After rebirth, I became a sick villain

I don't know how long I sat there.

Zhang Qingye was trembling all over, his eyes were dull, because of the drawn curtains, the room was pitch black, he couldn't control his voice, he kept calling someone's name, if he had to recall who he was calling at that time, I'm afraid Can't remember, just buzzing in my ears, as if everything in my body is out of my control.

Zhang Ran brought him hurt and betrayal. He used to bring him back to the abyss time and time again when he was looking forward to it the most. The expectations and fantasies a father should have.

But now everything is over, the fingers are still stuck around the wound, the man's gradually icy body makes him unable to adapt.

"dad."

"dad……"

No one will answer him anymore.

There was a loud noise in the living room, and he finally raised his head to see the truth that had been deliberately ignored in the dark. Zhang Ran's body was already stiff, and as far as his eyes could see, Zhang Qingye let out a muffled groan in his throat, and tightly held his hand. Closing his eyes, the exposed skin of his arms had already festered, and the heart-warming pain seemed to tear his body apart.

At the moment of Zhang Ran's death, Bai Yuyin was automatically returned to the system, and Zhang Qingye forcibly cut off the cause and effect of others, and he would be entangled by resentful spirits, and the rotten body became clearer and clearer. The sound of the living room where people are at home is more clear, and there are knocks on the door outside the door, it is the wraith.

"Is anyone home? Has anyone seen my head?"

Zhang Qingye couldn't answer, as if he had lost the ability to speak and communicate, he could only groan meaninglessly.

"Knock knock..." The woman made a false knock on the door, and the next second, the head suddenly appeared at the bottom of Zhang Qingye's feet, and the rotten face pierced through his tightly hugged arms, and a piercing laugh came out: " You killed your father!!!"

The latter suddenly sat on the ground, his eyes widened, he couldn't stop shaking, and kept shaking his head: "It wasn't me, it wasn't me...I didn't kill him..."

It wasn't until I opened my eyes that I saw clearly that the ceiling of this room was already covered with chopped up human limbs, and there were sections of rotten meat stuck from the cracks in the wall. They continued to climb towards the inner side, and they twisted The mutilated body, hovering on the chandelier, or lurking in the closet, with pairs of eyes, spinning around in the dark, this place has become a hell on earth.

After Zhang Ran's death, the entanglement of resentful spirits will inevitably accompany Zhang Qingye for the rest of his life.

"It's you, Zhang Qingye, you killed your father and indirectly killed Xu Qing who is about to be resurrected! You ruined everything! You are a sinner! You killed someone! It's all your fault! Madman! You are a lunatic! The most damned person is you!"

"I didn't kill them..." The low voice was quickly overshadowed by all the accusations.

Straightening up his body, Zhang Qingye wanted to go out, but the door was also pulled, and the ghosts behind him kept dragging his body, making piercing screams, Zhang Qingye threw them away desperately, his body With a distraught face on his face, he rushed out the door. He really wanted to see Xu Xiangchen. He had nothing left. From the moment he killed Zhang Ran, he put all his eggs in one basket. The festering pain made Zhang Qingye scratch his body non-stop. Yes, the pain that scratches the heart and lungs, hurts the heart!

He wanted to see Xu Xiangchen, and let him say something to him, even if he didn't speak, just bring a little realistic voice.

I don’t know when it has started to rain heavily, and the sky is as heavy as night. The raindrops hit the face and scratched the bones, and the most flat path on weekdays has accumulated deep water and become muddy. When crossing the path , due to the adsorption force of the mud under his feet, he fell into it not only once, but his whole body was soaked, and he couldn't even see a passer-by in this vast rain curtain.

He kept running, as if he never knew how tired he was.

"Xu Xiangchen! Xu Xiangchen!! Come and meet me!"

Xu Xiangchen said it, said it in Taoyuan Village, he said that his own business is the most important thing, but now, Xu Xiangchen is not by his side, it is really empty and lonely.

Running around without stopping for a moment, as if he could leave everything far away, the resentful spirit chased after him, Zhang Qingye was dragged from behind by his hair and pushed into the water, he raised his head in embarrassment, his whole body was soaked, his face was pale, and his hair Sticking to the face one by one.

"What are you doing?"

A voice suddenly came: "Ready to drown yourself?"

Zhang Qingye finally opened his eyes. The person in front of him was holding a baseball bat, and there were four or five people behind him.

"Zhang Qingye, where's your father?"

Lu Fengli originally wanted to take someone to Zhang Qingye's house.

After meeting for a few short times, he knew Zhang Ran's face. The man passed by Xu Xiangchen's house on the way to his house, and he recognized him immediately from the surveillance video, although Zhang Ran had disguised the scene as a suicide scene before leaving , the result of the investigation is also the same. No evidence related to it can be found, let alone find this person in a short time. Lu Fengli feels that something is wrong. Many brothers were going to kill them. He heard that killing people in the city of bones is not against the law. The impulse came up, and Lu Feng ideally wanted to avenge Xu Xiangchen.

"Why are you covered in blood? Where is your father?"

Standing in the rain with his head down, like a dead person, Zhang Qingye said without a soul: "I killed him."

Lu Fengli raised his eyebrows and was surprised for a long time without saying a word. He also noticed that Zhang Qingye seemed to be in a very bad state. Even in front of him, the frequency of his body trembling was already a bit terrifying, not to mention his body. festering and a pair of blood red eyes...

"You know everything? If you say that, Zhang Ran really did it?"

Zhang Qingye didn't say anything more, it was his default.

The long silence made the face of the person on the opposite side twitch continuously, as if trying to suppress his anger, Lu Fengli punched Zhang Qingye into the water, did not fight back, he grabbed his head and lifted him up: " Is it because of you! Is it because of you that he is eyeing Xu Xiangchen?! I have said it a long time ago, and I have spoken to tell you to stay away from Xu Xiangchen! I have said a long time ago that you will harm him!! Why didn’t you listen , why are you just hanging on!! You are a disaster! Bastard! Smelly shit! Why don’t you die, why don’t you die!”

Zhang Ran said that it was not because of himself.

But in the face of the furious Lu Fengli, Zhang Qingye couldn't say a word. After coming out of the city of bones, Lu Fengli got the news earlier than the other two, and he looked even more tired and haggard.

"I want to see him..."

Because of his personal words, Lu Fengli stopped: "Look at him? What else do you think he is doing? What do you want to do now?" Zhang Qingye still didn't look up, but there was obviously a hint of hope in his voice: "I've already done it for you. He got his revenge..."

After going crazy for a long time, Lu Fengli seemed to have finally calmed down from his emotions, and looked at Zhang Qingye in disbelief: "Then you think that if you take revenge, you will still have a chance? Is there any point?"

"What do you want Xu Xiangchen to think of you? Is it the son of an enemy, or a monster that his own father can kill with his own hands? Do you think it is possible for him to accept you?"

There was buzzing in his ears, this series of changes happened so fast, he didn't even think about these issues carefully, yes, what would Xu Xiangchen think of him after he knew it?Would you hate him, or think he was crazy?Too scared, too scared of his eyes, too scared of his emotions, afraid of Xu Xiangchen knowing the truth, and now all of this is in Lu Fengli's hands, as proud as Zhang Qingye, always winning the cards and controlling people's hearts, and so humble , a day of kneeling down and begging for help:

"Please, don't tell him."

The person he loves with all his heart and soul is the child who killed his father and mother and his enemies.For Xu Xiangchen, it was too cruel, even if Zhang Qingye didn't ask him, Lu Fengli would naturally not tell the truth, but as an insider, he could no longer watch Xu Xiangchen be with such a person.

"Then don't come back forever." Lu Fengli said as calmly as possible, his face was full of indifference: "Don't appear in front of him again, Xu Xiangchen will live better and better without you."

"As long as you can do it, I will naturally keep it secret for you."

As if someone drained his soul and fell into an ice abyss, Zhang Qingye still wanted to bargain: "I won't disturb him, I won't hurt him, let me stay, as long as it's far away..."

"No." In this relationship, the entanglement between the two has become a mess. All secrets must be maintained with more secrets. No one can keep things secret forever. Lu Fengli does not want Xu Xiangchen to face each other. When the bond of this person in front of him was deeper, he was hurt even deeper again: "Go away, don't come back, or our agreement will not count, you can try it anyway, and see if Xu Xiangchen likes you enough Even my own parents and relatives are vengeful."

"At that time, I'm afraid he wants to kill you more than me."

Halfway down on the ground, Zhang Qingye looked up at Lu Fengli. In this negotiation, he couldn't offer any other bargaining chips at all. His lips murmured for a while, his eyes widened, confused and at a loss, would Xu Xiangchen kill him?Would the people who cherished him and cared for him like that in Mushi Village really kill him?

"Can I have a last look at him?" Zhang Qingye's voice was trembling: "I won't disturb him, just take a look at him from a distance."

Watching from a distance through the window.

Xu Xiangchen curled up on the sofa, basically the same as when Lu Fengli left. He only left a back view for the two of them, and he probably didn't feel that someone was watching him behind him. He has been vomiting all day since he came home, like She was speechless as if she was stupid, her eyes were swollen and couldn't open, but she still chose to face her own little corner at this time, with her back to the world.

In just one day, he lost his parents and his life was changed.

Zhang Qingye's heart twitched and ached, and it wasn't until this time that he finally understood what Lu Fengli said. From this day on, the distance between them has been too far, and they have even completely lost the feeling of embracing each other. Right, even if Zhang Qingye did nothing, even if he had already made a choice between Zhang Ran and Xu Xiangchen, there would no longer be a normal relationship between them.

The world sees him as one of Xu Xiangchen's enemies, a lunatic who can even give up on his own family. Except for Zhang Qingye himself, I am afraid that no one will care what choice he made. He really wants to call Xu Xiangchen, even if it is just farewell. There is a layer of glass between the two, but it seems that thousands of mountains and seas have been separated. He pressed his forehead tightly against the window, and traced the outline of the man with his fingers, but he still couldn't say it. Maybe he could see it when he woke up. Not necessarily the special painting left on the window because of the cold and breath.

Zhang Qingye whispered to himself, "Xu Xiangchen, I'm leaving."

Being dragged by the neck and thrown out of the yard, he stood up staggeringly. At that moment, his back finally seemed to be in a state of embarrassment ten years ago. He had nothing and was riddled with illnesses. Where could he go except by Xu Xiangchen's side?Lu Fengli asked him to leave, so he gave up his own home with his own hands, and because of this, he was haunted by evil spirits, his body was rotting, and his life and death were uncertain.Where else could he go?

Stumbling alone in the rain, stumbled, his festering limbs finally began to feel tired, maybe the next time he fell, he would never get up again, and he would die in this heavy rain, maybe people would find his body, maybe When Xu Xiangchen walked out of the house again, he was able to learn of his death again. The last time they knew each other's status was this kind of parting.

He must cry for himself.

The moment he fell down, a piece of meat fell off his knee, and his nasal cavity was filled with rainwater. Zhang Qingye thought, he should die farther away, he couldn't die and cause trouble to others, and he couldn't be discovered by Xu Xiangchen. So many uncomfortable things piled up in the Together, it will definitely make him more painful.

He should be more sensible, he should be more considerate of others, and he should think more about what he did wrong to end up where he is today.

Get up from the ground as if returning to the light, drown in the water, step into the woods, die there, and you will not be found for a long time, right?It would be nice if this life ended, quietly rotted in the soil, maybe a tree would grow on his body, maybe one day, if he was really lucky, he would be able to take a look from afar.

Slowly, his world became quiet, and the raindrops returned to dead silence. He seemed to have completely given up a lot, whether obsession or life, flashed before his eyes like a revolving lantern, life is too bitter, Zhang Qingye thought, even when he was dying Never want to watch it again.

The hands that had lost their warmth were soft.

In the blur of consciousness, it seemed to be moving, and the memory was finally coming to an end, Zhang Qingye pulled up his strength and breathed a sigh of relief, and threw it far away.

It was a little yellow chicken.

It is the little yellow chicken that Xu Xiangchen brought from Aunt Wang's house to make him happy. It has soft feathers and a yellow beak, the color of the sun. It is the memory he brought back from Mushi Village with a 30-year lifespan.

The little guy was soaked by the rain, and kept pecking Zhang Qingye's cheeks. Gradually, tears flowed down his face. He raised his fingers and gently stroked the gentle body of the little guy who was with him.

Otherwise, live until winter.

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On the third day after Zhang Ran's death, his body decomposed, and Zhang Qingye buried him under the peach tree in the backyard.

There is Xu Qing and an old yellow dog there.

He smiled at the peach trees in the garden, maybe the only thing missing from his family was that he hadn't returned to the soil yet.

Before he left, he didn't bring anything with him. There were not many useful things at home. Zhang Qingye hadn't used them in the game all year round. Now he didn't have any worries at all.

This time, there was no news for two years.

Maybe a lot happened during this period, or maybe no one has changed, or maybe time has changed, things are different, mountains and rivers are long and wide, Zhang Qingye has traveled a lot by himself, most of them are in the game, and a few are in the real world. The one who is most afraid of loneliness was once so scared that he could bear Zhang Ran for eight years. He was afraid of loneliness, but now he has been wandering for three years without any luggage.

Let people who are afraid of loneliness go wandering, and people will eventually change.

No one knows how everyone spends their time. Time has blurred everything, calmed down, and even the passionate feelings have finally returned to silence.

Until Zhang Qingye met Xu Xiangchen again in the game.

In the dawn of a reunion, in the morning light, the man waved at him. The person who came against the light seemed to have not changed at all, and the time seemed to be the same evening many years ago, the evening when Xu Xiangchen struck up a conversation with Zhang Qingye for the first time. The sun is so beautiful too:

"Long time no see, do you remember me?"

"My name is Xu Xiangchen."

"I remember you."

The author has something to say: Crematoriums that resume normal timelines will begin tomorrow

The memory chapter has not yet written the part where Zhang Qingye cut off the cause and effect of Xu Xiangchen. There is probably a relatively short memory before and after the ending. It is the timeline of the two meeting again and the timeline of Xu Xiangchen's death and rebirth. It is also the most sadistic and favorite in the whole book. A piece of haha, can't wait