to in school, didn't seem to reject Bai Zhiheng in front of him so much. The boy leaned against the window and even smiled brightly: "Sing me a song, I'll tell you."

Bai Zhiheng yelled trouble in his heart, his mouth was full of simplicity, and he sang "Son, I am your father" to Xiang Yang without much effort. Accompanied by son, son, I am your father, the whole bank's eyes gathered .

Xiang Yang smiled, pursed his lips slightly, and then grinned again: "What's your name?"

"Bai Zhiheng. Haven't you heard of the one who performed Qigong before?"

"I know that."

"Why do you want to perform Qigong? Is it a family secret? I like it very much?"

Xiaobai touched his nose, and continued to say fiercely: "There's so much bullshit, will you give it or not?"

Xiang Yang took out a piece of white paper and wrote down his name on the phone and WeChat. Xiaobai reached out to take it, and felt that this man was really fluffy, fastidious and ink-stained.

Naturally, he didn't add it in the end, the little yellow dog got the number and sent it to Song Yi wagging his tail, and Xiaobai himself didn't have a mobile phone at home, so he only came to the Internet cafe once in a while, adding it was tantamount to not adding it.

Day by day, Bai Zhiheng occasionally ran into Xiang Yang in the cafeteria, the two of them were still like strangers, I am afraid that the other party had already forgotten him, and Bai Zhiheng's life did not change because of meeting Xiang Yang. Changed by staying away from Xiang Yang.

On a changed day, Xiang Yang was about to go home. It was past ten o’clock in the night, and there were very few people on the road. Occasionally, one or two people basically missed the road. Halfway through, they heard the chaos in the grove, some people were crying, and some were swearing. , He usually doesn't like to meddle in these nosy things, and this is not indifference. Xiang Yang's life creed has always been one, that is, no matter what the other party's way of life, positive or depraved, cause and effect are too hard to tell , He never likes to influence others, he doesn't like to judge others, and he doesn't need others to point fingers at him in his own life.

When passing by, I saw a very familiar shadow by chance.Messy hair, crooked teeth, the reason why I recognized it was because Xiaobai was really thin, and it was difficult for the whole school to find a few boys who were thinner than him. It was rare for Xiang Yang to stop this time In the dark, because of the flashlights of a group of people over there, I can see a little clearly. Xiaobai is facing another boy who is also kneeling on the ground, slapping each other. The reason is also very simple. The door was not guarded, and a few students in the class who often made trouble were caught by the teacher, and they were fined to hire their parents. The anger in their hearts was not vented, and in the end, they naturally picked the soft ones and vented them on Xiaobai and the other two. .

Huang Decai's hands hit Xiaobai's face again and again, and Xiaobai was forced to hit Huang Decai again and again. Both of them had tears and snot running down their faces, and both sides of their faces were swollen. It was very funny. His face was swollen, and even his hands were swollen. Xiaobai was trembling and couldn't slap him anymore. The cockscomb head pulled Xiaobai's hair. He didn't know whether he was beaten or cried. The eyes of the person in the hand were swollen and opened Can't stop: "If you want to beat you hard, you haven't eaten? Can he improve his memory just by beating you like this? See how hard he beats you, and you can't even slap your face?" He shouted, and showed Xiaobai with his hands , The big palm of the cockscomb head slammed on Huang Decai's protruding buck-toothed face, with a bang, which became heavier and heavier, and when the last punch came down, the outermost teeth flew away.

Seeing that man's ridiculous teeth rolled twice on the ground and stopped, the lips that had been propped up by the buck teeth were also shrunk, loose and loose, and the whole person looked a little disgusted, and there was a burst of laughter from the surrounding people immediately, and they turned to him again. Kicked him twice.

In fact, it is not completely without feeling.

Xiaobai thought to himself, how can the "friend" who has been with him all this time say that he has no feelings?Even when there are times when they look down on each other, they still fantasize about the future together, fantasize about getting out of school, and promise to share weal and woe.

Is their future still in their hands?

In the third week of school, Huang Decai's book was torn up by a girl at the front desk who was looking for a sense of presence. It had his crooked notes on it.

When he went home and wanted money to buy books, his parents scolded him first.

Whether it is school or society, the world is always full of malice, incomprehension, and inconsideration towards weak and weak people. After the cockscomb head, I will forget the harm I have done, and I can continue to grow and have a better tomorrow. Leave a little impression of violence that has nothing to do with you, and eventually be left in the pain, and your body and mind will be destroyed. The only ones who have to heal step by step on their own are their victims. They have no grades, no money, most people It will not be the end of all hardships, and have a tomorrow that others cannot envy.

There is little point in living a miserable life.

When Ji Guantou spoke next time, Huang Decai thought about some things clearly earlier than Xiaobai.

"Do you do it or should I do it?" When Xiao Bai was asked to choose, the person opposite seemed to have completely lost his dignity. No one could know what Huang Decai gave up at that moment, what he thought of, there was a funny determination in his eyes, and he roared Crying like never before poured out of his mouth, making everyone present stunned for a moment.

"Hit! You hit! Hit!" Huang Decai raised his hand and greeted Xiaobai's face: "You fucking hit me! Hit me! Aren't you very good? Hit me, don't let him hit me..."

Xiang Yang didn't know how he moved and walked over. When he was able to make a sound, he was already standing in front of Jiguantou, as if his body was no longer under the control of his will, and grabbed Xiao Bai who was still in a daze: "That's enough!" No more. Stop hitting."

"Don't want to make things worse, right? I just informed the teacher that he has come."

"How old will you still sue." Ji Guantou, who was obviously upset when he was disturbed, seemed to be worried again the moment he saw Xiang Yang. The whole school knew that Xiang Yang was under Song Yi's cover, so what could he do to him? , I can only pretend to be happy: "Ha, our master Xueba also has a time when the heart of the Virgin is overflowing and meddling!"

Xiang Yang didn't say much, he stretched out his hand to help the two people on the ground up, and the people behind them looked at their backs, although they felt quite unhappy, they still stopped.Cockscomb turned towards Xiang Yang's back and said bitterly, "I'll wait for you."

Xiang Yang didn't have extra time to send them both home. After saying goodbye, it was Bai Zhiheng who sent Huang Decai away. There was a strange silence all the way. Huang Decai picked up his teeth, wrapped them carefully and put them away. On the body, Xiaobai saw it, and explained with a hippie smile: "What do you look at? My mother said that when a person dies, there is nothing missing from his body. If there is anything missing, he will be lacking in the next life. Bring back."

Xiaobai also laughed, with such a smile on his swollen face, it reminded Huang Decai of himself who was beaten by his parents and ate sweets when he was a child: "You must have taken other people's teeth in your last life. The teeth are so big!"

In the days that followed, it seemed that nothing had happened. The only difference was that Bai Zhiheng and Xiang Yang became friends. This is not accurate, but their attitudes did not change much. Xiang Yang was still gentle and neither cold nor cold. It's hot, and Xiaobai is still talkative and greasy, but more and more often, when he is called to run errands to buy food at noon, he will run to Xiang Yang and ask fiercely: "Damn, what are you eating?"

Xiang Yang frowned, and looked at him slowly: "I have nothing to do, let's go to the cafeteria together. Come back to eat? Do you want to bring food for others? Can't you refuse?"

"No."

"Why do you always like to use dirty words when you speak? Can't you be gentle with me?"

"That's not impossible." Xiaobai touched his nose, just thinking about him and Xiang Yang caring for each other with the same tone, goose bumps all over his body: "Damn, it's too greasy."

I don't know when it started, Xiang Yang seems to be completely used to the days when Bai Zhiheng is around, eating face to face, listening to him tell stories about rolling in the mud when he was a child, and how his grandfather survived a catastrophe when he nailed a donkey's hoof and kicked his face crookedly. Many times, when he realized that the two were too close, Xiang Yang had even visited Xiaobai's house many times, and Bai Zhiheng had never brought anyone home before.

There is no other reason, it is simply because the family is too poor, and he can't save face.But Xiang Yang didn't mind at all, and was even very curious about the natural loess floor in his house. He poured water on the floor again and again, and after confirming that the water could seep in, he said, "This kind of room is really nice! It's so natural, it's too Great! Can't you grow flowers on the floor?"

When I come back next time, I have already brought the seeds.Bai Zhiheng stared at him squatting under the wall of his house, digging the soil and watering it. He didn't know what expression to make. Unexpectedly, the flowers grew very well. Xiang Yang said it was a kind of herbaceous crabapple. The local people call it Begonia, but he doesn't know the specific scientific name. It grows very well and is also quite beautiful.

On the first night when the flowers bloomed, it was also the first time that Xiang Yang stayed at someone else's house since he was a child.

The refreshing quilt has the unique earthy smell of this countryside. Xiang Yang lay under the quilt, stretched out his hand, and there was a pocket watch inside. Bai Zhiheng was still washing socks on the ground, so he lifted up the little thing: "This is what you saw when you were a child." ?”

Xiaobai didn't look back, and answered casually, Xiang Yang turned over and got up, looking at him from behind, his tone seemed a bit unassuming: "This is so cute, can you give it to me?"

In the normal relationship between the two, although Xiaobai was fierce, he basically would not refuse Xiang Yang's requests. Anyway, Xiang Yang seldom made requests. He didn't like to trouble others.

But this time, Xiaobai was silent for a long time, until Xiang Yang asked again cautiously and a little uncertainly behind him, then nodded slightly: "Here."

The metal surface of the pocket watch became slightly hot after being pinched for a long time. Xiang Yang kept rubbing it with his fingers, as if his heart was also warm. There was no reason for it. He was very happy today. He talked a lot with Xiaobai. Looking at the old-fashioned glass, there is a starry sky outside the window. It seems that it is the first time for the two of them to be so close to each other: "Xiaobai, what do you want to do in the future? Well, as for me, my personality may not like a particularly stable, unchanging and stable life." It’s a kind of torture for me, you understand, right? I seem to have had a hard time getting close to others since I was a child, I don’t like to pretend to be a close relationship, it’s hard to agree, and I find it troublesome to face many people.”

"Of course, you are different from them."

"I want to go to many places in the future, and maybe I will change my residence in three months. I always feel that I want to thoroughly experience the local habits and culture. Only after living for a long time can I experience it from my daily life and see and recognize people's life. , you may also have a new perspective on your own life... What about you? Xiaobai, you haven't talked about you yet."

"I don't know either." Bai Zhiheng was dumbfounded by Xiang Yang's words. In his impression, everyone is studying and working, then marrying a wife and having children. Even if they are not free or ideal, they have to live their lives like ordinary people. , He didn't know that there would be people like Xiang Yang who could do whatever they wanted.

"Will everyone agree to live like this?"

"Of course! Your life, this is your freedom. Whether you agree or not, no one can force you to live and live according to their way. You don't have to walk according to the track and listen to others. That's not human, it's Puppets, your consciousness, your feelings, your freedom, everything deserves to be respected."

Dumbfounded after listening to Xiang Yang's words, Xiaobai didn't react for a long time, but Xiang Yang described a completely different life to him, sparkling and close at hand, a sense of fullness in his heart that he had never had before, The dream that night was bizarre.Xiang Yang seems to be right next to his ear:

"If you want, I really still lack a companion, no, not a companion, but a companion, a companion who wandered with me for the rest of my life... You know, in their eyes, my personality may be a bit strange, little There are so many problems... Can you bear me? Well, it seems a bit abrupt, so would you like it?"

Afterwards, he was so flustered that he forgot his last answer. In the morning Xiang Yang stood in front of the mirror and checked his new pocket watch again and again. Xiaobai urged Xiang Yang several times before going out: "It's so beautiful, you Look at your face."

Xiaobai didn't make a sound, but smiled secretly in his heart. Although he would still receive a lot of bullying every day after that, Xiaobai's life gradually had expectations, and he rarely felt sad, because getting along all day, Going to school, which was once the most painful, has become an interesting thing.

It wasn't until the summer vacation was approaching that Huang De died.

I heard people said that he was depressed and committed suicide without much room for maneuver. Xiaobai didn't go to school that day, so he cooked a bowl of oily noodles for himself at home. After eating half a bowl, he realized that he put too much vinegar. For the grandfather who couldn't chew, he slept on an empty stomach.

It’s not cool in the dilapidated house. Yesterday he was still complaining about his grandson’s lazy grandpa. Maybe he learned the news of his friend’s death during the day and finally felt scared. The old man spoke to him inarticulately: “Zhiheng... It's okay, don't get angry, you can live no matter what you do, and after graduation, you can go to a construction site to work, or farm some land, and you can earn a living if you work hard. Don't get angry."

Zhiheng wanted to say that he didn't like that kind of life.

But facing the old man's gray beard, he swallowed the words when he reached his mouth.

On the first day of school, he wore a school uniform. It is no exaggeration to say that this is the most expensive set of all his rags. Grandpa saved a long time to buy it for him when he was entering high school. The little padded jacket, the padded jacket is very rusty, and it is not something that children wear in this era. It was stitched by grandma stitch by stitch. I am old and my eyes are dim. I don’t know how many times I have poked my hands. Every stitch is beautiful The desire to sew one stitch, you will be healthy and healthy every year, and sew two stitches, you will have a long life.