Rebel Cultivation Guide [Transmigration Book]

"Could it be that in your heart, I have always been a child?"

From the self-repression after recognizing my heart to the guilt and suffocation after unintentionally going out of line today, maybe I have endured it for too long, and all my emotions have been internalized and mixed to fill up a big balloon.

The sweetheart's disapproval is the needle that popped the balloon.

And once the balloon is broken, those bound things will escape to the wide free world desperately, and they will never be taken back.

Once the late rebellious period arrives, it will be like a tsunami that will overwhelm people.

It is said that people are not afraid of anything when they are angry. Liuli tightly grasped Feng Xiwu's sleeves, and her five fingers almost scratched the clothes. She said aggressively: "So what about the child? Don’t you have to take it seriously?”

Feng Xiwu: "...you know, I didn't mean that."

"You are!"

As soon as she got angry, Liuli began to drop golden beans uncontrollably, and when she cried, she became more like a willful and ignorant child.How can a drunk person prove that he is not drunk?How does Liuli, who is prone to crying, prove her maturity?

Liuli encountered one of the top ten problems in her life and couldn't think of a solution, her tears flowed even more violently.

Feng Xiwu's hand moved slightly, and the arc seemed to be lifted up to wipe the tears on Liuli's cheeks, but before she lifted it completely, she gave up.

She didn't touch Liuli, but looked at the crying Liuli with an elder's attitude.

Feng Xiwu gently pulled back his sleeves, his eyes were deep, as if implying something: "You should calm down."

"Why am I calm? Why didn't you make it clear?" Liuli held on tightly and refused to let go, suddenly lowered her voice, "You think, kids...wouldn't fall in love with people they shouldn't like?"

Feng Xiwu pulled back his sleeve abruptly, and Feng Xiwu, who would never back down even half a step in the face of a strong enemy, actually took a step back amidst the threatening voice of his apprentice!

"Enough!" Feng Xiwu's tone finally became severe, "Do you know what you're talking about!"

Of course Liuli knew what she was talking about, and she even knew that what she was doing was wrong.

Half a day ago, she decided that it was enough to just silently like Feng Xiwu, but in the end she found that people are indeed greedy, and if there is one ten thousandth hope, they will chase desperately like moths to a flame.

Feng Xiwu's patience gave her hope.

Look, she didn't hate herself after knowing what she was thinking, as she feared most.

So Liuli made an inch of progress, relying on her indulgence to her, Liuli began to test her bottom line little by little.

The sound of her heartbeat became more and more intense, and when she was extremely excited, Liuli calmed down instead.

She even showed a relaxed smile on her back, pouring out all her thoughts, not bad.

"I know, Master. "I just want to ask you, what does it mean for a disciple to like his master?"

"...An unethical thing should be cast aside by everyone."

"Are you disgusted too?"

"..."

Liuli laughed again.

Under Feng Xiwu's disbelieving and resisting eyes, Liuli tore the window paper.

"What if an ignorant child in your eyes fell in love with you? I mean, what if I... fell in love with you, Master?"

Feng Xiwu slowly closed his eyes, as if he was struggling with something in his heart.

Liuli laughed self-deprecatingly: "Isn't the master curious about what I saw on the road of trial? I saw the fake master and knew my intentions. She hates me and stays away from me... just like I am her." A lingering blot on my life."

Feng Xiwu's hands trembled slightly.

Liuli asked cautiously: "Master, do you really think so?"

Feng Xiwu didn't answer the question.

When she opened her eyes again, Liuli's heart slowly cooled down.

Feng Xiwu said: "You are ignorant, and I don't blame you as a teacher. It is the teacher's fault to lead you on the wrong path. From now on... the teacher will lead you back to the right path."

"The righteous way?" Liuli smiled wryly, "What is the right way? We masters and apprentices should abide by the rules and just be masters and apprentices? I obviously like the master, and the master already knows it, but he wants me to suppress my heart and be a Are you a good disciple who is self-denying and respectful?"

"You are young……"

"I'm not young anymore!" Liuli broke the jar and dared to vent to Feng Xiwu, "You obviously said before that I have grown up, why are you still using this reason to reject me now?!"

Liuli pointed to her heart: "How can you doubt my seriousness? Master, we have the same heart bell, come and feel my heart!"

She opened her heart unilaterally.

But Liuli didn't know that Feng Xiwu was also in pain when she felt pain because she didn't get a response to her wishes and was even belittled.

But Feng Xiwu won't say it, and she will never say it.

Feng Xiwu smoothed her crumpled sleeves, frowned her beautiful eyebrows slightly, with a bit of helplessness, guilt and annoyance, she said: "Then what do you want to be a teacher?"

Yeah, she lifted the lid of the pot here, and wanted to see what was in the pot?

Is it for her to accept herself?

Or do you want her to scold herself severely, so that she can completely die of this heart?

Liuli didn't dare to think about the former, and Liuli didn't want to think about the latter.

Lucy closed her eyes in pain.

Suddenly there was a tingling pain in the palm, it turned out that it was just too tight, the nail cut the palm, soaked in sweat, and the stinging pain.

This pain flowed directly into the heart along the blood vessels, which made Liuli's heart ache.

"I have no idea."

Liuli shook her head and muttered to herself.

Feng Xiwu's rhetorical question was like a basin of cold water, finally extinguishing the urge to burn the glass to the top.

It is impossible for Feng Xiwu to just accept herself like this - even if she doesn't want to admit it anymore, Liuli has to admit it.

So the biggest possibility is that the two of them will completely tear their skins apart, and they will be separated from each other from now on, and they will never cross the threshold again.

She would be hated and abandoned—this idea suddenly firmly occupied Liuli's mind.

A fiery and excited heart suddenly panicked and frightened.

People who meet love for the first time often have no way to control the involuntary feelings that arise from the bottom of their hearts. Every move of the sweetheart will lead to the beating of the heart. Being disgusted and kept away are the things that the heart fears the most.

Feng Xiwu clearly felt the ever-changing mood.

But as she asked rhetorically, how could she deal with it?

It is the most reasonable, the best for the two of them to let Liuli stop thinking about it, and let her stop this unethical thought.

So Feng Xiwu took another step back: "Liuli, calm down."

Liuli opened her mouth, her voice trembling slightly: "...Where are you going?"

"It's safe here, you can handle it yourself. As a teacher... one step ahead."

It didn't take long for the concentric bell to hold back, but Liuli knew that it might not be time to use it again in a short time.

After all, she crossed the line impulsively, revealing everything, knowing that she couldn't do it, how could she expect Feng Xiwu to tolerate her self-willedness and rudeness again and again.

Feng Xiwu took one last look at her, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it after all.

Turning his back, Feng Xiwu walked outside.

Liuli couldn't help but took half a step after her figure - after only half a step, she didn't dare to move again.

Everything today is messy enough.

Liuli stiffened her body, forgetting herself for a moment, looking at the place where Feng Xiwu disappeared, unable to recover for a long time.

It wasn't until Ye Zhen Zhen patted her shoulder that Liu Li was shocked, woke up from the restless struggle, looked at Ye Zhen Zhen in a daze, shrugged her shoulders and said nothing.

"What's wrong with you?" Ye Zhen Zhen saw something wrong with Liu Li, and suddenly became nervous, "Are you in danger?"

Liuli choked up, "It's quite dangerous."

If one is not careful, the master-student relationship may be completely broken.

"Could it be that there are living creatures in this secret territory?" Ye Zhenzhen quickly drew out her sword, put her back against Liuli in a defensive posture, looked out, suddenly frowned, pulled Liuli and walked out, "No, Lin Mengxian is still practicing, Let's go and have a look!"

"Nah!"

Liuli couldn't help but hold back Ye Zhenzhen, pulled her to a stop, and said: "There are no living things in here except us, I think it's a bit dangerous because of other things."

"You scared me to death." Ye Zhen Zhen breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter? By the way, where is Master Feng? Isn't she with you?"

Liuli held back the emotion that almost collapsed for a moment, and the flesh of her mouth and chin couldn't help shaking, and it took a while for her to regain her composure.

"She thought it was safe here, so she left first."

"Oh." Ye Zhenzhen didn't think it was strange, but rather agreed, "Renren Feng dotes on you too much, this kind of experience is our own business, why bother Master Feng all the time."

Liuli: "..."

"What's wrong with you?" Ye Zhen Zhen was startled when she turned to look at Liu Li's face.

Liuli couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Ye Zhenzhen and cried bitterly: "I'm sorry!"

"???" Ye Zhen Zhen was very shocked and a little flustered, no matter who she was with, this was the first time she had encountered such a thing.

Ye Zhenzhen stretched out her hand a little unskillfully, racking her brains to recall how the little sister from another family comforted her good friend, and imitated bang bang patting Liuli's back, "Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry. I'm sorry for what you did My business? Forget it, tell me, I don’t even bother with you, do I?”

Liuli cried even harder: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm such a jerk..."

Although Liuli was crying miserably, Ye Zhenzhen couldn't help but said: "You are really an asshole..."

Liuli: "Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah—"

Ye Zhen Zhen: "...What the hell did you do?!"

Liuli cried and said, her voice was ambiguous and heartbroken: "I broke the heart of a person who is very, very good to me, I'm too selfish, woo woo woo!"

"You betrayed her?" Ye Zhen Zhen frowned, "Are you talking about me?"

Liuli: "...No."

"Then you hit her?"

"no."

"Then what's wrong with you, tell me quickly!"

I liked her without authorization, and I disregarded her wishes and revealed everything!

Liuli burst into tears, and suddenly asked: "You used to like Long Jingxing, did you feel particularly sad when you were rejected?"

Ye Zhen Zhen: "I have never been rejected."

Liuli: "..."

I almost forgot that even for women he doesn't like, Long Jingxing's attitude is still: don't accept, refuse, or be responsible.

Liuli asked another way: "Why is love so painful?"

Ye Zhen Zhen seemed to understand what she was worrying about, she pushed Liu Li away, smiled contemptuously, and said, "Except for the fact that Long Jing Xing disappointed me after his temperament changed, I never felt that he made me suffer before. If I like him, I will fight for him and perform. I am willing to treat him well, and I am willing to tell everyone that I like this person. All of these are all voluntary. I like him. If I don’t accept me because he doesn’t like me, I will I have to give up my feelings, so what kind of love is that? My feelings are my own, and I can only decide whether to stay or not!"

Ye Zhen Zhen's voice was sonorous and powerful, like a strong wind, clearing away the confusion in Liu Li's heart.

Sure enough, we should listen to the experience of our predecessors!

With tears in her eyes, Liu Li held Ye Zhen Zhen's hands tightly and continued to ask for advice: "What if the other party hates you?"

"..." Ye Zhen Zhen frowned, "He should be the one who is troubled, anyway, I don't hate him, I like him, of course I am happy to be close to him. As long as he doesn't say it clearly, people's hearts are in the belly , I don’t know what he’s thinking.”

Liuli: "I also want to know what the other party thinks."

Ye Zhen Zhen agreed: "That's right, what I hate the most is that some people hide and hide, he doesn't say anything, I don't know what he really thinks."

Liuli Yanyan said: "I can show her my heart, but I can't fathom her heart."

Ye Zhen Zhen became angry when she thought of Long Jing Xing, and couldn't help cursing: "I was stupid before, I couldn't see it, but now that I think about it, he didn't say anything clearly, it must have some strange thoughts, otherwise why Can't be more direct? I think Long Jingxing just wants to hang me, just in case!"

"My side, it's not like this..." Liuli smiled awkwardly.

Ye Zhen Zhen looked at her: "No way? Are you sure who he is?"

"Yes, she is a very, very good person. She has always treated me with sincerity, cared for me, and tolerated me. She pursues the great way, is very talented, and does not mess around with feelings. It's just that I can't see through her...I express my heart , she was unwilling to accept it, but she was not as disgusting and severe as I expected, and I wanted to ask her exactly what she thought of me, but she refused to answer."

Ye Zhen Zhen awakened the dreamer: "Maybe he also likes you a little bit, but there is something difficult about it, maybe he is being hunted down by his enemies or something, I'm afraid it will drag you down."

Liuli's heart suddenly jumped wildly because of some kind of luck, and her face remained calm: "...This is not possible."

"Tsk." Ye Zhenzhen was made a little dizzy by her, "I really don't understand you, forget it, don't ask me, I liked that one person before, and I failed like that. By the way, I suddenly remembered that I haven't Let me ask you, who is this person you are talking about? Huh..."

She remembered those descriptors used by Liuli.

Very, very nice, treats people sincerely, takes care of her, tolerates her, pursues the way, is very talented, and does not mess with feelings...

Suddenly frightened, Ye Zhenzhen shook off Liuli's hand, took a big step back, raised her eyebrows, and didn't know where to move her hands for a while, she said fiercely: "You must be talking about me, right?! ! Did you say those words before to test my attitude?!"

Liuli: "...huh?"

"Okay!" Ye Zhen Zhen was so angry that she clenched her fists, "No wonder I felt that you suddenly changed your temper last year, sticky and inconsiderate, do you have evil intentions towards me??!"

Liuli: "I'm not, I didn't, don't talk nonsense!!!"

The author has something to say: Liuli: Thanks to 36281150 for the landmines, and thanks to kirawolf and Xiaoxiazi for the nutrient solution.Why does love make Ri so painful and happy~