Dark Star Field [Interstellar]

The endless dreams are like a black vortex, dragging the body down.

When he was about to fall to the bottom, his body shook suddenly.The heartbeat pounded heavily in his chest, one after another, knocking Xue Yelai into reality.

Just like the night before, it was still raining outside the window, and Bai Yang was still sitting quietly beside the bed.Xue Yelai didn't know for a while whether he really woke up or returned to last night in a dream.

"You fainted in that alley. Do you still remember?" Bai Yang seemed to see his confusion, and gave him the answer, "I brought you back, you slept all day."

Xue Yelai looked sadly and nodded.

"When the doctor asked the reason, I didn't mention your reaction at that time." Bai Yang hesitated, "At that time, your mood changed drastically. Did something happen?"

Xue Yelai sighed blankly, "Bai Yang, I can't remember."

Bai Yang blinked his eyes puzzled.

"I can't remember." Xue Yelai raised his hands in frustration and covered his face, "I have been to that place and saw terrible things there. I saw it again in a dream just now. But once When I woke up, I couldn't remember what it was."

The moment I woke up, everything in the dream was still vivid in my mind, but in the blink of an eye, it disappeared like an ebbing tide.

Not only that, there were many other things that confused him.

The mother who had passed away very early, but still appeared in his childhood memories.

Two women who seem unrelated yet seem related.

The secret that was once hidden in the back garden of the family...

"Something must have happened to our family in the past. What should we do, Bai Yang? I should know everything, but I can't remember anything."

"Then don't think about it." Bai Yang held his hand, "No matter what it is, it has already passed."

Bai Yang was trying to comfort him.But the indifference in the tone made this sentence somewhat insincere.

"It's already passed, so it doesn't matter anymore?" Xue Yelai smiled bitterly and looked at the other party, "You don't believe this sentence yourself, so why bother to persuade me."

Bai Yang lowered his eyelashes silently.Indeed, he is a person trapped in the "past", and he has no position to persuade others to let go of the past.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me. It may be because of the fever." Xue Yelai shrank weakly under the quilt, "Bai Yang, will I have a nervous breakdown?"

The mind of a sage is loaded with powerful spiritual power, and needs a matching sturdy body as a container.If the body is not in good condition, the spirit will also be in trouble.In the past, in the school, every year there would be several students who had a nervous breakdown due to illness and had to suspend school.

Bai Yang pursed his lips, but stopped talking.Xue Yelai at this moment is fragile, so fragile that he doesn't know how to protect it.

I don't know how to comfort, but I hope to give comfort.In such a mood, he almost instinctively made an animal move: he lowered his head and touched Xue Yelai's face with his lips.

It was said to be a touch, but in fact it was not really touched, only the breath swept over.The side of Xue Yelai's face was stained with a trace of cool moisture, like a lick from a large dog.

Bai Yang is a person who is not good at expressing his feelings.When such a person occasionally exudes unrefined tenderness, there is an irresistible charm.

Xue Yelai's head was hot, but before he could react, his hands had already hugged Bai Yang's back of the head.Bai Yang's posture of bowing his head was caught by him, and he didn't have time to stop it, and unexpectedly pressed against the other's lips.

For two people, this is the first kiss without compromise.

However, at the moment when it happened, Xue Yelai didn't think it was a kiss, but it was more like two little beasts biting each other.I didn't feel very emotional, just gnawed very hard.

It took Bai Yang a long time to break free from his grasp, and there were clear tooth marks on the corners of his mouth, and his originally thin lips turned whiter.

Xue Yelai was stunned for a while, and his consciousness returned to his dazed brain along with the oxygen molecules.Bai Yang had already walked away, leaving him to digest the air in the room alone.

The sound of rain outside the window made the room extraordinarily quiet.Xue Yelai rubbed his head, and only then did he fully understand what he had just done.There was a faint fishy sweetness lingering on the tip of the tongue, which was the taste of blood. I don't know which of the two of them had their lips bitten.

I wiped it between my lips and tongue with my fingertips, and took a closer look, and it seemed that there was a slight redness.An indescribable excitement slipped through Xue Yelai's heart inexplicably, like a drop of water dripping across a leaf, leaving behind a strange trembling, and even the air rippled.

He had a similar feeling once.

That was the scene where they met on the balcony during the rehearsal of "Romeo and Juliet".The teenager who played Romeo climbed a prop tree, and his Juliet stood on the small balcony of the set on the second floor and said a long monologue:

"ORomeo, wherefore artthou Romeo

(Oh, Romeo, why are you Romeo?)

Denythyfatherandrefusethyname.

(Deny your father, give up your last name.)

......"

At that moment, he might have entered the play, and when he saw the boy struggling to climb up the tree, he was suddenly touched: If it were really two people who loved each other deeply, when they abandoned their family and surname for love, their hearts would be filled with tears. What courage and sweetness?Holding my son's hand, although there are tens of thousands of people, I will go.

Later, the young man wanted to date him in private, and took great pains to move to the small balcony of the set in the play.Xue Yelai took a look at it from afar, but suddenly lost interest.He doesn't hate each other, and he can also let himself take the role during the performance.But acting is acting, no matter how touching the character's emotions are, once the play is out, when you look back, you'll just lose interest.

So he patted the young man's shoulder with the tattooed hand, and half-jokingly and half-seriously rejected the rose offered by the other party: "It's enough for me to play Juliet in reverse, but I don't want to be a part of a lifetime of bitterness." main character."

Then turn around and leave without giving the other party any room for reverie.

He has been liked by many people, and his heart is a little numb because of this.But from that time on, he began to hope that he would like someone.Because when you really like someone, all your longings and fantasies about love will have a real support, not a vain monologue.

Has he fallen in love with Bai Yang now?

Suddenly regaining consciousness from the memory, Xue Yelai suddenly realized that Bai Yang seemed to have been out for a long time.

"Bai Yang?" Xue Yelai called out of the bedroom.

No response.There were no lights on outside, and it was pitch black.