15 years in business

Under the influence of the drug, Ninagawa entered a deep dream.

The dream was golden, he stepped on the dead leaves of the sycamore tree step by step, and the man in the distance sat on the ground, holding a thin boy in his arms.

Seeing Ninagawa, Li Yu shook the lover in his arms, "Get up first."

Ninagawa recognized that it was her 16-year-old self, he yawned sleepily, and grabbed Li Yu's shoulder coquettishly: "I don't want it, I want you."

"Be obedient." Li Yu lovingly kissed the boy's cheek.

Ningagawa actually became jealous of himself for no reason, he stepped on the dead leaves and leaned forward, begging in a good voice: "Just let me stay with him for a while."

"It's done, just for a while." The young man stretched his waist, like a proud cat, lightly jumped out of Li Yu's embrace, and walked away slowly.

Ningagawa watched him leave greedily, touched her growing belly, and said with a lonely expression, "I dare not dance like him."

Li Yu's appearance now is no different from that of five years ago, except for the growing hostility between his brows.

He sat quietly among the dead leaves on the ground, pointing to his empty arms: "Come here, I'll hold you."

Ninagawa squatted down little by little, moved to his chest with great effort, and hugged his waist full of attachment.

After a while, Ninagawa asked softly, "Why are you treating me so badly now?"

Li Yu picked up a strand of his long hair and played with it: "Work is very busy, interpersonal relationships are chaotic, accidents happen one after another, plans can't keep up with changes... I am very upset, and I don't want to go to others to vent, I think I can forgive you, But..."

Ninagawa looked up at him sadly.

Li Yu covered his eyes with his hands, and turned his gaze elsewhere: "Don't look at me like that."

"I've never liked other men, I only like yours." Ninagawa said aggrievedly, "But what about you? Always with others..."

Li Yu didn't dare to listen anymore, so he had to interrupt him: "I understand, it's all my fault."

"You don't understand anything!", Ninagawa became impatient, and pushed his hand away, just about to kiss him, but missed a step and bumped into the trunk of the sycamore tree.

He turned around and saw that his 16-year-old self was back in Li Yu's arms. They were kissing, but halfway through the kiss they suddenly separated.

As if they had discovered the intruder, they looked at Ninagawa tacitly at the same time, and said in unison: "Wake up."

wake up.

Ninagawa opened her eyes.

He is not fully awake yet, and it seems that he can still see Li Yu. He and his 16-year-old self embrace each other and fall into the past after another, and the black and white memories have color again——

Sea water, crows, sycamore, gac music, fireworks, citrus, orchids, Buddha... These old things rushed to my heart, pushing each other noisily, squeezing each other wantonly...

Ninagawa couldn't bear it anymore, and frowned and cried out loudly.

Bian Yun responded the fastest: "Third Brother!"

Ninagawa called out a name with tears in her eyes: "Li Yu."

Lu Zhan signaled the others to back off, squatted halfway beside the bed, and comforted him softly: "Li Yu is not here, it's all right, it's over."

He and Xue Xing said at the same time: "It's a little girl."

Xue Xing raised his eyebrows triumphantly: "Such a tacit understanding?"

Lu Zhan: "Hey..."

"Girl." Ninagawa's tone was flat, and she couldn't tell whether she was happy or unhappy, "Then I would rather she be like Li Yu, and it would be too bad for her to be like me."

Fang Jia said inappropriately: "He is outside, do you want to see him?"

Ninagawa's expression suddenly became terrified: "No!"

He turned over and struggled to get out of the bed. Lu Zhan rushed forward, grabbed a pull ring at the head of the bed, and clasped Ninagawa's glove inside.

Ningagawa raised her head and kept begging: "Don't let Li Yu in, I don't want to see him."

His current state was far from his usual state. Bian Yun and Fang Jia took a step back in fright. Xue Xing didn't know what was wrong with Ninagawa, so he tightly shut his mouth and dared not make a sound.

Ninagawa found himself handcuffed and did not protest. He looked around helplessly and sadly, and murmured, "Please, please..."

Lu Zhan pushed away three stunned teammates, stepped forward to hug Ninagawa, and patted him on the back like coaxing a child: "Okay, if you don't see it, you won't see it, don't be afraid, nothing will happen, nothing will happen, don't worry .”

"Well... I don't want to see him." Ninagawa murmured, "He treats me badly, I don't want to see him anymore..."

Ninagawa kept looking at the closed door, as if it was the last barrier that could protect him.

On the other side of the door, Jiang Yun had just washed off the blood on her hands: "The baby is born, girl, the indicators are normal, and it will be sent to the neonatology department for observation for a few days."

Zhan Fengyue flew all the way here and waited all night tensely. When she heard that the child was fine, her eyes turned red. She clasped her hands together, turned her back and repeated silently: "Bodhisattva bless you, Bodhisattva bless you..."

Li Yu couldn't wait to ask: "What about him?"

"My life was saved, but due to the long time of anesthesia, my cognitive function may be affected after waking up." Jiang Yun replied.

For the first time, there was deep fear in Li Yu's eyes: "What does that mean?"

Jiang Yun: "It means that the cognitive function is affected. No one knows what he will look like. A big change in temperament, mental regression, and memory disorder are all possible."

The joy on Zhan Fengyue's face hadn't faded yet, her legs gave way, and she fell down on the seat in the corridor. There was a paper bag beside her, which shook after being shaken, and fell on her back with a "click".

Li Yu almost felt that he was about to go crazy. He managed to control himself and didn't lose his composure on the spot. He asked coldly, "Can it be cured?"

"The damage caused by anesthesia is usually irreversible." Jiang Yun's face was pale.

"The ring..." Zhan Fengyue took out a small royal blue velvet box from the paper bag.

Li Yu glanced at it, grabbed it with his hands, and threw it on the ground viciously.

He squatted by the wall, not long after, Jiang Yun and Zhan Fengyue heard a heart-piercing roar:

"People are like this, what's the use of rings!"

He covered his face with tears streaming down his face, and a moan full of scars leaked between his fingers: "It's all because of me."

Looking up: "It's all my fault."

Zhan Fengyue stared at him angrily: "You understand now? Don't you think it's too late?"

Li Yu was silent, and after a long while, he stood up with the help of the wall, and walked forward quickly: "Let me see him first."

Zhan Fengyue stopped him: "He won't want to see you."

"Go away." Li Yu pushed Fengyue, his eyes were completely empty, "I'm going to find him."

According to Li Yu's current state of mind, once the meeting scene is bound to get out of control, Zhan Fengyue knows this very well, and desperately pulls him to prevent him from passing.

Both of them stayed up all night, and their remaining physical strength was about the same, and there was no result after pulling for a long time. At this moment, the closed door finally moved.

The white light poured out from the door, and Xue Xingxing came out, his face sinking into water, and he called, "Brother."

He laughed at himself: "Or is it better to call you by your name? Li Yu?"

"The third child doesn't want to see you." He cleared his throat, "I won't want to see you again in the future."

"How could this be? How could he not want to see me?" Li Yu couldn't believe his ears.

Xue Xing's expression was extremely cold: "Oh? Is it impossible?"

Li Yu couldn't accept this news for a while, he kept telling himself: "No, it's impossible..."

"Look at the things you have done, what else is impossible?" Xue Xing sneered.

Too lazy to talk nonsense with him, Xue Xing went back to the ward and slammed the door shut.

Li Yu raised his head suddenly, and the last light in the ward completely disappeared before his eyes.

Only the ring in the velvet box is still shining.