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Mei Yanyu was in a hurry to ask for a photo, so Zhou Shangli had to work overtime and promised to pick it up in two days. Jiang Ge was very conflicted. He wanted to accompany Zhou Shangli. He had never met such a person as Zhou Shangli. Sunshine, loves to laugh, His whole body is full of artistic atmosphere, and there are imperceptible traces left by the years on Zhou Shangli's body, so he fell in love with him at the first sight. In his eyes, he was just a child, and his company was useless.

Mei Yanyu stood at the door, looking at Jiang Gejin's reluctance, his eyes were as cold as the piercing cold wind in deep winter, Jiang Gejin turned his head, shivering involuntarily, Mei Yanyu turned around gone.

"Hey, Zhou Shangli." Jiang Gejin and others turned their heads and asked, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"Go and accompany the person you should accompany." Zhou Shangli shook his arms and said goodbye mercilessly.

Jiang Gejin suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried after Mei Yanyu. Fortunately, Mei Yanyu stood by the roadside and did not leave. Jiang Gejin asked with a smile, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something before going back?"

Mei Yanyu said indifferently, "No need."

"Then I'll take you back." Jiang Gejin said as he reached out to stop the car.

The car stopped, but Mei Yanyu didn't let him take it off. He wanted to follow him shamelessly, but was nailed in place by Mei Yanyu's knife. When the car went away, Jiang Gejin scratched his head. Unflattering.

Before it was time to get off work, Zhou Shangli drove the three girls away, closed the door, and worked overtime in the studio alone. In fact, there was nothing to work overtime. There were so many things to do, and trying to appear busy was just to divert attention.

Seeing that Daoxiang and Yu were closed, Zhou Shangli walked in slowly. Li Wei was counting the day's income behind the cash register. Seeing Zhou Shangli, he immediately asked, "Brother Zhou, are you still here?"

Zhou Shangli nodded, Li Wei saw that he was not in good spirits, and asked with concern: "Are you and the boss okay?"

Zhou Shangli shook his head and asked, "Has he contacted you?"

"Me?" Li Wei was a little strange, "If he retreats, he won't contact other people, but at least he will contact you."

Zhou Shangli smiled wryly, looked at the paintings on the wall, moved the stool and stood on it and began to demolish it without saying a word, Li Wei was taken aback, a breakup wouldn't result in the demolition of the shop, right?He didn't know whether to stop it or not, it was a personal grievance.

Seeing him staring at him with his mouth open, Zhou Shangli commanded, "Why are you standing there? Help me when you're done."

Li Wei tentatively asked while moving: "Why did you tear it up?"

"Re-paste a new one."

Li Wei breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly tore it up with his hands and feet. After a while, the dismantling was completed. When Zhou Shangli brought a new one, he was busy again. Finally, he was done. Zhou Shangli told Li Wei to go back and rest quickly, and he would do the rest.

Xiao Qiuyuan was holding a plate, smiling at the camera, next to it was an introduction to the dishes in the store, the poster was good, Xiao Qiuyuan looked like a living person, Zhou Shangli reached out to touch his smile, it was unspeakably uncomfortable.

After passing the security booth, the security guard greeted with a smile: "Mr. Zhou is back."

Zhou Shangli nodded in response with a smile, and the security guard said, "Mr. Xiao also came back just now, and asked if you were back."

When Zhou Shangli heard it, he didn't have time to say goodbye, so he ran home and opened the door. Xiao Qiuyuan was sitting on the sofa, as haggard and decadent as him, and all the flesh he had worked so hard to grow was consumed in just a few days.

The two looked at each other for a long time with bloodshot eyes, and Zhou Shangli asked in a hoarse voice, "Where have you been?"

"Outskirts."

"Where is the suburb?"

Xiao Qiuyuan opened his mouth, and still said two words: "West of the city."

"Where is the west of the city?"

"It's the west of the city."

Zhou Shangli was furious: "I've searched all over the city, south, north, west, and east of the city! You give me the word Chengxi! Are you looking for ghosts!"

Xiao Qiuyuan didn't speak, and Zhou Shangli took a few steps forward, even more angrily: "Didn't you hear me when I left you a message? I called the police, and I begged you to call me back, didn't you hear? Why are you doing this!"

"Let's separate." Xiao Qiuyuan said.

Zhou Shangli's anger disappeared all of a sudden, he thought it was his roar that made him deaf, "What?"

Xiao Qiuyuan lowered his head, said calmly and coldly: "I say let's break up."

Zhou Shangli was sure that he heard correctly, the anger, confusion and even the sadness that he didn't have time to feel were no longer important, he also replied in a calm and indifferent tone: "Okay."

The rustling sound of the leaves being blown by the wind outside the window came in through the half-open window, and was merged by the silence inside. The silence was like a black hole that could swallow everything, sucking the soul away. Zhou Shangli stood numbly, and it took him a long time to feel You should leave, after all, this is Xiao Qiuyuan's home, and he doesn't belong here anymore.

If his soul still exists in his body, he should pack up his things, return the keys, and say something to show his open-mindedness, such as wishing Xiao Qiuyuan a better partner, such as making a summary of the time they spent together, Give some examples of two people who are not suitable for being together, self-reflection, and also put forward some suggestions for Xiao Qiuyuan's shortcomings, so as to draw a perfect end to this relationship.

But when he got downstairs, Zhou Shangli couldn't think of anything he needed to reflect on. As a boyfriend, is he not good enough?Apart from being sick, Xiao Qiuyuan is also very well. Since they are all very well, why did they break up?

He couldn't think of a reason to break up, except for Xiao Qiuyuan's illness, they are very suitable for each other, but there is no one in this world who is not sick, there is no need to break up because of Xiao Qiuyuan's illness, so he wanted to break up, but he didn't Illness, should not agree to break up, Xiao Qiuyuan proposed to break up because of illness, Xiao Qiuyuan was sick... Zhou Shangli turned around and ran back.

The door was open, just like when he left, Xiao Qiuyuan was standing in front of the window, with his forehead pressed against the cold glass, water droplets on the glass were sliding down, his thin shoulders shrugged slightly, when he heard footsteps, Xiao Qiuyuan turned his head , those eyes that made him sink were full of sadness, which made his heart clenched together.

Xiao Qiuyuan stretched out his hand, Zhou Shangli walked over and hugged him.

Zhou Shangli said: "If there is a next time, I really won't come back."

Xiao Qiuyuan hugged Zhou Shangli tightly, choked with sobs and said: "I told you to come back, I told you not to go, only I heard my shout, the moment you went out, my heart was broken."

It was not only Xiao Qiuyuan who was heartbroken, Zhou Shangli felt Xiao Qiuyuan's body temperature, and all the sounds appeared in his mind, the sound of the wind blowing the leaves, the laughter of the children in the building opposite, the sound of fighting on the TV next door, the quietness was suddenly overwhelmed. Breaking through, the black hole was sealed, his body became warm, and the surroundings became lively, he hugged Xiao Qiuyuan, and his life came alive again.

Zhou Shangli said: "For a moment I thought I was going to drift again."

"I'm sorry, I swear, I will always give you a home." Xiao Qiuyuan raised his hand and stretched out three fingers, "Unless I die."

Zhou Shangli held his sworn hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, and asked softly, "How are you these days?"

"Every day is in hell." Xiao Qiuyuan said pitifully, making the listeners feel sad.

Zhou Shangli pulled him to sit down, and said with distress and reproach: "You can't help but not return my call."

Xiao Qiuyuan looked at Zhou Shangli, hesitated apologetically, and said after a while: "I'm afraid that if I call back, I won't be able to let go."

"why?"

In Xiao Qiuyuan's sunken eye sockets, those eyes stared straight at Zhou Shangli. Zhou Shangli couldn't stand his eyes the most. When looking directly at these eyes, Zhou Shangli could understand all the emotions in them. , at this moment is the pain that is difficult to speak.

Zhou Shangli decided not to be hindered by this kind of pain. Xiao Qiuyuan's hard-to-talk pain may be an old disease that he has never really healed. Once touched, blood will drip.Zhou Shangli decided to tear up this scar to let the blood flow happily. Treating a special old injury may not be a good way, maybe tearing it up and re-treating it will have a more unexpected effect. Qiu Yuan said that he was a different doctor.

"Tell me, why?" Zhou Shangli looked at Xiao Qiuyuan closely, "I guess, because of Ah Xun?"

Xiao Qiuyuan's eyes flickered for a moment, he didn't open his eyes, stayed for a while, and opened his mouth, the words that came out surprised Zhou Shangli, Xiao Qiuyuan said: "A Xun is dead."

"When?" Zhou Shangli immediately thought that Xiao Qiuyuan was going to attend Ah Xun's funeral these few days.

"Three years ago." Xiao Qiuyuan raised his head and sighed, "I committed suicide."

Zhou Shangli was even more astonished. This was different from what he thought. He thought that when Ah Xun left Xiao Qiuyuan, a relationship came to an end. He made a cool U-turn and stood there waiting. That's why Xiao Qiuyuan was depressed and in pain. It will stop abruptly as soon as it is mentioned.

Unforgettable emotional injury is one of the most direct ways to destroy a person. Zhou Shangli has encountered many examples, self-harm, suicide, depression, and even crimes, but he never thought that Xiao Qiuyuan's emotional injury is widowed .

He couldn't even answer "Why did he commit suicide?" He understood that Xiao Qiuyuan loved Ah Xun so much. The love of Xiao Qiuyuan, who was still young and passionate at that time, was hotter than that of Xiao Qiuyuan at any time.

"I, I didn't expect..." Zhou Shangli had a soldier with a fighting spirit rushing up with a shield, but he didn't expect that the other party was using a cannon, and only surrendered, "If you..."

Xiao Qiuyuan smiled at him, stopped him from talking, and asked, "Can I hug you and talk?"

Zhou Shangli lifted his arm, tucked himself into his arms, and became an obedient listener.

"We planned everything, and it went smoothly. It's ridiculous that I ignored the biggest problem. Since I was a child, my parents spoiled me a lot, and I developed a lot of bad habits. One of them is to cut first and play later. I don't know if she is How do I know, she came to look for Ah Xun, I don’t know what she said, she is a lawyer, and she is also a victorious general, she knows how to attack people’s hearts, maybe she used both soft and hard methods, she succeeded, Ah Xun left me as she wished .”

Xiao Qiuyuan suddenly grabbed Zhou Shangli's hand tightly, and continued after a while: "That night, I was called home by her, we had a showdown, and we had a big fight, she wouldn't let me go out, I'm over 20 An adult who was [-] years old was put under house arrest by her, she is so strong, maybe I am too weak..."

Zhou Shangli thought of himself, his orientation was not recognized by his family, he left home angrily, and wandered all these years. He always wondered if it would be possible for him to not have to wander for so many years if he changed the way of talking to his parents at that time. Maybe Xiao Qiuyuan was also Think so.

"I always naively want to talk to her and let her understand that this is something that cannot be changed. I think I have a lot of time to deal with this matter," Xiao Qiuyuan always held Zhou Shangli's hand tightly. Hand, "In the middle of the night, I received a call from Ah Xun. He didn't sound like anything was wrong. Instead, he comforted me not to worry, not to be rash, and to communicate with my parents. We talked a lot, and I promised repeatedly that I would deal with it quickly. He Said it didn't matter."

"It doesn't matter, he said, the weather forecast says it will be sunny. Standing in front of the window of our room, we can see the sun rising from the mountains in the distance. How hopeful." Xiao Qiuyuan smiled wryly, "You know, those who study art always He can say some words that touch all things. He said that the sun is the most stubborn and ruthless thing. No matter what happens in the world or who disappears, it will not affect its radiance. I heard that he scolded me, but he Say, Akihara, starting tomorrow, the weather will be more and more sunny, you have to be like the weather."

If it was Zhou Shangli, he would have heard that something was wrong with Ah Xun at this moment, especially at such a special time, but Xiao Qiuyuan, who was used to getting along with Ah Xun, didn't think there was anything wrong, as he said, learning Art always loves emotion.

Xiao Qiuyuan took a deep breath, and pressed his chin on Zhou Shangli's forehead, Zhou Shangli heard him swallowing tears, he said: "Before he left this world, he only bid farewell to me, but I thought he was feeling emotional."

Zhou Shangli pressed against Xiao Qiuyuan, feeling his pain very clearly, his trembling body made Zhou Shangli's heart feel extremely uncomfortable, Zhou Shangli straightened up and hugged Xiao Qiuyuan in his arms.

"My mother killed my lover!" Xiao Qiuyuan said this hoarsely and broke down in tears.

The two most important people in his life were lost. Zhou Shangli had no such experience, but he understood this feeling. He loved Xiao Qiuyuan, and this feeling was more profound to him. Hearing Xiao Qiuyuan's cry, Zhou Shangli Even breathing is painful.

Xiao Qiuyuan couldn't forgive his mother, but he couldn't hate her, he hated himself, he took all the responsibilities on himself, was oppressed every day, he wasn't crazy, he was depressed, he was being tortured by this every day and night Tortured by self-blame and pain, he couldn't die because Ah Xun wanted him to live.

Zhou Shangli couldn't imagine how Xiao Qiuyuan came here in the past three years. Before he met him, it should be said that before he said it, Xiao Qiuyuan lived a bloody life every day.

Xiao Qiuyuan was unable to utter a sentence until he took a few deep breaths and said, "I'm afraid. My sister forced me to let you meet her. I'm afraid that I will kill you too!"

Zhou Shangli asked, "Is that why you want to break up with me?"

"Compared to you alive, being apart is nothing, at least I can still see you." Xiao Qiuyuan asked with red eyes, "Am I very weak?"

Zhou Shangli shook his head, "It's true that you underestimate me."

Xiao Qiuyuan said: "I always want to protect you, but I can't seem to do it. You were smashed by the door frame. I watched helplessly. She wanted to come to see you. I can't do anything. I can't hide you. I can't always guard you. This door, I..."

"Xiao Qiuyuan." Zhou Shangli said seriously, "Don't underestimate me, okay?"

"I want to see her." Zhou Shangli said, Xiao Qiuyuan was about to shake his head, Zhou Shangli held his face and said firmly: "I want her to know that no one can stop us from being together, we will always be together Together, we have a family, have friends, eat and work, travel and live, and live like any family.”

Xiao Qiuyuan stared at him for a while, then said: "I want to kiss you."

Zhou Shangli held his face and kissed it, and he wanted to kiss him too.