before and after graduation

Ren Tianyu was drunk, and he thought vaguely: It is so difficult to listen to the other party's voice when you are tired, what is the point of this relationship.

Then his dull thinking nerves continued to extend in a pessimistic direction, and he began to doubt whether the relationship between himself and Wu Ziqian in the past half a year could still be called a couple.

All of this was a mess in his mind.

He lay on the edge of the wine glass, and sent Wu Ziqian a WeChat message in a daze: Let's break up.

The quiet mobile phone is like a hot potato. Ren Tianyu feels annoyed when he sees it. After sending WeChat, he throws the mobile phone aside, no longer checks it, and even gives it a look.He has always tried to be mature enough, whether it is with his family or lovers, whether it is in life or at work.But at this moment, perhaps because of the stimulation of alcohol, he didn't know why there was a resentment in his heart that couldn't be suppressed.

He drank cup by cup, not wanting to think about the little things in life.

The owner of the store hadn't seen him drinking to soothe his worries for a long time, so he was a little concerned.Sake is not as good as other wines, it is easy to drink too much and cause a hangover, so he hastened to dissuade it.

The mobile phone that was put aside vibrated, and the owner reminded the drunk Ren Tianyu, but Ren Tianyu didn't want to answer it, so he ignored it at all.

But the calls kept coming in persistently. The kind shopkeeper glanced at it, and saw that it was a call from a person named Wu Ziqian from City B. He knew in his heart: "Pick it up, what if there is something urgent?"

Ren Tianyu's head hurts, he picked it up impatiently, and asked with his tongue out, "Hello? Who is it?"

The other end of the phone was not very quiet, and there was the sound of the subway station announcement. Wu Ziqian's very anxious voice came from there: "Tianyu? What's wrong with you?"

Ren Tianyu whimpered and opened his eyes, and said irrationally, "I... I... hiccup... break up!"

"Tianyu, are you drunk?" Wu Ziqian's voice was intermittent, obviously the signal was not very good.

Ren Tianyu seemed to show all the energy he hadn't shown for many years, like an aggrieved child making trouble unreasonably: "You...you don't care if I drink or not...I want to break up."

Wu Ziqian fell silent, and the initial anxiety disappeared without a trace.

This time, Ren Tianyu became even more angry, subconsciously told him that the other party was really thinking about his proposal, and his voice raised a little unconsciously: "Let's break up now."

"Tianyu, have you made up your mind?" It took Wu Ziqian a long time to reply.

Ren Tianyu heard the other party's cold and deep voice, for some reason, his eye sockets were hot and his nose was red, and he began to cry. His voice was trembling, and he shook his head while crying: "I don't want to break up, hiccup, it's the ticket to go back tomorrow [-]." I bought them all, but now I can’t see you, what should I do...Wu Ziqian, Wu Ziqian, Wu Ziqian..."

"Tianyu?" Wu Ziqian called him.

Ren Tianyu sniffed and responded to him: "En..."

"Let's talk when you wake up, shall we?"

Ren Tianyu's head is not very bright, he can't hear Wu Ziqian's hoarse voice with tiredness at all, he just knows that Wu Ziqian didn't strongly refute his proposal to break up, nor strongly agreed with his cry of not breaking up.Soon he changed from an unreasonable child to a child who lost candy, and began to sob aggrieved.

Wu Ziqian never hung up the phone.

Ren Tianyu didn't hang up either, the two listened to each other's breathing and the different background sounds for an unknown amount of time.Ren Tianyu sat up slowly, propped his head on his hands and asked, "You... don't you like me anymore?"

Wu Ziqian sighed softly: "Ren Tianyu, I like you. I have never liked anyone else since I grew up."

Ren Tianyu didn't answer, and quietly returned to the table.

Time passed by, his eyes were red, but his crying slowly stopped.

Ren Tianyu was tired from drinking too much and crying, and fell asleep holding the phone that was still connected.The shopkeeper couldn't help sighing when he saw him, he had seen countless such scenes in this small izakaya.

Ren Tianyu's cell phone didn't have a lot of battery power, and after talking for a long time, it was about to shut down soon.

The shop owner wanted to help Ren Tianyu talk to the other party, but Ren Tianyu held on to the phone tightly. The shop manager worked hard for a long time and broke his hand hard before taking it.

"Uh...he was drunk and fell asleep," said the owner.

Wu Ziqian was stunned for a moment, and said to him warily, "Who are you?"

"Oh, I'm the owner of the izakaya." The owner replied quickly, for fear of causing any misunderstanding between the lovers, "His mobile phone is about to run out of battery, I'm afraid you are in a hurry."

Wu Ziqian: "Sorry, my boyfriend has caused you trouble, can you please call a car for him? I'll add your WeChat and transfer the money to you."

"it is good."

"Can you please put the phone back in his hand?"

"Okay, but the phone is going to be turned off." The shopkeeper looked at Ren Tianyu's phone.

"I want to hear his voice a little longer."

Wu Ziqian's voice was very soft, slowly blending into this lonely and strange city.